#it's ok. they got used to it and doesn't hurt them . . . unless they r very much overcharged cause they can go boom boom

[visionkept]

Guess WHO SNEEZED and a DAMN THUNDER struke them down ! Their vision grants them a certain amount of tolerance to electro but it also attracts thunderstorms and lightning whenever AND wherever they go.

[jennyyyeeettt]

stuff i learned more on the internet than irl

get a drink

you are unique, you are a part of the universe.

don't change, unless it's for the better and it makes you feel good

real friends care about you

what you need is more important than what you want

you write your own story, don't let others decide for you

there's no shame in being who you truely are, whoever doesn't respect that doesn't deserve your time

be proud of the little things you did bec. 5% is better than 0%

nothing lasts forever, so choose to "seize the day"//carpe diem boys//

if you are not where you are try to get there with plans and imaginatioins

imagine ur best self and show up as them

nothing is wrong with you, you are loved. bec there are many people in the world u didn't meet. and there's no way you are not someone's type

you are not ugly, u r just bored of ur face bec u see it everyday since you've been born and u hearedthe comments on it

stay nice or quiet, everyone has their battles

no mattar how much u think you are fucked up rn, months later things will change and u will forget about it

grief doesnt go away with time, time just teaches us to "deal with it"

just bec it doesn't hurt anyone, doesn't mean it's ok

karma is real, she just takes time and sometimes works secretly

romantic love isn't more important than platonic love

just bec someone is doing it, does't mean you HAVE to

if the story doesn't fit you, change something about it

being "private" is not the same as being "secretive" in relationships

before jumping to conclusions, ask and discuss, -with a good, none threatening tone-

love changes a person, even if it's not quickly

not being productive doesn't mean being worthless

being in a slump is not being lazy

everyone is an addict to something

treat yourself like you would a child every now and then and be a better parent to yourself

you are gorgeous anyways, so don't care what others say

if you fail, try again! it does't define you, it's not a part of u, it's like a game.. when a game says "game over" you just reply it

labels are so overrated, don't stress about it.. u do u

distance is a bitch, unless its distancing from toxic ppl and behaviours

love is not selfish love is understanding and comprimizing

saying i love you is not dangerous when its used with the right people

words of affermation ACTUALLY IS IMPORTANT

a "hopeless case" is never "hopeless"

the person they called "useless", made someone's day and helped them through a tough life

life is short, take risks, tell the people that you love how much they mean to you. no time for being fake.

idk if i already said that but fake it till u make it fr fr bro

push yourself bec no one else will, but also be kind to yourself -very difficult balance- IF you read all that, i hope you at least saw a thing that was helpful, I learned them literally from the internet (friends and communities and all) and I've been doing that for the past 2 years and they work with me, i didnt realize them at first but being a bit of a self critic i realized these stuff, even people now started to point it out. me and one of my fav internet bsff realized how we changed over the years and talking to their mom she also noticed it and its just so great to see how we both affected eachother and encouraged eachother to be better ... nothing is better than to find a home in yourslef .. doesnt mean it doesnt get tough sometimes, doesnt mean that i dont struggle with anything, but we are all humans, overall all we do is change and grow and its either to the best or not, it gets hard, but good relationships fixes the broken parts over time .. im so grateful for my family aka my internet besties :3 its 5 30 am and i need to sleep .. got a bit emotional lol :') hope yall have a good day/night take care

[motherofkrypton]

Lonely...

I am probably not the only one but I never thought that as an adult I would not have this issue any more. Thought that once I grew up I would have friends, be with someone who cares and be happy. I thought that my issues talking to people would be gone...no more feeling like I am bothering someone by simply messaging them like they told me to. Growing up I never had many friends...I was bullied endlessly for everything...couldn't even say my own first name because it had the letter "R" in it. Had someone steal my speech therapy folder and read it to the entire class...while everyone just laughed while the person taunted me. When I stopped really talking unless someone spoke to me, instead of trying to help me, the school told my parents that they had mental health concerns because I only interacted with a handful of people. Did they help? No, instead of helping it was demanded that I tell of a new friend and things about them every day for two weeks or I would be in trouble. Instead of figuring out that I had a problem...it became where my inability to interact with others worse because now it became "be made fun of and get in trouble...or I listen better and come up with 'friends' so I didn't get into trouble".

Now as a grown adult...I have pretty much nobody (yes, I have my babies but that is different). Being in a relationship with a narcissist has isolated me even further because now even the friends I did have...don't want to interact with me. There are days when the depression kicks in and it just hurts. I know that this person didn't mean it (I don't think they did) but when someone offers to want to just simply spend time with me.....I get really excited inside much like a child....they told me to message them. I was very hesitant then decided 'ok, I can do this...I can send a simple message simply asking if they want to hang out that I'm bored'. They were busy and when they messaged back later I no longer had that opportunity still. I sent a couple goofy memes I found online and apologized that I could no longer do anything that day. I wanted to ask the next day, but my other messages had been left on read. Today...I tried twice...the first time, I felt like I was being a bother by asking as if I was trying to force someone to be my friend when they are not, so I deleted the message for both ends. Then my loneliness and depression hit harder because I didn't even give the person a chance to say no or to ignore it...I automatically assumed that I am just this annoying, desperate person and I am bothering them by simply sending them a text. A while later as tears began to form in my eyes, I decided to give it another try because in reality I desperately did want them to come over even if they were to sit with me in silence, I would feel less lonely.

It's not that I don't understand people get busy...but even when my fiancé is home...he's not really here 'with me'. Any time I try to talk to him about anything, whether it is something important or I just get excited I'm not alone and want to talk, he's either staring at his phone or texting someone or being ignorant or worse talking over me because he knows that I will usually just go silent then he doesn't have to listen to me talk. Last night I was excited telling him about how much fun our babies had because the people behind us included them in their fun...we can't afford to do things like that for them, so it made me really excited. I was so glad that they had fun I hurt myself trying to share it with him...I wanted him to be happy that they were happy. Instead, I slowly came to the realization that I might as well have been talking to my dog because she would have been listening better. His face was buried in his phone, and I slowly stopped talking. When I asked if he was listening, I was told "what...what were you saying that is important...can't you see me looking at something"...when I had started talking, he had been talking to me so I got excited that I could share. He started messing with his phone once I spoke...I thought maybe he was checking something (I occasionally will check an email if I need to) so I had continued to share how our daughter was such a little dare devil just flopping down the bouncy slide...I even went as far as demonstrating with my hand saying, "she went down it like this *hand movements*..." and that was the moment I actually realized I was talking to nobody. I was excited and happy.....in moments my heart and soul were crushed yet again. Yet when he talks...even if I have to use the bathroom or one of the kids need me, he throws a fit.

I overreact and makes negative assumptions because this is how my life has always been. Even as a kid I felt I didn't have anyone I could truly talk to. I thought that would change once I was an adult and had a family...somehow that just didn't happen for me. It's like I dreamed of a life and world that will never exist because my happiness came from reading. I don't even like romance movies or books anymore because that will never be my reality, so it makes me more depressed. It used to be something I enjoyed...seeing movies where a couple comes together, and their life is perfect (no I don't mean fairy tale kind of perfect...I mean where they are pretty much with their best friend...their soulmate...someone who loved them as they are and understood them). Now, it just makes my throat feel tight, and it makes me sad. I had a friend once tell me that they already knew about something (I was sharing something don't recall exactly what right now) because my social media "is like a diary"...I know she wasn't trying to hurt my feelings but it only made me realize that she was right and I stopped for a while which made me feel even worse. I share a lot not because I have nothing to do, just want to be online all the time or anything like that...I do it because I have no one else to share anything with in life and even though people never really react or respond to them on their...it just feels a little better that maybe just maybe someone else might have read it and smiled. I'm always trying to make others feel better, laugh and just be happy...yet I cannot even do that for myself. Even after typing all of this and the message being sent some time ago...I'm still wanting to unsend it because I still feel like a burden. I am trying so hard...I want to be happy...I don't want to be lonely...but loneliness is all I really know. Even in a room filled with people I feel alone because it isn't like they really want to interact with me...they want to interact with the me that is the mask. The mask of being utterly happy, outgoing and fun...not the real me.

I think I just might understand why some people will pay to have a "friend" or just go with anything someone else wants to do or talk about...just so they don't feel this way. Not living...just existing until I exist no more.

[beanst0ck]

—NSFW Alphabet with Bokuto Koutarou

note: lmao me and @parttime-simp were talking about this while playing something and someone kept trying to get our attention but we were too invested in bokuto’s thighs

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

The absolute sweetest. He’ll ask you if you’re ok, how if he was too rough etc. He’ll be really cuddly afterwards, wanting nothing more than to just hold you in his arms, but if you wanna take a bath he’ll run over and make sure the temperature is just right then hop in with you. Expect lots of kisses and cuddling.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

I’d say he loves his arms because he gets to wrap you in them and hold you tightly while nuzzling his face into your neck. He also loves his thighs because the face you make while coming undone from riding them nearly makes him cum.

Loves your hips, mostly because he gets to hold them while you ride him. He also loves your stomach, especially if you’re on the chubbier side! He doesn't care if you have stretch marks or any other kind of scar, he still finds you extremely wonderful.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He’ll ask before doing so, but he loves coming on your stomach or on your face. Just seeing it on you will get him going again, so expect another round.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

I don’t think he has a dirty secret? He’s pretty open about anything and everything with you.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Not very experienced. He’s had maybe one relationship before you, but he didn’t go far with the person because they couldn’t handle his energy. The first couple of times you did it there were some issues. He may not know exactly what to do at first which caused him to sulk but after comforting and praising him Bokuto grew confident with you and learned quickly what you liked and didn’t like.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Doggy style, cowgirl, and missionary, but he especially loves any position where he gets to see your face. He wants to see you come undone by him. The way your face scrunches up in the pleasure he’s giving you, yea he loves that. Also loves it when you top him too, he’ll be a great power bottom.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He will most definitely crack a couple of jokes while doing it unless the moment is really heated. He wants you to be comfortable, and he knows you usually respond happily to his jokes so he’ll say a couple if he notices you’re not in the best mood.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

The carpet does not match the drapes, it’d be concerning if he dyed his pubes gray. Before he was with you he didn’t trim or anything, but once he got with you he started taking more care of himself down there.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

While yes he can be goofy, he can also be very intimate. In the beginning there’ll be a couple of giggles, but once things start getting more heated you can literally feel the mood shift. He absolutely loves kissing your lips and feeling you grind down on him. He’ll also lay you down and leave a trail of kisses down your body.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Before you two got into a relationship he watched porn, but once you two got together he stopped because he wasn’t into it anymore. He’d much rather cum with you than to some other girl.

The only time he’ll masturbate while in a relationship with you is if you’re far away or if you’re too busy to give him attention. Even then it doesn’t feel the same and he’ll beg you to spare him some attention. Please give him attention.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Praise- He loves it when you praise him. If he’s ever in a sulky mood just compliment him and he’ll instantly perk up. While doing it if you praise him his grip on you will tighten and he’ll speed up his pace. Hell, moan in his ear and watch how his eyes turn dark with lust.

Body worship- He’ll praise your body so much, especially if he knows you’re insecure. He wants you to know he loves you so much and he thinks your body is so beautiful and you shouldn’t think otherwise.

Thigh riding- Like I said in the beginning, bokuto would just love to see you ride his thigh. Will get off just seeing you cum on his thigh.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

He likes doing it in your home, makes him feel like he doesn’t have to hold back as much and he gets to hear you more. But, he will fuck you wherever in said home. Please put away anything breakable or else you’ll lose track of how many times you’ve broken something.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Seeing you with something of his own (jersey, hoodie, etc) with nothing underneath, but thigh high socks. Show him your thighs and he will melt, he loves that little pudge that sticks out when wearing thigh high socks at the top the most, it drives him crazy. Along with that, praising him also gets him going. Compliment his skills and how good he is and he will do whatever you want.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He’s willing to try anything and everything with you, but I have a feeling he wouldn’t be too into degrading you.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He loves receiving, but he also loves giving. Hearing the sounds you make and the way you moan out his name are worth it. He’s not that good, but his enthusiasm makes up for it.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Depending on the mood he can go both ways. Most of the time though he’ll be fast and rough, occasionally leaving bruises on your hips. Other times he’ll be really sweet, giving you gentle kisses and holding your hand while thrusting into you.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Not a big fan, he likes to take his time being with you. With quickies he doesn’t feel fully satisfied and he always finds himself wanting more, especially if it’s right before practice or a game, but he will not deny a quickie if it’s been awhile and the both of you are needy.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He’s willing to experiment with some things, if you wanted to try something he’s not gonna say no because 1. he might enjoy it and 2. he wants to see you happy. Now for risks, is is not afraid of taking risks. He’s willing to risk fucking you in the locker room before practice as long as you’re ok with it.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Being with an athlete has its perks, one of them is this boy has stamina.. and lots of it. He can last a long while before tiring out, especially if he’s excited to be with you because he wants to please you.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Probably wouldn’t mention it unless you brought it up first, in which case he’ll try them out on you. At first he thinks he won’t like it but once he sees you squirming and moaning in pleasure he immediately changes his mind. Don’t expect to cum using them though, he’d much rather make you cum himself.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

If you tease him he wouldn’t be able to handle it. He’s too impatient and wants to get right down to the point. If you tease him before or during practice he will lose his mind and either you’ll have a fun time once practice is over or he’ll pull you into the closet for a quickie, promising a round two once he’s free.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He is not, I repeat not, afraid to hold back his groans. He’s loud and he knows it too. If anyone confronts him about hearing him doing it with you he’ll just go “oops” and promise to be quieter next time which.. doesn’t work out. He’s loud unless you two are in a public area. When that happens he’ll bite down on your shoulder or hide his where in the crook of your neck to muffle his moans.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Didn't realize he had a dump truck until you pointed it out. He then proceeded to ask his teammates if they thought he had a dump truck, to which they all responded with “yes”.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He’s above average, around 7 inches with a bit of girth to it which feels extremely nice when he’s stretching you out. He’s gentle as to not hurt you unless you tell him to don’t mind the pain.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

During the beginning of your relationship his sex drive was low and whenever he was feeling something he held himself back because he didn’t want to pressure you. Once you guys do it once though, that changed and he found himself thinking about you more often. He couldn’t get enough of you and he found himself craving you more and more. Expect to get railed by this man at least four times a week if his schedule allows it.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He uses up a lot of energy while doing it, so he’s out like a light as soon as you two finish. But he loves having pillow talk with you afterwards so sometimes he’ll fight off the sleep just to talk to you. If anything your voice will be the thing that puts him to sleep.

haikyuu mlist

reblogs are greatly appreciated :)

[boys-from-santacarla]

Note; I deeply apologize seeing as this is going to end up being long. Onto the information; My name is Ghost(mainly go by this one), Acid, Killer(more of a nickname), or Gore(more of a nickname). I go by he/they/xe/its, and I'm a dude, MLM and poly so it really doesn't matter much who it is. Born March 31st, being an Aries I'm a very loud and energetic person. I'm also very impulsive and get myself into deep shit, even if I don't realize I'm doin' it. I get overly loud when the topic is about something I enjoy or is into, if I try flirting on purpose it's ass but when I do it without realizing I get called a huge flirt. Big music and art geek, I have sketchbooks upon sketchbooks filled just sitting around in my room. I listen to a lot of rock like Queen, Guns N Roses, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, ACDC, Nickelback, KISS, Slipknot, KoRn, and on and on. Although I listen to every genre of music minus country(although there are few songs I can deal with). Big tattoo/piercing person, if you have one visible I will point it out and geek out about it. Although literally don't ask me to name a few songs unless I've been rambling on about it because I have the shittiest memory. I dye my hair so often it's surprising my hair is still healthy. I have literally bleached my hair, dyed it red and let that fade for a week, then dyed it blue and have been touching up the blue ever since then. If it wasn't due to money problems and the fact it's hard to borrow in my town my hair would probably have my hair a different color every two weeks. I ramble quite a bit and have the shittiest focus and memory, so you may have to pull me to the side and tell me to calm down. Would definitely compliment on the boys looks, specially their outfits. I'm a coffee and monster addict at this point, you'll see one or the other in my hand, and the occasional water bottle because I try to keep myself health. My love language is through touch and insulting people. Ex, "I fucking love you dumbass" or flipping you off playfully as a way of saying "i love you bitch". Smoking doesn't bother me, grew up around it my entire life. I love riding on motorcycles, no matter the weather, is it cold asf, nice idgaf, is it raining, shit lets go. I have a bad(good in some people's eyes) of using petnames/nicknames for everyone. Everyone has a wholesome petname from me and then I'll call them a whore or some shit. I cuss too much for my own good, I literally don't have a filter in my entire body. I will impulsively say shit, sometimes that's a good thing and sometimes it's a bad thing. Due to my anxiety I try to stay away from large crowds, but if I'm in them (aka on the boardwalk) I will have music blaring in my ears and my ears glued into my current sketchbook. Although I currently don't have them, I'm going to add them anyways because I'm going to end up getting them when I have the money to go to a piercer or to get a kit. I want a shit ton of piercings. Such as snake bites(lip piercing), tongue, septum, all of the piercings finished on my ears, and bridge. I've stated once I'm a big tattoo geek, so I want a quite a bit of those. I'm definitely a big "oh let's do it myself" person, and I have tried giving myself a septum piercing. (it would've worked if it wasn't for the fact I did it too low to be able to flip it up to hide it) I love the adrenaline of fights, it doesn't matter if I win or loose, although I do prefer if I win. I literally get the most random urge to fight someone for the hell of it. Probably has something to do with impulsive thoughts and shit, but oh well. I'm a big respect person, I live by the motto "you respect me, I'll respect you". I have blackouts sometimes due to rage and anxiety, so I try to keep myself from having them. I have a bad habit of rambling and saying sorry too much. I tend to repeatedly say sorry whilst rambling as I tend to get overly excited and loud when I ramble. I'm a very talkive person if I know and trust you. If you're around me and you don't get your ear talked off or messed with, you're probably not liked or

you need to leave. It's one easy way you'll be able to tell if I get along with you or not. I kinda have a whatever/punk/alt style, a lot of time I just grab something decent and throw it on. Although you'll always see me wearing a belt and my platform shoes. I'm 5'0, so my obsession with platforms grew because of my need to be tall. I wear a lot of baggy clothing, I'm definitely more of a comfort over style person.

Ok, my dude, I'll definitely pair you with...

Marko and Paul

Oh, man, you three are gonna be some threesome (and not necessarily in the sexual way lol)

Just imagine THE MESS

The boys think you're adorable when you get into the romantic mood and try to flirt but end up saying bad pick-up lines, so they'll laugh, but will twirl their hair as whoerish as possible and follow the game. Or they would get on with their manly act and fight to see who will flirt back better.

Now, the chatting will be so goddamn long! You three will go on 4 hour-long conversations that'll get from a "look at this new t-shirt I got" to "so that's why Ronald Reagan was an alien". The worst part is left to the spectators like David or Dwayne since none of you three will be the sane individual and shut y'all up.

The blondes like your drawing, and ask you to draw them or random stuff and people CONSTANTLY, so you'll have many opportunities to improve your skills and try with different models. When they happen to find some of your sketchbooks, they try to impress you or simply give a small present by drawing you or something you like, or at least make the attempt since some of the "fine pieces" as they call them, they give you are like children's school projects.

And, man, about the hair, are you blessed to have the glam diva Paul by your side to give advice and constructive criticism to your hair. He will help you choose the color and will give it style from time to time if you accept. The process to dye it will be so much fun, and so chaotic; experimenting with the pigments ends up with wounds caused from the bleach and the currently used wardrobe disposed later.

A thing they love about you is that you can stand up for yourself if needed, but they rather you not to, because they know you handle yourself and the others well, maybe too well for your good. Paul tries to take care of you as much as he can so there is no need for you to possibly get hurt. It was enough trying to control Marko so he didn't get involved in some stupid street fight every night at the boardwalk to now have to worry daily about you too. Marko shares the passion for the adrenaline of this and will think it is hot as hell, but he protects you as much as Paul, maybe a bit softer than him about it tho, but if you're in the middle of a fight and it starts to get worse than expected, he dead ass will force you to back off. He'll finish the business himself, sweetheart.

As for your love language, don't worry, these dorks will accept you playful pushes with joy, and they'll give you some of them too. But if you accidentally flip and fall some meters before hitting ground, you know the rule: laugh first, help second.

Oh, and you better get prepared for the bullying. You're the smallest in the group, so that leads to a constant attack as a hobbit. Marko joins the quip, but I mean, he'll get humiliated along. Let's just say Paul gives you two a hard time about it. With all the love of course.

They love to get out with you and the others and go to the boardwalk, but they try to take you out on days it is not that crowded, or in hours where a small amount of souls are having a stroll. But, if you happen to go out on a crowded night, they will keep you focused on having a good time, but just mention your getting uncomfortable and you'll be back at the cave in less than a minute.

Paul and Marko really love your style, they think it looks badass and try to match tough outfits with you from time to time. Giving you cool shirts and leather jackets with some patches on them that they think are awesome. Don't ask why some of the clothes have strange-colored stains on them tho.

They go with you to get you ears or nose pierced from the moment you three decided doing it diy style was a bad idea cuz y'all ended up with a bleeding nose and an ear infection the first time of trying it, and because there's no voice of reason in the threesome, Star and Dwayne had to give you kids a very long lecture of not doing those things by yourself.

[natsumiheart]

Hewwo, what are your opinions on the people who say oumasai/saiouma is one-sided? Like, having the idea that only Ouma shows love or romantic feelings for Saihara but Saihara doesn't return them.

Omg, I just want to say sorry first for the time it took for me to answer! I didn’t get a notification from my inbox ;;

Just a small warning: this post is kinda long!

I’ve actually gotten some people saying that to me for not only oumasai but other ships as well, and I think the reason why they say this is because there are no “canon” ships in danganronpa. I might love my ships all I want, but the writers intended to never show any reciprocation for feelings in the game. For example, take Kaito and Maki, I love that ship to death personally but after Maki’s confession, Kaito didn’t exactly say he felt the same. because of it a lot say that ship is one-sided as well, and they are not entirely wrong. Because in the killing game a character can fall in love, but the writers will not show if it’s reciprocated.

In the killing game, the relationship Kokichi and Shuichi had was a huge part of the story because their characters are meant to parallel each other with them actually going on the other’s side at the same time. Shuichi has to lie in a trial at least once, and Kokichi mixes in some truth in his lies. Kokichi’s feelings in the game were also a huge factor for his actions in chapter 4 and 5. Making him cling to Shuichi in chapter 4 before everything goes down and he succeeds in making Shuichi hate him and cut their ties for his mastermind plan. While Shuichi was warry of Kokichi, wanting to reach out to him and understand him, but nervous at the same time due to his actions. Kokichi as much as he wanted to let Shuichi take his hand and trust in him, he couldn’t because he was paranoid. That is why he considered him a possible ally, “trustworthy”.

Now as much as I want to believe that some people say its one sided because they don’t see any reciprocation, I think another reason why they believe so is because of the line I’m about to discuss next. I’ve seen fellow shippers being attacked by people only using “you’re alone and you always will be” as their argument. The first thing I would like to discuss is that in that scene people tend to forget the context, but I mean when have people ever cared about context? If the media didn’t prove just how much some people like to play with context to use it in however way it will work in their favor, I don’t know what will. Let’s go back a bit and see what drove Shuichi to say such words. Up until chapter 4 he has been really nice to Kokichi compared to his classmates, in the free time events he even freaked out over him hurting himself, and whenever Kokichi did something the worst he would do is mentally shake his head, he used to comment saying that Kokichi looks too innocent and cute that you can’t believe what he’s saying. as if he didn’t mean it but then he would say “but that may be another lie”. So what caused the change in one chapter? Its simple, it was Kokichi himself. 

After the game busters plan took place he had to find a way of making Shuichi hate him so that he doesn’t get in the way of his mastermind plan and question his actions. I believe that Kokichi wouldn’t diss Shuichi’s best friend if he wanted Shuichi to work with him. Kokichi knows his classmates and I’m sure he expected Shuichi to get mad at him for that. After that scene, Kokichi tries his best to not feel bad about Gonta and the fact he will be gone soon, the only person who would trust in him without giving it much of a thought and he latched to because he had what he lacked. Strength. So he latches onto Shuichi way more than usual, and that continues until the trial. During the trial though Shuichi catches him off guard by lying so, he outs Gonta and gets mad when Gonta denies everything. Basically, the person who just killed for him is denying that he killed (which will lead them all to die if everyone believes him), and the other person who is borderline trustworthy and possibly crush is about to hate him and just dared to use how much everyone trusted him for being the detective to force him to confess what happened. He anticipated the second part, but with everything happening real time it must’ve been rough. He ended up crying for like 5 minutes.

After the trial Shuichi was pretty much done, and what does Kokichi do? Diss his best friend again while the other was coughing up blood, So he just said his feelings “we are at least here for him, but you have no one” That was what Kokichi wanted yes but it hit him hard. Friendly reminder that the whole cast treated him like badly from the beginning, just in the first chapter Rantaro accused him of wanting them to play the killing game because he was suggesting something other than the death road of despair. And the reaction he got from Kaede when he asked her to join his organization must’ve hurt a bit. And those two must’ve actually left a big impact on him, he called both of them his “dearests” in the first chapter and caused him to act untrustworthy so that the mastermind doesn’t target him. 

The only person who tolerated him was Shuichi, and well Gonta but he learned his lesson after the insert meet and greet. So it’s not like he is not used to being talked to like that, his normal reaction is just laughing it off. But when Shuichi does it he literally shut off his emotions. He doesn’t have this much of a visible reaction normally unless he gets physically hurt and it h u r t s, such as when Kaito punches him or Maki chokes him for the millionth time. Kokichi doesn’t care most of the time, but what Shuichi said must’ve not only hurt him because it was directed from his beloved Saihara-chan but it also hit a chord in him. Kokichi may, in fact, be afraid of being alone. Now we all say stuff we don’t mean when we are angry, I told my parents worse stuff but then regretted it later. I think that might’ve what happened to Shuichi because knowing his personality he must’ve felt bad. But honestly, he had a lot of stuff going on in his head already, especially the fact that Kaito wouldn’t talk to him. But then later after everything was over and he had a moment to think. He called Kokichi his friend. In danganronpa no one should really be friends with anyone because they cannot trust each other, that’s why I believe friends is a strong word when said genuinely in DR. 

Friends stay by each other’s side, which directly goes to Shuichi’s words (that he probably regrets) “you have no one by your side” and that also ties to Kokichi’s graduation event which is Kokichi asking Shuichi to stay by his side, and Shuichi taking his hand. And that says that if anyone would trust in Kokichi and would stay by his side it would be Shuichi. That is the true meaning of that scene to me when I connect everything together.

So yes, Shuichi was just trying his best to save as many of his friends as possible and end the killing game. All the while Kokichi who he tried to reach out to refused his hand so he ended up discovering his true feelings and beliefs after he was dead. And he ended up using everything he taught him and gave him, the hints he left for him to end the game. The two characters who are parallel to each other joined and ended danganronpa together even when the other was dead. And Shuichi ended up not knowing that Kokichi actually had feelings for him.

In another situation, things could’ve been really different. While people can say Kokichi’s feelings are one sided it is shown in the game itself that they CAN be reciprocated. In the love hotel, which is a scene that can happen in the killing game itself, even while not canon it shows Shuichi’s genuine reaction if he was with Kokichi in that situation. He wanted him to stay.

And the biggest clue as to how they could’ve ended up in another world is their interactions in Salmon team, in a situation with no killing game and no paranoia. In a situation which allowed Kokichi to open up and show that he wants Shuichi to understand him, in a situation where Kokichi actually considers to stop lying because he wants to be closer to Shuichi, in a situation where Kokichi offers Shuichi his hand…

TL;DR: I guess what I’m trying to say that while it’s understandable to call it onesided because of the unfortunate events of the killing game, I think it’s worth mentioning the fact that it’s shown to be very possible based on certain events and other stuff the game has offered us.

I understand that oumasai can’t be everyone’s cup of tea, everyone is free to feel whatever they want towards a ship! and it’s ok for them to believe that oumasai is one sided, it’s just an opinion after all. but attacking shippers and calling their ship one sided is honestly where I would start disagreeing.

I’m so sorry for this mess of an answer, I rant a lot when it comes to things I’m passionate about XD thank you so much for your ask I’m really happy because of it! having someone want to know my opinion on something makes me feel a bit special ehheehee. I hope I answered your question somehow! 💕💕💕

[the-ultimate-pie-family]

Summer's adventure part 1

Summer: *sleeping in a random meadow*

Blood: get back here u filthy worm *trips on summers long hair losing his prey* damnit........

Summer: *wakes up from some tugging* hello? Hello!

Blood: huh? Hello im stuck in something but very soft tho

Summer: *peeks through the tall grass* hello that my hair ur caught in

Blood: so ur summer right? The cursed pony with non-stop growing hair?

Summer: that's me who r u?

Blood: let just say im a pie but wat brought u to this meadow??

Summer: sleep wat it to yea?

Blood: don't start acting tough now u'll hurt urself *searching for something*

Summer: i am tough i could kill u with my hair

Blood: try it i double dare u unless ur scared *giggles still searching*

Summer: *gulps hesitating but whips her hair at blood giving him a good hanging*

Blood: *neck break going limp*

Summer: i did it?

Blood: *is behind summer* very good summer u killed me

Summer: *slowly turns to blood shocked and scared* h-how?

Blood: if i tell u I'll have to kill u

Summer: *gulps* ok so wat do u haunt me now?

Blood: no im very much alive but u should come over and eat with my family my kids loves ur story

Summer: do u always invite random ponies to dinner?

Blood: why not they don't make it out alive hahahah

Summer: *i think he's joking i think?* ur joking right?

Blood: about wat summer

Summer: *gulps* nothing *trips on her own hair* ow

Blood: u ok?

Summer: yeah *gets up* im fine

Blood: *uses his magic to braid summers hair and makes a couple of buns*

Summer: *confused mouth open*

Blood: u know that's a easy way to get flies in ur mouth

Summer: wat r u?

Blood: again with the questions and wat i am is to keep everypony here safe

Summer: ok? But that doesn't explains the the werid magic u did without a horn

Blood: so?

Summer: that's not normal

Blood: im not normal and looks who's talking ur hair isn't normal

Summer: *growls* don't make me kill u again!

Blood: if u r gonna kill me again just don't choke me

Summer: why u like being choked

Blood: very much yes

Summer: hmmm? Ok I'll keep that noted

Blood: and don't be shocked wat happens when u walk in *opens the door getting tackled by his kids*

Summer: *wat the? That had to hurt*

Blood: kids get off plz i hurt and say hi to summer

Rave: as summer the long hair pony

B: for real?

Summer: oh my........ *i have fans?*

Party: miss summer I'd like to sytle ur hair some day

Blood: hey enough

Belle: but dad we wanna talk to her more

Blood: u'll have time before and after dinner now get cleaned up and get ready for dinner

*the kids ran getting ready*

Blood: sorry for the random kids

Summer: no no ur good very cute that u have kids

Blood: hmmm? i see

Pinkie: blood did u get my ingredients

Blood: nope but i died

Pinkie: oh really by who?

Blood: summer the long haired pony

Pinkie: damn she got u good i bet wat a way to die

Summer: it is a way to die miss pie

Pinkie: oooooh and she lives

Summer: *looks around the castle* oh my so big *falls threw a hidden door in the floor* ahhh

Blood: *grabs a chunk of summer's hair pulling her up* keep ur eyes closed summer

Summer: don't worry i am that a for sure

Blood: *pulls her up* u ok girl?

Summer: wats down there?

Blood: nothing

Pinkie: my work shop

Summer: oooooo wat u make down there?

Pinkie: baked goods

Summer: yummy I'll have to try some someday

Pinkie: let's hope hahahah

Summer: she's joking right?

Blood: joking about wat?

Summer: uh blood is it

Blood: yes

Summer: uhm am i gonna die here?

Blood: oh no i have orders not to kill u

Summer: who told u this? *looks around* because i don't see anypony else here

Blood: more questions let's just say ur perfectly fine here kids dinner is done *sets the table up*

Pinkie: *sets the table up with random food*

Summer: do u guys always do a feast like this?

Blood: feast? This is a normal dinner sytle for us

Rave: dad we have a problem B and party r fighting again

Blood: shit rave u come and eat I'll take care of them *teleports upstairs*

Rave: *sits by summer*

Summer: u ok rave?

Rave: huh yeah just the same shit different day i guess

Summer: oh? *hears screaming and yelling and a thud* oh my does ur siblings fight alot?

Rave: sometime they were fighting about who gonna ask u questions first

Summer: oh i see hmmm do u have any questions?

Rave: just one how did u kill my dad?

Summer: i hanged him with my hair i have a question for u wat is ur dad?

Rave: a vessel

Summer: ??? Hmmm interesting

Belle: well B and party got grounded

Summer: oh my grounded for how long

Blood: till i say

Summer: *jumps a little* stop that

Blood: fuck u I'll do wat i want

Pinkie: blood make sure u take summer home after dinner

Summer: i don't have to leave after dinner u have a interesting family here miss pie

Pinkie: thanks but i rather u go home after dinner this castle gets dangerous at night

Summer: i can handle myself miss pie i killed ur son for god sack

Pinkie: true but still dangerous here blood she goes home ok

Blood: ok

Summer: *maybe blood has a plan? For me to stay*

Blood: *starts eating*

Rave: *eats some mashed photos and green peas* grandma pinkie why does summer have to leave after dinner

Belle: don't be stupid sis u know why

Rave: shut up belle

Blood: u two knock it off sorry summer

Pinkie: *hits both rave and belle with a spoon*

Summer: ur fine i love a show and dinner *giggles*

Rave: hmmmm and ow gramma

Belle: yeah ow

Rave: im done race ya upstairs sis

Belle: *runs*

Rave: hey *runs*

Pinkie: well son I'm going to my work shop be there all night like always...

Blood: really mom u gotta work?

Pinkie: yeah a pony baker work is never done

Summer: pony baker? Like pony shaped baked good?

Pinkie: hahahaha *laughs* let's just say that *gets up walking in the basement* remember blood summer is to be home ok

Blood: ok mom *winks at summer*

Summer: *oooo blood has a plan for me to stay*

Blood: follow me summer and act normal. mom I'm taking summer home

Pinkie: don't die again and nice meeting u summer hopefully we'll see u again

Summer: nice seeing u miss pie and I'd love to come back and maybe I'll get the grand tour by blood himself

Blood: *blushes* uh yeah why not *looks away walking outside*

Summer: hahah *follows blood outside*

Blood: hey uh summer i didn't know if u drank or smoked weed so i got u one of my oldest bottles of fine whiskey

Summer: awww u didn't have to sweet heart

Blood: i know but i wanted to make my first appearance a good one

Summer: ooooo a sweet boy heheheh

Blood: im not that sweet *mumbles* maybe bitter

Summer: ??? *heard wat he said but playing dumb* Hmmm u say something blood i was looking at ur stitch marks

Blood: nothing *thank god she didn't hear me* ok now which room do u wanna stay in? I have thousands of rooms in my castle

Summer: *checks out the old bottle of whiskey* how about we share a room??? And test out this whiskey *smiles*

Blood: *i hope i don't get in trouble for her drinking* and if i say no on sharing a room and drinking?

Summer: I'll choke u and see wat happens heheh

Blood: *gulps trying to think fuck me* uh...... do i get another opinion?

Summer: or u can join me at my place for some fun time because if u do come with me u better bring more alcohol

Blood: fuck me

Summer: oooooo tempting *giggles*

Blood: *blushes looking away* i rather take the drinking and choking in my room

Summer: oooooo *bites her lip* and how do we get to ur room because i can't fly

Blood: uh i got wing heh

Summer: ooooo can i get a ride sweet heart?

Blood: i was getting their *opens his vampire wing picking summer up flying to the top of the castle*

Summer: oh my ur making me feel like a princess the way u picked me

Blood: *blushes looking away flying in his room setting her down*

Summer: u got shot glasses?

Blood: of course *summons two shot glasses*

Summer: *opens the old bottle of whiskey* mmmmmm smells good *pours two shots* cheers blood *drinks shot*

Blood: cheers summer *drinks shot*

Summer: oooo very smooth whiskey blood

Blood: thanks had time to age prefectly

Summer: *pours more shots* we drink till one of us passes out then the real fun begin

Blood: *gulps* ok *drinks shot* ur on hot stuff

Summer: ooooo *he has plans for me i can tell* u think ur gonna win?

Blood: maybe never know *winks at summer*

Summer: *blushes thinking* *even if he loses i got plans for him* how about we make it interesting *drinks shot pouring more*

Blood: we each had two shots and sure making thing interesting sounds fun hehe

Summer: *thinks drinking her shot*

Blood: *drinks shot feeling something* *oh fuck me*

Summer: hehehe u ok blood? Ur looks a little drunk hahah *pours more shots*

Blood: n-nope *drinks shot* im good

Summer: *drinks shot getting close to blood* oh really now? Hmmmm then u wouldn't care if i did this then *kisses blood neck slowly gripping his throat*

Blood: *blushes bitting his lip trying not to moan* i-i hope u c-can handle this

Summer: ooooh don't worry this is just a tease *pulls back drinking her shot*

Blood: r u normally a tease cutie? *drinks his shot*

Summer: if im in the mood to be a tease i will be *sits on blood lap staring in his eyes* tell me something blood r u blind in one eye

Blood: hehe another question why does ur hair keep growing?

Summer: question of my life *fake falls back getting caught by blood*

Blood: here get in my bed summer ur drunk *sets summer on his bed*

Summer: no im not ur hot

Blood: yeah ur drunk

Summer: so *grabs the bottle hitting blood up side his head* now wat u gonna about that hottie?

Blood: im gonna tie u up now

Summer: ooooo kin-nky but *hiccup* with wat? Thers no rope? *hiccup*

Blood: oh don't worry about that i have a idea *grabs some of summers hair*

Summer: *bites her lip* u gonna whip cutie?

Blood: yes and something else *braids some of her hair into a whip and hair cuffs*

Summer: ooooo hair cuffs that's new have i been a bad mare mr blood

Blood: mhm *grips the hair whip* how about a safety word cutie? Just in case it get too rough

Summer: hmmmm can u just whip hot stuff? pretty plz *shakes her flank at blood*

Blood: *uses his magic to rub her flank smacking it hard* how's that?

Summer: mmmmm *blushes red* that so wasn't my hair but getting there cutie

Blood: *whips summer's flank with the hair whip hard*

Summer: o-oh m-my another one plz?

Blood: hmmmm *whips her again tieing summer arms behind her with the hair cuffs*

Summer: mmmmm have i been bad mr blood

Blood yes u have *lift her up kissing her neck gently bitting*

Summer: mmmm ur fangs feel nice

Blood: hehe i could mark u that ur mine but that'll selfish of me to do to u *kisses her neck more pushing her back on the bed* but *whips her flank hard again*

Summer: mmmmm spank me harder i can take it

Blood: if u say so *whips her flank harder*

Summer: ah yes more plz?

Blood: hmm ur a kinky one r u

Summer: so i can like kinky stuff

Blood: no shame in that *uses his magic to rub summer flank where he hit it some much*

Summer: mmmmm ur magic has a gentle touch to it but i wanna know *flips over facing him with her arms still tied up* wat r u? Ur not the average pony

Blood: later don't ruin the fun cutie *summons another of the old whiskey*

Summer: more drinking i like it but can u untie me first?

Blood: mhm *unties her arms*

Summer: prefect *tackles blood to the ground grabbing the bottle from him sitting on his stomach* now wat u gonna do now that im in control? *opens the bottle drinking from it*

Blood: watch the show u guess? *uses his magic to smack her flank again*

Summer: *blushes* mmm u want a drink too cutie? *bends down pouring some in his mouth*

Blood: thanks dear i appreciate it *uses his magic to squeeze her flank spanking it more*

Summer: mmmm *lays on blood* how about u tie me up more cutie that was fun

Blood: and if i don't hot stuff?

Summer: don't make me beg blood

Blood: *uses his magic to tie summer up with her hair*

Summer: make it tight blood ok?

Blood: oh don't worry i will *tie summer arms behind and her legs spreaded open* hmmm something is missing?

Summer: *bites her lip* do i get a kiss handsome?

Blood: oh there will be some kissing *makes a choker out of summer hair and ties it around her neck*

Summer: ooooo a hair choker very kinky i must say do u plan to break it sometime?

Blood: someday but for now u'll wear and be proud of it

Summer: oooooo *licks her lips* can't wait for that day to come but if i must wear it i will be proud of it just as long that u break it deal?

Blood: deal *uses his magic to rubs down her chest slowly kissing her chest*

Summer: mmmmm *bites her lip trying not to moan* mmmm ur such a tease blood

Blood: so i love being a tease *kisses her cheek kissing her neck*

Summer: mmmm ahh damn u blood

Blood: u like it don't lie *nibbles on her ear kissing her cheek going down her neck*

Summer: *moans softly* wait blood before this gets really intense i wanna know something?

Blood: ok?

Summer: come closer first

Blood: *gets close to summer* ok

Summer: *kisses blood deeply*

Blood: *blushes getting a nose bleed* ur terrible

Summer: no im a tease get it right big boy

Blood: now ur gonna get

*4 hours of moaning and screaming*

Tag for @ask-summer-epos

[saey-bae]

Could you do the rfa+saeran reacting to MC who doesn't like being touched unless it's small shows of affection like holding hands or ruffling their hair. I don't like physical contact even while cuddling I only hang onto someone's arm and I generally get made fun of for it since I don't hug people that I don't know too well and get called a robot for it. I hope this is okay.

this is more than ok babe,,, all good ok? 💜 no judgment or negative vibes allowed in the blog of paw 

i’m sorry about the length or lack thereof bc this is kind of short, doll; this is actually one of my more serious hcs bc i’m so emotionally drained and it’s showing lol

edit: zen’s ended being pretty long? idk? 

hc under the cut 

check out my masterpost here

Yoosung:

when he first met you at the party, he tried to pull you in for a hug

bc, like, mc was so friendly in the chatroom, they must be super cuddly and snuggly, right ??

you ducked out of the way at the last moment

ouch, yoosung’s hp just took a -100000 hit

“mc…?”

you looked up at him with such nervous eyes, he instantly felt bad

“sorry- i’m not really used to–” 

“no no, it’s okay, you don’t have to explain. i just got really excited… i’m sorry i didn’t ask first” he rubbed the nape of his neck sheepishly, his eyes fixed on the ground

he was totally inwardly kicking himself 

damnit yoosung you blew it

 but then a hand slipped in his, giving his hand a gentle squeeze 

his violet eyes flickered up to you, and you smiled at him, withdrawing

“thanks for understanding… do you want to try again?” you held out your hand for him to shake ”hi yoosung, i’m mc. i’m really excited to meet you"

he’s blushing as he takes it and mumbles his own introduction, tripping over his words

how cute can you get?

Zen:

the two of you had been on a few dates and were now living together (as you refused to live in rika’s apartment) 

although you were the warm, friendly mc zen was familiar with in the chatroom

you didn’t seem to like…. being near him

maybe there was a brief handhold here and there

a light peck on the cheek

but never more than that?

were you just….. not interested???

the thought was like a slap in the face, and it left him distracted throughout the entire day

was he rehearsing for his play? now he was thinking about you

was he having lunch with a co-star? now he was wondering how to talk to you when he got home

was he walking home? now he was running

he opened the front door and called out, “babe?” 

you usually called back, but there was no response this time

he felt a cold sweat run down his back, and just as he was about to call you when

“zen, what are you doing at the door?” 

“mc!” 

he spun around and picked you up, groceries and all, ready to spin you around, but the uncomfortable look on your face stopped him

again, that prickly, hurt feeling in his heart made itself known as he put you down slowly “do you not… like me touching you, mc?” 

“well…” 

the two of you had a long talk, right there at the doorway, the groceries you picked up from the store left forgotten

and by the end of it, zen understood 

he understood you related physical affection with a very deep love, and that it meant a lot to you

and zen also knew that he would earn that badge of honour someday, wherein he would be able to touch and hold you freely

not that day, but some day 

Jaehee:

jaehee is bae

she understands that you don’t like being touched, and she’ll keep her distance if you ask her to

SHE. GOT. MAD. R E S P E C T. FOR. YOU. 

ya girl is always down for handholding and the occasional snuggle

the two of you could be walking down a busy street and she’ll ask out of the blue 

“can we please hold hands?”

those doe eyes of hers as;djgfsdkf

can’t say no to that

the two of you clasp your hands together, fingers laced loosely as you swing your joined hands

definitely not afraid to show people that you’re hers in public ok??

will stand up for you if you’re too timid to tell people to keep their hands to themselves

part babe, part bodyguard?

like, she’ll Protect you and be your human shield when there are unwanted touchy-feely people around

even if it’s zen

especially if it’s seven

jaehee is bae

Jumin:

was very, very frustrated when the two of you first started dating

you weren’t comfortable enough to give him more affection than hand holding

he’s been deprived of physical affection for so long and now his s/o, who was supposed to give him some sort of affection, was denying him of it?

that wouldn’t do

and so, he does what he does best: he confronts you about the problem, then comes up with a contract

it’s actually so c u t e though??

it stated that the two of you had to make an affection coupon book for one another every month with a minimum of ten coupons per month

he took it super seriously, too; like…. he made you sign it and took it to his lawyers

and while you struggled with the coupon book at first

you eventually…. got used to it

your coupon books went from 10 coupons, to 12, to 15, to 20 in a span of seven months

and all the while, you became more comfortable with jumin until touches were shared freely

but the two of you still wrote coupons to one another for special occasions :) 

to jumin, those coupons were priceless and he kept every one of them, even after he cashed them out

Seven:

he’s so hurt by the fact that you don’t necessarily like touching him, even though you’ve been dating for a few months now

like……….why not?

is he not cute? is he not cuddly? is he not lovable?

you need to sit down with him and set it straight a few times and reassure him bc this boi has low self-esteem

but he learns and he does respect your personal space 

sometimes it’ll slip his mind, and he’ll try to hug you

but then he’d immediately apologize afterwards, and lowkey avoid you for the rest of the day bc he’d feel guilty and embarrassed 

and as cute as it is, it makes you feel guilty for having him feel guilty

the two of you spend a long time apologizing to each other it’s like canadians trying to argue 

otherwise, a lot of hand holding bc he’s pretty touch-starved and he craves that mineral your touch

when you finally grow comfortable enough to let him hug you at random, he still asks first

what hasn’t changed?

lots of hand holding

Saeran:

this boi isn’t really used to touches either, so he doesn’t really notice 

until he hears one of your friends jokingly call you a robot

instant r a g e

listen,,, he gives you a load of crap everyday

but he’s the only one who gets to do that

when the two of you get home, he’s doting

not physically, but emotionally– which is a little strange, because your boi is usually a little more quiet, a little more subtle

but it’s like he’s trying to make up for what happened

“saeran, hey, it’s okay” you stop him as he offers to go bake you cookies “i know what you’re trying to do. it’s fine, people call me a robot more… often than you think”

he kind of slumps, then takes a seat on the couch next to you

“i hate that word. robot,” he mutters “you’re not a robot. that doesn‘t describe you at all”

a few choice words follow after that, but writer wants to keep this in the G rating so she’s not gonna add them 

you smile, taking his hand in yours and giving it a gentle squeeze 

“thanks. the only thing that matters to me is what you think”

he smiles back, then ruffles your hair 

the two of you didn’t need physical affection to appreciate one another, and the mutual understanding only strengthened your relationship

[renatedagmarmilada]

USA Gov -- it is going to be a bad century I am afraid..Prgram will try out everything there is. two people sit at lab st barths human Research and change all blogs I put on.. it is the only way Fekete tells people about us, so we destroy that too. quote --Bethany's mother? You are grown up now, you will ......etc We have fed that into some Somalian girls brains and added Renate told me that.. Alyson, I wrote it into a letter which we posted signed from her. We have taken her mail from the post office since 1991, Anna lab bosses of st barths human Research, told a director that Fekete was a mongoloid and got permission to take it, we do that a lot, with bank accounts too, He did not know it was not genuine,  operative Iffy, /called that after the someone I knew/ is sending a thief in to rob your home-- there,t here and there.... but there is nothing left to rob? There are just one or two bits and pieces left. They keep them.. . Well, they are Anna's pets because they are thieves and murderers, so they get raised in England. Anna told us to keep sending thieves in.. it goes in circles, we are to keep robbing and robbing.. We can't do much because not even by word or deed have you ever hurt England... quote - I change Fekete's blogs I changed one yesterday, she changed it back, dates, spellings english etc We do that on her poetry sites and writers sites too. Nothing is permitted her.. nothing.. ha ha ha, so much for being perfect citizens.. Ours kill, cheat, lie, steal, cheat everything you can imagine.. we are rich and supported, she's worked hard and been careful and kind..... quote - let's see if we can destroy Fekete's image with her family. We kept them apart for decades so they don't really know her./they use the fantastic technology USA gave them to feed horrid thoughts and feelings into people's brains, though everywhere it says it is not possible, they have been doing it for decades and decades/ The Ministry men ordered us to destroy her. Her eldest son's wife is english so they are ours not hers../Her eldest son is being employed by the Americans, I think that has more to do with it all./ -- I am not really surprised, that is what the communists did too!! exactly what the Lab St barths Human Research does, not for nothing do I call them UK's KGB.. it is what they are - they fixed Princess Diana and had been 'fixing' before and after..   my little garden - now has fag ends and cellophane wrappings. high fence and no one except thieves come into my garden and I don't smoke. Anna's idea /bossess of St barths human Research, the thieves throw the wrappings of what they have stolen from me back into my garden.. actually Bethany's idea, but Anna picked it up. Manchester Human Research.. only one ten year old was once raped by a man the whole staff considered a weirdo. It is st barths Human Research, they are a very bad apple in the keg...and should be closed and outside staff fetched in. NOT ONE OF THE ORIGINAL STAFF SHOULD BE RE-EMPLOYED /which is what they are doing after re-opening/ AGAIN- ABSOLUTELY NO MEN SHOULD BE INVOLVED IN THE CARE OF CHILDREN. AND FROM WATCHING ST BARTHS - THE BOSS /BOSSESS SHOULD BE CAREFULLY CHECKED ...   quote - Alyson to Anna. I don't know what to do, I thought Fekete would be scared by ...so I pushed it to the limit. Anna --Put Beryl /13 Coronation Str Plaistow- former Univ friend, the lab used/ on the machine, have her write RF's so they get mixed up whose is whose. Get Operative Vicky to re-spell all Fekete's work. He's an ***** but he is good for that. Beryl can't write and Fekete is a perfect speller. Doesn't matter people don't know that... make RF as low as you can Ozman- Syrian killer, former groomer of rent boys and thief's 16 yr old step son at Addis Str Flats with his aunty, Neseriah's sister, with his 14 yr old brother, stole three full diaries when he broke in Some three weeks ago., I have the diaries stolen because I said some things I didn't intend to say /Alyson/   quote just now-- I told the health Minister that Fekete is stupid, we told a lot of people that, and we could deal with it. He said, Ok get on with it.. We nearly had Fekete believing it was being sorted, till we started robbing her again.. quote j- I told the health Minister that Fekete is stupid, we told a lot of people that, and we could deal with it. He said, Ok get on with it.. SITA /Indian operative st barths Human Research I have put cancer spots on you. I messed with you a lot, a real lot / have the ethnics noticed that it is they who are being used, for paltry moneys?/ Real swine on the machine last few days.. some torment more, some less nastily. No automatic alt text available. DORTMUND Human Research -- Werner who was paid by St barths human Research to come over and show them what he could do... tied my internet to the lab st barths Human Research so that they can totally control my life, hack into all my sites etc WERNER said- I only realised later what I had done. I should have realised that you would be one of ours that they were stripping and tormenting.. Hungary is being de-stablized so that London can order it to its own preference. it is not noticeable unless you know what to look for...//   quote - the slovaks drink heavily, so everyone you meet at the moment is having their drink stink activated in their brains...but they will think it is you. They did the same with friend Mathew and mothers at paint groups.. once they activate their stink cells /that means they think I smell but in fact it is them and worse.. They did the same with friend Mathew and many others at paint groups.. once they activate their stink cells /that means they think I smell but in fact it is them and worse.. as someone said today, odd direction science is taking in the UK.. no where else, /because Anna bossess of Hum Research and jun sec Min of health had an odour problem because of her Atkins diet.. and drinking and smoking. these Upperthorpe Slovaks are trickier than I thought, because they used my BA and MA essays for their college and school work, they have told their school /PARKWOOD SCHOOL SHEFFIELD/ and college teachers /CITY COLLEGES SHEFFIELD/ that I AM THEIR AUNTY!!!! and I gave them the essays and the goods, and I let them into my home!! ODDLY, THE LAB CHECKED AND NO ONE IN MY FAMILY IN ALL FOUR COUNTRIES WAS A THIEF.. NOT ONE MEMBER... Slovaks -Upperthorpe 90 something= Miraslava 15 yrs old daughter of Cecilia and Bohdan /guilty of manslaughter and 14 counts of theft with agro back home/- lab checked... Parkwood school Sheffield, was in your home again about one month ago.... ...''She has some german paints and crayons, I am thieving those'' said the thieving blonde girl, she also robbed a full diary .. etc microsound - I want you dead or out../?/ Milliband was lied to about you, none of them have the faintest idea what you are really like, AS YOU KNOW WE PUT ALL OUR SINS AND THOUGHTS ONTO THE FILE OF LIES WE SENT ROUND THE WORLD..WE INTEND TO MAKE SURE THEY GET STAY TOO FROM THE LAB.. THE CIVIL SERVANTS DO AS WE TELL THEM AND CHARLES H R DOES NOTHING ONLY WHAT HE IS TOLD TO DO BY US AND THE MINISTRIES, WHO ARE OUR TOYS NOW.  quote -- over tv ...THE SYRIAN THIEVES HAVE ALL GOT STAY, THEY HELPED US ROB FEKETE'S HOME. OVER THREE YEARS TIME AND AGAIN... lab checked and found out, Ozman was a murderer and groomed rent boys /now London Rd/ his wife Neseriah is a thief as are both her Ozman's step sons, 16 and 14 yrs old .. Adam has been robbing my home some 7 times.. England will become like a pirates' island   quote -lab st barths Human Research.. 'I thought you said the reviewers knew it was not their work but Fekete's stolen from her home-- they are making it sound as though they are fantastic'' quote, today - if you don't report us we will get away with it all, if you do, we will activate the cancers we have put on you.   quote answerer,:''there is an opinion there.'' Opinions put onto the file by Jean Carsted Beaumond, Anna the bossess, Alyson /Megan Marion/ etc I rarely give an opinion, except in a situation like that of the Pakistani young man who assaulted an elderly disabled, gentleman on the train from Sheffield to York on Monday. I was just so angry. Other than that, a life time of being a foreigner has taught me to keep my tongue very carefully..Infact, I am not very judgemental anyw... · quote - three lab st barths Human Research women have now put six cancer spots on RF.: Lauren Fielding , Alyson /Megan-cum Marrion/ and Jean Carsted Beaumond - She has to heal herself the program says..no medicine or law permitted. HM agrees with us. The lab tells everyone they are committing the crimes for Prince Charles. I do not believe them, but I do think he needs to show some balls and stop them, as he and the Queen signed for this program over UK /not just me.. 500 str... See more from my best learn CHINESE book-- stolen by lab st barths human research operatives, along with three boxes of books held at storage. Appleyard's Removals, and former Meyer of Edgeware Rd had 400 sketches and paintings taken out. They used three thieves, two white, /one a beatnick who needed money, one a career thief, and one black man Ghanaian who did some bad at home so could not go home, hence he would not report the lab. Lab st barths Human Research, always has its own thieves, in London they had three two. Black guys. Spain they had two Iraqis. They asked them if they wanted to join the lab staff, but they declined /!!/ more sense than I thought. 5 Years Ago Fletcher Bounty 3 July at 16:45 · quote ''so they are muzzling you..'' /YES a long time now/ Like   /CITY COLLEGES?/ Fransesca Did it-- /it is Renate Fekete's / Fransesca got it from Bettina, who got it from her thief cousins, cecilia and Bohdan, 62 UPPERTHORPE SHEFFIELD whose family robbed it from THE OLD TEACHER'S HOME-- Fekete's home when they broke in time and again.... quote lab Alyson-- circle that, we will use it for something ..... /I am on the monitor day and night, since 1983.. and so are you and you and you and you, only I know, you don't... SHEFFIELD.. yesterday I went to Scarborough. I got the 11.21 from Sheffield to York. The carriage was full as holiday time is here, packed, people were even standing. I sat in the gangway seat, opposite a table seat with four older people, two couples, ok I am 73 so when I tell you older, you will understand what I mean by older.. A young, Pakistani man HAD sat himself into the seat opposite and the elderly person, with stick, stoop, limp and wife asked him kindly to let hi... Lisa Driscol Lgave a friend my work, 300 sketches and hundreds of Poems to use as her own.... LAB ST BARTHS HUMAN RESEARCH ASSISTANT.. ALYSON /Megan-Marrion/ at the lab has told them all THEY MUST TAKE HOME SOME OF MY WORK AND PASS IT TO THEIR FRIENDS.. these are paintings worth from £200-500 and sketches worth £50 AND BELIEVE ME - I WANT THEM ALL BACK , ALL 4200 PAINTINGS- EVEN IF I HAVE TO GO TO THE PALACE TO GET THEM.. THE OFFICE Pub Upperthorpe Sheffield.. druggy woman from Upperthorpe who read my poetry at another pub., tells people at THE OFFICE how she writes it. Her west indian boyfriend, career thief, stole it all out of my home and pays for his comforts with my work..careful druggy woman.. ears are listening .. Comment from someone listening: do you reckon she can even write? DONETSK.. our twin city, have we sent any medicines, any children's food and clothes, anything at all? So much for English support../mypainting when visiting with Sheffield Uni Russian Group and Councillors / Scarborough Human Research. There has only been one case at Scarborough and that was a boy! Glasgow, none etc. THE POINT IS- WHY IS LONDON SO DREADFUL?? The bossess is a lecherous so and so /yes she is trying to kill me off by remote technology /AND SHE MADE A P0INT OF BEING THE SEX BUDDY OF HEALTH MINISTRY CIVIL SERVANT, SENIOR CIVIL SERVANT AND FORMER MINISTER. SHE WANTED POWER!!! and they did not want to lose their power--- what those Civil Servants got up to!!!! I can bar... assault and murder- st barths human research. Dr Meyer had also raped and beaten to death young girls, /that is besides the tot rapes too many to count/ ages 12/6/8/8/12/13/10/7 there were at least six more. John Fielding only started work there at 40- raped and killed by beating 10 or so Allan Lieberman Cross of Finchley a long time serving-over 10 Op Simeon also 10 or so. /this does not include the tot rapes/ ... Harvard--- USA-- 3 more Harvard lecturers, one of the senior lecturer Grossman, have taken your work to copy as their own. Lecturers taking the work of a fellow lecturer who is still writing and painting---.. quite horrid   quote -microsound-- Oh Tamara, you liar!! She paints them herself. /they are my drawings and she paints into them, she can't draw... SHE SINGS Lab put 190 of my sketches into Tamara's home in Andover Str Sheffield. She already had 9 earlier, painted into one and sold it to someone near Psalter lane as her own work. So now she is up to her old tricks again. Tamara gave 30 RF sketches to her twelve year old daughter to take to school and tell them it is her own work....teaching... Pensions Ministry-- Pamela of Pensions is coming into the lab today.. things are going well with your son Ryan so she is going to throw a spanner in the works. He was used as a child by Anna jun sec Min of health by her lab St barths Human Research, so they are keeping him at rock bottom.. Image may contain: drawing Like Show More Reactions Comment Share Comments Fletcher Bounty Write a comment... Fletcher Bounty 2 July at 09:51 · ''who wrote that Ronny?'' Ronny, west indian ethnic lives in Firth park Sheffield but his aunty lives in Upperthorpe Sheffield. Robbed from that teacher woman in Upperthorpe.. a wage!! Besides the six west indians, two pakistanis also went in to rob for pay and the Syrians and Iraqis. Clever how the lab /almost 100% Jewish/ uses and pays the ethnics!! Anna was asked why she used the west indians, she answered, because they are all thieves anyway.. · Op Alyson, I wanted to show RF our stick .. . She knows, you have used it on her and her sons since 1984. I wanted her to know what a package with us means /?/ ... Alyson will take over after I die /Anna/ Lauren: but I was your right hand throughout the years.... 62 Upperthorpe Sheffield. Bettina and her mother Cecilia took BA and MA exam essays they used to another Slovakian cousin. said Anna, these are the sort of immigrants I like. I have a couple of big apologies before my time comes. My dad, because he warned me and I argued with him: why would the english bring us here, if they were going to be nasty to us? My mother, who kept trying to get me to leave. . and THE MANY ENGLISH PEOPLE WHO TOLD ME THINGS ABOUT THIS COUNTRY AND ITS GOVERNMENT WHOM I DID NOT AND WOULD NOT BELIEVE... I have learnt they are the ones who were and are right about the situation here, not those that I was part of, the careful, traditional, supporters of this country. It has been a very hard lesson. former doctor Harry Isaac of Middlesex Hospital from Finchley once killed a 13 year old. He wanted sex and she refused.He threatened her first, then he took her and banged her till she was dead. She was ripped to shreds. Blanche saw, there was blood all over him. Allan Lieberman/ Cross from Finchley did the same to a six year old and John Fielding to an 8 yr old, but he has a vicious temper like George the New York Human Research boss /also a Russian Jew/- This is not cla... Paula Bowers, has published three of your essays as her own work...but I went to Grammar School she said. That doesn't mean that you can write, RF could, always. that Editor Plowright was certainly sharp.. when I left to get married at 19 he said to me- you silly girl, why are you doing this, I was going to train you up for the BBC. etc.. It had not even occurred to me, but he must have seen the University in me, though I hadn't gone then..He, through the newspaper, paid for me to go to a nearby art college in Grimsby to have lessons. I wonder if he had any idea how they kill innocent gifted people in this country? St Marie's -- next week Masses 10.30 Sylviane Robion-Berteotti /anniversary/ First time I have heard of a namesake of my grandmother BERTODI. I even wrote to Sicily and to Turin /where our Italian part came from it seems/ they wrote back that there is no one left of that name. Definitely 10.30 Mass next week!! That is amazing.. nowhere has that name of ours turned up!! She was a big woman and married the Grandfather in Devescer, who later became Station master, a small, skin... quote lab program answerer- can we lie about what we have done. No it all goes through Yodrel Bank so is open to anyoneI doubt even if they had not'seen' to it, that my boys would have wanted to be managers or rule this island/ operative Alyson, I put cancer onto a polyp Operative Mohammad /John Fieldings lap dog/ put on RF - premeditated murder. we had a meeting with ANNA bossess of St barths Human Research quote- It'll be a relief when she's gone. We did that to her step-father. She told us how. that is why she sent for Harry Isaac Irvine, one of her killers, then we can give her lots of stomach troubles so that by the time we activate the cancer behind her gut, the doctors will think it was there all the while. Alyson, I have also cancered a polyp a police man had by his ear, it was not cancerous, it is now. And her daughter's mother in law, had a spot, we cancered it.   Jean Carsted Beaumond, who has copied and sold more of my work than I can remember and even lies to her family, telling them she has done it!!!! and taught her daughter Paige Beaumond to cheat and lie using my work, too. has put cancer onto my gum- premeditated murder. to cover Anna's earlier dental adventures on me. In 1991/2 I went to East London Whitechapel Dental Hospital. I was asked to go for an X-Ray. as I sat there a man in thick horn rimmed brown glasses came in, t... Gamma Rays. PREMEDITATED MURDER.about two weeks ago Harry Isaac Irvine /and Blanche of Finchley was asked over to St barths human Research to put all sorts of tortures on for me on their machine remote. One night he put on GAMMA RAYS for 6 hours on the 12 th this June just gone. I am not likely to forget as I lay shuddering all night. In the morning an answerer voice over said- I had better normalise her. He found a place behind my gut which cannot be easily seen and has put...