#im so sick of being alone with myself this bitch is terrible company to keep

[racingmiku2018]

i like my job and i like having money but remembering that i have to work makes me feel like a baked good deflating immediately after being removed from the oven. work takes up so much of my energy that i barely have enough for the things i like to do outside of it like drawing and crafting and reading and gaming and i need to spend like 90% of my weekend just recovering from the work week and by the time im up to doing literally anything i have to go to bed bc i have work in the morning

[eddieandsteve86]

well, i tried, i tried really hard to write smut but it sucks so bad...i like everything but that part, i need to keep reading smut to get better but at least i gave it a shot and well, im kind of proud of myself for trying...so here it is, if you want to read it fine but if it you dont its okay too

@my-youngworld88 @instantlyvirtuallight @fritchgirl well i know you were waiting so i’ll tag only you because i don’t know if someone else will read this but it’s okay if only you read it, it’s enough for me

You knew Kit since you were kids, to be exact you knew him since you were ten when you moved next door to him and it was just magical, you became best friends in an instant. Your parents were his parents and his were yours, you were at each other's house all the time and you were inseparable and it didn't change with the time. After 20 years you still were best friends, of course you helped each other with heart breaks and in your case, you helped him deal with being famous now.

Everythings was perfect until you realized you had other kinds of feelings for him, you tried to hide them and push them away but it wasn't easy, specially when he was with someone else and you had to put on your best happy face just to make him happy.

That night you were getting ready to go out with a friend you didn't see in a long time when your phone rang.

“Hey Kitten”

“Stop calling me that...are you busy?”

“You don't know how to say hello anymore? And yes, i'm busy, i'm getting ready to go out”

“You won't, i need you”

At that you stopped, he sounded troubled and you couldn't leave him alone like that, even if you knew he was datting someone, everytime he tolds you he needs you, you just drop everything and go to him because it was always like that, it was going to always be like that with you two because you did the same with him and he would travel from the other part of the world if you needed him, he actually did that once.

“What is it? Kit, is everything alright?”

“Please, can i come over? I need you so bad right now”

You heard his voice and you knew he was about to cry, you knew something was really wrong and you were sure someone hurted him bad, probably a girl.

“Come over, i'll wait for you with beers, food and movies, like always”

“I love you, you are the best friend in the world”

“Yes, yes, i know. Now move your ass and come here before i regret it”

You ended the phone call and texted you friend telling her you weren't going out because you were sick, you didn't like to lie but you knew Kit needed you more than your other friend did. After that you went to change your clothes and got everything you needed before the door opened, because of course he had the keys to your house and you had his, revealing a sad Kit. You went to him and gave him a bear hug.

“Oh my poor Kitten...who hurted you? I'll hunt her down and give her a kick in the ass”

At that he laughed and hugged you really tight, he only did that when he was about to cry so you let him, you let him cry while you caressed his curls.

“It's okay love, everything will be okay, i'm here and i won't leave you alone but you need to tell me what happened”

“She cheated...she fucking cheated on me”

“That bitch...i'm going to kill her”

“No, please just let's talk about something else...let's eat, drink and watch horrible movies like we always do when one of us is sad, please”

You couldn't say no to him, not when he looked at you with those beautiful dark eyes and his little pout, you were so in love with him that if he told you to jump from a bridge with him, you'll do it without thinking. You took him with you to the couch and you just cuddled while you drank beer, eat some snacks and watched a horror movie that was terrible but you didn't care because all you needed was each other's company.

“So, might i ask how you found out?”

“Richard saw her with a guy last night in the club, you know how Richard likes to go out now that he is single and he went to this club and saw her almost fucking a guy in the VIP section”

“Where were you last night love? I thought you were with her”

“I was at my parents house, family dinner, she was supposed to go with me but she said she didn't feel well...i was an idiot to believe her”

“No you weren't...she is a fucking bitch and she better prays i don't see her because i'll fucking kill her...no one messes with you”

“You are the best but i don't want you in jail, you are not use to me there”

“I just, i don't understand how someone could hurt you like that...you are perfect Kit and i'll kill to have a boyfriend like you”

It was too late when you realized what you said and you couldn't look at him after that, you were sure you ruined everything after that but you felt Kit's hand grabbing your face and he turned you to look at him.

“Why did you never tell me?”

“Because i was sure you'll never saw me like that”

“Bullshit, you are the only woman, besides my mother, that i trust with my life and my heart and you could have it if you wanted...i always loved you and i thought you saw me as your brother”

“We are two idiots, aren't we? Goddamn Kit, i love you”

He grabbed your face with both his hands and kissed like the world was about to end, it was needy. You poured everything you felt in that kiss and he got the message really quick because he grabbed you and put you in his lap. You looked up at him before sucking lightly on the sensitive skin just below his ear and he let out a moan.

“Wait, we can't do it here...let's go to your bedroom”

You allowed him to guide you into the bedroom, your lips still attached in a passionate kiss. Once inside, you started to undress each other without a rush because you had all the time in the world. You put your hand inside his underwear and started to touch his half hard cock earning a deep moan from him so you took courage and got on your knees pulling down the underwear as you went. You looked up at him and took him into your mouth without breaking eyes contact, he inmediatly put his hand on your head making you take him deeper and your started to move, you worked your tongue over the slit, making him groan.

After a few minutes he pulled you up and kissed you deeply while he got rid of your underwear and took you to the bed and started to kiss your body, going from your lips to your neck.

“Oh Kit, please, i need you”

He started to go down, stopped at your breast and played with your nipples for a while, sucking them and bitting them until you were wet enough for him to put two fingers inside you and started to move them.

“I need more, i need your mouth there Kit, please”

Your words were his command and he went all down on you, pressing a kiss to your clit first and then he started to suck on it while he kept moving his fingers in and out of you, earning moans and gasps from you.

“Oh yes, right there, faster please”

He moved his fingers fasters while he licked at your clit, driving your crazier and making you wetter if it was possible. You were about to come when he stopped and you looked at him like you wanted to murder him.

“You fucking asshole, why did you stop?”

“Because i want you to come on my cock”

And with that he kissed you and entered in you, thrusting at a fast pace since you were both almost on the edge of your climax.

“Oh fuck Kit, yes, like that”

“Oh god love, you feel so good, so perfect”

He kept thrusting faster and faster, the bed hitting the wall and you both came at the same time saying each others name. He stayed inside of you, recovering his breath while you caressed his hair.

“Woah...we waited years to do that, i hate myself for never telling you how i felt”

“It is my fault too Kit, i could have saved myself years of suffering because you were fucking other girls while you could have been fucking me all this time”

“Well, we have alot of catch up to do then”

You laughed and he attacked your lips again, getting ready for round number two.

The End