#im just here to have fun and occasionally make like 20 quid peddling filth to buy blurays

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I truly don't understand where this attitude that I'm somehow this massive bitch who's ungrateful for the limitless popularity and success that I "get" is stemming from? Do people think I just dropped outta the fucking sky and was instantly handed the meagre accomplishments that I've actually worked my hole off to earn and develop?

In terms of success? I have two fics that have over 1k notes. After SEVEN consistent years of writing and posting fanfic on this site, those remain my most decorated achievements. And even they only got that because they were written for a character I loved at the height of their popularity.

The way some of you talk to me, you would think I was King Shit of Fuck Mountain resting on my infinite pile of inclusions on fic rec lists and fanart gifts and comments and adorations. Maybe it's the confidence I fight to show but I shouldn't be punished for being one of those people who refuses to undermine themselves to score pity points.

And in terms of popularity? Fuck me for making actual friends I suppose? God forbid I form relationships with people based on shared interests and compatible vibes. Just because some of you are so miserable that you suck the colour and life outta those around you like that one clown from the Powerpuff Girls? Try being kinder.

Some of y'all are so bitter towards me for something I have no control over and it's a mixture of sad and truly weird. I cannot comprehend why I'm the enemy when the enemy should be your fucking grasp on reality and projecting onto other people.