#it's the most fucked up when it's not doing it bc negative emotions or hypomanic like emotions or even mind numbing boredom n ennui

[shadowbannedthehedgehog]

the cruel of cycle of feeling overwhelming disgust for self inflicted scars and dealing with the guilt shame and disappointment by self inflicting more scars. but also the beautiful cycle of kind hearted admiration for self inflicted scars and creating more in hopes they will be equally as pretty.