#inadv (oc)

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Oc voice claims

Disappear’s isn’t as accurate as I want it to be but it’s close enough

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I literally have no clue how to content warn Tushima’s lore cause there’s a LOT 😭 so I’m only going to go until he joins the government and i’ll work on another post going further in depth of his adulthood if I feel like it

The main content warnings (i think i’ve been working on this for like three days); death, death via suicide, abuse, kidnapping, experimentation, fires, murder, etc

• Tushima is the youngest of the Vivain brothers, his older brothers being Xander and Obake Vivain. He was raised as a girl (he’s trans) but other than that life started out okay

• When he was really young he lost his mother to suicide due to unseen mental health problems. Tushima is a spitting imagine of her (will be important) however he was too young at the time to really remember unlike his brothers so her death didn’t affect him the way it did the rest of his family (as he hadn’t had a grasp on death yet but oh boy will he soon)

• His father starts gathering resentment for his kids and neglecting them in all sorts of ways out of his grief for losing the wife he loved with all his heart; however he always treated Tushima with love and care due to be a spitting image of his late wife and would never hurt him cause if it

• As Tushima grew older he started transitioning, and he became a lot more aware of his father’s abusive behavior towards his older brothers. He always puts himself between him and his father if he was about to hit Xander or Obake; using the fact that their father would never hurt him to protect his brothers

• Their father soon remarried a woman who had fallen on hard times and they were basically just using each other; Obake and Xander never liked her, Tushima does cause she’s nice and never really knew his mother.

• His stepmom soon became pregnant with Jean-Eve, Tushima’s little half sister, and divorced his father not wanting her child to grow up around him

• Tushima falls into a gang at some point during high school due to meeting Inadv, one of his love interests. Tushima also becomes incredibly close friends with the rest of the gang; Ivy and Sage (twins), Fiora, Silas, Naomi, and Pearl

• Here’s where things start going downhill—fast

• Tushima was fwb with Inadv for a good while before meeting Elyta and getting together with her, cutting off the fwb deal with Inadv; however Inadv caught feelings (though he knows his boundaries and is happy for him)

• Tushima, age 18, gets accepted into a prestigious college that he never wanted to go too but he qualified and his brothers made fill out an application. Obake’s best friend, Molotov, also got accepted so he and Tushima arrived at college together

• Night one he and Molotov are kidnapped in the night and wake up in cages. Tushima recognizes a ton of other students from when he and Molotov first walked into the building to get their room keys

• Tushima’s attention is brought to the “scientist” unlocking his cage, before he knows it he’s getting grabbed and forced somewhere, he can hear Molotov’s faint yells getting further and further away

• The “scientists” strap Tushima down onto a bed as Tushima frantically tries to free himself; only to get muzzled and have his entire body forced still as the headmaster he always saw on the news comes out of the shadows with a syringe full of a weird green liquid, Tushima screams in agony as he gets injected with it (he has lifelong trauma with needles after this)

• They toss him back in the cage and he’s already feeling violently ill; that’s when he notices his body changing. His skin turns to black scales that rip his clothing, his teeth turn into fangs, nails into claws, and tentacles growing out of his back. He coughs up a green liquid before hearing a pleased voice behind him, without having any control over his body he’s slashing at the person through the bars; just slightly out of reach.

• Apparently he’s “perfect” and “just what they’re looking for”

• Since then his “college studies” were normal during the day but at night he was always forced into fighting and killing other students; “failed text subjects” as they called them, made Tushima feel sick. They all had one thing in common, they were horrifically disfigured to the point you’d think they were something out of those zombie movies

• He hated killing them, he always felt so fucking guilty and sick afterwards, but every time he refused he was given a liquid that stopped him from going into his “other form” or whatever you wish to call it to protect himself as the scales are impenetrable. Whenever this happened he’d get abused and beaten so badly it looks like a fucking murder scene, which it probably would have been if it were anyone other than him.

• After “graduating” Tushima and Molotov came home so much different than before. Tushima had always been closed off and quiet; but now he simply looked and sounded dead. Like he was a robot or ghost

• A couple months later he and the gang + Elyta run into Kiara and her colleagues; a rival “gang” if you will. Tushima knew from the glint in her eyes that there was something she was interested in; and Inadv had it. She and Inadv come to a deal that if he and the gang leave she won’t touch them, but as soon as his back is turned, a sharp spike goes straight through his stomach. Kiara kneels down next to him and takes a vial of that green liquid Tushima had been injected with before turning and leaving.

• Breaking out of his shock he rushes over to Inadv and collapses, frantically trying to stop the bleeding, screaming and begging for Inadv to keep his eyes open.

• Nothing works and Tushima and the rest of the gang are in tears, Tushima realizing he’d fallen for Inadv like Inadv fell for him, but it was far too late and Inadv died there in his arms (he fell too fast and he fell too late)

• a while after Inadv’s death, Tushima is contacted by a man named “Disappear” who had apparently formulated a plan to get back at the college that ruined both their lives. Intrigued, Tushima and his friends show up at the meeting spot. There Disappear, a man in his mid-late 30s, explains he was a victim of the college’s experiments and when he’d heard of Tushima and his ability and blood’s unique reaction to the injection he needed to get in contact with him. (Oh and Disappear also has a husband named Flawless who just looked like he was happy to be there)

• A week before the mission was set to take place (all sorts of people were involved including Tushima’s brothers), Tushima is smoking on a rooftop when someone comes up behind him. That someone is Kiara fucking Hayes. The girl who murdered Inadv

• He’s instantly on guard but she raises her hands to show she doesn’t mean any harm and sits down next to him, pulling out her own cigarettes. That’s when she and him start to have a one-on-one, both of them getting progressively more relaxed with each other.

• “Sorry about Inadv.” “Sorry for judging a book by it’s cover.” “Pff.. you’re a dork.” “Hey!”

• Kiara explains that she wants to help Tushima, to make up for what happened awhile back is what she explained but Tushima was sure there was more to it

• During the mission, after having evacuated everyone and rescuing the ones being experimented on, Kiara and Tushima are left 2 vs 1 with the headmaster who, for an old dude, is a lot more challenging to take on than he looks. And the fact the building’s on fire and burning down doesn’t help in the slightest

• He manages to knock Tushima so hard into a wall he cracks his head open and falls to the ground. The headmaster goes to kill him but as soon as he strikes at Tushima, Kiara jumps in the way and takes a sword straight through her arm (leaving her with permanent nerve damage afterwards)

• Tushima manages to force himself back into consciousness but the second he sees Kiara on the ground, holding her bleeding arm with the headmaster standing above her, he snaps and instantly “shifts” (literally have no clue how to describe him going into his corrupted form) into his corrupted form, losing all sense of control and tackling the headmaster to the ground before he could react and sinking his teeth into his neck until the body stopped moving

• Changing back he hurries over to Kiara and helps her up and over to the window Disappear was at

• “You okay?” “Yeah, just a flesh wound” “You’re bleeding way too much. we need to get you medical attention” “Vivain, I am fine”

• The sounds footsteps are hurrying toward where Tushima, Kiara, and Disappear are. Kiara urges Tushima to come with them but he tells Disappear to get Kiara and the others out of there and he’ll stall time for them, and Kiara is very much not happy about it

• “You guys go on ahead, I’ll give you time while they arrest me.” “Vivain what the fuck are you thinking?! Come on lets go, the building’s coming down!” “Hayes—Kiara. I’ll be fine, get out of here.”

• Disappear, quite literally dragging Kiara away, makes their escape with the others while Tushima is left behind when a flurry of government agents storm the building and aim guns at him. Putting his hands up, and behind his head, he gets on his knees as the agents all check the scene around them. Then—to Tushima’s surprise—the leader grabs him by the arm and hauls him up. Informing him that the government could use his ability to their advantage, and it would pay handsomely, and Tushima is initially very reluctant at the idea until the government brings his family into it—giving him no choice but to accept the “deal” of working for them.

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Some band!au Kiaradv :)

Was originally gonna post this to my side blog but I’m too proud of the art lmao BAGCHANC

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“So,” Tushima crossed his arms as his ears flatten against his head, his tail lashing back and forth. “What brings you here to this ghost town anyways?”

“Very good question.” Inadv says as he reaches inside his pocket. He pulls out a broken vial labeled ‘PX-05.’ “I’m here to find a lab that studied the virus you both are infected with.”

Kiara and Tushima stiffen, looking at each other then back at Inadv. “We’re here for the same reason.” Kiara breathes, stepping forward and taking the vial from Inadv to examine it. “We heard rumors of a cure there.”

“As did I.” Inadv nodded along to what Kiara said, his tongue flicking in and out of his mouth. “I assumed you two were here for the same reason.” He turns to Tushima who was staring at the vial in Kiara’s hand. “If a cure exists, do you plan on taking it?”

Tushima freezes, looking at Inadv then at the vial then at his arms. “I.. don’t know. Kiara?” He looks at Kiara who shrugged as she hands Inadv the vial back.

“I’ll decide once we confirm it even exists.” She pulls her hood over her head again, zipping up her jacket as the guys follow her. “For now let’s just get to that lab.” She says as she swings her legs over the side of the windowsill.

“You’re letting me come with?” Inadv asks in amusement as he raises an eyebrow at Kiara who scoffs at him.

“You think I’m letting you out of my sight after I just got you back?” She says in playful annoyance before she grabs Inadv by the collar of his shirt, pulling him close enough to press her lips against his as he laughs against her. Inadv’s hands wrap around Kiara’s waist, swallowing her groan when he swiped his tongue along her lips.

Kiara lets go of his collar in favor of grabbing the back of neck, moaning quietly when his hands glide down to the inside of her thighs.

“Ahem,” Tushima loudly clears his throat. “Best friend still standing right here.” He says with his hand covering his eyes, cheeks red in embarrassment as the two pull away.

Kiara awkwardly clears her throat. “We should get going.” She stumbles over her words, her face red as Inadv looked away while rubbing back of his neck.

“I’m going to kill you both by the end of this mission.” Tushima huffs affectionately as he follows Kiara out of the window with Inadv laughing and following behind him.

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OC angst enjoyers here you go I was bored and this is the result (80% of it is Tushima)

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Kiaradv doodle

I’ll get to the doodle reqs in a bit shbcjs just wanted to doodle them first I love them so much

(Ps: they’re talking about families hehe💞 might be a lil bit of a hint of something I have cooking in the background)

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I missed you more than I thought I would

Kiara takes a step back, her breathing catching in the confines of her throat. Inadv was there, standing in front of her and Tushima. The same man who was supposed to be dead for the past ten or so years—the man she killed, or thought she did.

Tushima breaks out of his shock first, running over and enveloping Inadv in a tight hug that had Inadv sputtering a surprised laugh and hugging back.

Kiara’s heart swells and breaks with each passing moment. She doesn’t deserve to be happy to see him. Not after what she did to him. No matter how much she wants to run over and kiss that dumbass stupid and cry her eyes out.

While Tushima and Inadv hug, she turns and hops out of a window. Her feet land with a quiet thump against the metal as she glances back at the men who haven’t noticed her disappearance—yet. She climbs the rickety stairs up to the roof, fighting the tears that so desperately wanted to flow down her cheeks.

Making it to the roof, she walks over to the opposite end that she climbed up from and sat down on the ledge. Sitting in a criss cross position she wipes her eyes, taking shaky breaths. “Damn it Kiara.” She mumbles. “What makes you think he’d be happy in any way to see you again after all these years?”

The cold air blows harshly through her hair making her shiver.

“Cold up here, ain’t it?” Inadv’s voice catches her off guard, instinctively she stands up and pulls out her gun. Aiming it directly at Inadv’s head as he throws his hands up in an act of submission. “Woah, sorry. Didn’t mean to scare you.”

Kiara blinks a couple times before putting her gun back in it’s holster, hidden underneath her jacket. “You’re fine.” She manages to get out the worse with much effort, though she refuses to meet Inadv’s eyes.

She can feel Inadv’s eyes following her as she sits back down on the ledge with her back to him. Her breath hitches as he climbs up onto the ledge next to her, leaning on his knees as his legs hang off the edge.

The silence and rush of wind is deafening. It drags on for what feels like hours and Kiara can’t take it anymore. She snaps her attention to Inadv, unintentionally shouting as her voice wavers with confusion and fear. “Well don’t just sit there, Inadv! Shout! Scream! Say something!” She begs, her voice cracking as tears well up in her eyes.

She watches as Inadv’s momentarily taken off guard by the sudden outburst before he regains his composure and leans in again. He lifts his hand and presses it to her cheek, which was shockingly warmer than she thought it would be given the weather.

He leans in and she can feel his lips inches from hers. He speaks in a soft tone but loud enough she could hear him above the wind. “You’re as beautiful as the day I lost you.”

Kiara’s eyes well up and she breaks. She breaks her walls down in front of somebody for the first time in years. (Well maybe aside from Tushima.)

Inadv unzips the black jacket he was wearing and pulls on arm through to wrap it around Kiara as she leans into his chest and just cries.

“Goddamnit, Inadv.” She sobs. “Why? Why do you still look at me like that? Speak to me like that? After what I did?”

“Because I don’t care about that.” His voice is warm and soft in her ears. “You were just doing your job, I understand.”

“So what? I still hurt you, I tried to kill you.” She lightly punches Inadv in the chest as he snorts in amusement.

“You put your job before a lot of things, I never once thought I would come before your job.” Kiara tenses in his hold and he continues. “You’re a complicated woman, dragonfly.” Inadv cups Kiara’s face in his hand and tilts it up so he can look her in the eyes.

“And you know me, complicated doesn’t stop me with anything.” He winks. “I’ll want you as long as you want me.”

She huffs a ghost of a laugh, shaking her head. “You’re crazy.” She leans up enough that their lips press together.

Sitting there in the cold air on the rooftop, with the wind howling around them, she kisses Inadv again. For the first time in over a decade.

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If I wanted to show Inadv’s trauma with his job would I be killed (it involves a lot of power abuse and sa trauma)

I want to show off others of my ocs trauma but I don’t want to accidentally trigger peoplehsbcjs (I’d obviously disclaimer and trigger warn and I would never write anything explicit that makes me uncomfortable as hell as a victim myself)

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Kiaradv

Kiara opened her eyes slowly, rays of sunlight hitting her eyes. Her alarm starts going off next to Inadv’s phone on the nightstand. She lazily lifts herself up, reaching over a naked Inadv and grabbing her phone. “Can’t go a few hours without spam texting me.” She groans as rolled onto her side, flicking through her messages as Inadv slept soundly behind her.

“Have to set up a reminder to meet up with my client tomorrow..” Kiara mutters to herself, eyebrows furrowing as she continued thinking. “Need to pick a new meetup spot before then too, nearly got caught last time.”

Her eyes widen slightly as she feels arms slink around her waist, she turns her head to find a still very half asleep Inadv curling up next to her as much as he could. A faint smile dawns her face as the ghost of a laugh slips past her lips. “Good morning to you too.”

Inadv mumbles some unintelligible nonsense against the back of Kiara’s neck, being very mindful of his fangs as he tastes—literally—Kiara’s scent. Kiara rolls her eyes with a scoff. “You are one ridiculous man, y’know that?” She asks but Inadv continues to mutter incoherently. He’s always like this in the mornings, though. Always so useless until he eats.

Kiara reaches over to place her phone on the nightstand, she then rolls over, slipping her arms around the man’s waist. She leans in and presses a kiss to his lips as Inadv makes a pleased noise, gripping her hips tighter and attempting to pull her in closer.

“Thought you would’ve left by now.” Inadv mumbles, stealing another kiss from Kiara as she lets out a faint chuckle.

“I may have left after countless one night stands before, but last I recall what we had wasn’t a one night stand or what we’ve been having, I should say.” Kiara replies, running her fingers through Inadv’s hair.

A snort escapes Inadv’s lips as he presses himself further into Kiara, holding her tightly—but not too tight—against him. She shakes her head with an amused expression as she watches Inadv slowly start drifting back asleep. “Hey, Inadv?”

“Hm?”

“You think we’ll get to do this every morning?” She asks in a joking tone but Inadv seems to genuinely consider the thought.

Kiara puts out her cigarette, tossing it in the ashtray before turning and stepping back into her room after being on the balcony. She looks around the empty room, the feeling as suffocating as ever—she didn’t even have some fling in her bed this time to make it feel less quiet.

She sits down on the side of her bed, rubbing her eyes with a sigh. As she goes to get in bed and turn off the lamp she’d left on for light, something catches her attention in the corner of her eye.

She turns to the framed photo that was face down for some reason. She raises an eyebrow before flipping it over, her neck hair stands on end as her throat goes dry. It was a photo—the only photo—of her and Inadv. Inadv was the one taking the photo, it was one of him and Kiara in bed while Kiara slept with the caption ‘my pretty girl <3’ on it.

Kiara bites her lip and fights the tears that threatened to fall. That was the only photo she had of him and her together. It explains why even though she prefers living alone that she felt the quiet was deafening.

She’d gotten used to Inadv’s presence. The way he held her in his arms. The cuddling or just watching movies when Kiara wasn’t up for anything that intimate. His stupid grin. Just the overall presence she had gotten used too. She missed it. Missed him.

A single tear fell down her cheek. “Please come back to me.” She whispers to the dead quiet room while hugging the picture to her chest as quiet sobs replaced the silence.

“Yeah,” Inadv replies. “I think we will. I’m already used to having you in my arms.”

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Inadv side profile/tongue study

Dude’s based off a snake (specifically an Eastern Diamondback Rattlesnake) so he has a long snake-like tongue as that’s his whole ability; being basically a human version of a venomous snake.

He has the venomous bite of an Eastern Diamondback (has the potential to be fatal 10-20% of the time if untreated), long tongue that splits off at the end that he uses to smell out danger, and snake-like eyes, he doesn’t have a tail mostly because I couldn’t incorporate it the way I wanted it too but feel free to draw him with one just look up an eastern diamondback and reference off it !

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Fun fact: they were originally meant to have a happy ending

Before I tweaked with their personalities some more they were meant to have a rivals to lovers arc until I changed their personalities. Felt I should just mention that as these two were meant to have their happy ending in a different timeline cause these two emotionally wreck me sometimes

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Suggestive kiaradv

I miss them so much i need to start writing again NDBCNSC i’ve been too busy with resi to focus back on my ocs

Full is up on my private insta <3

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What could’ve been

Inadv/Kiara cause these two have rotted my brain with their stupid angsty ending (I was the one who gave them a sad ending)

Gonna be part of a 4 part thing that I’ll post to my main

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Inadv reference

His hair goes past shoulder length keep that in mind if you draw him ty ! (He’s native shcnsnc)

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SFW nudity!!

Kiara taking care of Inadv after he got triggered during intimacy <33 they are so soft i love them so much

Just to make up for the amount of inadv/kiaradv angst i’ve been making

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Too lazy to switch blogs to my oc centered one lmao but god Kiaradv is so special to me they make me so ill

Spoilers undercut if you don’t follow my oc centered blog (which you should @even-light-doesnt-win )

Her job forces her to kill him only for him to come back alive (still haven’t revealed how yet :) he does end up semi disabled though think disabled luis) but when she meets him again after over ten years, he still looks at her with the same love he gave her when they were 21. He knows her job means more to her than anything in the world and doesn’t blame her for doing what she had too, he was her enemy. Yet he still waited. Waited for the time he meets her again hoping she wouldn’t be mad. His heart belongs to her because despite what everyone else sees; a heartless, money hungry mercenary, he sees a beautiful woman who is passionate about what she loves.

She spent those years pining for the love she’d thrown away too quickly, not realizing just how much Inadv would have screwed with her emotions and make her actually fall in love with him. And then by some twist of fate, he stands in front of her with that same dyed hair and goofy fanged grin.