#is shaken into oblivion) but like it literally only happens when im alone or around my parents and so i feel like people who know me irl | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

alexanderpearce · 6 months

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they should actually invent a fucking pill that stops me from being autistic for like 4 hours because maybe i don't want to be ticcing so bad i genuinely look possessed because what my glasses sit too far down my nose

#been thinking about how i get like severe symptoms (aforementioned violent tics‚ going nonverbal‚ really debillitating meltdowns due to #sensory/anxiety issues. like what im going through as we speak. where im like clawing at my hair and the line between stimming and ticcing #is shaken into oblivion) but like it literally only happens when im alone or around my parents and so i feel like people who know me irl #dont like. understand how much the autism really affects me i guess lol. anyway #i had a shower and washed my hair and brushed my teeth really intensely and brushed and dried my hair and had dinner and i still feel compl #etely out of whack because of my glasses so i guess i wont be continuing writing like i had been planning on #shut up ulrike #autism tag

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