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#its all very disheartening
burninglilys · 2 years
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it’s about jiwoo never really having a ‘home’ — feeling absolutely rejected from his hometown because of everything his family has been through and his partner at the time, who felt lonely in his company. everyone wants to belong, right? so why can’t he? everyone has a place with their name etched on it. so, why doesn’t he?
it’s about him finding seojoon, falling in love with him, and building a home with him. it’s him chasing that feeling of belonging. it’s about him slowly, inaccurately feeling that maybe he doesn’t have a place in seojoon’s life as well. that maybe he’s nothing but a burden. he does not belong there, that he could never, ever belong there, no matter how much he wants to. he gets to steal seojoon for a few moments but that’s it. if he stayed away long enough, it would be like he never existed there. everyone has a place where they belong — seojoon, in front of the cameras, in the spotlight, and in jiwoo’s arms. but jiwoo? if not for seojoon’s arms, he has no other place in the world at all. no place that calls him home.
which is why, i’m glad that jiwoo now knows that he is cared for and liked by so many other people: yooha, yoonseul, sungyoon, the village chief, the grandmas, and all the other villagers.
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maybe I'm just a hater but I'm annoyed at like, the uncritical excitement and thirsting over inquisitor Reva, cause there are ppl talking about how weird it is that they keep casting POC as fascists, and yet that gets ignored cause star wars fans want to pretend they are woke by being Vocal about their attraction 2 a black woman as if it's helpful at all.
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lucius-the-sinful · 3 months
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Playing Warframe again and I don't think I could go back to ESO. Like don't get me wrong,ESO has a lot of content but compared to Warframe it is so dry and devoid and all the events are the same thing just flavored differently.
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sendmyresignation · 3 months
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anyway finally finished girls to the front. obviously had a lot of opinions about it. i have a lot more respect for the day-to-day lived realities of riot grrls and the underground community fostered. but like. man. is the music so secondary. my main critique of riot grrl is it took many of those bands growing out of the movement amd growing up to hit something truly, artistically great (music-wise).
#i think about marcus calling dc punk like. musically rigorous (in a way she was implying was 'macho' to a degree)#and how (1) most of the dischord stuff was still very much diy it was just naturally growing more experimental in a posthardcore landscape#but also (2) i dont think thats inherently.... a bad thing???? i guess i just dont see practicing a lot nd being passionate about your craf#as unpunk or some chauvinist methology that keeps girls out#like yes. allowing women the space to be imperfect. important! bc women arent allowed to play annoying shitty juvenile music#but that doesnt mean naturally developing as a musician and valuing tenchique and theory spits in the face of that#also of course sara marcus' perspective is pretty wack its easily the drawback of the book#she makes a lot of snap judgements and incorporates odd grudges that make me not trust her wholeheardly#lots of heroworship too.#the jessica hopper stuff is the most wild bc ive now become invested in hoppers like. career and shit#and even as someone who disagrees woth hopper on a lot i thought the book went Out Of Its Way#to shit on her in a way that kind of directly ruins her reputation as a music critic and such#and its so disheartening bc theres no grace given at all.#like again these were young girls and women- im willing to imagine theyve grown and changed and evolved#but marcus doesnt really care#or at least never interrogates that in the text itself#anyway! still positive experience to have a concise timeline and such#my posts
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bl00dw1tch · 11 months
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Got my end of the month burst of motivation to get my shit together and did 10 push ups
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saltyoaktree · 1 year
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fuck ted lasso i'm rewatching ofmd because I need some fucking queer joy
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majidemah · 8 months
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i really miss the sense of community i got from following other kin blogs.... i know kin tumblr is way smaller than it used to be and i kinda doubt that will change but i still love you guys <3
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furrysmp · 2 months
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hi everyone, this is my disclaimer telling yall I live in israel so please stop following me if you happen to be in that group of people in this fandom who think everyone who lives here is evil, I already had to remove 10 of my followers who are reblogging stuff that casually mentions how 7/10 was israels fault and that we should all be happy that people I know personally died or lost limbs for being born in a country. thanks
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himbo-harrington · 1 year
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lemon-wedges · 1 year
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yerdad · 2 years
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Hi! Know I've been inactive for a bit and that probably isn't gonna change! I have other stuff to say but it'll be in the tags lol
#so im hesitant to say what i wanna say cause i dont wanna be perceived as ungrateful but like#i really wish my non fandom stuff got more attention/love#it sucks cause i know most of you followed me for Undertale/underswap art and junk so it only makes sense that#my more personal art wouldnt be treated in the same way#and im also aware thay regardless of how many followers i have not all of you will see/like/comment/reblog my stuff#and it bothers me that i care so much because i know the culture of social media doesnt cater towards the art community very well#even though art is so so popular#the creators of said art and content just dont get treated in the same way their creations do#and thats really disheartening cause ir feels like i have to constantly improve and one up myself in order to get people attention#like for so many this is their livelihood and to see it so dependant on algorithms is incredibly demoralizing#i dont know#this kinda feels like the only route for me right now since im still in highschool- this feels like the only way ill create connections atm#anyway im only saying this cause i wanna know if anyone else feels similarly? like i feel like such a jackass for thinking all this stuff#but i wanna know if its reasonable line of thinking yknow#thats why i havent been posting very much either. i just hate working so hard on something and feeling so proud and then it feels like#its being ignored? idk...#im aware this sounds whiny#i wont try to excuse it#if any of my art moots see this tell me if youve had similar experiences#since i feel bad ill try to post the sketches ive been doing since school started#my style has changed a bit so maybe some of you would be interested in seeing how ive improved? lolol#im done talking now. have a good one
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cephalomon · 1 year
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cant stop thinking about last night when the police were searching my house and my mom introduced me as her daughter even though ive literally got like. facial hair going on rn. when will it end
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girl-bateman · 2 years
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Why is it that anytime someone talks about comphet there's always one annoying fucker going "you know, it's okay to be bi😒" like?? Thank you babe for that revolutionary piece of information that contributed nothing useful to anyone ever <33
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lhrry · 2 years
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#my second worry is more an emotional reaction but yeah as a European fan (so still privileged in comparison to eg asian and African fans)#I feel treated unfairly it is what it is ok#I don’t like how us-centric they’re making him as a uk artist even though I get the financial reasons for it#but from a very personal pov ok fine line is a HUGE part of me it got me through a terribly fucked up time#and I really waited for that tour and to hear the album live for so long (and there was no hs1 show here and I could not travel then#to go see him so this is my first time seeing him since my 1d show back in 2015)#and I simultaneously want to hear hs3 tour on its own#now I do feel we’re going to get a consolidating mix up here and I don’t like it selfishly ok#I’d ideally want him to take a break and then tour it in the us and elsewhere but it does not seem to be the case and it just leaves me not#feeling too well or important as a fan#NOW the thing is I love Harry with my entire heart and this worries me a bit because this is already making me feel disconnected from him#not him him as a person because I feel like I know him as a fan but this leaves many fans not feeling so great and it’s not a good feeling#to have resonating through your fan base#for years I’ve felt they’ve made him too detached and distant and dehumanised and i really thought they’d rework it now but this doesn’t#seem to be pointing that way#I really am seeing so many disappointed and disheartened people as well as people genuinely worried for him#and that’s not really what you want your fan base to feel right before you release your new album do you??#and to be very clear i don’t agree with boycotting and i am happy for us fans#and I wouldn’t want him to add Europe shows to the detriment of his health which could easily be the case#but this is not handled well at all and I at this point don’t even want to see where they’re heading with all this
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