#is it healthy that I'm this obsessed with this story? probably not but idgaf!

[i-like-the-eyes]

Chapters: 12/? Fandom: The Sandman (TV 2022) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: The Corinthian (Sandman)/Original Male Character(s) Characters: The Corinthian (Sandman), Dream of the Endless | Morpheus, Lucifer Morningstar, Original Male Character(s) Additional Tags: The Corinthian Eats Eyes (The Sandman), switch corinthian, Orgies, The Corinthian's Eye-Mouths (The Sandman), Murder, Attempted Murder, Kidnapping, Soft Corinthian, Friendship/Love, possible murder victim and murderer to lovers, suprise I know you, My Fic - My Rules, The Author Regrets Nothing, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Dirty Talk, porn with a bit of plot, sub Corinthian, Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, what's so hot about walls?, Threesome - M/M/M, is it still slow burn when they are fucking all the time?, Edging, collar and leash, Mentions of Rape, Sex Toys, Double Anal Penetration, Double Penetration, Smut, Eventual Fluff, Porn With Plot, Porn with Feelings, Whoreinthian, Rimming Summary:

The Corithian was just bored and looking for another victim when he met someone who would change his plans...and pretty much his life...

[nico-esoterica]

More about celeb sps!

"But what about the millions of other people manifesting them?" 🤔⭐

There's the perspective that they've successfully manifested them in their personal realities, but I'm an elitist. In every other reality, I believe I am the only person my man would ever want to be with, consider, or fathom as a partner. I am the best of the best. I am the only person to ever exist in his world he'd want to be with intimately. I don't care who he's been with. I'm the best lover, best romantic partner, most attractive person to exist in their world. I am always infinitely better. I am what dreams are made of. Billions of the most attractive and good men in the world would kill irl to be with me or even be in the same room with me. Women and other identities too!~

This is how you need to think. If you think anyone's manifesting them? No, they're not lol. Because they'd never do it successfully or have the confidence and conviction to maintain it. They're also not you. And they're weak bitches! I said what I said. I've never thought small in my entire life and I have unwavering confidence, self discipline, and belief in myself. I am self-obsessed and radiate power, magnetism, and sex appeal. I'm also the most beautiful person I've ever personally come across, alive or dead. In a room full of the most conventionally beautiful people, my sp would only have eyes for me. Even in an industry full of surgical beauties! Idgaf! Even if I wasn't gorgeous, my sp would still think I was! Now, let's discuss stalkers and other criminals and what makes you different:

You're always winning in your reality, even if that winning is you losing, lol. You're winning in the assumption that you can't have what you want or who you want. That's winning but just not in your favor.

Even if millions of people are casting love spells or manifesting your person, they will always fail because you've rendered them ineffective in your reality. Also, AGAIN, you are YOU! Someone can only 'take' your sp if you THINK it's possible that they can be taken! That's why you need to STAND THE FUCK UP! Would you wanna be with you? I would wanna be with me! My sp is LUCKY that I even give a fuck the way I do lmao! I also personally believe whoever you're manifesting is manifesting YOU back! That's how manifesting people works objectively if you look at stories of couples who've described how it feels on both ends.

I don't consider stalking to be something celebs want but may be what they expect due to their job and not thinking they're in control of their realities, etc. I also put obsessive fans in that category because their emotional investment makes them money lol. But as a celeb who wants to be genuinely loved as a human being, I do believe they're manifesting the right person for them and that spectrum of possibility will involve someone that's potentially a fan or was one due to the magnitude of their fame. But this person would truly love and appreciate them. That's the difference. When Hailey Bieber and Victoria Beckham were manifesting their men as fans, they wound up in healthy and happy relationships with them. Thriving, tbh.

But the typical 'fan' is usually someone with piss poor self esteem, puts their fave on a pedestal, and may think they have to force themselves on their fave to 'get them to like them' when that's just abuse and assault. That's due to poor self concept and probably due to having an unhealthy relationship with them bc of social alienation from Capitalism, untreated/misdiagnosed neurodivergence because of lack of money and access to quality healthcare, and a combination of factors where their fave is the only 'good' experience in their lives. You're always telling yourself a story. With your sp, celeb or not, it's the same thing.

These people don't believe that they can successfully 'be' with their fave without breaking the law or bypassing personal boundaries and that lack of self belief is because of bad self concept and personal self esteem. They don't think they would ever choose them without them needing to force it to happen. When you're manifesting like Hailey, Victoria, etc, you're putting yourself on the pedestal instead. You're believing that there's no way in hell that celeb sp WON'T want you for just existing. I don't know those women personally but it takes audacity and that audaciousness is a result of a strong self concept about themselves and what they're capable of. But it doesn't have to be all that.

You don't even have to like yourself to manifest a celeb sp, but most people don't tell themselves that they can just exist and the sp will find them and fall in love with them.

That's the difference between a stalker, saesang, and toxic person vs another person manifesting them. You'd think there's overlap but there's a distinct difference in mindset. You don't need to be in creepy group chats full of criminals exchanging stolen personal info or do any weird shit but people do most likely because that's the only way they think they'll get access to their sp. They're still insecure, lol.

That's why people commit crimes anyway and is the way our system is set up. They're still manifesting that fraudulent access but they rarely, if ever, land the full blown relationship where their sp wants them back. Their sp not wanting them back despite all the weird shit (bc people irl DO have relationships w/ toxic people) is proof that they DON'T think or believe this person wants them. Otherwise they'd think it was cute or something because they'd see them as the one and only exception. That rarely happens with celebs, even though I'm sure it does, but that not being the norm means those people manifesting celeb sps simply don't think they can do it deep down.

That's why you're one out of millions or a billion, honestly. Even if someone seems very confident, unless they have consistent commitment to their inner story like con artist Anna Delvey, for example, then they won't be successful.

Because that's all it takes with anything, sp or not. It's the story you're telling yourself. It doesn't have to feel real. You just need to not change it.

Like I said, the other girls are weak bitches. It just is what it is.

[28whitepeonies]

15 (fun little) questions

Thanks to @uhoh-but-yeah-alright like a week ago, I am sloth like in everything I do atm!

Are you named after anyone? Yes in a roundabout way I am named after my great granny but my name is quite unusual and the story quite convoluted

When was the last time you cried? I think it was last week when I sobbed at the last of us. I cry a lot though.

Do you have kids? No and like I can't imagine a world in where I ever would

Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yeah, I think I am naturally quite sarcastic and my granddad used to pick me up on it a lot when I was younger which I think just solidified it as a part of my personality out of defiance.

What’s the first thing you notice about people? Probably their hands, I have quite chunky hands and get hand envy a lot haha!

What’s your eye colour? Brown, with some hazel flecks

Scary movies or happy endings? While I enjoy a scary movie it has to be quite specific to really tickle my brain, I'm a sucker for a happy ending though so happy endings.

Any special talents? If we count it, I reckon I can make a margarita that will rival any you've ever had

Where were you born? In a small town in Scotland, about an hour from my hometown because my mum was training to be a midwife when I was born and was absolutely adamant she was not giving birth where she worked.

What are your hobbies? I read a lot, I sew a lot (both dressmaking and embroidery), I like to cook when I'm not in the midst of spicy sad episode and I do a bunch of crafty things when the mood strikes.

Do you have any pets? Yeah a dog who I am obsessed with and have defo posted about before, we're entirely co-dependent and it's probably healthy for neither of us but Idgaf

What sports do you play/have you played? Baby no, not a single one ever. I used to be really into the gym but team sports etc is just not for me.

How tall are you? Like 5'8

Favourite subject at school? English, history was a close second, but my advanced higher English teacher was probably the best teacher I ever had and that sealed the deal.

Dream job: I mean there are two options, my actual dream job is one that doesn't really exist because in my dreams the world doesn't look the way it does now. If I didn't have to survive under capitalism I'd do something related to sewing and embroidery or storytelling maybe. If we're talking in this world then I'd say a librarian but I don't have a degree that would qualify me for librarian jobs and unfortunately I get paid a lot more than a library assistant atm and can't work out a way to make it work. My dreams are not wild job-wise, what I really want is to be able to do all the shit I enjoy and not struggle to survive, which is how I have ended up in an actual career.

Sorry, I rarely tag ppl as I have a fear of rejection but go ahead and consider this me tagging you if you wanna answer these and tag me so I can be a nosy cow x x