#ive been succumbing to the misery for too many days now it needs to stop. the procrastination can continue but the misery is unbearable | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

prophecyofgray · 8 months

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sometimes life is just not doing a Task and then feeling guilty about not doing it but continuing to put it off and then getting trapped in a cycle of guilt -> misery -> procrastination -> more misery -> not doing anything not even fun stuff cuz ur too guilty but also too miserable to do the damn thing. and then u have to drag urself kicking and screaming to the task and go HEY. DO IT. and then u do it and everythigns fine again <3

#i havent yet gotten to the Actually Doing It stage this time around #but i know from experience that all will be well once i get the thing done #its literally just homework. for a class that im not taking for college credit so literally who cares (i CAN transfer my credits later but #for $400 and i doubt im gonna have that much money to spare + i dont care that much lol im fine on credits)#and then hw for a class that i Am taking for credit but it's only pass/fail. my point is that the stakes are not very high for these #assignments i should be able to bang em out super fast. but im crazy so i keep not doing that and then the cycle continues #tomorrow for sure. i will get them done tomorrow for SURE.#in the meantime im going to continue endlessly snacking and playing minecraft and reading! i got new books! so thats fun #ive been succumbing to the misery for too many days now it needs to stop. the procrastination can continue but the misery is unbearable #audie talks

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