#incredibly weak and stupid or doesn't sound exactly how it is. which does not reflect well on my interest at all
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Oh boy
#fucked this one badly#over the span of five months#and I knew it come come#holy shit#I hope I haven't messed up too bad because I actually like this person#and it would be a pity if I had ruined what little friendship we have#but. mh. how can I say. it's completely on me#it's just that I don't know how much they'll care. like. I wouldn't care much but I would be a bit sad or confused at least#and think things that aren't true#but literally what explanation is there for I haven't contacted you in five months that doesn't sound#incredibly weak and stupid or doesn't sound exactly how it is. which does not reflect well on my interest at all#jesus#personal#I knew it was coming but I never know what to do to hang out with people#and sure now I'm thinking of stuff I could have sent. but writing hey I'm in this city actually and will be for the foreseeable#future fyi sounds deranged#I need to sound deranged more if that's what it takes. I really do#oh shit and I fucked up with her once already this year#fuck fuck fuck
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