#im tierd of trying so hard to live and stay alive but it all just makes me sad that its requiring me to spend so much energy like that | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

crazy-lazy-elder-sims · 10 months

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Recovering from a massive art block that lasted years is literally making me extremely sad cause like while im patient with myself when im by myself and i know im Gonna struggle before i get back to my full prime and i gotta give myself the time and space to recover that its not gonna be an enjoyable process from the get go etc i still get so fucking disheartened with myself when i log on to Tumblr and people are making such beautiful art so fast and are having the time of thier lives with constant flow of new ideas its sometimes too much like i just went into the bathroom and had a cry cause of this

How in the world am i gonna recover if it all just makes me sad :(

#dont tell me to stop making art if it makes me sad that makes me feel even worse like proper suicidal worde #am i impatient or am i doing somthing wrong or is this normal #idk im alone here in this i cant share with anyone around me because #the people around me would rejoice if i give up art completely #im tierd of trying so hard to live and stay alive but it all just makes me sad that its requiring me to spend so much energy like that #like no one els summons this huge amount of energy just to keep themselves alive idk its disheartening and makes me question if i even #should keep going

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