#it's maybe a dangerous and alluring power for my autistic ass to own
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#drunk off my ass in the worst way possible#I think I need to stop playing minecraft m it's genuinely an obsession#I was clean for three months but I picked it up again a week ago and my mental health has tanked I'm doing less I'm worse off#doing chores is harder I don't drink waterI forget to use the bathroom I don't eat I don't drink I have trouble sleeping#I love playing it but I'm constantly conscious that I wish I were doing something else#the ability to place everything in perfect arrangement and have it never move#everything works exactly how I design it and things work according to how I want them to.#it's maybe a dangerous and alluring power for my autistic ass to own#I was genuinely happier while not playing minecraft but someone mentioned a server and I lost the past five days to it#hhhhrfnnghhghhbvvhhhh yeah I need to make the choice to drop it for my own good#tag talk
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