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minimoefoe · 7 months

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my troy fixation mostly leaving and being replaced by a fixation with endless content is truly the best christmas gift I coulda asked for like one thing about me is I'm gonna try my best to obsess over something that's current so it's not really a surprise that ftwd ending has made my troy obsession lessen slightly (tho he has appeared in my dreams two nights in a row now so...) and after spending like 7 months fixating on a character with barely any content the dw fixation returning is a solid development idk (tho i've been into things with far less content than troy has so it coulda been wayyyy worse, i remember being pleasently surprised at how many ppl were still posting about try despite him being dead 6yrs, and then ofc it picked up a bit once he was rumoured and confirmed to be alive with didnt happen too long after i got obsessed with him)

I do think tho that troy has become kinda a consistent interest of mine like twd became near the end of last year and like dw has been since 2019 like even tho I'm not thinking about him all day and likely have another fixation on the go, I can always go back to a bit of troy/ftwd content yknow I'm not abandoning it like I do with basically every other obsession I have except dw and twd

#dw txt #twd txt #and like dw is my fave thing ever so the fixation was probs gonna come back regardless but anyways #i kinda wonder how my fixations woulda played out if troy hadnt came back #bc i think my obsession grew a bit before it was rumoured that he was returning #i imagine the fixation would have died down a lot sooner if i didnt have new content to keep me going #it probs woulda gone naturally but i also likely would have tried to ween myself off it #bc i really dont like the feeling of obsessing over something when theres not much content to kinda feed the obsession bc #its just horrifically unsatisfying and lowkey lonely #like i spent a months or so early this year back in my oitnb era and it was Haunting how little content there is rn #bc obviously the show ended years ago #(also oitnb is one of the few fixation i get where it just makes me sad no matter what like idk it really just fucks with me but anyways)#anyways idk where this was going

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