shaking my fists at the sun for giving me emotions and thoughts i miss being on go mode slut mode party mode crazy mode skinny insane fucking------
i know how to kick start that and i know how to end it. and its dangerous. i am probably killing my body!!! faster than the average bear.
first step is likeeee dealing with the reason im crying rn and im not alone.......
my bedroom door made a noise and idc anymore im sad.
im in this relationship basically but. its temporary we both know it because its not just supposed to be long term. i also have talked myself down to realizing i do want monogamy and i believe in a perfect romantic soulmate for me like a perfect someone who will just fucking understand everything about me. and i will feel cool and comfyyyyy. one day. not now. i need to focus on myself and imbeyond lucky to be given time to actually fix my problems before a good person comes along. i deserve this.
its not him. i have my endgame people, he and she both know who they are, and i know they'd back off if i thought i met someone else. bc we r all like cool soulmates. anyways.
i need to not have romance and romantic things going on right now because im not sure if i can handle them. i sometimes wish things w my partner rn would be good enough to be long term, it just will never work out. just thought about it a bit. but no, its just not. meant to. like i know and we agreed on it a while ago, just casual
anyways. its draining to have romance in my life rn i like being a party gworl. i like go drinky no feely! idk. i need to be alone and not getting into stupid shit and i fucking keep doing it because i am such a slut and its not fucking fair i need to stop!!!!!! i feel love deprived and that means i just gotta fix this here brain and be better and shit. more world learning to dooo. repetitive repetitive. theses posts are so cyclical god DAMNNNNN
I NEED TO JUST BE FRIENDS WITH EVERYONE NO SEX NO DATES NO KISSING NO HUGGING UNTIL A WHILE IN.... JUST LEARNING FROM VIBES AND EXCITEMENT AND CASUAL TOUCHES AND MUSIC ANAD A-
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