what’s up . it’s ur girl sunny (she/they) !! i am a complete disaster most of the time but here i am !! i LOVE red velvet and just yeri in general tbh ... she’s my babie . i’m excited to get things started on here so feel free to message me here or on line for plotting !!
dani’s stats can be found here , but i’m still working on a biography for her ( that will come one day i promise ) . she loves books and coffee and can typically be found at grindr either working or not --- perhaps she has an addiction to coffee .
dani's life was typical of any other middle - class family's . the youngest of two ; parents who were too busy to pay any attention to their child and an older brother who , at six years older than herself , had no interest in the young girl .
her first year of education was less than desirable . she acted out , threw fits beyond belief , screamed for attention that she was never given at home . diagnoses were thrown in her direction , medication pumped into her like her life depended on it . she became a lifeless mass , a child without a personality . it was decided that she would finish out her education in a private school , starting from the age of six .
she spent years in this setting , class sizes so small she never did learn how to interact with others . she became a hermit , shying away from interactions and always having a nose in a book . she still yearned for the attention that her parents gave her brother , the beloved son they'd always wanted . she lived out lives she could never dream up on her own in the pages sewn into bindings that fell apart at her fingertips .
she'll never forget the night her brother answered the phone , voice cracking like he'd just woken up . maybe he had , it was two in the morning after all . she'd been invited out , a young fifteen year old girl who just wanted to fit in . and after hours of pretending to be someone she wasn't , she called the only person she knew wouldn't scream in her face for all the horrible decisions she'd made .
he never did show up . she'd walked home that night , confusion and anger heavy on her heart . she thought of all the things she'd say to him when she saw him next ; she didn't know she'd never see him again .
it was hard on the entire family , on the entire town . star football player who had gotten himself a full - ride scholarship to harvard . he was destined to do so many things . after his death , everything changed .
her family was no longer typical , her mother became addicted to presecription painkillers and she wasn't even sure her father was the same person anymore - everything made him so angry . they blamed her of course , for dragging him out that night when he'd been far too tired to drive . she blamed herself more than anyone , hated herself every minute she was alive and he wasn't .
she was angry . she was angry at her mother and father for losing themselves , she was angry at the town for painting the dead boy into a spectacle to be gawked at , she was angry at her parents for never giving her the comfort she needed - for always blaming her with such hatred . she'd killed their precious boy . she was mostly angry at herself , for never missing him .
all she knew was anger . soon enough , she was kicked out of her academy - fighting on school grounds . dani's anger found itself manifested in her songs - songwriting always her best outlet even as a child . she met cole in the midst of her rage , and found herself enjoying his company more than she'd like to admit . something about him seemed to calm it all a bit . joining his band was the last puzzle piece she knew she'd been missing .
adulthood came in a flash and she knew it before her 18th birthday even arrived - she'd not be welcome for as long as she was a legal adult . there were too many painful memories there . no parent wants to see their child's killer every day .
wanted connections
roommate - just as it sounds . dani placed an ad to find a place to crash for a while but it turned out to be better than she’d thought !!
older brother’s best friend - dani’s older brother was a social butterfly , known as one of the town’s nicest . after his death everything was so awkward and the town began to separate themselves from the family - his best friend was one of them , but never lost touch with dani .
like two peas in a pod - dani spends so much of her time at grindr , she forgets that she should probably be a decent human being and talk to her friends . this muse doesn’t seem to mind though and often joins her in her unproductive daydreaming escapades
no ‘ miss proper ’ - don’t be fooled . the private school life in stone harbor was , if anything , a way for parents to just say they were trying new methods for their children who ‘ couldn’t succeed in a traditional environment ’ . code for : ‘ i have a ton of money and a child who won’t stop screaming at the teachers ’. once dani was kicked out , there were no other options - she was forced to attend the high school she so dreaded . nothing was worse than hearing the pitiful sorry after sorry when they’d come to find out who she was ( more like whose sister she was ) . this muse didn’t seem to notice at all , and also happened to be one of the only people who didn’t mock her for her previous education , assuming her to be ‘ miss proper ’
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