#its always been a part of me that ive both embraced and hid very deeply
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ive been so obsessed with the thought of having a butch partner lately but today i thought. a fem partner not necessarily a femme but 🤍🤍🤍 i love you femmes. anyway dating sb feminine would be so healing. i think overall being in a lesbian relationship would be groundbreaking for me
#🗞️#its always summer and its always the cusp of july/august and then again aug/sept when im having the most intense gender thoughts#and like. ive been drawn to butchness since forever and ever since i was a little kid since i didnt know sth like that even existed#its always been a part of me that ive both embraced and hid very deeply#so like. ive been stuck at the first year of a transition awkwardness#bc i literally keep embracing it and then going back to my cissona like clockwork#and im so fucking sick of it -__-#i have so many clothes that i love but ive realised they make me feel like im wearing drag and as i said. that is good to feel sometimes.#but most times i just wanna feel like myself .............#and idk. a thought of having a feminine partner popped into my head bc just the absolute intimacy of me giving my clothes to them#them wearing them & feeling at home & me feeling at home in return#-__- okay whatever. sorry for the rant.#i needed to share this with the world bc im setting this thought free for the universe to take and do sth with it. pretty please
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