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bunnihearted · 19 days

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it hurts so bad !!!! i dont know what to do i feel like im freaking out it's like i need to scratch my chest and just keep scratching and scratching until i can crack my ribcage open and rip my heart from my chest im !! i cant calm down i can barely even breathe T-T

#always aloneeeeeee #and idk idk it just gets harder and harder to deal with this on my own #i have been surviving this heavy intense feeling all on my own for 15yrs #but it only gets worse and worse and i just #it gets harder to deal with it i dont want to #i just want everything to be over T-T #i cant stop cryingggg #i wish i had someone to text and be like hi i wanna kill myself plz keep me company uwu #u know what would distract me? being someone's sex toy!!!!!! 😭💀🙏 plz uwu??? 🥲#whateverrr i dont care i'll beat the shit out of myself and cut a bit and hopefully calm down 😃#tho genuinely everything gets worse and worse and i freak out worse and worse im scared bc i cant hndle it #it's been 15yrs i cant deal w it anymore #bro just let me have a bf who beats me and makes this feeling go away and then holds me nd babies me while i cryyy 😞

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