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#its not EXACTLY the same and idk how long theyll stay but!!!! horns!!!!!!
tommy-trusty ยท 2 years
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AHOUG. GOT PHANTOM HORNS. IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS. IM GONNA TALK ABT IT CUS THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IVE HAD PHANTOM HORNS??
They felt just like I remember my horns feeling, same thickness and placement, and they're heavy man first thing I noticed was that. I mean figures, they were pretty fuckin tall but damn! Also if ya wanna know how they feel they're very similar to fingernails but obviously way bigger, the horns don't have feeling outside of the base, but I can still feel the horns on my head and somewhat feel things touching them in the same way you'd still feel it if you pushed down on a fingernail on a spot that wasn't directly touching skin.
At first I put some pressure on the spots they were cus they were actually kind of uncomfortable, which alleviated all the feelings, but then as soon as I removed my hands the phantom horns were almost immediately FULLY there all the sudden and rubbing them away didn't work anymore so I just let them stay cus I figured the discomfort was just me not being used to them (it's been a little over an hour now since they showed up and I have in fact gotten a bit more used to them, still feels a bit weird tho after so long of not having my horns)
ALSO UNLOCKED SOME MORE MEMORIES ABT MY HORNS THANKS TO THE FAMILIAR PHANTOM ONES! POG! as soon as I got into the busy ass hall I instinctually started walking like, head down eyes up so my horns were facing out? And that body memory made me remember walking around outside my base like that while someone was over and i realized that that's literally just how I was when I needed people out of my way, not attacking just walking horns forward in a "don't walk into me, I have right of way" way.
But what walking like that also gave me the memory of was someone (after some thinking I realized it was wilbur) telling me to hold my head up straight with the implied reason being because of my horns. But not because I was gonna hurt anyone or anything, it was said the same way adults tell ya to fix your posture. I remember being annoyed and not doing it cus I know best about my own horns or whatever, but in this case since I haven't lived with horns in this tl I decided to try and it actually helped with the adjustment discomfort a lot, I think cus now my horns were being balanced and supported better on top of my head rather than being held by the crown of my head while leaning forward. So yeah, thanks for the tip wil ๐Ÿ‘
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