#im the misgendered wizard. its fun i actually enjoy it a bit? maybe that comes from havibg femme alters or. beign misgendered by customers

[our-inspire-verse]

I like having my name again. Petrikov. Idk. It's definitely me, like. A lot. I dont feel much attachment to a lot around me, i think that's what I've been trying to communicate. "Existing is hard" ... when you ... haven't existed before, in this realm, with these people, but your body has. It remembers what you cant, and something in you holds the memory... but. It also wasn't you. It was... something Else . I'm not sure. I just wish i could focus on these books we got. They seem so cool.

I'm glad im starting to make friends for MYSELF. Coworker knows who i am, i have an online friend, i think even my brothers know I'm around. Or. That musta been Finn. Idk.

Feels good though! Im figureing. It out.