#its very depression like with this nothings fun and everythings gettign worse and pointless stuff
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i did say i wouldnt post any of those negative 'whatever is wrong with me' kinda of thigns bc i know how annoying they get and its only gonna hurt me more in the long run, didnt i :C
#ganondoodles talks#personal#okay okay okay maybe NOW maybe NOW i can shut up#i am still feeling incredibly weird#its very depression like with this nothings fun and everythings gettign worse and pointless stuff#but then also theres this dizziness and .. constantly tesning my muscles which i didnt use to do#like especially my shoulders (constantly tense and pulled up) jaw rly clenched or just .. tense and hands almost cramping-#-the secodn i stop paying attention to them (like making a fist hard enough my fingernails leave dents)#and some people said it sounds like burn out .. but from WHAT#i work 4 hours a day (usually) digitally and from home- the weather is nice and i spend at least an hour outside each day#i have barely drawn anything in MONTHS#i dont feel like it can burn out from that though i do kinda start to resent my work (job) though i should consider myself lucky to be ther#and i dont think theres any other job i could do where i dont get in trouble immediately for being .. undiagnosed whatever many things#my coworker is currently working after suffering a severe head injury- hes not forced to do it but he does it anyway#HE would have a reason to be burnt tf out but ME? the floppy guy working from home part time even though i live 10 minutes away?#embarassing really- i feel ashamed to even feel like this
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