#it doesnt matter if you think theyre delusional because theyre trans or you think theyre delusional

[tony-andonuts]

Hey by the way. If you can't respect and acknowledge mentally AND Physically disabled people, people of color, immigrants who don't know your country's language, queer people (ESP TRANS PEOPLE), fat people, people who aren't of your religion, and overall anyone not like you,

YOU HAVE NO FUCKING BUSINESS WORKING IN HEALTHCARE!!!!!!!!!!!

[deepfriedseagullfeet]

jackie and henriks relationship is probably the most complex of all the ego relationships in my lore. like they hate each other. they love each other. henrik was made specifically for jackie. henrik loved jackie when he was first born like a little child but jackie was too sick to give him attention. jackie was afraid to love henrik at first because he was still grieving the loss of marvin. henrik put jackie in inpatient services because of how bad his schizophrenia and as a result he was completely alone to withstand jacks abuse and drug addiction. henrik finds out jackie is transgender and something in him hurts, hurts to see someone trans and out and happy. it hurts and he’s jealous and he doesn’t know why yet. 

when anti was created jackie was the only one who knew and tried telling henrik but henrik didnt believe him because again, fresh out of the mental hospital. and henrik loved him and was worried for him, thinking he was delusional again. anti is revealed to be real and jackie is angry that henrik ignored him, causing another painful wedge in their relationship. then comes Chase’s birth and jackie fusses over him WAY more than he did henrik, giving him so much love and attention henrik is pushed to the side. another wedge. anti comes back and possesses henrik. this sends jackie into a psychotic episode and no one is here to comfort henrik through his painful experience with anti. more and more wedges. 

henrik finds jackie locked in his room screaming and crying because jack made someone new and gave him away to anti. chase believes him right away, but for henrik, its not until jack is never found again that he believes a heartbroken jackie. marvin returns. jackie is healing and filled with love and marvin gets all the attention. they rescue jameson. jameson gets all the attention. jackie and jameson start fucking despite how worried henrik is about the new member of the family. jackie and henrik argue. a lot. about jameson. what’s best for him, what he needs. 

henrik is so, so bitter and tired and he hates, he HATES jackie, for everything, for all these hurts, all these wedges. jackie was never there for him. jackie says he cares, but he doesnt act like it. jackie is naive and nice and everyone else likes him but henrik doesnt. jackie doesn’t understand the bitterness. jackie is sad because of how henrik treats him. he tries to fix things but doesn’t understand where these hurts come from. its all too deep and hard and henrik is such a closed off man that it would take lots of chipping away to get to henrik in a way that matters. so he supposes he doesn’t like henrik either. 

every time they speak to one another, its tight and clipped and usually ends in petty argument. there is tension so thick between them you can feel it when theyre in a room together. they dont like each other. hatred on henriks side; sad, hurt and bitter jackie on the other.