It's strange being in my 30s.
I have no goals, no dreams, I don't work, I don't have any kids. I was not supposed to be here for this long. So I feel perpetually as a 19 year old inside my aging crippling body.
People expect things from me as a 35 year old that my 19 year old mind cannot bring to the table. I am not supposed to be here.
Even the last 2.5 years, I was not supposed to be here, I was supposed to leave at 33,and before that, 30,26,23,19,17,14,12 and 7.
But here I am. With rent, and crows feet. Existing in the wrong room
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No scientist can explain why the fuck im so attracted to Joe Graves with his stupid backwards cap on
If I would have ever share a bed with this man I would’ve definitely tell him “the cap stays on” 💀
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i feel like we got over this way too fast
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I'm alive! I promise.
I'm sorry I haven't been active lately. Those closest to me know what's been going on. But as the year is coming to an end, things start to get more chaotic. Physical, as well as mental, health checks were needed.
I want to apologize to those whom I promised stories for. Believe it or not, I have requests from two years ago still in my Inbox. So of course it compounds to the feeling of being an utter failure to deliver anything.
I also want to apologize to those who have been tagging me in their stories and I haven't gotten around to reading them. I will try to catch up in the following days.
Please, please, please send me your stories. Slide into my DM's. Drop'em down and don't feel embarrassed to. I would love to read them.
Lastly, I want to thank my supportive friends for cheering me on and keeping me grounded. I can't promise my involvement will be more active. But I'll try.
Thank you all. I love you all 🥰💚
@michelleleewise @coldnique @lokisgoodgirl @fictive-sl0th @springdandelixn @wheredafandomat @goldencherriess @salempoe @kkdvkyya @a-witch-with-words @mischief2sarawr @vbecker10 @peachymallow @irishhappiness @simplyholl @tallseaweed @holdmytesseract @immersed-in-mischief @joyful-enchantress @lokisninerealms @loz-3 @chantsdemarins @the-lady-amphitrite @eleniblue @km-ffluv @n3rdybirdee @gigglingtiggerv2 @lokischambermaid @loopsisloops @ladyofthestayingpower @lokiandbuckysdoll @sarahscribbles @ijuststareatstuffhereok89
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I’m lost at a casino. Gambling is illegal in my home state. I have never seen a slot machine in my entire life. I approuched a card table and I bet $5. The old couple next to me bet $200. The guy on my other side bet $150. I have no idea how to play and the dealer is walking me through it. I lost and then immediatly walked away in shame. I got ID’d 3 times by different walkers because they don’t believe im old enough to be here. An employee gave me a free dunken donuts cinnamoll roll because she felt bad for me 😭 😭 😭
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@ everyone saying spnblr is dying / people aren’t blogging abt destiel anymore
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i knew the little guy had legs bc its literally mentioned in their story a couple times lmao
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