#im so tired drom fughting myself about things
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#day 4 or 5 fighting off heightened anxiety#intrusive thoughts about hurting myself#about dying#about going back to being less then the dirt people walk on#why doesn't anyone talk about the gravity of it all?#sbout how when you've gotten comfortable being sad there's always a voice calling you back to it?#im so tired drom fughting myself about things#about life#i know im useless#i know im worthless#sorry to be a living reminder of all#but others have asked#so i live#sorry im just nothing on my own#i fear being alone#too much time to think#jumping from one distraction to the other just to flost right above the water#sighs#i almost fainted at 2:30 this morning#probably heat exhaustion#i called out of work after being up a couple of hours and sleeping through my alarm#if i could do it agaib#maybe i won't wake up next time#:/#fucking god depression is kicking my ass this week#im sorry#haha#ever hear a song called#a deer mistaking headlights for candles?#me fr
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