#it's a house of cards for one of you. carefully constructed. fragile. one move and you could bring it crashing down

[youssefguedira]

listening to if you say so putting together the came down like a house of cards line at the beginning and then the chorus being time to build your house of stone. cards and then stone fragile and then strong. the ending ALSO being came down like a house of cards. and then relating all of this to [REDACTED] like

[thisdiscontentedwinter]

Bad Blood - Chapter 27

You can read it on AO3 or find the Tumblr Chapter Index here. 

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Stiles isn’t easily distracted. He knows that’s what Allison and Derek are trying to do with him. They draw him into conversations about random things, they watch TV with him, they play cards, they do anything except talk about hunters and werewolves and Gerard and Kate. And Stiles appreciates the gesture in an abstract sort of way, but Gerard and Kate and the past six years are still right there, still an itch under his skin, still the scrape of nails down the chalkboard of his memory. Stiles is unsettled and jumpy, and it’s getting harder and harder to hide it. He sits on the couch and his leg jiggles.

It’s been over twenty-four now since he and Allison ran from the house.

The house that Peter and Laura have left the loft to go to now.

The house that contains Stiles’s supply of Adderall.

He hopes they remember to bring it like he asked.

He remembers how, when Kate took him, at first he didn’t have his Adderall. He remembers when Kate brought him some, a week or so later, and Stiles had swallowed it down eagerly, certain that he’d feel better again—that his heart wouldn’t race, that he wouldn’t cry anymore, that he wouldn’t break the things they gave him—except the pill didn’t magically make him good. It didn’t make him the sort of good they wanted him to be. And he still cried and shivered and didn’t listen.

He’s not sure when that went away.

He only remembers a feeling of profound relief the first time that Gerard told him he was a good boy, because that meant he wouldn’t be punished that day.

Stiles thinks that might have been the day he locked the crying boy away inside a room in his head, because letting that boy out only got him hurt.

He knows Gerard will never forgive his treason. And he understands that. He accepts that. He can’t say he was never warned, can he?

His heart races, and Derek looks at him.

Stiles jiggles his leg for a second longer, and then stands up and makes his way to the kitchen.

Twenty-four hours, and he’s not still locked in that windowless room, is he? He’s helping himself to a can of soda from a werewolf pack’s refrigerator.

This isn’t captivity. Stiles isn’t a hostage, and Gerard, shrewd and narrow-eyed, will spot it in a second. He’ll see it Stiles’s face the moment he looks at him, and then he’ll kill him for his treason.

He leaves the soda in the refrigerator, like that will make a difference, and goes to sit down again.

***

Peter and Laura are back at the loft by six, just as the afternoon shadows are starting to lengthen and soften into dusk. They bring up crates and crates of weapons, explosive and gear, and leave them stacked in the corner by the TV. Stiles approaches the plastic crates warily, and pops the lid off the first one to see inside. A couple of stun guns, some body armor, a crossbow and arrows, and a case of flash grenades. He feels somehow grounded to be looking at this stuff again. Here, in all the chaos, is something Stiles knows. He fights the urge to open the other crates as well, because he’s aware of Peter watching him closely.

Stiles is still a hunter, isn’t he?

Maybe.

He doesn’t really know anymore.

Allison is less constrained than Stiles.

“Hey, a crossbow!” She lifts it out and holds it. She has good form. She aims it at the TV, and stares through the sight a moment. For a moment she looks a little like Kate: sharp, focussed, cold. And then she sets the crossbow down again, and her dimples appear when she smiles. “I call dibs.”

“You don’t need a crossbow,” Laura says. “If things go to plan, you won’t get close enough to be able to use it.”

“But, just in case,” Allison says. Her tone is upbeat, but it doesn’t leave any room for argument. “I’m a good shot, and this is just like the one I have at home. Unless anyone else here can actually use it?”

The wolves don’t answer.

“Good,” Allison says. “Dibs.”

Stiles has underestimated her, he thinks. He glances at Peter and sees the same realisation dawning in his eyes. Allison hasn’t been raised a hunter, but she has been raised to know how to shoot, and she’s not the fragile flower she appears. Gerard shot her dad—or Kate did, but the distinction is academic—and Allison isn’t forgetting that for a second.

Stiles wonders if she’s also remembering how they shot Scott, and how Stiles was there. How maybe Scott would have got away if Stiles hadn’t chased him right into Gerard and Kate’s path.

Sour guilt twists in his stomach and rises in his throat.

“You found everything okay then?” he asks Peter.

Peter inclines his head, a smile playing around his lips. “Yes, thanks to your directions. Now we just need John to tell us what to do with all this stuff. Apparently my plan lacks finesse.”

Stiles doesn’t know how to respond to that. He sits down on the couch again.

“Oh,” Peter says, and digs into his pocket. He tosses a plastic bottle of pills toward Stiles, and Stiles catches them. “Your Adderall.”

Stiles squeezes his fingers around the familiar bottle. “Thank you.”

He goes to the kitchen to get a glass of water.

***

Stiles’s father arrives later that night. He’s still in his uniform, and Stiles looks at the badge on his shirt and remembers the way he used to play with it—it was shiny, okay?—tugging at it until his dad had to carefully unpeel his little fingers before he ripped his shirt. He’s also got four pizza boxes.

“I thought you didn’t finish until ten,” Peter says.

“Benefits of being the boss,” John tells him, setting the pizzas down on the breakfast bar. “I got two meatlovers, one supreme, and a pepperoni. I hope nobody’s vegetarian.”

“In this crowd?” Laura teases, but looks to Allison and Stiles questioningly.

“Total carnivore here,” Allison says happily, and Stiles nods.

Stiles waits until his father has selected a slice and stepped back before he moves towards the pizzas. His stomach rumbles at the smell, and he can’t remember the last time he had pizza. He grabs a slice of the meatlovers.

“Is that all you’re having?” Derek asks him.

Stiles looks at his slice.

“Take another one,” Derek says, and elbows him gently. “You have two hands.”  

Stiles feels a rush of warmth, and smiles slightly and reaches for a second slice. Then he glances over towards his father, and sees him watching. Stiles flushes, and turns away.

His father isn’t a thing he can deal with. Not yet. It’s too big. Stiles still gets an almost visceral negative reaction to even hearing his name, let alone seeing him, and while he knows that’s not fair, that the hatred he feels—or felt, he doesn’t know—for the man was constructed on a foundation of lies, it’s not just a matter of knowing it. Stiles has felt it for so long, and so acutely, that he can’t just make it vanish in a heartbeat. If he could, then maybe everything would be easier, but he’s believed it for so long that he can’t just let it go.

He remembers reading the books in Gerard’s study. Remembers the burn of pride he got from learning about his ancestors. They were heroes. Stiles never doubted it. They were heroes, but it had only taken one man to break that chain, hadn’t it? To break it and trample everything into the mud. Stiles worked every day to prove to himself and to Gerard and Kate and to every person in the hunter community that he wasn’t his father. He wasn’t. He was better. The thought of it kept him going even when his body wanted to quit. It sustained him when he was tired, hungry, and even when he was terrified. And he knows now that it was Gerard and Kate who wove his hated so deeply into his every motivation, but knowing that it’s poison doesn’t mean the knowledge is a magic antidote.

He almost wishes his father would show some frustration, some anger, something for Stiles to push back against and validate his hatred a little. But he doesn’t, does he? Because that’s not who he is.

It’s too big to deal with for now.

He goes and sits on the couch, with Allison on one side of him and Derek on the other, and eats his pizza.

“Okay,” his father says at last, and clears a space on the coffee table. He unrolls a blueprint. “This is an empty warehouse on Elm. We’ve got office space at the front, and a second floor. We’ve got windows all around, with bars. Two doors on the ground level, plus the roller doors for vehicle access, and two points of entry via the roof.”

Stiles follows the explanation as his father points out each feature.

“Now, we can rig it easily enough,” his father says, “but we’re going to need bait.”

“Me,” Allison says.

“Ally!” Stiles exclaims.

“No, I mean it,” Allison says. “If I call Grandpa crying about monsters, he can trace the call to the warehouse, and he’ll come and get me.”

“It’s a good idea,” John says.

And there it is. There’s that low burn of anger in Stiles’s gut that could translate so easily into hatred.

“You can make the call,” John says, “then we get you out of there but leave the phone you’re using.”

Stiles sucks in a breath. “Gerard’s not going to fall for an empty warehouse. He’ll smell a trap a mile off.”

“Then I’ll be Allison,” Laura says. “We’re about the same size, and it’ll be night, right? I can wear her clothes, keep my face down, and lure them in. Then I’ll go out the roof.”

“While the building’s exploding?” Peter asks. “You’re an alpha, Lulu, but you’re not fucking invincible!”

“No, but I’ve got a better chance than Allison!”

For a moment Stiles is sure he’s going to see claws and fangs. Then, in the middle of the tense silence between the alpha and her left hand, he hears the very improbable blast of Rihanna’s Umbrella.

Peter growls, and tugs his phone out of his pocket. “Deaton? What’s going on?” He’s silent, but his eyes flash beta gold as he listens. “You’re sure? Fuck.” He growls again. “Okay, keep yourself safe.”

He ends the calls.

“Bad news, kids,” he says. “Deaton just spotted Gerard Argent and his goons in a black Cadillac Escalade on Hooper Street, travelling west. They’re not heading for the warehouses on Elm. They’re heading here.”

Stiles closes his eyes for a moment, and reaches out to grip Derek’s hand tightly.

So much for their plan.

[helenatm8-blog]

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[axburrows]

“My Plague Journal”

By RICHARD LITTLETHOUGHT ‘The Voice of Truth, if by “Truth” you mean “Profoundly Right-Wing Assertions”.’

DAY IV

Readers, I do confess this self-isolation business is getting to me at the very roots! The other day, I was having a harmless browse of some of that P.G. Wodehouse – ‘fun for all the fam’, as the rappers would say. But several chapters in, my heart ached and a drowsy numbness pained my sense, as though of Benylin® I had drunk.

In my delirious state, I saw myself attired in a starched collar and claw-hammer coat to boot. My man-cave was gone. Looking around at this new opulent interior, I surmised that I’d entered into the employment of a top-drawer citizen: Mister Bertram Wooster! Distantly, I heard the tinkling of a bell. I pursued the sound up a long and winding staircase. I opened an oak panelled door and stepped into my master’s bedroom. He was lounging beneath candy-striped bedclothes, a little bell in his hand.  

‘You rang, sir?’ I said.

‘Now look here, Littlethought’, Wooster intoned, ‘My squeeze, Emily Maitlis, is coming round for supper later and I want to make a bit of an impression – if you catch my meaning?’

‘Indeed, sir.’ I said.

‘I’ve got a grocery list here for her favourite dish: Greek moussaka with a special side salad – Yukon potatoes, artichoke hearts and a caramelised fig – that sort of caper.’ He waved this scroll of decadence beneath my salt-of-the-earth nose. ‘Now be a sport and toddle down to Whole Foods, would you?’ 

‘Indeed, sir’, I intoned. I took the list and shimmered out.

Coming down Kensington High Street, the pavements billowed with a thousand coxcombs in primrose scarfs and crushable bushman’s hats. Through the window of a Wasabi, the Monopoly Man was licking ramen off a glass table top while a prostitute clapped. I turned and saw a parade processing up the road, at the centre of which was a massive Chinese dragon with the face of a polystyrene James O’Brien. Fire-eaters and acrobats pranced around it performing tricks, whilst Sandi Toksvig saluted the crowd from an amphibious rocket launcher. Jess Phillips played ‘I Will Survive’ on the ocarina. A marmoset was on Skype!!! I’m a stranger in my own country! I thought. 

Behind me, I heard a fragile voice singing from the doorway of an Alms House.

‘Jesus blood - never failed me yet - never failed m’yet - never failed me...’

‘Mister Farage!’ I said. ‘Whatever became of our Man of the Hour?’

‘I’ve been stripped of m’assets, boy. Stripped of m’assets.’

‘Wassat?’

‘M’Youtube videos have been de-monitised, I tells ye! All m’lovely Youtube videos!’ 

‘They’ll never get away with this, Nige! God’s honour, they won’t!’ 

‘Thruppence for a vodka jelly, will ye?’  

I was about to knee him in the groin and make a speech about the undeserving poor, when an affectless young man approached and forced a limp handshake. The young man then turned and gestured to a bunch of phlegmatic-faced tweens in furs doing coke off a padlock key.

‘Hey, guys, come on over!’ he said. ‘It’s a load of pre-gentrification First Peoples!’ 

They introduced themselves as characters who’d escaped from an Andrew Doyle satire. They were now surviving hand-to-mouth as a band of marauding postmodernists. They tried to impress me by showing me colourful objects from their ‘superior culture’, including Nespresso pods, scalp wax and a pencil sharpener from the Barbican Centre. A young woman in turquoise brogues read a poem about having adulterous sex in a library. When I told her I thought poetry was a form of character weakness, she cried onto her shoes (AND HER LACES TO BOOT!!hooho!). One tired-looking bloke – who claimed that sleep patterns were ‘just a construct’ and favoured instead a politicised version of rest known as ‘free-sleep’ – asked if I’d considered taking ‘powerful antidepressants’ to cure my conservatism. I told him that I was in love with my own sadness. I said I wanted to live my life ‘like a powder keg: short but sweet’ – I winked at the shoe-lady. The bloke explained that he wanted to live his life like an otter: ‘a very long and chilled one’, on his own, lying on a beanbag, eating stems of barley, with infrequent but carefully scheduled sessions of masturbation. I looked him squarely in the eyes and asked if he’d ever had a wet shave. The woman interjected and said I should join a Union, as ‘a working-class person!’ 

‘Who’re you calling working-class?!’ says I. ‘I’m a small business owner, don’t y’know!’

………………

I was referring to a small business I tried to establish in the late 90s, selling knock-off Toby jugs from the boot of my Mazda, just off the A13 trunk road. We got busted by a gang of hired bravoes sent by the Wedgwood company. I was left lying on the verge with a pair of broken legs surrounded by shards of homemade ceramics. The police managed to trace the bravoes as far as Stoke-on-Trent where the trail ran cold, thanks to a conspiracy of silence among the city’s terrified residents. I had a meltdown not long after that. In my despair, I overdosed on Vick’s VapoRub and tried walking into the sea one night down in Billericay. I was saved, after I mistook the inchoate outline of a miniature schnauzer for the spiritual form of a Toby Jug. It hovered above the sand, glowing. 

Don’t give up, Dick. Don’t give up the ju-ugs! 

But I can’t, Tobias, mate. The porcelain industry is eating me alive! 

No one else can potter like you, Dick! That’s the truth.

But the jugs have become a burden, mate!  

It is your destiny, Dick. The jugs are your destiny! Swear. Swear. 

What are you? Angel or Devil?

I AM IN HELL!!!!

………………….

Once I had absquatulated from the students, I entered the vast baize complex of Whole Foods. I’d never seen so many vegetables in my life [INSERT GIBE ABOUT THE SCOTTISH]. The building was at least 100 storeys high, buzzing with flying cars and hydraulic escalators. It was like the Tower of Babel itself! Fritz Lang’s Metropolis crossed with a farmer’s market.  

The affluence of the place sickened me to my very claw! I walked past some Houynhnhnms, cantering along the ‘Oats’ aisle. They gave me sideways glances and whispered to one another. 

‘Darling, is that a Leaver?’

‘Darling, do you know, I think it might well be!’ 

‘In Whole Foods? I say, do you think he’s here to get his methadone injection? Someone should tell him, it’s not that kind of supermarket.’ *Goya-esque braying*

I’m a creep, I thought. I’m a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don’t belong here.

Near an aisle of artichokes, my bum was perused by the ghost of W.H. Auden. 

‘Sir! If I may say’, he whispered, ‘Your arse is so muscular, I should wish to immortalise it in verse!’ I bristled at the scent of cherry brandy on his lips.

‘I concur, Wystan!’ crooned the fay shade of Lytton Strachey. ‘A truly delectable specimen.’

I swung at them. ‘Naff orf, you bloody wagtails!’

‘Oh, I say!’ preened Wystan Hugh.  

At which point the ghost of Jean Cocteau approached, his eyes gleaming like a deviant, his fingers wriggling, ‘Ohohoho! Il a un cul chaud!’ 

‘Now look ere, Frenchy! One step over this ere threshold and I’ll knock yer flippin block off, comprehend-e?’

‘Je recommanderais le chou-fleur.’

‘Watch it! I’m warning you!’

‘Oh, Jean. You old nag!’

‘Oui. Je suis un cinéaste.’

‘I can’t make head nor tail of this! I bluddy hate these romance languages’ I said to myself, sotto voce. I felt a stranger in my native land.

Once I had absquatulated the scene, I returned to the penthouse to prepare supper while Wooster billed and cooed with Ms Maitlis. (It was like the courting ritual of kestrels!!) Around midnight, I brought in the third course of banana shallots. The room was billowing with the scent of orange blossom and legal highs; I nearly fainted. Maitlis wore large, exotic torques from the Barbican Centre gift shop. She was hunkered over a big, indulgent glug of “Chateau de Liz Kendall”. Her eyes were as brown as spear handles!! Her face was firm yet glam, like the prow of a Russian oil tanker steered by Bianca Jagger. Her throaty voice, with its alluring masculine depths, was both thick and sweet, like oil on a scone (in an M&S advert sponsored by Shell). 

‘Your butler’, she intoned. ‘A bit wet behind the ears, don’t you think?’

‘Oh gawd,’ my master said, his saliva moonlit, ‘don’t I know it, Ms Emma! Hum-hum-hum-hum.’

Now easy, Dick, says I to mine-self. Easy does it now. 

Her voice sank deeper: ‘If you want to move in with me, Wooster, we’re going to have to find you a new man!’

‘If you like, I could fire this bounder on the spot! Just for you. I would do that, Emily. For you I would! If you’d like!’ 

She grinned and they stared into each other’s eyes for a good minute. Then she glanced up at me, a touch dismayed. Wooster turned around - he had a scheming look. 

‘Oh, fetch us dessert, would you, Littlethought?’

I shimmered out. I returned a few moments later with an inappropriately large jelly designed by Norman Foster. 

‘Ta, Littlethought.’

‘Sir.’

‘Oh, and Littlethought?’

‘Sir?’

‘You’re dismissed.’

‘Sir?!’

‘Dismissed. Arrivederci, Littlethought. We’re replacing you. Don’t come back tomorrow. You can leave your key card on the salver.’

I TOOK OUT A BOMB. I SCREAMED LIKE A CELT!

‘I say, steady on there, Littlethought!’

‘YIPPEE-KI-YAY, MOTHERFUCKERS!’ I intoned.

‘I didn’t know you spoke French, Littlethought!’

I pulled the cord! ‘FOR ENGLAND!’

Unfortunately, I was the only casualty. I wish I had died to avoid legal culpability. But it was a British explosive, so I incurred only minor tissue scarring. My master and Ms Maitlis immediately pressed charges. Because of my two-year-long media campaign against legal aid, I could only afford to be represented by a sparrow. The sparrow had yet to graduate to the bar, having only recently built his nest outside the chambers at Gray’s Inn where I hoped he’d at least absorbed something of the finer points of tort law. I appeared in court the following week in a plaster cast, where I was sentenced to life by Justice Lady Hale. 

‘Well, well, well, Mithta Littlethought’, lisped Lady Hale. ‘A Leaver in the dock, I thee! It mutht be my lucky day! Yum yum yum!’ (She rubbed her stomach and mimed eating me - which I thought excessive.) A roll call of witnesses for the prosecution sealed my fate: Kojack, David Blunkett, and Charlotte Church in a bonnet who jumped up on the plaintiff’s bench and called me ‘a witch’ and then fainted. Lady Hale said I was ‘weak and scum’ - or ‘thcum’, to be precise (which is Welsh for ‘seamen’, FYI). 

‘I thenenth you to 55 yearth, Mr Littlethought!’ she crooned. ‘55 backbwaking yearth!’ 

She banged her gavel. A loud cheer broke out across the gallery. I looked at my sparrow in his tiny little fucking wig, cursing him with my very blood. 

‘May God have merthy upon your thoul, Mithta Littlethought!’ Hale said. 

The sparrow immediately took wing – with my car keys in its beak – and escaped from a clearstory window. I’d lost everything. As I was bundled out of the courtroom, my faithful but still vividly puce-legged wife, Vanessa, surreptitiously passed me a cyanide capsule and an After Eight mint. She kissed me. 

‘I’ll never forget you, Monsieur Robespierre,’ she said. ‘I’ll never forget you – you – you – YOU…’

I woke up. My body was covered in sweat. It had all been a dream. I sighed with relief. I drew back the coverlet. But then, in the palm of my right hand: was a melted After Eight! Had it really been a dream? Yes. I had fallen asleep on top of a box of After Eights. I showered the mint chocolate off my cords and wept.

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Grams:           ‘Underneath the   Arches’  (Flanagan/ Allen - ft. Dua Lipa)

CODA:

[bisexual-yuri]

Splintered Solitude Chapter 5

Fic Summary: Six months after graduation, Bakugou Katsuki has hit rock bottom. His promising future squandered by a series of incidents with various fellow heroes, he’s now out of work, out of a home, and out of options. This is how Kirishima finds him, full of rage and wounded pride and deep vulnerability born from months of street life and rejection. As Katsuki takes and takes, fighting to keep it together, Kirishima gives and gives, both of them spiraling towards a breaking point that will change them both – for better, or for worse.

Chapter summary: Recovery

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This new… feelings thing that they’re doing is kind of weirding Katsuki out.

They wake up in the morning and don’t immediately spring apart, instead languidly enjoying the quiet of the morning before they go to work. There’s gentle kisses when they get home, and Katsuki’s angry grumbling lacks its old bite when Kirishima frets over the various bumps and bruises he’s accumulated on the demolition site. The careful distance between them has melted away, and Katsuki finds their hands bumping while they cook, their legs brushing while they eat, their chests pressing together as they lie down for the evening’s movie. It brings a bright feeling of warmth to Katsuki’s chest, and he dares say that he might even be… happy ?

Like he said. Weird.

Of course, happiness never lasts for him.

It only takes three weeks for Katsuki’s carefully constructed joy to come crashing down on his head. He wakes up one morning feeling like there’s weight strapped to each of his limbs and the familiar prickling of anger in his chest. His face is buried in the warmth of Kirishima’s chest and he nuzzles in closer, tears burning in his eyes. Why? He thinks desperately. Why does it always fucking have to be like this? Why can’t I just be happy?

He does his best to hide it when Kirishima wakes up, but he knows Kirishima can tell there’s something off in the way that he touches him like he might break. The kisses are hesitant, the fingers carding through his hair too gentle. Part of him wants to scream at being treated like some fucking fragile thing, but a nagging voice inside of him whispers: aren’t you though? Fragile, breakable, pathetic?

No wonder Kirishima is afraid of you , the voice whispers as they sit down to eat. Kirishima is clearly on edge, eyeing him warily as if to judge how much he’s allowed to talk. You snap so easily, and you know what happens when you do.

Katsuki bites his lip and looks down. “Hey, Kirishima?”

Kirishima looks up, his mouth comically full of omelet as he tries to answer. Katuski snorts, and almost forgets about the crushing weight in his chest for a moment. Almost.

Katsuki takes a deep breath and tries to talk, only to find his throat constricting around the words. How is he even supposed to communicate ‘stop handling me like goddamn porcelain but also I might fucking blow up at you so probably be careful’? “Er. Ah. Fuck, nevermind.”

Kirishima swallows down his mouthful of eggs and sighs. “Is it the moods again?”

Katsuki slumps in his chair, the tightness in his chest constricting further. “Fuck. Yeah, it is.”

“You have therapy today, right? Want me to take you?”

No! the voice inside of him shouts. I can fucking handle myself, asshole! Katsuki inhales, and tries to focus on the other feeling bubbling in his chest -- gratitude. “Uh, if you could, I guess. Or something.”

Eijirou chuckles. “Ok, lemme just call Edge Shot and tell him I can’t come in today. Can you take care of the dishes for me?”

The idea of getting up sounds almost unbearable right now, and he shakes his head. Honestly, all he wants to do is go back to bed and sleep away the crushing despair that’s settled within him. “I… Fuck, Kirishima, I…”

Kirishima is on him in a second, wrapping his arms around Katsuki’s shoulders and whispering reassuring words in his ear.

“I’m so fucking tired of feeling like this,” Katsuki croaks, turning awkwardly in his chair to bury his face in Kirishima’s arms. “It’s such… fuck, this is bullshit!”

“Want to come to the training ground? I bet I could find some stuff for you to blow up.”

Explosions do sound tempting, but Katsuki knows there will be people at the UA alumni training ground, and there’s no way in hell he’s letting people see him like this. He’s not sure if he would be able to move enough to blow things up anyways, with the way his limbs feel heavy.

“Do you want to cuddle?” Kirishima suggests.

“The fuck do you think, shitty hair?” Katsuki feels a cold jolt in his chest as soon as he says it, and he shakes as Kirishima pulls away from him.

“Hey, I know you’re not feeling good right now, but you can’t talk to me like that, okay?” Kirishima says. Katsuki bites his lip to hold back an angry snarl, and nods dumbly. Kirishima smiles, and holds out a hand. “Alright then, let’s cuddle.”

They lie on the couch quietly until it’s time to leave for therapy, Kirishima rubbing his back and whispering soothing words against his lips between soft kisses. Kirishima even calls a taxi to carry them the half mile from their apartment to the office, and Katsuki is quietly grateful to be spared more prying eyes. They spend the ride in silence, hands clasped while Kirishima rests his head on Katsuki’s shoulder. Katsuki looks out the window as they make their way through the city, trying to beat down the rising panic in his chest as he considers the conversation he’s about to have with his therapist. There’s a potential solution to his problem, he knows. All he has to do is admit he needs it.

Which is the whole fucking problem. He doesn’t need jack shit to feel normal, to feel functional . He’s great the way he is.

But as he shifts to look back at Kirishima, his heart clenches. He may be great, but for Kirishima, he needs to be even greater.

“I want to stop feeling like this,” Katsuki says as he plops into the couch across from his therapist. She raises her eyebrows, and leans forward.

“Have you thought over…”

“Fucking yes,” Katsuki says, dragging his hand down his face. “I… I’m ready to try it. If you think it’ll help me stop feeling like such a fucking… god, what even the fuck do I feel like? A disaster? I’ll do it.”

The medication isn’t an immediate cure-all like Katsuki had hoped. He wakes up the day after the first dose feeling just as fucking miserable and broken as he has for the past two weeks, and he considers blowing up the goddamn bottle right then and there. It takes Kirishima gently prying the medicine from his hand and kissing the furrow from his brow for him to let go of the rage in his chest, frustration born of just wanting to be better already, damnit . Kirishima tells him to be patient, and Katsuki is an inch away from screaming fuck patience and slapping Kirishima’s hands away. It’s hard to be patient when your life has seemed like an endless waiting game to just feel ok.

Things aren’t better after the first week either, or the second. Katsuki is bitter, angry that he’d admitted weakness for no gain. He has no energy to leave the house, and takes out all his frustrations on the stupid fucking punching bag Kirishima keeps in their room like they’re still in high school. When he can get out of bed, that is. He snaps at Kirishima more than he’s willing to admit, and only hates himself more when Kirishima gives him that kind understanding face and reminds him that there are other ways to express himself than screaming. Why don’t you get it? Katsuki screams inside his head. I’m fucking terrible, why can’t you see that? This is all I know how to do, so why won’t you hate me for it?

But slowly, Katsuki finds he’s able to wake up in the mornings again. Food has taste when he puts it on his tongue, and the colors in the apartment stop looking so dull. He waits for the energy to come back, the kind that boils his blood and and makes his heart pound, but it never does. He still has his temper, but it has gone from a rolling boil to a dim simmer. He wants to do things again, go out and about and work and run and fight, but the need doesn’t consume him like it used to. The voice in his head is still there on bad nights, telling him he’s worthless as he chokes down tears, but he can argue with it more easily now.

It’s been three weeks since the clouds broke over Katsuki’s mind when he asks Kirishima what they are.

“What?” Kirishima asks, cocking his head to one side in confusion. He has food on his face again, a smeared bit of soy sauce, and Katsuki thinks it’s fucking adorable. He’s gotten better at expressing himself when he has thoughts like this, and he smiles at Kirishima before remembering what he’d just asked. All at once, panic settles back in his chest, and he hastily stuffs a piece of sushi in his mouth.

“Nothing,” he grumbles through a mouthful of tuna and rice.

“No, you asked me something,” Kirishima presses. “C’mon, we’re working on this aren’t we? Communicating and stuff?”

They are working on it. It’s been a work in progress for Kirishima too, which makes Katsuki feel a lot better about the whole thing. Kirishima isn’t perfect either. They can grow together , instead of Katsuki constantly reaching to catch up to Kirishima’s glowing beacon of easy happiness. Still, it’s tough knowing how far he needs to go, and how little Kirishima seems to need to improve in comparison.

It’s tough knowing how fucking awful he can be, knowing just how good Kirishima is.

“I asked what we are, dumbass,” Katsuki grumbles. “Like, what the fuck do I call… this ?” He gestures vaguely between them, and Kirishima stares at him for a moment with a furrowed brow.

“Oh!” Kirishima exclaims after a few moments, touching his palm to his cheek. Fuck, that’s cute, Bakugou thinks. “You mean like, our relationship?”

“Or something like that, yeah.”

“Gee, I thought you’d never ask!” Kirishima says with a laugh, leaning back in his chair.

Katsuki flinches. Has he really been that terrible at communication? Kirishima, apparently noticing his reaction, leans forward and places a hand over Katsuki’s.

“Hey. It’s okay. I started… whatever this--” he gestures between them with his free hand “-- is knowing how you are. Like, it would have been nice to have this conversation sooner, but it’s not like I resent you for taking a while. I know this stuff is hard for you.”

“So what is this then?” Katsuki demands, not wanting to dwell on the idea of communicating being hard for him. He may be feeling better, but that doesn’t mean he suddenly is okay with being bad at things.

“Well my mom keeps asking when I’m going to bring my boyfriend over for dinner,” Kirishima says, hesitance written all over his face. “I guess I’d like to be able to stop saying that I don’t have one.”

Katsuki nearly chokes. “You’ve been telling your mom you don’t have a boyfriend?” he asks, louder than he intended. “What the fuck?”

“We never talked about it!” Kirishima protests, raising his hands in a placating manner. “I didn’t want to piss you off by telling people we wereboyfriends if you didn’t want to be.”  

Katsuki huffs angrily. Kirishima’s right: Katsuki would have been annoyed if Kirishima had gone around telling people they were boyfriends. But Kirishima denying their relationship? Kirishima talking like he’s single? The idea that people think that Kirishima might be available , ready for someone else to swoop in and sweep of him off his feet at the next possible opportunity? That pisses him off more.

“Well tell your dumb mom that your boyfriend will be over for dinner this weekend then,” Katsuki grumbles.

Kirishima’s face lights up. “Really? I mean, that’s great!” Before Katsuki knows it, Kirishima has leaped to his feet and made his way around the kitchen counter to cover Katsuki with kisses. Katsuki grumbles about slobber and tries halfheartedly to shove Kirishima off before giving up and allowing himself to be smothered. He would never admit it, but being loved by Kirishima feels pretty damn good.

Dinner at Kirishima’s house is about as awkward as Katsuki had expected. Kirishima’s mother is doting and sweet just like her son, and it takes all of Katsuki’s self-control not to throw her off him when she pulls him into a hug. The home is cozy, crowded with furniture and toys and training gear that reflect the wide span of personalities in the house. Katsuki spends most of the night trying his hardest to not swear in front of Kirishima’s sisters, especially after Kohana cheerfully chirps “motherfucker” at the dinner table after hearing Katsuki’s reaction to a stubbed toe. It takes Kirishima’s firm hand on his thigh to keep him from running from the dinner table when the conversation turns towards him - so, what have you been up to after graduation Bakugou-kun? How are your parents doing with you being away from home? Are you looking into returning to the hero business?

Katsuki can feel panic rising in his chest at each question, and he’s grateful as Kirishima steers the conversation back towards safer grounds. However, even as the topic moves on to Akane’s first year at Yuuei, the questions stay with him. He hasn’t spoken to his parents since his mom kicked him out. The prospect of going back home how still fills him with rage -- how dare they kick him out when he was clearly struggling? Beneath his anger, though, he feels guilt. Objectively, he knows he was shitty to his parents. He screamed and yelled over tiny things, he blew up their furniture, he had even raised a hand to his father. His therapist had brought up reconciliation with them a few times, but Katsuki had always shut the idea down.

Now though, sitting in the comfort of Kirishima’s home around a family dinner table, he can’t help but wonder what his parents are up to. Would they be happy that he’d found love? Disappointed he’s still not working regularly? Would his dad still flinch when he moves too fast?

Do they even want to hear from him?

“Are you okay?” Kirishima asks after the door closes behind them, goodbyes and promises for next time still hanging in the air. They make their way down the sidewalk slowly, their path lit by the gentle glow of street lamps.

“Fuck, I don’t know,” Katsuki admits, dragging a hand down his face.

“Hey, you did really well,” Kirishima assures him, placing a reassuring hand on his shoulder. “Mom didn’t even mention that you taught Kohana a bad word. They like you.”

Katsuki snorts. “Yeah, they were pretty nice and shit. It just…” He sighs. There’s nothing wrong with admitting it, he reminds himself. It’s not weakness to have feelings. “It made me wonder… about my parents.”

“Oh.”

“And like. Fuck. I might be able to make a good impression on your parents, but what the fuck does it matter if my own folks don’t even want to talk to me? If my own goddamn parents can’t fucking bear to see me, I’m bound to fuck it up somehow with yours. And…” Katsuki takes a deep breath, and then groans. “Fucking damn it, I’m pissed my mom hasn’t even called me. I’m pissed you have parents this fucking nice when I bet mine don’t even give a fuck that I’ve gotten my life together, kind of. I’m pissed and I want to blow something up but I have to stop doing that because it’s why they fucking kicked me out in the first place.”  

Kirishima’s hand falls away, and he steps to be in front of Katsuki. He reaches out and brushes his hand under Katsuki’s chin, coaxing his gaze upwards. “Hey, look at me.” Katsuki meets his gaze levelly, trying to beat down the feeling of vulnerability Kirishima’s gaze is giving him. “You’re great, okay? Yeah, you can be difficult sometimes and you definitely swear too much, but you are a good person at heart. You just needed some patience and some work. My parents like you because you’re a likeable person man. And I bet, under all that complicated shit between you guys, your parents like you too.”

“I’m not fucking likeable,” Katsuki shoots back. “I’m a lot of things, a lot of fucking awesome things, but I know I’m not likeable.”

Kirishima raises his eyebrows. “So my baby sister was begging you to come back because she hates you?” he intones. Katsuki opens his mouth to protest, only to be cut off. “Akane was asking you for training tips because she can’t stand you? Dad said you could come over and cook together sometime because he doesn’t want to see you again? Mom offered to design you a fitness regimen to get back into heroing because she thinks your an asshole?”

“I’m your boyfriend!” Katsuki protests. “They have to act like they like me!”

Kirishima grins. “Fuck yeah I am,” he says, leaning in to peck Katsuki on the cheek. His expression turns sheepish, and he blushes. “Sorry, I’m still a little in awe that we’re like, together and stuff. Anyways, they’re going to be extra critical if you’re my boyfriend. Dad gets worried enough about me doing heroing, he would flip if he thought I was being reckless with my relationship and my job. Ma actually said you’ve grown up real nice since high school, I think she’s proud of you.”

“Stop making sense and let me mope asshole,” Katsuki complains as Kirishima takes his hand.

Kirishima snickers. “No way, you’re much cuter when you’re not wallowing.” They lapse into comfortable silence as they resume walking, Kirishima occasionally interrupting their pace to place a gentle kiss on Katsuki’s face.

“Do you think I should call them?” Katsuki asks once they’re home. Kirishima cocks his head, confused. Then, his face lights up with understanding. He tugs Katsuki to the couch, and pulls him down to sit beside him.

“Do you want to?” Kirishima asks.

“I don’t fucking know,” Katsuki responds, shifting so he can lean his back against Kirishima’s chest. Kirishima wraps his arms around him and presses a soft kiss to his neck. “What if they never want to hear from me again? That would kind of fucking suck.”

“It would,” Kirishima agrees. “But I don’t think they would do that to you.”

“How the fuck do you know?” Katsuki asks, leaning his head back to look at Kirishima.

“They’re your family, Katsuki. Even if they were having a hard time with you before, I super doubt that they actually hate you.”

Fuck, I can’t deal with this right now, Katsuki thinks. It’s all too much. “Did you just call me Katsuki?” he asks, hoping Kirishima doesn’t mind the diversion.

Kirishima, luckily, blushes and gives him a shy smile. “Yeah, I guess I did. It just feels weird calling each other by our surnames when we’re like, boyfriends and stuff.”

“You really like this whole boyfriend thing don’t you?” Katsuki asks.

“Yeah,” Kirishima whispers, and Katsuki’s heart clenches at how happy he sounds. Katsuki rolls over and kisses Kirishima full on the mouth, overcome.

“I fucking love you,” he whispers against Kirishima’s lips. “And like, fuck, I don’t know. Thanks for wanting to introduce me to your family.”

Kirishima’s eyes soften, and he reaches up a hand to stroke Katsuki’s cheek. “Oh Katsuki,” he whispers. “You don’t have to say thanks for that. I did it ‘cause I love you, ya know?”

Katsuki’s heart feels full to bursting, and he buries his face in the crook of Kirishima’s neck. “Yeah, I know.”

The next day, after Kirishima’s off doing a weekend patrol, Katsuki finds himself on the doorstep of his childhood home. He takes a deep breath, and raises a hand to knock, only to let it fall.

“Fuck,” he whispers. His heart is hammering in his chest, his breathing coming fast and shallow. Why did I come? He asks himself, looking down at his clenched fist. Why did I think I could do this?  

Katsuki’s thoughts are interrupted when the doorknob turns and the door swings open, revealing his father. He’s dressed to go out, wearing a scarf and sweater against the faint chill of the weather, and freezes when he spots Katsuki.

“Katsuki?” he whispers, eyes blown wide.

Katsuki swallows hard. Well, this isn’t how he expected this to go. “Uh, fuck. Hi dad.”

Katsuki closes his eyes and braces himself for the inevitable rejection, trying to ignore how his whole body is shaking with anticipation. There’s an awkward moment of silence, and he wishes he had some sort of transportation quirk so he could get the fuck out of there before his heart bursts. Just fucking yell at me , he wants to scream. Tell me you hate me, whatever, just stop making me wait like this !

There’s a rustle of fabric, and then Katsuki is surrounded by warmth. He opens his eyes slowly, and when he looks down he sees his father with his arms wrapped around him, tears running down his cheeks.

“Oh my God,” Masaru whispers. “You’re here. You’re really here.” He pulls back and cups his son’s face in his hands, his eyes shining with unshed tears. His smile is blinding, and Katsuki has no idea what to do. “Katsuki, oh my God. I thought… Mitsuki! Mitsuki get out here!”

Katsuki is too stunned to react as he hears his mother’s footsteps rushing down the front hall. “Is that Katsuki?” Mitsuki asks as she arrives in the doorway, sounding incredulous.

“Yeah,” Katsuki mumbles, ducking his head.

“You piece of shit,” she whispers. Katsuki’s heart clenches, and he flinches. This is more what he had been expecting. “Where the fuck have you been? We’ve been worried to death about you!”

“Mitsuki, now probably isn’t the time…”

“Of course it’s the fucking time, Masaru!” Mitsuki snaps. She pushes her husband out of her way so she is standing in front of her son. “You have some nerve, doing that you know? We haven’t heard from you in nearly a year, Katsuki! Didn’t it ever occur to you to call your mother and tell her you’re alive? I had to find out from the Kirishimas that my son wasn't dead!” She wipes her eyes on her sleeve, and it comes away wet with tears.  

“Well it’s not like you ever made it seem like you wanted to know,” Katsuki growls, fear slowly crystallizing into rage. How dare she imply that he had unfairly kept her out of the loop, when she was the one who threw him out of the house.

“Why don’t we go inside?” Masaru asks quietly, gesturing into the doorway.

“I don’t know Dad, I thought I was no longer welcome in this house,” Katsuki spits. Masaru visibly recoils, and Mitsuki’s face crumples.

“Oh my God, did you really think…” Masaru whispers.

“Think what, that being kicked out of the house means don’t come back and don’t contact you assholes again? Because that doesn’t seem like a fucking unreasonable conclusion to draw!” Katsuki trembles with rage, and he clenches his palms as he feels sparks forming. He’s not going to blow up. Not this time.

“I told you to come back when you were ready to get a real goddamn job and get your act together,” Mitsuki says. Her eyebrows are drawn up, and her lips barely move as she speaks. “God Katsuki, that meant cool off some and apply for something that required less teamwork, not leave and never come back.”

“And how exactly was I supposed to deal with my problems enough to cool down without a fucking roof over my head?” Katsuki shouts, throwing up his hands.

Mitsuki covers her eyes with a hand and throws her head back. Tears track down her cheeks, and Masaru moves to wrap an arm around her. Her voice is tight and shaky when she speaks. “I thought you would spend a night or two on your own and realize you needed to shape up and thencome home . I never expected for you to disappear for a year .”

“Oh yeah, you thought a kid who was willing to throw a punch at his dad would be willing to swallow his pride enough to come home after getting kicked out of the house,” Katsuki sneers. “Real fucking great thinking there Mom.”

“I’m sorry !” Mitsuki sobs. “I never knew what to do about your goddamn aggression problems, ok? It was the only thing I could think of! I fucked up big time but holy hell I couldn’t keep walking on eggshells with you like that. You tried to hit your dad! You nearly blew up the living room!”

Katsuki takes a deep breath. “Look, I know I was a fucking wreck back then. I’ve been working on it since then. But damn it Mom, I was going out of my mind and it never fucking once occurred to you there might be something wrong beyond a bad attitude? Something that couldn’t be fixed even by scaring some sense into me with an eviction?”

Mitsuki is silent, and Katsuki laughs, low and hoarse. “God, you thought I was just a fucking monster out of choice didn’t you? No wonder you wanted to get rid of me.”

“We never wanted to get rid of you, Katsuki,” Masaru says. “We just… didn’t understand you.”

“Did you ever fucking try to?” Katsuki demands.

Masaru wilts. “Clearly not enough.”

“You got that right, asshole,” Katsuki snaps. “How do you not fucking notice your kid is bipolar?”

Mitsuki gasps, her eyes wide. “You what ?”

“Eijirou figured it out, psychiatrist confirmed,” Katsuki says, his tone softening. “I’m in therapy now, and on meds and shit. It’s… helped me get things together again. But holy fuck guys I’ve been like this since I was little and no one ever thought ‘ya know maybe that fucker needs a psych evalution.’”

“Would you have gone to one, if we’d made it?” Mitsuki challenges, eyes narrowing.

Katsuki laughs and shakes his head, disbelieving. “Probably not the first time, but I was a kid. Kids are fucking stupid. That’s not supposed to keep you parent people from doing your jobs.”

“That’s true,” Masaru says. “And we messed up our job, big time. Come on inside, Katsuki, we have a lot to talk about.”

Katsuki hesitates. Part of him wants to turn away and never look back, cut deep by how deeply betrayed he feels. His parents had never intended harm, but fuck if they hadn’t hurt him.

“Please, Katsuki,” his mother says. Katsuki presses his lips together, and inhales deeply. This is what you came here for , he reminds himself, and allows himself to be led inside.

The interior of the house has changed, he notes, with a lot more artwork and tapestries on the wall. Flammable stuff, he thinks bitterly. Of course they’d leapt at the opportunity to have the home they’d always wanted in his absence.

And so they talk. There’s a lot of yelling and a lot of crying, and Katsuki has to hold himself back from just walking out and not looking back more than once. It hurts just as much as Katsuki had expected, but not in the way he’d thought. The shattered brokenness of rejection is absent, but the old throb of resentment pulses within him. His parents may care about him, but they also had irrevocably failed him. Picking up the pieces will take a long time.

“I think I’m gonna head home,” Katsuki says when there’s finally a lull in the conversation. He feels like all of his energy has drained out of him, leaving him a dry and empty husk. His cheeks are damp from crying, and his voice is raspy from overuse. Across from him on the couch, his parents aren’t faring much better.

“Where is home, now?” Masaru asks, concern written on his face.

Katsuki bites back a bitter remark, and takes a deep breath. “I live with Eijirou now. You know, because we’re together and stuff.”

Masaru looks like he wants to ask more questions, but thinks better of it. Mitsuki opens her mouth to speak, only to be cut off by a loud vibration from Katsuki’s pocket. Katsuki frowns: he’d only gotten this phone recently, and the only person who has his number is Kirishima. Kirishima, who should be at work right now. Heart sinking, Katsuki pulls the phone out of his pocket and answers it.

“Hello?”

“Is this Baku-chan?” a young voice asks. Katsuki’s eyebrows shoot up.

“Kohana?”

“Baku-chan! You’ve gotta come to the hospital! Ei-chan is hurt and all sad and you make him all smiley so--” there’s a noise and a loud complaint from Kohana’s end, and then another voice speaks.

“Hey Bakugou, this is Akane. Eijirou got hurt at work, do you think you could come get him? Mom and Dad are out of town today.”

Katsuki’s heart drops. “Fuck, is he okay?”

“I… I don’t know,” Akane admits. “Physically he’s not too bad, thanks to his quirk. But mentally? Dude, he needs you right now.”

“I’m on my way. Hosu Hospital?”

“Yeah. I’ll see you soon.”

“Who’s in the hospital?” Masaru asks.

“Eijirou,” Katsuki says. He minimizes the phone app and pulls up a map as he heads towards the door, trying to figure out the fastest way to the hospital from here. “I’ve gotta go.”

“Go get in the car, we’ll take you,” Mitsuki calls after him.

“No offense Mom, but I really don’t think I want to introduce you to my boyfriend yet,” Katsuki says.

“Don’t be stupid Katsuki, we can get you there much faster than the train. I know he’s important to you and… well, I’d like to be able to support what you find important better from now on.”

“We don’t have to meet him yet,” Masaru adds. “But if he makes you happy, we should support that.”

“Ugh just get the goddamn keys, we’re wasting time!” Katsuki groans as he pulls on his shoes.

The car ride over is excruciatingly long and more than a little awkward. Katsuki heaves a sigh of relief when they finally pull up to the hospital, unbuckling his seatbelt and pushing the car door open.

“Thanks for the ride,” he grumbles.

“We hope he’s okay,” Masaru says.

“Fuck, me too,” Katsuki says.

“Katsuki,” Mitsuki calls before he can fully turn away. “We lo-”

“Don’t,” Katsuki snaps. “I’m not ready to hear that yet. Not from you.”

He can hear Mitsuki inhale. “I’ll see you soon, Katsuki.”

“Yeah,” he says. That, at least, he can agree to. He walks into the hospital without looking back. Right now, he has more important things to worry about. Right now, he has to get to Eijirou.

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