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#it's. weird. bcs i can think both simply and complexly
noxtivagus · 2 years
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emet-selch brainrot
#spoilers#tag later#still thinking abt when we first enter etheirys n#emet-selch as 'familiar voice' and hythlodaeus as 'familiar stranger'#I LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC SO MUCH AS WELL#UHH i'm an azemet shipper but#there's smth really comforting thinking about. emet-selch n hyth as friends to lovers. i think dynamics w that are cute#oh no#i'm in philosophy class rn n#i think i'm gna be overwhelmed#bcs i think about this sort of thing a lot n it's really hard for me to put into words bcs it's really complex in my head#i think a lot. i have a lot to write about.#it's. weird. bcs i can think both simply and complexly#more like i think my thought process is really deep & i have the self-awareness to yeah#but i can break it down to smaller bits#only when my mental health is good enough for that though lmfao#i wld consider myself on the way to becoming a wise person i think#i have the potential to reach great heights. but as young as i yet am i still have a lot more to learn and experience#that curiosity n desire i have to keep on learning n to understand more helps me forge ahead unto tomorrow#aaaa that aside as well tho i have realized that#most ppl i know my age don't think as deeply or introspectively or as reflectively as i do#n even for those who are. they lack a certain openness still#it's rather painful though for people like me bcs#i can't live simply. i can't force my mind on just a singular aspect of life#they say intelligent ppl are lonelier right? :')#i don't really know if i have a place where i really belong#in society or wtvr yes i have my family and friends to return to. i love them all. but it's still just lonely at heart#i love being alone but i think it just gets tiring when i feel lonely bcs i don't want to feel left behind :/#maybe if i just keep on writing more i'll gradually understand more
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