#im so desperateeee

[biohazard-inevitable]

Why I gotta get a job n shit why cant I just be lap candy for a giant hot rich anime man??? Why cant my only job be to look pretty????? Why cant i just be all cozy with a rich social life and a room dedicated to my hobbies???? Just wanna be some anime man’s pretty little lapdog

[nyan-koii]

I need a threesome fic on 1610miles! x reader x 42miles! im so fucking desperateeee

Prowler miles will be so rough on you and manhandles you a lot i just know that the boy has pent up anger, these issues will need to be taken care of and the only way he can do that is by releasing them on you in a good way because spidey miles wouldnt let him hurt you, he'll be so gentle and caring with his actions and words that you couldn't help but to fall for his touches and gestures.

They fit each other completely

[princesspottypantss]

im getting desperateeee,, those leaks made it so much worse

[talaxyan]

hello from 2023

hiiiiiii

it's so funny to think that all the posts from this tumblr are all just for me in the future but I hope it's gonna be another good reflection to see what I was like in the past.

but let me give you a little update since the last time I was here ((THERE WERE A LOT!!!))

ok first of all. im unemployed now, I graduated college 4 months ago and still haven't been able to land a job- I'm on my last round of interview for this pharmaceuticals company tho and I REALLY HOPE I GET THE JOB BECAUSE IM DESPERATEEEE. if I don't get an offer soon my OPT might expires meaning it'll be harder for me to escape indo.

as much as i love being at home and spending most days with my nieces and having no worry at all, I miss doing something intelligent like doing all the academic weapon I was supposed to be doing. it was hard landing a job yall, I swear I've applied to at least 400+ job but still 0 offer. IM REALLY HOPING THIS PHARMA JOB WORKS OUT I REALLY WANNA GO BACKKKKKK I wanna live in city I can wander around please

anyway, on the fun part ((my nonexistant love life))

in 2022, i went for a semester abroad in LONDON AND IT WAS WILDDDDD like really good experience and I love london so much I wish to go back there again and visiting my london fam innit- it was surprising really good like i had a solid friendgroup in just a month of settling down (shout out to SHAIMA LOVE U SO MUCH GURL) i went travelling to edinburg and Stonehenge. it was a surreal experience.

oh and i was on dating apps while in London and I got the taste of love (a little bit). my first ever date was really good, i'd give it 7/10 I wasn't that attracted to this dude but he was smart and caring at least before he became annoying and called me a self-obsessed girl- like dude HOW CANT I BE OBSESSED OVER MYSELFF? anyway I didn't continue talking to him because I really thought I should give an ugly guy a chance just bc he seems nice personally but he really wasn't so I went to 7 more dates after that--- ND I GOT MY FIRST EVER KISS??? LIKE HELLO? this dude I kissed, we met on tinder and I went to his place the night I first saw him and I gave him a glockglock3000 it was crazy-- but after that night I learnt why people like dick- and he got a pretty one too and it tasted sweet?????? maybe from the lube he was using but we didn't do the full thing cuz I was kinda hesitant cuz I BARELY KNOW HIM OFC??? but yea I learnt some things but my experience with men in general wasn't really working out bc ALL I WANT IS LOVE and it seems like u cant really find that on dating app.

other than that, i cut off some people from my life. it was sad but I think its about time. this girl I really wanted to befriend with since freshman year, we ended became bestie and even lived together in the apartment, but I think it was really toxic tbh- it think the more I knew people, the more I feel like I withdrew myself form them.thats kinda scared me because I really wanted to accept people the way they are but it was really not good having her around- for some reason in social settings, everytime I spent time wth her, it just irritaes me more and that made me realize that friendship wasn't supposed to be like that, it shouldn't cost you your mental health to be living with your friend so yeah, after graduation, I never contacted her and she also never contact me either so it's mutual I think

my time at skidmore was overall fun, I went to typical college parties, got drunk and wasted but it was all really fun. i love my girl friends my bbygurl I love them so much and they made my time at skidmore 100000x so much better. i would be a lot more miserable if it wasn't because of them. there was rough patches along the way but we are good friends so I was able to let go everything and keep our friendship eventho now w graduated and harder to see each other but I really hope to meet them again<3 I love them thao kim connie rebecca and my isu babies<3

my plan now is hoping i land that job in Boston > lease an apartment > fly from jakarta and meet natan > relocate to Boston and get my stuff at Uhaul in Albany > starting working and getting the sense of really world > SAVE A LOT OF MONEY SO I CAN SPOIL MY LOVED ONES AND MYSELF

i think i can do it. delusion is the key and I quite frankly believe in myself. i really hope so I wish.

so yeah, thats mostly the update from me. hopefully in the next post I can give you a better news and more GOOD STORY FROM MY LOVE LIFE yea. ok goodbye for now and I see u later

[elderberryblitz]

hhh, I've been using aidungeon for Lewd Shit all day, without touching myself, and now all I can think about is being pinned down, fucked and bred by a werewolf

[megumin-jjk]

Hello I know Mai aint your fav character to wrote about BUT IM HELLA DESPERATEEEE. So can you PLEASE write Mai x Femreader sorta headcannons like we always see Mai being a little chaotic but she is such a softie when they are alone with the reader 🥺

Being Alone With Mai

A/n: anything for u anon!! That idea is very much Mai. I added in extra things if u didn’t mind. pls the title isn’t so great. Food mention here also

Honestly, She’s so touch starved that she’d do anything for hugs. Get along with Noritoshi for a day ? If so, then be it

She loves to feed you strawberries and squares of chocolate to you, cooing about how cute you look with your cheeks puffed up

Cuddles are basically her with her legs wrapped tightly around you. Need to take the clothes out of the laundry? Well, too bad

Complains about you hogging the blanket when the whole time it’s been her who’s been doing that

She loves kissing your cheek and that spot near the back of your ear. It’s her favorite spot

She loves going on long tangents and telling stories. Ask her about her day and she has full blown heart eyes.

Alone time is spent baking cakes together, making beaded bracelets, and sneaking out to explore Kyoto

Playful banter is reoccurring thing between the two of you. She loves to challenge you. Does a hair flip and everything

It’s secretly her way of flirty and asking for affection. But well, she does love to argue too...

She has the sweetest voice but when Todo or Miwa walk into the room unannounced and interrupts, she’s absolutely scary.

Poor Miwa is making 25 reminders for herself to never do that again. She has shivers down her spine

The first time everyone caught Mai being soft with you, they were in mixed emotion

Todo is smug. “So you see how I feel about Takada-chan now ? You understand me ?”

They’re so shocked to see this Mai than the usual Chaotic Mai

She’s irrational and always irrationally mad at Noritoshi that she picks fights with him anyway she can

She’d pick fights with anyone, actually.

Lives for the thrill of ticking people off, acting haughty

And loves provoking people except for you, Miwa, and Nishimiya

Overall, people thinks she’s insane at times. She would bite anyone, too 😭

[princessbellewrites]

i have so much muse yet my rp partners are all early sleepers/leave me hanging. does anybody want to plot?  i don’t have many good ideas tbh but i’d love to stalk your wanted plots ;)

[baekyeol-fics]

Hellooo So, i really need ur help. Ive started reading a fic but my phone turned off bc of low battery and since i was reading the fic on inkognito i dont have it in my history. It was jist recently finished fic (thats why i started reading it), and there was ceo chanyeol and in the first chapter chanbaek met wben baekhyun spilled coffee on chanyeol. Also they met at some club again i think, later on?? baekhyun worked here maybe?? pls tell me u kmow which fic im talking abput im desperateeee

this is without you to hold i’d be freezing!!! it’s awesome so I hope you enjoy finishing it! It was recently completed too~

[bucketsofsalmon]

after living off of queues for the last 2 and a half months, i’ve finally come back! happy november and tysm for 1.5k followers!! 

 i’ve officially survived my 1st quarter as a freshman in high school w/ straight As! shoutout to my algebra teacher who bumped my 89 up to a 93. 

also, i’ve reopened my asks, so ask me things! tell me about your day, school, family, drama, taylor swift!!, skam!!, riverdale!1, music or ask me abt myself bc im desperateeee. 

[arteacactus]

Agggghhh thank yOU so much ur a lovely humannnnnn also id date u if u wanted lol im v desperateeee

Alskjf I'm not a lovely human at all I promise,, I'm an asshole---(Also wow what a mood,,)