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czterysta-ex · 4 months ago

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aita for flirting with someone to make them fall in love with me?

i know her and i know she has somethign bpd/schizo/npd goign on, but shes very cute and i think shes nice and interesting (plus shes nice to me??) its all about me again god, anyway

she told me abt her past crushes and i only know her from online so she tells me basically every detail cause what im gonna do? she has a new crush thats like hopeless and making her feel lowkey bad and 1. i genuinely dont want her to suffer. im sure of that i dont want her to hurt cause she went through horrible shit and her life is not that great and i wish i could fix her (bad impulse to have, monitor for that) and 2. ive been goign insane trying to figure out if she means me, cause what reason she would have to NOt tell me (thats literally isnane, shes given me NO indication) so im fuckign delusionally optimistic, fork found in the fcukign kitchen

why am i so obsessed? why am is ending her lovey dovey messages, (i try to be respectful and just, flirt not to cross any boundaries but why why why) i want ehr attention, i find it cute how she says ily i like it when she says my name, how protective hse got when her brotehr misgendered me thatw as so!!! shes important to me, and i want her to love me

and thats manipulative thats manipualtive as fuck why would i flirt knowing that i dont love her knowing that i cant love anyone, and that she falls in love easily grrrr

and im so fuckign delusional "what if she does love me!" because she tells me cute things and talks about kissing but always slash j and i just dont fucking know if thats her being sweet or her being flirty and god i CANT even entertain thes ehtoughts because im a 23 year old deadbeat and shes 19! thats probably too big of an age difference. but im so so selfish for wanteing her to love me

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themortifying · 5 years ago

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Its Screenie

(💛Mod Screenie)

your past is dead YET it still haunts you AND you let it

#screenie #mod screenie #its fcukign her and i know it #craftworld: the mortifying

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moved-neptunecurse · 7 years ago

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#its so late #but i wqnted to go to thw bathroom #so i went nd when i turn the lights on #i start looking qround the room cause.... i ain't getting in if there's a bug u know 🤠 is 1 am i can't scream #nd then when im about to enter the bathroom i hear the wood of the door like crack nd do sounds nd i say oh.....#nd then this fucking huge ckrcoach appeqrs nd i fcukign take like mmm 298283 steps away but i gotta turn off the lights to run to my bedroo #nd we just r staring at each other fucking terrified nd this bitch starts to move her wings but not flying nd like threating me i #nd i stayed in place till she went to the other face of the door where i can't see her #i turned the lights off nd mmm i guess i'll just die befor3 going to the bathroom sjjssjjsjsjsjsjsjw #anyways i qlmost died i fuciing hate bugs so much im so wo wcared of them god #i can't even type🤠🤠🤠#txt.#once again im defeated mm

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puppysquads · 8 years ago

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fcukign . . .i was so worried i was texting alex and asking her it if looked ok. . . god. its so scary drawin people you dont know! like i dont know her. .what if i mess it up

#phew

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