#itsbeentwoyears

[lovelikeinthecinema]

Yasssssssssss ✨ growing up I had what you can say an “abusive” home. I also had a dope as dad and mom whenever they weren’t under the influence. Literally two total different people. Lives. And well.. every year at least once.. my parents would take us to Disneyland. They both had decent jobs from 8-5 and worked all year to take us to our yearly Disney trip and to at least a few other vacation spots. Whether it be Vegas or the Grand Canyon that year... I block out all the good. But recently I’ve accomplished my 4th moth of therapy. I guess it being virtual helped at the beginning.. but being more alone than ever. Not just mentally and emotionally this time around. I’m kind of glad I did it. I have ways to manage my stress now. I’m not embarrassed or ashamed to express myself. I don’t give any expectations to anything unnecessary or to people. I live life in the moment. Well I try to. It’s fucking hard. I do it everyday though. Again, I try. I hadn’t been in therapy since I was a teen. And then it helped me enormously. And I was advised to write. And start a journal. Not just a dream journal .. and then I guess I thought I was “cured” better. And so I just thought well. I got this. I can just go out in the world and love. I’ll be just fine. That’s more than my parents or siblings could say. But I never had the time nor the patience to love myself. Or at least I didn’t make time. I didn’t put effort to Learn the patience. I know now as a child of abuse that these things are often common. I hear women grown and strong successes etc.. pouring out, sharing. And man, I am so not alone. Haha. And if I am at times. That’s okay too. But must I keep all my emotions bottled in? Nah lol. I am super glad I finally have a relationship with my sister and have overcome major obstacles despite this pandemic. And I think I really do deserve this trip. I can just go to a place in my mind and life where I was innocent. My sis and I would pop in a VHS or I would .. haha for us both. And she of course liked the classics and the princesses... ✨ I can’t wait.

[kalidesautelsreads]

Two years ago today, I found out I would be getting my dream job at the Canadian Cancer Society. Wow, time has flown like crazy!! I am so glad that I lucked out and landed not only working for an organization whose mission I genuinely care about and love, but I earned a spot on a team full of amazing people from whom I have learned so much. Below is the message that I shared on my personal page the day that I got the news! “What do you do when life hands you lemons? Be like Beyoncé and keep making your goddamn lemonade!!!! I totally felt like 2019 was determined to keep on swinging until the last, but karma swung back! As of December 16, I will be officially gainfully employed in the non-profit sector helping families with cancer. So yeah - I got hot sauce in my bag. Swag. Hey 2019 - imma take these lemons and be like Beyoncé!” I have made, and continue to make lemonade from the lemons of 2019… and 2020… and 2021. #lemonade #canadiancancersociety #secondanniversary #nonprofitlife #beyoncégiselleknowlescarter #igothotsauceinmybag #lemonstolemonade #worklifebalanced #lovemywork❤️ #💛💛 #timeflieswhenyourehavingfun #2019 #2020 #2021 #proudofmyself💪 #itsbeentwoyears 📷: CREDIT: PARKWOOD ENTERTAINMENT/BEYONCE.COM (at Vancouver, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXBmdRlJxF5/?utm_medium=tumblr

[gutter-trash]

Two of my favourite people in the world ❤️ it was great to see all the great familiar faces I haven’t seen in forever but these two were my favourite to visit #fuckcovid #itsbeentwoyears https://www.instagram.com/p/CUDyAIXPn-kaHMCBouUInh0X29cVOaz983xknM0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[againstthegrainphoto]

FINALLY. 😍💙👻 #itssogood #thebandghost #rats #🐀🐀🐀 #ihavewaitedsolong #nowjustannouncesomenorthwesttourdates #itsbeentwoyears #😭😭😭 #imwaiting

[samaraiah]

Happy Father's Day Daddy. You didn't teach me how to live, you showed me. • • • • #imissyou #dad #happyfathersday #itsbeentwoyears #myveteran #vietnamvet #myhero #daddy #firstlove https://www.instagram.com/p/ByxqYQ_BEUq/?igshid=zvbasp1dbdpr

[itshardtobehuman]

“A wise person doesn’t get into the trouble that a smart person can get out of.” Peter Flom

Transferring my thoughts from a .docx to this tumblr page because the internet is forever 

[wendyflewawaywiththetardis]

Wendy is back!

[sineadxoxox]

When you haven't even heard most of the songs but you're already crying!!!!! #LanaDelRey #LanaDelSlay #itsbeentwoyears #imcrying #LustforLife #2017

[abitofcarolina-blog]

Are you coming to Fayetteville for the Dogwood Festival? We have Jewelry from local artisans that have the Dogwood flower on it along with Table Runners, paintings and mugs. Stop in and see all the great pieces! #dogwood2017 #dogwoodfestival #dogwoodfestivalfaync #alwayssomethingnew #seeyoudowntown #abitofcarolina #dtfaync #downtownfaync #itsbeentwoyears #dogwoodjewelry #localartisans (at A Bit of Carolina)

[bestkeptxsecret]

You know why Im here! @chrisbrownofficial is here and Im about to party!!! I never miss him or Rihanna #excited #itsbeentwoyears #partytour #solo #fabolous (at Verizon Center)

[iliketosplash]

While most people are upset about our new president and the inauguration today, let's be thankful that Starset finally dropped a new album today

[chloemokthequeen]

All I want for Christmas is...

to SLEEP IN alone and undisturbed for at least two hours in the morning.

If you're wondering why I am specifying the SLEEP IN, it's because Mr J thinks that sleeping in means taking a nap in the afternoon or sleeping in bed with both hungry baby and snoring man while nobody completes the morning baby routine.

#itsbeentwoyears

[dangitsteph]

New pw: itsbeentwoyears

[tabbydarling]

We are at our breaking points & I have been strongly considering suicide because of this situation. I’ve been taking my blood pressure meds & my Valium but it’s not helping much. This kind of stress is not good. It’s making my blood boil & my pain flare up like crazy. It never stops. I fear that Paul is going to have a ♡ attack or a stroke and my ♡ breaks that I can not help him. He’s taking out his anger on me because he has no where else to put it but he also apologizes and understands that I can’t do anything about this either. I haven’t been suicidal since early 2021 but the past 6 months or so that’s all I’ve Fucking wanted was to end it all. We can’t take it anymore. I can’t take it anymore.

[abitofcarolina-blog]

Getting ready for Something new just in time for Dogwood. #alwayssomethingnew #seeyoudowntown #abitofcarolina #downtownfaync #dtfaync #dogwood2017 #dogwoodfestival #movingonup #itsbeentwoyears (at A Bit of Carolina)

[youonlyhear-themusic]

Lol well at least their weed wasn’t bad