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khaleesiofalicante · 3 years

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OK I GOT 5 HOURS OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT WHICH IS PRETTY OK IG (I did stay up to read the fic-) BOTH MY TESTS WENT LIKE SHIT, I HAD AN ANXIETY ATTACK IN PROGRAMMING CLASS BECAUSE BY TEACHER IS A LITTLE SHIT WHO KEPT ON YELLING AT ME WHEN I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND SOMETHING AND I SPENT LUNCH ALONE BUT AT LEAST NOW IM ALONE WITH MY LAPTOP SO YAYAYAYYA

first of all, this chapter right here is my comfort chapter from now on. i said what i said. I will be rereading it again and again just because i can. it was PERFECTION

here's me going crazy at 2 am yesterday.

MAGNUS' CHAPTER

LET'S GO LET'S GO LET'S GO

AHHHHHHH IT'S THEIR ANNIVERSARY

SCREAM

alec shaved his beard because it made him look older

RAFAEL WAS SO UPSET AFTER THE MEXICO ATTACK BECAUSE OF ANJALI RIGHT??

magnus and alec are the oblivious parents istg

“Are you decent?” Max yelled. “I don’t want to be traumatized again.”

“Hey! We agreed not to talk about that!” Alec yelled back.

Im not even surprised at this point

“Happy anniversary, bapa!” Rafael kissed him on the cheek and handed him the flowers.

“Where are my flowers?” Alec asked.

Rafael plucked a rose from the bouquet and threw it at Alec. “Here you go.”

“Thanks, son,” Alec mumbled.

IM WHEEZING

DAVID BAKES

“David made it,” Max said shyly. "

Oh,” Alec replied and then shrugged. “Well, the icing could be a little sweeter I think.”

Ever since Max started dating, Alec had become incredibly protective. Alec liked David of course – it was impossible to find someone who didn’t. But that didn’t mean Alec approved.

And it didn’t help that the blond boy was absolutely terrified of Alec.

ALEC STOP TEASING HIM

THE BOY IS ALREADY SCARED

“I don’t know,” Alec analysed the card. “David used too much glitter.”

“Since when do you have a problem with excessive glitter?” Max demanded.

ALEC

“I didn’t use him!” Max huffed. “He was thoroughly compensated for his efforts!”

“Compensated how?” Alec asked.

“Uh,” Max said. “With donuts.”

when i saw donuts i immediately thought of rose and luisa from jtv

iykyk

but should i continue the show? i got tired of jane continuously embarrasing herself

“You expect us to follow rules?” Alec asked in surprise. “In our own home? On our anniversary?”

The warlock boy grinned wickedly before leaning close to Alec.

“You better do it, or I will tell everyone about your secret,” Max whispered.

Alec blinked at that.

the secret...

I DONT LIKE HOW MANY THINGS POPPED INTO MY HEAD

is highschool musical that bad? i havent watched it. should i?

what if i cried

i just wanna hug alec??? but i cant say it'll be ok because it wont

“Is that why you are not attending?” Magnus grinned at his friend. “Or is it because you are terrified of Georgia?”

“That child is the reincarnation of Christopher Lightwood!” Ragnor complained. “I heard she made explosives out of demon ichor! Who makes explosions out of demon ichor?”

RAGNOR IS PROBABLY GETTING FLASHBACKS

THESE STUPID FUCKING BITCHES

how tf do you think we have survived huh??

medicine that's how

vaccines, anti biotics and what not

stop being close-minded and fucking do it

ok i know the risk is great

BUT OTHERWISE THEY ALL DIE

it was different for warlocks. The Shadow World was their universe. The nephilim kept it safe. At one point in their lives, they had learned to coexist with them, out of necessity and out of obligation.

And now here they were – working together in the name of friendship and love.

how things change...

what

say what

the causes are what

ok let's not jump to conclusions

im fucking crying wtf

alec doesnt deserve this shit

all he's done is make the world a better place

hes worked so hard on this

RAZIEL CAN GO FUCK HIMSELF

what am i supposed to say to my parents if one of them comes to check on me and im sitting here crying at 2 am

He didn’t want to believe in a reality that would punish Alec. Alec who only wanted to do what is good and right.

Alec was who was losing his hope and strength every passing day. Alec who was struggling. Alec who was turning to desperate measures to cope with all the stress.

please alec

no please

THE ANGELS ARE BITCHES

Because if Magnus found out Raziel was the one causing all this pain for Alec, he would march up to heaven and set the bastard on fire himself.

AND I'LL GO WITH HIM

KNEW THE SPY WAS LIVVY

AWW RAGNOR LIKES SELENA THATS SO SWEET

blue and gold

STOP IT IM CRYING AGAIN

The shadowhunter was a good influence on him. Magnus hoped Alec would see it sooner rather than later.

HUH

HUHU

HUH

omg

GIGI GETTING A SIBLING

“Max isn’t allowed to do a lot of things,” Magnus chuckled. “But he does them anyway.”

thats my boi

GASP

]THE NECKLACE

rafael is growing into the consul voice

they grow up so fast

nope nope he's still the little 5 year old

voice cracking what do you mean he's 20

im glad hes happy with mila. or is he...?

Magnus had deduced as much. Alec lived in his beautifully oblivious world. But Magnus noticed.

He noticed the hickeys. He noticed the late-night visits. He noticed the tense phone calls.

well thank god there's at least one non-oblivious person (alec i love you so much but you are very very oblivious)

“What’s stopping you then?” Magnus asked.

"2554 miles,” Rafael chuckled sadly.

me with all my online friends

probably more miles

Magnus tried to do the math but promptly gave up.

But Alec did lie though. Magnus pushed the thought away.

NOT NOW

LET ME LIVE IN PEACEFUL OBLIVION

HUSH

“Except melt it?” Rafael chuckled.

“Yes,” Magnus chuckled back. “As you can see, the bar is extremely low in the Lightwood family.”

AHHIUCCDSKUHDCV

i have no clue what the words describing the outfit are

time to google

OK PRETTY

Fifteen years. Fifteen years of loving and Alec still made his heart stutter.

dont do this to me right now I WILL CRY

“What the hell?” Max exclaimed. “Why are you all dressed up?”

“In case you haven’t noticed, it’s my anniversary,” Alec chuckled.

Max-

Fifteen years. Fifteen years and Magnus still took Alec’s breath away.

HJCSDHJBJDHSGCDYGJVVC JHVDFYMJ

it's not funny MY EYES ARE WATERING

“Bapak is a good looking one in the family,” Rafael pointed out. “You are the chaotic one and I am the smart one.”

“What am I then?” Alec asked dryly. “A sack of potatoes?”

“You’re the sexy one,” Magnus grinned. “A sexy sack of potatoes.”

yes.

Alec grinned back and leaned forward. Magnus put his hands around Alec’s neck and kissed him. He kissed Alec with all the love he had inside his heart.

Just like the first time. Just like the hundredth time. Just like the thousandth time.

Because with Alec, every kiss mattered. Every single one.

muffled sob

“Stop making out, oh my god!” Max groaned.

Magnus sensed a pillow coming their way but Rafael caught it before it hit them.

“Max, stop!” Rafael scolded. “You will wrinkle dad’s suit and ruin bapak’s hair! I spent hours ironing both!”

why is max me when i see people display affection in front of me

ALSO RAFAEL HKUIUIDCSKIHUDFVHJDFVHU

“They are here,” Rafael said. “You two better look exactly the way you did when I left with Max or I will raise hell.”

IM SCREAMING

Selena was wearing a blue crop top with the words “MIND YOUR OWN UTEREUS” written in gold.

i need that top

DAVID'S SHIRT IS THE COLOR OF MAX'S MAGIC

AHH ISABELLE DOESNT KNOW SHE'S PREGNANT YET

The argument of “who gave the best gift” had started when Jace and Izzy had gotten drunk on vodka. It didn’t help that Alec had gotten drunk as well. All three Lightwood siblings had then proceeded to have an argument about who had the best spouse. The whole night had been drunken chaos. Magnus, Clary and Simon had let them have it since the Lightwood siblings had a tendency to carry the world on their shoulders even when nobody asked them. They rarely ever let loose ever since their worlds had plunged into sickness and demon attacks. Especially Alec. So, Magnus had let his husband be that 18-year-old boy again. The boy who got drunk and fought with his siblings and sang songs about Magnus’ pretty eyes.

OH MY GOD THE CHAOS

Georgia considered that. “I’m not allowed to melt it, right?”

“No,” they all replied in chorus.

LET GIGI MELT IT

SELENA IM SO PROUD OF YOU

“Dad,” Max said. “Can you keep a picture of me wearing this necklace in your office?”

“Why?” Rafael asked.

“I think it will piss off the boomers,” Max giggled.

“Nice!” Lexi grinned. “A downworlder wearing a shadowhunter heirloom? They will lose their heads. Uncle Alec, you must do it.”

“I will do you one better. I will hang a tapestry,” Alec chuckled.

YASSS I CANT WAIT FOR THE SHADOWHUNTERS TO BE PISSED

AWW THEY DIDNT KNOW THE NECKLACE USED TO BELONG TO MAGNUS

he actually gave to camille first-

Why couldn’t this boy just cause chaos during his travel year like the rest of them? Why did he actually study and do his research as recommended?

why would you NOT study and research during your travel year????

oh shit

well well well

david bby stfu

i love you but pls stop speaking for all our sakes

“Holy shit,” Max said. “It is expensive then!”

“Don’t pawn the ruby!” Rafael warned.

MAX NO-

OH THE STONE COMES FROM EDOM

oh no

pls dont fight

oh so i was wrong about magus confronting him from that snippet

all you need to know is im sobbing right now and grammarly is the only thing making this coherent

dont mind me just

NO I FORGOT ABOUT MAX AND DAVID

GET BACK IN THE ROOM YOU IDIOTS

don't do this to me at 3 am

OK THE DILF PART

thank you for adding light into my life again

(me while editing this: today really isn't my day huh? i just slipped in rainwater outside my balcony because I heard rain and ran there. now my knee and back hurt and I think I sprained (?) my toe-

ANYWAY

wait im gonna go check out the rain and then continue editing this

ok i got bored of the rain)

that made me laugh through my tears

“Objectively good looking?” Jace snorted. “Excuse you, but my parabatai is smoking hot! He is a freaking prize, okay? If we had a magazine for hot shadowhunters, you would be on the cover page. Every single issue.”

“Okay, that’s enough!” Alec interrupted. “Magnus, are you happy? Now all my friends have told me I am pretty.”

“I said smoking hot,” Jace corrected.

“We are not being biased,” Clary pointed out. “It is the general consensus, Alec.”

“It’s true,” Lexi said. “So many people have asked me for your number, Uncle Alec. And I would have given it to them if I wasn’t worried about being turned into a marshmallow.”

LEXI DUHDUGHUDFCUHKVDFUIKFDU

“Dad, I don’t know why you are so worried,” Max said in a bored tone. “You’re a told DILF.”

David choked on his champagne and Jace patted him on the back.

“What the hell is a DILF?” Alec demanded.

“Oh, I know this one!” Jace said excitedly. “It means Dashing and Irresistible Looking Father. Max is right, you are a total DILF.”

“Mr. Herondale-” David raised a hand.

“I heard one of the shadowhunters in their travel year calling me a DILF too,” Jace said proudly.

THAT IS NOT WHAT DILF MEANS OH MY GOD

“It’s not a rumour,” Selena spoke up and passed her phone. “There is a group chat at Scholomance just to thirst after you.”

add me to it

ALL THE COMMENTS I CANT BREATHE

“Alec Lightwood can run me over with a Maserati and I would thank him.”

“Give me that,” Izzy grabbed the phone and started giggling. “Petition for Consul Alec Lightwood-Bane to stab me with his mortal sword.”

“Isabelle!” Alec hissed, cheeks flaming. “Stop it!”

“I want one!” Jace grabbed the phone now. “By the Angel!”

“Read it!” the kids yelled in chorus.

“I would gladly let Consul Lightwood-Bane inspect my mortal instruments,” Jace chuckled and threw the phone at David.

David shook his head vehemently and threw it at Max.

“My body is just a hole for Alec Lightwood,” Max read out loud and started laughing so hard that he fell off his chair.

Lexi grabbed the phone and giggled. “I want the Consul to strip off my runes among other things.”

She passed the phone to Gigi, who looked at the phone and look at Alec.

“Uncle Alec,” the girl said. “This person wants you to crush them with your massive archer arms.”

“Give me that,” Rafael grabbed it now. “Aw, this one is a classic, dad. Alec Lightwood turned me gay.”

He threw the phone at Simon, who stared the screen and looked up. “Uh, I don’t think I can read this one out loud in front of the kids.

“Is this the one about the basement?” Selena chuckled and Simon nodded.

WHAT'S THE BASEMENT ONe

TELL ME

AWW GIGI AND LEXI PUTTING MAKEUP ON DAVID AND MAX RECORDING IT

google translator time

oooo Rafael's gonna talk with Mila

Magnus you're such a good father

seriously

“Sometimes things are just sad. So, you need to let yourself be sad.”

YES

SAY IT LOUDER

THEY ARE UNDER THE BED

AHHH MAX AND DAVID

DAVID CALLED HIM MY ANGEL IN FRENCH

Alec and Magnus hiding under the bed and spying on them is just-

Jace had tried to give Max the shovel talk and had gotten a little too emotional.

of course, he did smh I love him so much

“David doesn’t need a shovel talk,” Alec smiled. “He knows what would happen to him if he hurts my son.”

David gulped. “You will throw me into the silent city?”

“I will ask me husband to portal you to hell,” Alec said – Consul Voice. “We have relatives there.”

the beloved relatives yes

“Goodnight,” Jace gave them a salute. “Have fun inspecting Magnus’ mortal instruments.”

JACE

OH SO THE QUESTION WAS ABOUT SMOKING

damn it

oh my god guys he said he'll stop smoking

just lemme have this moment

my boy's lungs will be intact

HIS LUNGS WILL BE OK

“I can’t wait to see all the messages on the chat after that,” Magnus giggled.

Alec looked up. “I’m more than a tall glass of water, Magnus!”

SCREAMING

In his dream, he saw them again. But they weren’t smiling this time.

what

wait

THE PROPHETIC DREAMS

nope nope nope

Nah I don't know what you're talking about

haha

damn, I think I really hurt my back...

OK BUT THE IMMORTALITY ANGST???? WAS SO SO GOOD???? I know it makes me cry but is it bad that I'm always so excited for angst written by you because of HOW GOOD it is????

"When I die I will love you from my grave" I NEED THIS ON MY FOREHEAD OH MY GOD I LOVE THESE TWO SO SO MUCH

alright I need to get something for my back and my knee (I'm home alone so this will be fun)

OK, I THINK THE NEXT CHP WILL BE ANJALI'S POV I JUST FEEL IT!!! I miss my girl so much I hope she's doing ok. Jaime too...

I'm rereading all of these chapters after chapter 10 because why not. Bye!!

OKAY I AM GLAD YOU LIKED IT BUT I AM ALSO DEEPLY WORRIED ABOUT YOUR HEALTH.

I hope your knee and back feels better soon!

also fuck that teacher yelling something doesn't make people understand it any better ugh dumb piece of shit anyway screw that person.

I hope you get some good rest and recovery from this rollercoaster of a day.

Take care!

#lbaf

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markleetrashh · 7 years

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Nct as Older Brothers

Request: heyy! can you please make reaction for 127 when they are protective brothers and their sister is going out in really revealing clothes? thank you!!!!!

A/N: i decided to do this as a “__ as an older brother” for all the members like the vampire & werewolf one!! it’s only a brief outline of how they are so do request again if you want a detailed/longer post for the specified member!

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Taeil:

most of the the he’s nice and really easy going

but you know when he has his random outbursts

it gets w i l d

cracks really bad jokes

and when you don’t laugh at them he gives this expression

like he’s been betrayed

but he’s so nice he’s willing to buy you gifts and anything you ask

protective and can get really aggressive if anyone hurts or threatens you

introduces you to the other boys but regrets it eventually

most of the time he’s just easy to talk to and be with

Hansol:

seems to be in his own world most of the time

doesnt talk much but is always willing to listen to you

he only speaks up when he needs to,

especially if it concerns you or your wellbeing

can be playful too when he’s in a happy mood

like how he always hides your phone when you’re not noticing

but ends up failing because he cant keep a straight face

smiles at you a lot because he’s a proud brother

Johnny:

funniest person on earth

when he sees that you’re upset he’d try his best to cheer you up

and if he could he’d try to solve your problems

always ask about you and how you’re doing

really caring and loving

also probably loves attacking you with headlocks

really really protective

like that one time he followed you around while you were going out

which actually scared you because you thought he was a stalker

but he’s really encouraging so

Taeyong:

your mother 2.0

just when you thought you had enough of your parents’ nagging

here comes taeyong

would nag at you and tell you to do the right things

‘lectures’ could go as long as an hour

to others he seems all cold and intimidating

but you know best he’s the softest person on earth

would confide in you with his problems, and you’d do the same too

very protective over anything that concerns you

clings and begs to follow whenever you go on dates

ends up scaring off your partner

but like johnny’s he’s always supportive od your decisions

Yuta:

teasing 24/7

calls you many names

probably roasting sessions occur a lot between the both of you

“DON’T get close to any of the members, they’re all e v i l, except for winwin-”

but truth is he just wants to set you up with winwin

which you dont mind

treats you like a child and gets really protective over you

extremely protective

like that one time he almost beat someone up for harrassing you

but he often shows his concern and love for you so

Kun:

very understanding & nice

takes care of you a lot

in his eyes you’re still a small child

introduces you to winwin because he trusts him the most

shows his love and concern through actions instead of words

like that one time you fell sick and your parents were away,

he skipped school just to take care of you

jokes around occasionally

really laidback

Doyoung:

acts like he’s done with you 24/7

probably calls you annoying

nags a lot too, like taeyong

probably even more than your parents

when you call him a bunny he gets really irritated

“shut up don’t forget we’re siblings you look like a bunny too”

but can be really fun to be with too

prays that you never become friends with the other members

and gets disappointed and mad when he sees you texting taeyong one day

but deep inside he’s glad you’re able to get along well with his friends

spoils you with gifts and meals

extremely protective too

Ten:

two of you together = unstoppable fun

makes you do silly dances with him

and back when you were younger yall would just take random videos of them

somehow seems to have endless suggestions on how to spend time together

probably wakes you up at 2am in the morning just to tell you random & weird facts

isn’t really that protective because he’s so friendly he’s friends with your friends too

but when he needs to he can be really serious and will do anything to protect you

Jaehyun:

more like your friend tbh

you can talk to him about anything & everything

really supportive of you since young

he’d stand up for you

and when your parents scold you he’s always there to comfort you

introduces the members to you

and encourages you to become closer to them

because he trusts them

takes care of you really well too

your safety and health > anything else

WinWin:

would randomly text you new korean words or phrases he learnt

“im texting you so i wont forget just ignore me”

but at least 15 messages come in and you have to ask him to stop

treats you to ice cream

but when it comes to you treating him he suddenly becomes the sweetest person

would join you for your crazy days

doesnt show it but he’s actually really protective

lowkey doesnt want you to get too close to the members

especially yuta because he’s always flirting

but he also doesnt mind because he knows they wont hurt you

Mark:

full post here!

Renjun:

like kun, another sweet heart

but sometimes when he’s in a playful mood he can get really aggressive

like how he always ‘chokes’ jisung and push chenle

but dont worry he still makes sure he wont hurt you

loves attacking you with tickles

he loves teasing you and making you laugh

but when you need help he’s more than willing to give you any advice

probably also teaches you korean even when you dont ask

still treats you like a baby

protective over you too but doesnt show and say it that much

Haechan:

loads and loads of fun

e n d l e s s

and he loves teasing you

probably spends his time trying to find ways to prank you

but you’re so used to it you’re not affected anymore

but he’s really protective tho

“only i can make fun my sister, anyone else who does so can fight me”

calls you annoying when he’s two times more worst

but at times he can be really sweet and nice, helping you with your laundry and chores

best brother tbh

full post here

Jeno:

full post here!

Jaemin:

full post here!

Chenle:

oh no

very very loud

“Y/NNNNNNNNNN”

↑ every single time he sees you

hypes you up a lot and is really supportive!!

probably still argues with you over food

calls you a baby but he’s the one who acts like one

but he loves buying you gifts

and he likes it that you get along well with the other members

is always laughing and smiling

so he’s there to brighten up your day no matter what

Jisung:

s a v a g e

orders you around and asks you to do things but flinches when he sees an insect

“oMG Y/N HELP ME”

really playful

rejects endlessly when you suggest having yaja time

but despite all that he’s actually very understanding

like he’s never ever got mad at you? not even once

funny how he tries his best protect you

but the other members protect him even more

overall he’s really mischievous but can be really sweet!!

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thehalfworld · 7 years

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Fanfic MST: Forbiden Fruit: The Tempation of Edward Cullen, a Twilight fanfic [part 4]

I’m on a roll.

There’s more rape in this one; it’s not really described in detail, though. There are also references to what occurred in the last chapter, and an instance of mostly consensual sexual activity (although it stops short of actual sex).

Recap: Last chapter, Tiaa’s foster parents Dave and Marie left on a trip, leaving her in the care of “Uncle Larry” (Dave’s brother), who promptly began beating and raping Tiaa. After one such incident, she ran off into the woods and encountered a strange man who claimed to be her father before blacking out.

Chapter 1

Previous chapter

AN = No flames pls, theres no point!if u dnt like my story dnt read it, its as simple as that!

I never got the whole “don’t like, don’t read” thing. How can you know if you like it if you haven’t read it?

btw atlantiana is NOT marisue be cause look she is NOT perfect and not everyone in the stiry likes her! she has problems and she has flaws and shes UNHAPPY would u like her life?i no i wouldnt, its totally tragic and horible.u flamers arent even makin sense1

Having bad things happen to your character doesn’t make her less of a Mary Sue. Loads of Sues have tragic backstories. Look at Batman.

Chapter 4 - la push

I sat quitely on the la push beech apart form the party that was going on beside me. Mike Nooton was following me round like a pulpy and he was so borin! None of the things he had to say were interesting but I was nice to him because he wasnt a bad guy.

That’s actually pretty in-character for the guy, if I remember the Twilight Saga correctly. He’s nice, but not very interesting. I think Bella even made the puppy comparison at one point.

My thoughts were elsewhere - i could'nt stop thinking about the events of last night, when uncle larry had raped me and I had had my scary vision in the forest and a tall p[ale guy in my mind had cale me his daughter. I didnt understand any of I felt so so awful that I had been rapped by that hideous pervy SICKO when I had bin saving myself for the right guy and for marriage and my virginity was torn from my grasp by that twisted guy, it was so crule and unfair, it made me want to cry

So uh… what happened after she blacked out in the woods? Was her dad gone when she woke up? Did Uncle Larry do anything else to her after she returned home? Did she return home?

"omg MIKE watt are you doing talkin to HER?" I turned round and saw four nasty faces learing at us. It was the chearleaders I had seen in the cafetearia, and one of them was the girl dateing Ewdard Cullen, the brown hare girl who was standing at the back looking moody but not saying anything

You know her name! You’ve called her by name before!

"Stop being mean Jessica" mike said angerly "tiaas' awesome and if you can't see that its just you bein blind and shallow and stupid like your all ways are"

Think this is the author calling out her flamers or what?

"yah I mean look at her clothes, she looks like a stupid goth biaach with her slutty top and short skirt and fithnet tights is she a RAT HOOKER or what?" Jessica screamed.

Man, I love this fic. “RAT HOOKER” is a great insult.

She was realy ugly when she shouted even though she was technology a hot chick and was dressed in skimpy pink clothes.

I don’t remember Jessica that well from the books, but I think she was described as short and a chatterbox. I don't think she was a cheerleader or had a particular fondness for pink. Also she was dating Mike at one point after Bella set them up with each other.

"you no what Jess, you and YOur frends are SO shallow and YOU are the real slut! you and bella and angela and laruen may were short skirts and low cut tops an stuff but that doesnt maek u beautiful! Its watt underneath that counts!" mike shouted

Wait, so are they sluts because they wear revealing clothes or because of their behavior? Because right here it seems like Mike is criticizing them based on how they dress, which is a bit weird when we remember Tiaa also wears revealing clothing (“fishnet top” ring a bell?).

"yah, speakin of witch" said a sly blond girl in the gang who was called lauren, pointing at me "watts with her breasts, they are huge, I bet they are fake!- she laughed and her friends all laughed too even bella and angela who had been quiet until then.

I don’t remember a damn thing about Lauren or Angela but I remember they both existed. One of them was definitely shy but I don’t remember which.

I got up and pushed past them and ran away into the darkness. I cold hear them all laughing at me and i felt so embarrased I was relay sensitive about the waste I looked I hated the fact that it made all girls hate me and all guys stare at me, I would have given anything to be ugly or just inviable. I wasnt stuck up and didnt think I was beta than anyone else because of how I looked I just wanted people to treat me like a normal person! I could'nt help being slim and blond with relay big boobs it wasnt my fault I hadnt done anything wrong!

Remember in chapter 1 when Tiaa talked about how she used to be self-conscious about her appearance but got over it and now doesn’t care what people say about her?

-are u ok?" said someone from beside me

If you don’t have that MCR song playing in your head right now I don’t know what’s wrong with you.

"who arr you?" i asked. 3 realy pretty goth girls were standing there smilin at me and I smiled back

Oh, of course, the Sue’s backup choir.

-we are tyffani, abigaille and rochelle" they said smiling "you seem cool, do you want to be our freinds?"

I like the idea that Tiaa could be multiple friends.

Judging from the names, these three are children of that white mom whose baby name photo went viral on the internet. The one who named her kid Lakynn or something.

"ya of course, i'm just a bit meloncolly cause those horrible chearleaders were bein mean jerks and saying my boobs were fake" i said

"omg, u mean jessica and bellas gang? They hate us too because we dont care what they think" said tyfanni "they are just jealous cause youre the prettiest girl in the school now and theyre all plain next to you but we dont care about stuff like that, we only care about peoples personalities “

“That’s why we made sure to talk about how pretty we think you are.”

"cool" I said, and we talked for hours

I talked to tyfanni, rochelle and abigail for hours and they were so cool.

How long was that again?

I'd never had proper freinds before who didnt care watt i looked like or where I came from they just liked me for me, and I liked them cause they were uber cool and we had loads of stuff in common! But after a while they all went home and I stayed on the beech.

Glad we skipped the scene where Tiaa has fun with her friends so that we can get back to the part where Uncle Larry assaults her again. Nice to see the author prioritizing.

It was getting late but I didnt want to go home to uncle larry in case he raped me on his car again.

Phrasing seems to imply that if he raped her in a different location it would be alright.

Soddenly I heard a voice from behind me.

I hope “soddenly” is an intentional double entendre.

"well tiaa, thou seem to be causing quite a stir at school" his voice was smooth and sexoy and from another time.

Who could this be?

Edward.

Never would have guessed!

"what do you mean!" I demanded

"basically every gay at school wants to have sex with thee, and every girl wants to eat thee alive for it, hows that for causing a stir my lady?" he smiled and kissed my neck.

Wait, every gay at school? Including the gay boys? This girl is powerful.

"shut up jerk! Btw I met youre girlfriend before, bella I think her name is! I dont like her or anything, but how the hell can u cheat on her like that and kiss me how u did? Its sick ur a cheatin bastard and i should tell everyone. Tyfanni told me you and bella are like the schools golden couple or something, watt would happen if I told ppl how you had acted in that corridoor with me?"

Uh… the fic would go in a direction I don’t expect it to and it might be redeemed somewhat by at least being less predictable?

"OMG SWEET LADY! THY MUST NOT TELL ANYONE! " he screamed "it was a moment of madness thats all! Im so so sorry for watt happened,i hope thine can forgive me, but ive promised myself to bella and thats just how it is, no matter how much thou intrests me"

Use of OMG may seem anachronistic, but that abbreviation has actually been in use since the early 1900s, so it’s totally reasonable that Edward might use it. Although probably not out loud.

"fine, then stay away from me " I shouted as I left to go home but he followed me and grabbed me and pushed me down on the grind.

I think he’s sending mixed signals.

I was burning with anger and fury but I wanted him so deafly i didnt even try to resist him.

So deafly?

He new how much i wanted him and it drove me mad. He put his hands inside my panties and i gasped. I was soddenly desperate to sex with him and i tore my clothes off and i was in my underwear.

Again, I hope that’s innuendo, but in this fic it’s actually possible the author thinks “suddenly” is spelled like that.

I took off my bra and showed him my naked heaving beasts.

Nothing turns a guy on like naked heaving beasts!

"have sex with me now edward " I whispered

" i cant " he said, although his body was on top of mine and his fingers touched my nipples

"please, i'm begging you" I said, hating myself for being such a dirty hore but unable to control my burning desire

No one in this fic has any self-control whatsoever, huh?

-NOOOO!" he shouted and ran away crying.

I put my clothes back on slowly feeling so ashamed and embarased i could hardly move. I could'nt beleive i had begged him to do sex on me and even worse he had said no!

Okay, I guess Edward has a tiny bit of self-control. Which is good, as he is a vampire and would probably be eating people left and right if he was totally unable to control himself.

I went home and uncle larry made me cook his dinner and suck his cock while he ate his food and then he raped me and hit me with a shoe all night and i didnt even complain cos i felt like i deserved it for being such a horrible slut even though it made me want to die inside.

Bread, eggs, milk, squick. Uncle Larry seems more interested in hitting Tiaa than raping her, incidentally.

Uncle larry finally left me alone and I thought about killing myself as i cryed and cryed as i fell slowly into a dreamless sleep.

Aw.

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Men

I dont ever see myself comitting to a man. I have certain feelings towards the men I have loved or liked in my life. The only one I can say I can trust is my dad. Because he would literally give the world to me. And I would try to thank him in anyway I could. Because I would know and certify that he would never lie or mistreat me. The other men in my life have completely disappointed me. Including the one guy I thought I could trust and give myself to. He fucked up. And for a minute I regret ever laying eyes on him. But then, I remember that without him, I wouldnt be thinking like this. I remember Rafael, My first “I like this boy” kindergarden moment. And his rival, I dont remember well his name; I think because I tried to erase the fact that he wanted to show me his penis... I avoided him ever since.In that same class, I liked this bad boy who went to talk and rap with the high school kids even though we werent suppose to go near them. I wanted to chase after him, but he was a troublemaker. Then it was Jose, we got married, he bought me a princess pencil case with pencils in it. He was a darling. Then came Orlando, that boy every girl wanted. He liked to play I like this girl and this girl and this girl. And it made me mad. That was when i first wrote an I hate you song. Then came another Orlando, in summer camp. My cousin liked him and he liked me. I didnt like him back but I was in for an experience. He kissed my cheeks and neck under the planetarium show. I tolded him I didnt like it and stopped talking to him, laughing at myself knowing I had face paint onmy face that day. He tasted paint at least. Then It was Zachary in second grade in the USA. Well, I was in second, he was in first but I didnt care. He was cute. Even though I didnt know english at the time, my friends helped me read his love letters. Only, I got mad when my teacher found out and she crumpled one of the letters and I hated her that very moment she vanished the smile on my face. He never sent me another letter, never looked at me again. Then I met Braiyam, my would-be-stepfathers-younger-step-brother. He was 3 years older then me. I was nine at the time. I liked him a lot, even though I knew it was wrong. He gave me money, kissed me for the first time(more like stealing my first kiss peak). He wanted me then, I was obssessed with him. I liked to smell his rosary beads because it smelled like him. That cologne will live eternally in my memory. But then again, he wanted to have some fun. So he never took me seriously. So I then went back to the US and liked Brandon, who “bought” me a heart necklace. More like my-friends-stole-his-money-and-bought-it-for-me type of scenario. I gave it back when I saw his face. He wasnt interested in me.I also liked Chase, the left-handed afro-latino guy in my class. He was the sporty type who liked cheerleaders so I never got a chance with him. 4th grade I liked Mr-fart. Sean was his name, He made me laugh, he was cute. But then again once-again-heart-broken-ari happened. Never interested in me. 5th grade Julian, The first(and possibly last) colombian guy i have ever liked. He wasnt interested in me, we were only friends. We rode our bikes together. I “liked” this other guy in the morning anouncements and he was suppose to go dance with me in the 4th grade dance but, he never did. So i scratched his name and face out of the yearbook to forget any trace of him. Went to my country, liked 2-3 boys that never talked to me. You could just feel my low-self-esteem buiding up by then. I felt too tall for all of them. I went on and off with braiyam. I hated him so much for treating me like some toy or little girl. I went to cristian summer camp and fell in love with these 2 boys, who happened to be cousins. And this beautiful prince, but it was never going to happen. The 2 boys played with me and texted me the same things, I figured they never wanted something "serious". Then, Christian, we tried the long distance thing. I loved texting him. But realized we couldnt keep going with it. So when I went back to the US, freshman year. The first thing or mistake I did was like the guy(who was a senior) that gave me an orientation to the school and my classes and suddenly feel like I need to stumble near him whenever i see myself “lost”. He happened to be the secretary/president of key club. So i had plenty of time with him. I learned to be flirty and sarcastic with him. But I never wanted to get him in trouble because hello? freshman and senior= jail. But i still have his contact. Anyway, I begin to have this THING for new guys, and the first one was puerto rican and I liked him the first time he called me nena. So, since then I just HAVE to try to get a puerto rican guy. Idk what it was, if he was that way or if he wasnt interested or he was just scared, Idk but this guy lived literally 5 houses down mine and he never made a move. So i just figured he was stupid. He left anyway sophomore year. But YET AGAIN a new comer goes into my class and It just happens to be a puertorican guy too. Only he didnt speak spanish. He talked very ghetto, but Idk, I wanted to know him. And FINALLY, I see an interest spark in a guy towards me. So we date, we talk, we text, we suffer, we cry, we pain and angry. We fucked up a lot. I was scared, he didnt dare touch me. So this guy is everything my parents want for me, but i know im too fucked up with my life, i dont want anything happening to him. And I begin to feel like he wont be serious with me and will just leave me anyway. But he doesnt, so I have to push him away. And now that im in another country, trying to maintain our little friendship, he wants a sex frustration realese with me. ONLY THAT. and I feel used and dumb and just so irritated and angry at him for just wanting me for that. And im glad i got it out of him, we both knew it was wrong to sext and send smut to each other, knowing he has(had) a girlfriend. But thats ok, I have learned my lesson LIF!E. Men never stay...

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