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#im graduating a year early im the only hardcore stem major

karomiiz · 2 years

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first crying session before finals~

#i didn't even cry bc im still wearing my mascara/makeup even tho it's almost 11 pm #RANT INCOMDING #there is no feeling more frustrating than being on a path by yourself #like quite literally no one in my cohort can relate to me or neither can my friends #im graduating a year early im the only hardcore stem major #out of my friends bc probs gonna offend some people but if you're a business major at my school its a joke #tis literally me myself and i having a breakdown bc no one else can relllllaaattteee #bc im the only one doing grad apps and finals #the only one doing a internship and working another job as well #hot damn if misery loves company why do i gotta suffer and go through everything alone that's what i wanna know #monet if u had a year or semester off youd be bored #no mom and dad i would not i would actually be able to experience boredom which is not the worst thing instead of being #in year round schooling since i was 16 #but it's fine nobody listenssssss #i put the stress on myself people say as they load on more things onto me #if one more person needs me for something i will lose it #this is for irl people not tumblr mutuals #literally if i showed someone my texts it's just people asking me for things #unloading their bullshit onto me #the list goes on and onnnnnn #and then people have the audacity to come at me for being busy all the time #this applies to past mutuals and irls #like wow. u think i want to spend like my day in and day out running around doing shit #like did that thought ever cross somebodys brain #that if you're saying i never have time for u etc etc you're always busy #that maybe im fucking exhausted from always doing shit but apologies i guess #even my own mother unloads shit like damn didn't realize i became jesus of nazareth #anyway goodnight i will probs delette this tomorrow morning or something #negativity tw

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