#it's all bc my mom is a fucking tyran and the only thing i could ever do was to follow orders and do exactly as she pleased otherwise i -
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sometimes i wonder weather my trauma actually shapes me as a person.. i used to think that i was capable of acting like a normal functioning adult but these days ive been noticing a lot of flaws that could be explained by my childhood
#like the fact that im so indecisive and the fact that i always let ppl choose what they want and follow along#the fact that im incapable to stand up for myself and to set boundaries#and the fact that im a people pleaser#it's all bc my mom is a fucking tyran and the only thing i could ever do was to follow orders and do exactly as she pleased otherwise i -#-would get the beating lf my life#every aspect of my personality always ended up oppressed and crushed to death and trampled on#also the fact that im so inexperienced and that i don't know how real life works can be explained by the fact that i am literally never-#-allowed to leave the house#i really need to work on myself#i need to break free#and i need to go out more#diary
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