#im so sick of havinv my hopes up onky to have reality deck me in the face

[lacey-lamb]

Fuck fuck fuck why does eveything bad in my life always happen all at once?! Almost being homeless wasn't bad enough, now I'm fighting with my mother and now they think my grandmother has cancer. Why can't I catch a fucking break for once in my life? Things were finally starting to pick up for me. I was doing so well, I felt so hopwul about my future only to have it come crashing down around me. I hate crying and being weak when i have to be the strong and happy one. I don't know what to do. I feel so helpless to do anything... I just want this all to end...