#im so sorry nonny i dont have any advice but that genuinely sounds awful i hope youre able to figure it out

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

NPD + autism culture is WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WRONG WHAT THE FUCKING HELL AM I DOING WRONG I CHANGED 4 SCHOOLS AND A PLETHORA OF AFTER SCHOOL ACTIVITIES I'VE BEEN TO SO MANY SOCIAL CIRCLES AND STILL EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME MOST PEOPLE HATE ME THEY DESPISE ME THEY MIGHT TRY TO HIDE IT BUT THEY ARE ENDLESSLY ANNOYED BY ME WHAT AM I DOING WRONG WHAT AM I DOING WRONG EVERY TIME TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME I CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS ELEVEN FUCKING YEARS AT BEST IT'S THE SAME, I ENTER A SOCIAL CIRCLE, IT'S A BIT AWKWARD BUT OKAY AT FIRST BUT THEN 60-70% DESPISE ME. SURE THEY DON'T TELL ME I SHOULD DIE LIKE IT WAS IN FIRST GRADE ANYMORE BUT IT'S JUST BECAUSE THESE PEOPLE ARE GROWN UP NOW AND THEY CARE ABOUT THEIR SOCIAL STATUS. THEY STILL HATE ME. THEY STILL WANT ME GONE. WHY ARE THEY LIKE THIS TO ME. THEY AREN'T LIKE THIS WITH EACH OTHER. WHY DO SO MANY PEOPLE, OF ANY AGE, GENDER, RELIGION, CITY, SCHOOL, SEXUALITY, MENTALITY HATE ME EVERY TIME THEY MEET ME???? THIS POST IS A FUCKING CRY FOR HELP IF ANYONE KNOWS ANYTHING WITH THIS IF ANYONE KNOWS SOMETHING ABOUT PSYCHOLOGY IF ANYONE CAN GIVE ME HINTS PLEASE I BEG YOU WRITE SOMETHING I NEED ANSWERS I CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS SHIT I'M DESPERATE TO KNOW THE RULES FOR ONCE IN MY WHOLE LIFE

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