#im so sorry anyways thank you guys for indulging me ily <3

[littlecrittereli]

REPROGRAMMED CHAPTER 7 SPOILERS!!!

I knew I wanted to draw out this scene the second I wrote it. This AU has taken OVER MY BRAIN YOU GUYS DONT UNDERSTANDD

anyways enjoy and weep <3

[sigmoon]

OKAY HIO HOLY SHIT THAT LEFT ME SO SPEECHLESS. I CANR BELIEVE U ENDED IT RIVBT THERE AOSOFJYMS

poor fyodor he was just... a loving husband... (who actually cheated on his wife with her DAUGHTER... but, lets ignore that.)

and when i heard youd include teacher dazai on this thought youd make a separate series about that but now given the actual scenario i dont think that will continue... am i right?

anyways, your writting was amazing, as always, i loved it! ill be sticking around for more of your amazing works💜

sorry for the anon, im very shy to show myself:') but ily

Thank you so so much for your feedback <3 Yeah, poor Fyodor…but also, he was the one responsible for not letting the affair happen in the first place, as the adult he is, and yet he gave in. He should’ve seen it coming.

About Dazai, I thought he’d perfectly fit into this part and the dilemmas that the reader is stuck in, and it was a great chance to write Dazai the way I see him. Don’t get me wrong (and Mai, please cover your eyes) I like him as a character, I love the silliness, the cockiness, the looks, he’s really great, and god knows I indulge in fluffy fantasies about him too, but!! Not saying that he’s a bad person, people aren’t just black or white anyway, but he (or my version of him) definitely did and does bad things with little guilt, and I’m sure there’s a lot more to it. I wish we had a proper backstory for him, but oh well, guess I just have to glue bits of irl Dazai‘s biography and my own backstory for him together. What I’m trying to say is, I like writing Dazai as the opposite of the cute, endearing guy that he is in a lot of fics (and I love that side of him!!!) and write him as a guy that comes off as nice and sweet but is actually kinda sinister. At least I thought it would fit into this scenario.

As of now, there is no sequel planned, and I’m too occupied with my two other series and requests :<

[arhvste]

hc for kenma and fem reader, that’s been friends w hinata since middle school and goes to karasuno, like how would they meet, how would they confess, first date etc. can the reader also be a first year. but doesn’t play volleyball she just watched hinata sorry if that doesn’t make sense

we’re all soft for kenma hours 🙈

also there's a lot to consider and include here so this is going to be a little longer than my usual hcs posts 

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KENMA WITH A FIRST YEAR S/O HE MEETS THROUGH HINATA

you’ve been friends with hinata since your first day of middle school when you got sat next to the excitable volleyballer 

you both ended up attending karasuno high much to his delight

when he’s not with his volleyball team he’s with you telling you everything about it since you don’t play the sport yourself 

you know all the rules and basics by now by attending enough of his practices and games

so hinata has just come back from the training camp that he attended in tokyo

he is telling you all about the new techniques and he’s worked on and all the new people he’s met

“there was this biiiggg third year! he’s captain of fukurodani and one of the top 4 aces in japan!!”

“uh huh”

“and his friend was captain of the rival team we want to play in nationals, another big third year with weird bed hair!”

“sounds like you met a lot of new friends”

“yup! but one of my new favourite friends is the setter of the team we want to play in nationals, his name is kenma, he’s a second year and he’s super quiet but he’s a real good player!”

hinata shows you a picture he took with this kenma 

there next to one of your closest friends stood a boy with long blonde hair, his dark roots showing but somehow it made his whole look all the more attractive, golden feline eyes and a gentle shy smile as he looked up at the camera.

now, while you’re thinking about how cute kenma is, hinata is actually watching you

you see, unbeknownst to you, the little middle blocker had mentioned you on several occasions to his new friend

something about kenma made hinata think of you while he was in tokyo

so he felt the need to talk all about you to him to which kenma listened to intently 

so there’s a practice match against nekoma coming up

obviously you go because you want to support your friend

you literally forget all about kenma and how he plays for nekoma

honestly hinata tells you all about every single new friend he meets wherever he goes

so it’s hard to keep track of who is who and where everyone comes from

but the picture of kenma comes flashing back when you see him out on the court

hinata wasn’t lying

he was a good player

he seems like he isn’t that into it but you can tell he’s calculating his moves to be precise 

very much a contrasting character compared to the rest of his outgoing team

nekoma end up winning by one set but it’s only a friendly practice match so all is well

you go down to congratulate hinata and the rest of the team

and hinata is there with kenma chatting happily while the shy setter is smiling and nodding slightly 

you make your way over to hinata and he notices you and his smile beams even brighter

“kenma look! this is y/n the friend i told you all about! isn’t she pretty?!”

you’re blushing and so is kenma 

brief introductions are done between the two of you and before you know it hinata is off to go and annoy kageyama 

you’re left there standing with the rivalling team’s setter

at first the atmosphere is awkward but kenma actually speaks up first

“so... you’re friends with shoyo he's told me a lot about you”

“all good things i hope”

kenma lets out a small smile and your heart flutters slightly

“all good things”

you and kenma actually have a pretty good conversation from there and end up exchanging social handles

from there your friendship begins properly 

tagging each other in memes

late night texting 

kenma even convinces you to indulge in a few games he himself plays

kuroo notices kenma has been smiling at his phone more lately

“new game?”

“no”

“ohoho? no game? is it a girl?~”

“y/n from karasuno”

kenma is so blunt dhfshdfgsdugsdfu

kuroo is sitting there like 👁💧👄💧👁

“you didn't tell me you had a girlfriend i thought we were best friends”

“she isn’t my girlfriend”

“do you want her to be though?”

kenma is silent 

you are the first girl he has actually felt comfortable with 

you guys have been friends for a good 3 months now 

maybe he did want you to be his girlfriend but he isn’t sure how to go about confessing 

one night the two of you are up playing animal crossing together 

it’s 2am and neither of you feel like sleeping 

you’re ready to go catch some fish but you check your mail box first and see a letter from kenma 

it says ‘come over to my island i have something to show you’

you notice kenma is online

when is he not online?

his gates are usually open around these hours for people selling turnips or whatever 

so you make your way over to kenma’s island and his little character is waiting fro you outside the airport

then he calls you over the phone to which you answer

the two of you are just casually talking and gently laughing with each other until kenma speaks up

“follow me”

he says quietly through the phone 

so your little animal crossing characters and running around the screen until kenma leads you to a patch of gold roses

gOLD ROSES hufgugfegbfgu rich boy tings 

“KENMA YOU DIDN’T TELL ME YOU GOT GOLD ROSES WTF??”

and in the middle of the patches of roses you see a personalised sign 

you guys know the ones im talking about right? the little boards you can make and decorate around your island 

n e ways 

‘y/n, will you be the cyrus to my reese’

that’s so fuckin cute ily kenma fhjdfd

so after you read it you have the biggest smile on your face

“of course i will kenma!”

he is smiling so hard rn 

ugh you’re official now yes bitches

hinata is e c s t a t i c when he find out 

kuroo is so mf smug but he’s so proud of kenma 

the first chance you get you go to visit tokyo to see your new boyfriend 

the two of you go to a cat cafe 

and then you guys are strolling through a park and feed the ducks 

and then you guys go back to kenma’s house for take out 

you’re both playing animal crossing, smash bros, mario kart etc 

at the start of the day kenma is so nervous  

but you make him feel so comfortable the nerves wash away

but anyways y’all are thriving playing your games 

kenma isn't huge on pda but he does acknowledge the fact you don’t get to see each other too often so he will be open to cuddling 

you’re resting your head on his shoulder while you play though

nothing to crazy you guys are taking it slow after all

your aunt lives in tokyo so you’ll be staying with her for the night

so neither of you have to worry about weirdos on the train at night 

so it gets to about 10:45 and you and kenma decide to call it a night 

this shy baby gives u a soft kiss before you go

he is so soft fjahfk

after that date there are many more to come 

as well as hinata’s matches you also some to watch kenma play whenever you can

the nekoma team love you

they’re so happy their precious kenma has finally found someone outside of volleyball who makes him happy 

you’re basically shared between both teams now 

nationals who are you gonna cheer for tho lmao 

i honestly think when kenma finds the right one he’ll stay with her 

like he doesn’t open up easily so when he knows he’s found the one he will absolutely feel more comfortable in opening up and being more vulnerable 

kenma wasn’t really bothered about love and relationships before 

but thanks to you he’s glad he stepped out his comfort zone

because besides the family he’s got in volleyball 

he also has you know 

and you’ve taught him a new form of love 

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requests are open!!

[wlwhyuck]

Mutual appreciation time! Tag some of your favourite mutuals and write them a message! 🌸🌸🌸

im sorry this took so long !! its been sitting in my inbox for like a week shbdxjnd theres a lot so u put them under the cut !

@cokehei : zyla babe you’re my ocean for men enthusiast and favorite Traitor uwu 😔💞 you are deadass the Funniest person alive and you never fail to bring a smile to my face or make me ugly cackle i love u 🤧 i get genuinely happy when i see you on my dash n also you’re a Godly level of gorgeous ashdhhd you Glow inside and out n !!! am i Worthy of even associating with you i dont think so /: anyways im: love you 💖

@jxhnnyseo : isabel, my norcal counterpart, talented Goddess that puts us all to shame with her sheer Beauty 💞💕 highkey !! you make me hella regret stopping dancing shdjdndj you’re so talented and captivating and i hope you know that hsbdjd i love u n thank u for telling me boba guys isnt worth the hype n saving me time 💘

@starryjaes : darcy, a real life angel, the sweetest you’ll ever meet ✨💖 i just want to say you’re one of the kindest people i’ve had the pleasure of meeting and you just give off this soft aura and honesty uwu..also this is random but your glasses are super cute and they suit you so much idk if i ever say you in reg black frames id be like uh whomst ? anyways i love u a lot 💝

@omgjeongguk : sisi, my online best friend, a once in the life time kind of friend that im grateful to have met 💞 you’re one of my favorite people in the whole wide world and we’ve been thru A lot and i’m so happy we’ve stuck by each other. it would’ve been so easy for either of us to fall off but here we are, 3 years, almost 4 after we started talking on this hellsite hehdjd not 2 be gay but i love u you mountain dew drink bot 💕

@myfirstandlast : megan 💕💞🌸✨💖 i love u bc i can send u a hyuck post no context and you’re ready to yell w me and ive said before but more than half the convos we’ve had were in all caps thank u for indulging me and you can tell me to shut up i promise i wont be offended sndndjkf also reminder ur bangs are supa cute i love u

@haechanciaga : zuzanna, a recently mark ult turned hyuck 😈🤧💞 you were one of my first mutuals on this blog and because of that you have a special place in my heart ✨we talk about a lot of random things but much recently abt hyuck and i am excited i can scream even More to you about hyuck hsbdjd you’re so cute n nice n uh, i love u a lot !! 💖🌸

@hyuckhoney : lily, queen of fleeky brows and ??? angsty writing ??? 💞💖 you’re?? always hyping me up and saying the nicest things and i appreciate tou a lot 😔 you were also one of my first mutuals so you also have a special place in my heart…you’re a talented writer with a knack for writing that makes you feel melancholy and makes you think a lil (at least to me!) don’t stop writing you’re too good ily 💞