#im on a team with a bunch of ppl and our report is due the 3rd and i cant stand deadlines so im frantically truing to get as much done as
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#sorry to be ranty but i am frustrated#im on a team with a bunch of ppl and our report is due the 3rd and i cant stand deadlines so im frantically truing to get as much done as#i can and i seem to be the only one taking the initiative to do things bc im a neurotic freak#so ive basically drafted out our whole report at this point without any assistance and compiled all our data into our data sheet#and started writing the code for stats analysis#and im just sitting here frustrated bc im sure ppl would help if i asked but i would rather die and ask for help in any capacity#so here i am dragging this supid bullshit forward. despite being probably the least invested person in terms of what we acutally did#like cannot Express enough i thought the experiment was boring and and i dont care that much abt 75% of the results#i only like the micobes stuff#of which there are only implications here#and on top of doing that i will be unable to assist on this project from when i wake up to abt 12pm sat and sunday#bc im running part 2 of a big experiment. and i have to mannually go through 500 light response curves and change some values in a datashee#by monday. which will take forever and a half#and i have to hope that i can submit an abstract for a poster today but 1st have to rewrite that abstract bc despite#presenting on thr same bullshit i did for my last poster. i need to limit self plagiarism. which is stupid. literally its the same topic.#whatever. idk maybe im just cranky bc i went into the lab at 6.30-9 grinding samples#and woke up grossly sweaty. im not sickly anymore at least. i just had a weird dream about being at the zoo#sigh... anyway im not even really frusterated at anyone. im frusterated that i do these things to myself by choice#and im frusterated thst i feel better when things are objectively kinda bad bc at least the pressure is forcing me to focus my compulsive#tendencies. which is stupid and annoying#anyway. rant done. im tried and yet its only 2.30#unrelated#also my car tags are expired so i cant go to the store. wjich i preped for but still no fresh food this week
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