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velkavelkavelka · 11 months
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Laughters above / Playful smiles / Die gets rolled
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kaz11283 · 3 years
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The Shape of You
Summary: While at one of Tonys top end parties the god of mischief asks you to dance to your suprise. You didn't think he was the type to dance muchless to the song that he decided to ask you to dsnce to.
Characters: Loki, Thor, Tony, Natalie, Wanda, Clint, Steve
Pairings: you x Loki, you x Thor (platonic), you x Tony (Brother, sister)
ANNOUNCMENTS: I got this idea while listening to "Shape of You", then I really started getting into the story everytime that I listened to it (which was a lot). Ive had this on my head for a while now but i had to finish up I think I'm in love and part 2. I also got 200 followers today, next is 300, lets get this! BTW I know that this is a GIF from High Rise but it gives you a PRETTY good iead whats going on. 💚💚💚
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"Why do you insist on bringing me to the boring ass parties Nat?" You asked trying to pull the hem of the dress down that she had picked oit for you. It wad a dark blue thigh length dress with a very low v neck, the shoes where a high heel ankle strap black shoe with small bows on the side the same color as the dress.
"Stop. Stop pulling, your not gonna make it any longer by doing that." She said swatting your hands away. "I bring you to these 'boring ass parties' because you spend to much time in the library doimg research, in your room working, or sitting in the lab trying to make something better. Point is, you are always working."
"I dont hear you complaining when something of yours gets improved, or an upgrade. Nat I love you but I am a weponds expert. I work better in the quite, thats my zone. Not here."
"Is that why you enjoy spending time with Loki? Because I have to tell you y/n hes not really the quite type." She rasied an eyebrow to look st you.
"Hes not the quite type around all of you because you all make snide remarks. Hes usually quite around me because I dont pick on him or call him names." You turned and looked straight at her.
"All of the other reindeer, use to laugh and call him names." Tony sang walking up to the two of you with a drink. "Couldnt be talking about reindeer game could you?"
"Thank you Tony, and we were just finishing talking and Loki." You answered walking off to sit at the bar where Steve and Thor was sitting.
"Your brother throws one heck of a party." Steve saod tilting his beer to his mouth. "Defiantly better than some of the parties I've been to."
"It is a good party but nothing like the ones on Asguard." Thor boomed with laughter. "You must come some time, we would have a grand celebration in your honor."
"Hes always been a little over the top, if you cant tell. Always had an eye for big, expensive things. Flamboyant parties, playboy style women, expensive cars. Whatever he wants he gets, now dont get me wrong he does work his ass off, but sometimes it would be nice to just have a weekend were the walls didnt shake while I am trying to work on something."
"Ah but little sister, all work and no play makes y/n a dull boy." Tony answered lightly slapping your back.
"Jesus Christ Tone, stop quoting movies, it gets rather annoying."
"Another round, bartender, for little sister." Tony said ruffling your hair.
"You realize I cant stand you right?" You shot him a sideways look.
"Thats why I dont let you work on my toys." He answered giving you a kiss on the top of the head before walking off.
"Thor?" You turned to the god of thunder.
"Yes Lady y/n?" He turned to were he was facing you, his legs on either side of your thighs.
"Do you know of your brother is going to show up?" He laughed turning back to the bar. "Dont get me wrong I absolutly love your company but...."
"You would rather have the company of a more slender, raven haired man tonight." He raised a brow while taking a drink of his beer.
"Well, yes. He is quite interesting to say the least." You laugh.
"Well lady y/n, he said he would be down shortly. He did say he was going to make an apperance though."
"Thank you." You stood, leaning down to kiss his cheek before walking off to find someone else interesting to talk to.
"Hey y/n! Over here!" Clint shouted waving you over to were he, Nat, and Wanda were sitting.
You sat talking to them for a little bit about what new stuff you had added to their weapons and gear, Clint was excited about trying out some of the new arrows that you had developed. You kept gnacing around the room hoping to catch a glips of Loki when he decided to come down.
While you and Wanda was in the middle of a conversation you felt a tap on your shoulder. Turning slightly you seen Loki stamding there was a know it all smirk on his face, he was wearing a completly black suit with his hair slicked back, you coud have swore that your heart stopped.
"Hello Darling, I heard you had been asking about me?" He offered you his hand to help you stand.
You laughed tucking your chin down slightly, you could feel your cheeks heat up. "I am going to kill your brother." He lead you back to the bar and getting you a drink handing it to you.
"You look quite ravishing tonight." He leaned in whispering in your ear. "Dont start being bashful tonight, after what happened last night." He had caught you off guard causing you to spit your drink back in your glass.
"Loki," you hissed smacking him on his shoulder. "We dont need Tony going all Iron Man on you tonight."
"Dance with me." He took your glass sitting it back on the bar and grabbed your hand.
"Oh no no no no. I dont dance." You tried stopping but he pulled you to the edge of the damce floor.
"Then dont dance, let the music guide you, or just follow my lead." He grabbed your waist pulling you closer to him, the song was an up beat song and he started moving. "Midguardian dances are so simple, it would be a type of tango I am assuming." He took you hand and wrapped it around the back of his head before placing his hand on your lower back pulling you even closer.
"This is crazy." You laughed after a few practice steps. It was simple yet intimate at the same time, you had a feeling you knew where this was heading.
"But simple, you are better than what you give your self credit for." He spund you around a few times as the tempo changed, when he spun you back to him his chest ws aginst your back as his hamd splayed across your abdomen.
He traced his nose up the side of your neck as you both moved causing you to give a small moan. "My bed sheets still smell like you." He whispered.
"Loki, can I let you in on a secret." You turned back in his arms to face him.
"Of course my dear." His fingers stroked your back.
"I think I'm in love with you." You wrapped your hand around his head so that you could pull his ear down to your level. You heard him take a breath and the dancing faltered slightly but he kept moving.
"It feels as though I might be returning those feelings y/n." You smiled up at him he turned you in a few more circles causing you to be facing away from him again. His hips following yours in a delicious manner causing your thoughts to go back to the night before. His trailing kisses down your neck to your collar bones, fingers caressing up your sides pulling your shirt over your head. You returning the favor and being speechless at finally seeing him with out his shirt on. He had a more slender figure but his muscles were still there. Remembering the feeling of his chest clenching as you ran your fingers up and around his neck to pull him closer for the earth shattering kiss that had lead to so much more.
"You reliving some of last nights activities, y/n?" He asked quietly.
"Yes but sadly I am having trouble remembering some parts. You might have to remind me." The song ended as you pulled him off the dance floor and through the doors leading to the hallway.
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ANNOUNCEMENT 2: Wow wow wow, ok so some slightly adult situations but oh dear lord, my face is a little red just from writting that. I've read worst but never wrote. What I would give to be twirled around the dance floor like that by him. Thank you guys for reading! I really hope you enjoy this one. Like I saod I have been thinking about this for about a week now and here it is. I habe to say this is like top 3 of my faves (my first was and still is my fave "Bath Time For a Prince") Thank you again for all the love and the support!!!!
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awkwardpsyduck · 4 years
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Hi! Love your writing btw Do you think you could write about Izuku, Kirishima, and all might with a s/o who has a fear of doctors/ needles and they go with them to their appointment/ shots? You don’t have to write it if you don’t want to! Lots of love🤍 ⊂((・▽・))⊃
Thank you so much! I am glad you enjoy!
Info: Gender neutral, Izuku and Kirishima aged up about 23/24, all three dating and living with their s/o (separate asks), not quite the request, but these are what came to me and hope you like!
Warning: Needle/shots, hospitals, injury, slight blood, swearing….ugh think that is all
Izuku Midoriya: Flu Shot
You had reread the paper in your hand at least three times already and as it finally sunk in you would let out a groan. Due to a virulent strain of the flu going about and at least two agencies cut to half staff because of it the Hero Commission had sent out a mandate that everyone was to get their flu vaccination by the end of the week. You understood, you really did and fully supported the idea, but why did it have to be a damn shot! Laying your head on the kitchen table your ears would pick up the sound of steps coming closer before the chair next to you was being pulled out, “So I see you got the notice too” Izuku would say with a small sigh, knowing full well you would not be happy.
There were two things about shots that got you, but you really did not count it under a fear. The first was that you could not stand the sight of a needle going into your skin be it for something to be injected or blood to be drawn, but that was easy to deal with as you just closed your eyes until it was over. IV’s were a bit more iffy, but usually the gauze over the actual spot was enough to ease you. The other part was worse and why you absolutely despised getting any vaccine from the flu shot to tetanus and that was no matter what it was you always had some sort of bad reaction. The injection site swelled up, you got a fever or even once had a rash for a week down your arm!
You had explained all this to your boyfriend once when the topic of the flu shot came up in the previous years and he understood, but now you had to do it or you would get suspended until you did according to the letter. Groaning once again into the table you would turn your head to look at him and would see that he did feel bad about it, but your jobs were too important to let something like this stop you. Taking a deep breath you would sit up and sigh, running your fingers through your hair a bit, “I’ll call work and see about taking two days off just in case and then we can go to the clinic in the morning” you reason, though your tone was a bit bitter. Izuku would give you a soft smile, proud of you of course, and would stand to go and grab his own phone, pressing a kiss to your temple as he moved past, “I’ll see about open times” he assure you and much to your dismay it would seem as if time would fly past till your appointments.
You would be fidgeting as the time came, but your boyfriend would give your hand a strong squeeze to assure you he was right there before you head to the counter to sign in. The wait not too long at least you would both head back once called, though were in separate rooms, and went through the usual steps. As it came time you would eye the nurse and the needle, looking away when she uncapped it, and it was over with a pinch. Waiting a few minutes in case of any sudden reaction you were relieved that nothing like that happened, but you were certain you were not home free. Thanking her of course and taking the paperwork you would be out once allowed, grabbing Izuku’s hand soon as you spotted him.
Of course he would let you tug him out, softening a bit as you seemed to shudder it off once outside, “I am proud of you, y/n” he tell you, meaning it of course, but as you decided to get lunch he could see the truth in what you had explained. About two hours later he could see you trembling for a different reason and would press a hand to your forehead, “Fever, come on let’s get you home” Worry creeping into him he would make sure you got home safely and settled on the couch once in some cool comfy clothing. Sitting next to you he would soon be checking you with the thermometer and was relieved your temperature was not too high. He would have to keep an eye on you though and pressing a soft kiss to your lips did not miss your eyes brightening when he told you he had taken off from work as well, just in case.
Eijiro Kirishima: Stitches
How you had ever met Eijiro was still fairly a mystery to you even, you were a civilian in every sense of the word and merely said hi when he had come through the restaurant you had been working at, at the time with FatGum and Tamaki…that was three years ago now and you really could not be happier. He was a wonderful boyfriend and you were completely in love, in fact you were just going to clean up the now dead flowers he had gotten you last week because you were having a bad day. Unfortunately for you that would be the cause of you needing to go to the emergency room for the first time in your life.
You honestly were not sure what happened, you picked the vase up off the bookshelf in the living room, turned around and took a step when you would find yourself falling. Did you trip over the rug you had to cover the area beneath the coffee table? Did you trip over the table? It really did not matter as next thing you really recall was pushing yourself up and feeling something warm down your arm, getting dizzy as you saw it was blood and realizing the vase had shattered. What should you do? Luckily someone else was able to answer that question for you.
Eijiro had heard the crash as he had just been stepping out of the shower and was to the living room at full speed. Body hardening in case of an intruder as one hand held up the towel around his hips. Spotting you on the ground he would relax his quirk, but was seeing the blood quickly, “Y/n! Hang on babe, I got you” he say, in front of you quickly and you would hear fabric ripping before realizing he was wrapping strips of towel around the wound till the bleeding was staunched. “Eiji?” you murmur, confused as you could feel the pain starting to set in and feeling him kiss your head, “Just keep your arm up to your shoulder, I will be right back” being what he said in return, making sure you did as he said before he was up.
Moving quick as he could he would be dressed and had his wallet, phone and keys in his cargo pockets before he was back to you. Scooping you up as if you were a feather, hurrying to the car and to the hospital. As he drove you would luckily come around more instead of passing out to his relief, “I tripped” you speak first and he glance to you a moment, “It’s alright Y/n, we are almost there” he assure you, reaching to give your knee a squeeze as he pulled into the parking lot. Once parked he would be around to get you, carrying you inside and relieved when you were taken right back to be checked out. The nurses would allow him to stay and he kept close to your good side out of their way as he noticed you starting to tremble and not from cold or pain.
“Eiji, I’m scared” you would admit quietly as a suture kit was brought out and he would soften. Hand turning your cheek to face him as the other kept your good hand, “Hey, like I said, I got you babe. Just focus on me” he murmur, pressing your foreheads together as you would get five neat stitches up your arm, “I am just glad I was home” you hear even quieter, feeling his own hand shaking and you just hold him tighter as you whisper, “My hero”
All Might: Hospital
All For One….that terrible monster of a villain had been taken down, but at what cost? You had been shaking and on the edge of your seat as you watched the news unfold, your boyfriend of course arriving to fight and you could just see how hard it was. He very nearly got killed and you just knew he had used the last of his power to end it all. And for that moment it was over. Your view blocked as the news crews were pushed back and your heart was hammering more in your chest.
You had nearly been going crazy until Grand Torino would call you several hours later to tell you his condition, stable, but battered and where he was. You could visit him any time he assured you and it would make you freeze, the one place you avoided was hospitals. The older man knew this, your boyfriend and all of your friends knew this, but you could feel your soul sparking as he added the words, “Toshinori needs you” before he had to hang and in truth you already knew that in your heart. You needed him too, but could you do it? You had too, for both your sakes.
It wasn’t that you disliked hospitals, no you actually adored them in the fact of just what they did in saving people, your problem was the germs. Your mother, rest her soul, had been extremely germaphobic and if it had not been for your father there to balance things you probably would have ended up the same way. Of course you still had your own issues, you could not have any dirty dishes laying around and you had a cleaning schedule, but it was different things every few days. When you went out you did usually wear a mask over your mouth and nose, having several with different patterns you could wash, but that was about the extent.
Your boyfriend knew it all from the beginning and obviously loved you completely as you had been together six years now. It was just hospitals, and nursing homes too really, they were germ central no matter how clean they were. You hated any time you had to go for a checkup or were so sick you needed medicine, it left you shaking and needing at least two showers, but you had to steel yourself. You knew he would be there a while and damn it you needed to see yourself he was alive! So you would prepare as best you could. Taking an immune system booster with a glass of orange juice you would put on the mask he got you for your birthday and would head there.
By the time you arrived you would be trembling, your damn mind noting every sick person you passed as you headed up to the correct room, and it was only the thought of him waiting that was keeping you from a panic attack. Reaching the door you would knock, a new shudder running through you as you were told to come in, relief. It was his voice 100% and your eyes were tearing as you opened the door. You could see the surprise on his face as you took him in, just staring as you heard his happy shock, “Y/n? Sweetheart….” And he was reaching out his one hand to you, urging you to come to him and you would cross the room, fingers  wrapping around his own as you forget your fear for a moment. Pulling down the mask to press a deep kiss to his lips, just needing to feel him as he did you and almost missing it as he whispered, thank you.
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Dangerously Innocent || Sweet Pea || Part 6
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Y/N’s POV
As I wake up i can’t help but feel..... relieved
I mean sure, Sweet Peas mad at me Nd u don’t know why I care so much, I’ve not talked to my uncle about the old house like I planned before I moved here and my grades are awful. But it could be worse, right?
Anyway, I can dwell on stuff I can’t change but I can ignore it.
God I am a procrastinator
I look over to my alarm clock and see it 4:47am. Seriously?
Screw it. New me gets up at this time, before anyone else?
Right, come on y/n, we’re going on a run! Yeah a run will pass the time. I don’t have to be at school until 7:30 sooooo, run time
I walk into my closet and grab some simple workout clothes, I then write a note for my Uncle Tom letting him know I’ve went on a run in case he gets up early
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I put my Earphones in my ears, connect them to my music and start running.
I’ve never noticed how beautiful Riverdale is as the sun rises, it looks like a normal little town that people dream of, the sun rising, birds singing, everything you could dream of, you could never guess murderers and alike lived here.
As I ran, my mind wandered to before I left with my .... my parents. I remember it like it was yesterday.
My parents had started renovations on their “dream house”. It was this old place that was falling apart along sweet water river.
It was amazing the first time I saw it. It reminded me of the Victorian era mansions in England.
Everyone told them it was crazy, that they shouldn’t buy it. But it’s special to our family, it’s where our Grandpape met his wife, my Grandmamy.
It’s where my parents had they’re first kiss, there first date. They new it was way to large, that it oooked like a castle
It was falling apart but they loved it, our families castle, they always told me that I was their princess, and that princesses deserved a castle
Eventually, even my parents new it was to big, so they decided, that they’d build another small house and the property, maybe even a few. That they’d make it a historic site in their favourite town, the town that brought them together, so that’s what they started doing, building little cottages on the property, aswell as fixing the “manor house”
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They built 6 of the same type of houses on the property, and it was a dream, but before we could move in and finish all of the work we had to move.
Now that I think about it, it is crazy. But ....
I don’t know, I can see why they did it, they wanted a safe and protected area for their family. I think they where planning on making it a boarding school or something eventually.
I guess I’ll have to figure out what to do with it now, maybe I cou.....
“Y/N!” I hear Archie call my name as I stop running
“Archie?” I say taking out my earphones and checking the time, 5:30.
“What are you doing up this early?” he asks
“I could ask you the same!” I say and he laughs
“Couldn’t sleep.” He says as we run together, back towards my uncles house
“Ugh, I know” he says
“I have to go, do homework before school but I’ll see you later yeah?” He asks and I nod
“Bye Arch!” I shout as he runs back towards his house and me to my uncles
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As I look back at my phone as I walk into the house I see it is 6:15, which means my uncle and Kevin should be getting up within the next half hour.
I decide that I should make the boys breakfast and my Uncle Tom lunch, considering how much pressure he’s been under with the whole black hood
I make a full American breakfast for them: waffles, pancakes, hash browns, eggs, fruit salad and much much more.
I also make my uncle his lunch consisting of his favourite home made lunch— Mac n cheese
Once I put his lunch in Tupperware and a bag I hear someone coming down the stairs and I see my Uncle Tom.
“Morning Uncle T” I say putting a plate down on the dinner table for him along with a large black coffee
“Morning Y/N! What’s gotten you so happy?” He asks suspiciously
“I decide that I’m going to be postitive” I say sitting down with my own breakfast with freshly squeezed Orange juice
“Okay” He says as he starts devouring his breakfast
“I was wondering if we could chat about something” I say and he wipes his moth with a napkin
“Here it is” he says to himself
“What?” I say
“Come on, hit me with it” He says with a laugh
“I was wondering if I could have the keys to mom and dads house, I just wanted to start renovations again, ya know?” I say trying to act natural
“That’s fine, they said the house was yours, you just have to go and see the mayor about signing the release” he says and I smile
“Uncle T?” I say and he looks back at me
“Yeah” He says
“Thank you, for everything” I say and he smiles
“Your family Y/N, your always going to be family, no matter what” he says and I smile and I see Kevin walk in
“Hey Kev” I say standing up and grabbing his breakfast, placing it down in front of him
“Thanks Y/N” he says as he starts devouring it.
We sit there in silence as we all eat until my uncle stands up
“I gotta go to work, have a good day at school” He says
“Your lunch is on the counter with your keys” I say and he smiles and grabs it, before leaving
“So?” Kevin’s says
“What? What now?” I say
“I talked to Jughead last night, said something was wrong with Sweet Pea, he mentioned you” Kevin says
“It was nothing, we’re just not meant to be friends” I say
“Okay” He says, making me look at him in surprise
“Really, wow” I say and he laughs
“Your in a good place Y/N. I’m not going to ruin that” he says and I laugh. I grab my phone as I get a text from Cheryl
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“I gotta get ready” I say to Kevin and he nods
I run up the stairs, almost tripping, and I get
To my closet as fast as possible, I have about 10 minutes to leave, great!
I walk into my closet and pull out a classic outfit and put it on, leaving my hair down and in beach waves.
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I grab my bag and phone before rushing down stairs, not wanting to be late.”Hey Kev, I’ve got to meet Cheryl before school, you want a ride or not?” I ask as he is already dressed
“Okay.” He says grabbing his bag and throwing me my house keys
Once we got to school, we both go out separate ways, he goes towards his locker and me towards the girls locker rooms, and as I walk in I notice Cheryl standing in front of the mirrors
“What’s up?!” I ask worried, considering we never have to meet before school
“I know this is awful of me but, Ive got to get out of that awful house, so I was wondering if I could move into one of the houses in your families property?” She asks and I am relieved
“Of course you can, move into the main building, you already know what room is yours, just don’t go up to the fourth floor yet because it’s unsafe” I say and she hugs me
“Thank you, one more favour?” She asks and I laugh
“Sure, What is it” I ask
“Can you take practise tonight? I have to pack” she says and I laugh
“Of course I can, btw renovations of the fourth floor will be happening soon, I’m going to ask Mr Andrews if he can do them” I say and she nods
“Can we go to my locker? I have to grab my calculus stuff” I say and we start walking that way, before I remember something as I see just the person I was meant to send it to.
“BETTY!” I shout and she laughs turning around
“Hey, what’s up” she asks
“I have that piece you wanted” I say passing her a USB
“Thanks, I’ll go and look at this now” she says catching up with Archie
“What was that?” Cheryl asks
“I said I’d do a piece for the blue and gold” I say offering no real information
“On?” She asks
“You’ll have to read to find out” I say and she smiles at me as I open my locker grabbing my books
“See you at lunch?” She asks
“Save me a seat.” I say as we walk separate ways to our classes
Just as I walk into my calculus class, I am tanoid to the office.
“Can Ms Y/N Keller-Adams please report to principle Wetherbees office, Y/N Keller Adams to the principles office”
I walk out of class as my teacher nods to me that it’s fine, as I walk to Wetherbees office I try and think what it’s about but I honestly have no clue.
I...... what could it be?
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ATTENTION l Shawn Mendes Imagine
(a/n): hiii! this is kind of different from everything I’ve written before, so im sorry if it’s not very good, but I hope you enjoy it <3 x.
prompt: based on the song “Attention” by Charlie Puth.
i) you’ve been runnin’ ‘round throwin’ that dirt all on my name, 'cause you knew that i’d call you up.
“Shawn, I am going to ask you one last time if what this girl is saying is true.” Andrew said through gritted teeth.
“Just leave it, Andrew. No one is going to believe her.”
“Oh, really? Because TMZ is offering her three thousand dollars for a freaking interview!” Andrew said losing his calm. “Do you realize that you are not on a place where you can afford another mistake, Shawn for God’s sake!”
“What do you want me say? That I did have a relationship with her? Because I didn’t.” Shawn told Andrew, growing tired of the conversation.
“Then why is she working so hard on trashing your name?! You can’t lie to me, Shawn. If you want me to fix this…”
“I never asked you to fix this.” Shawn said and completely regretted after he noticed Andrew had lost all the patience he had left.
“Lose the attitude, you’re acting like a diva.”
“Sorry.” Shawn muttered.
“Now you’re going to tell me who this girl is and why is she doing this.”
Shawn sighed. “I used to sleep with her, okay? I was falling for her but she was just playing with me, so forgive me if I don’t wanna talk about her.”
“Did you give her a reason to do this?”
“Maybe I said some things that weren’t very nice, but she totally deserved them.” Shawn defended himself.
“Can you give her a call? I don’t think your fans are believing what she says, but media is having a field day and she’s feeding them.”
Shawn was silent for a moment before answering: “I’ll give it a try.”
Shawn was pacing around his hotel room with his phone in his hands.
He didn’t want to call her, he really didn’t. He knew this was what she was looking for; she wanted him to go back to her, and she knew that he was weak for her. 
Maybe she was sitting by her bed with her phone on her hand, already waiting for it to ring. She was going to tell him that she was in town and ready to leave everything behind as long as he went to see her, and of course Shawn knew what that meant. It meant that he was going to allow himself to be at her mercy again.
He could still remember her hands running through his hair, whispering everything he wanted to hear with her angelic voice that drove him crazy. In those moments he forgot that she was going to kick him out right after, knowing that she was only using him for her own pleasure, she didn’t give a crap about him.
Suddenly, Shawn didn’t feel pain anymore, he only felt rage as he dialed her number, and his anger only seemed to be aggravated when he heard a giggle followed by her sweet voice.
“Hey Shawn, I was wondering when you were going to call…”
“I don’t care what you want, (y/n). Just cut it off, it’s over.” 
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Stop talking crap about me. You should be thankful that I am a decent guy and won’t say all the things you’ve done to me so cut it, I mean it.” 
ii) you just want attention, i knew from the start, you’re just making sure I’m never gettin’ over you.
She hadn’t said anything else since he called her.
Shawn was glad, he really was. He had gotten Andrew and his friends out of his shoulder who had been asking him non-stop about this girl.
But he missed her.
He missed having her between his arms, even if it was only for a moment before she left him laying the cold bed, the only things keeping him company being his memories.
He was mindlessly strumming his guitar when his phone buzzed.
He internally rolled his eyes, thinking it was an invitation from his friends to go grab a drink even if he had told them that he didn’t want to go out.
but it wasn’t technically an invitation.
It was a message from an unknown number with a picture and message attached to it.
His breath hitched on his throat as he opened the picture that showed him and the girl on his mind laying naked on a random motel bed, and the following was one other laying on the very same bed, alone.
‘thought I’d bring some memories back, since you’re probably alone and blocked my phone number (not cool, btw) xx’ 
She had him under her spell and he didn’t know if he wanted to be released. 
iii) I know that dress is karma, perfume regret, you got me thinking ‘bout when you were mine, and now i’m all up on ya, what you expect?
Shawn was moving on.
He had decided he wasn’t going to let himself down because of a girl who wasn’t worth his time, so Geoff magically found a girl who was “perfect for him”. She wasn’t his type, at all. This girl seemed to agree with anything he said as she stared at him in adoration, while Shawn was internally rolling his eyes every time she let out a high-pitched giggle.
He had made a reservation for a nice hotel restaurant and booked an hotel room because you never know what can happen. They were reaching the doors of the fancy restaurant when he saw a figure walking right in front of him.
A figure he had tattooed on his mind.
She was wearing his favorite dress. The navy blue dress she knew that drove him crazy. 
She bit her nude colored lips as she brushed her shoulder against his and Shawn had to control his breathing because his nostrils had filled with her distinctive perfume, Acqua di Gioa. He remembered giving it to her after he smelled it for the first time while he was taking off her clothes.
He couldn’t help his eyes who looked for her. He hated himself for the fire that was igniting in his body just at the sight of her, but his mind just wasn’t processing as he apologized to his date for the night who looked like she was about to cry or punch him right on his face. 
(y/n) knew Shawn was walking right behind her, so she didn’t hesitate to reach the door of the hotel room and turn around, waiting for him.
He was fuming with rage; rage with her for being insufferable, and rage with himself, for getting all worked up with just the sight of her and for letting her have control of him with just the scent of her perfume.
“I was wondering how long it was going to take you to ditch your… date? I’m sorry, I don’t know how to call it.” she said ignoring the fact that he was angry.
“How dare you come here, to find me? Fuck, how are you so sure of yourself that you asked for the number of my room?!” Shawn told her, breathing heavily.
“Are you telling me that you didn’t wanna see me?” she asked him, placing her hands on his tense shoulders.
“You have to go away, please.” Shawn begged, closing his eyes at the familiar touch.
“Are you sure you want me to go away?” 
that was all it took for Shawn to lose his mind and crash his lips with hers.
It wasn’t gentle or soft, he was trying to pour every feeling on his mind into that kiss. His hands were wandering every part of her back as his fingers fluttered by the feeling of the fabric of his favorite dress on her.
He threw her body onto the bed and for a moment he wanted to walk away and leave her there, so she could feel for a second what he felt every time, but he couldn’t.
He was intoxicated by her.
iv) baby, now that we’re right here standin’ face to face, you already know that you won.
Shawn was trying to control his breath while she traced patterns on his naked chest.
They were both covered in sweat after coming down from their highs, and the adrenaline he felt had vanished by now.
Shawn sighed before speaking: “Why can’t you just leave me alone?”
“Do you want me to leave you alone?”
“You don’t get to answer me with another question, (y/n). Why can’t you be a decent human being and just leave me alone?” Shawn asked and sounded like he was in pain.
“Why do you keep coming back to me?” 
“Oh God…” Shawn groaned. “This is what I’m talking about, you’re unbearable. You are selfish and you have been playing with me since we met. It took me long enough to realize it but I did, and now that I’m finally moving on you come back here knowing that I’ll follow you because you have some kind of power over me, and it’s killing me,” he let out a frustrated sigh. “I can’t walk away, why can’t you do it? I think I deserve at least that.”
“What if I don’t want to walk away either?” she asked biting her lip.
“You got what you wanted. Magazines asking for interviews, brands wanting you to promote them on Instagram or whatever. You got what you wanted from me, please, walk away.” 
“You know that you’ll come back eventually, right?” she said but Shawn stayed silent, only staring at the ceiling.
She got up of the bed slowly, revealing her naked body. Slowly, she started looking for her underwear and smirked when she saw the navy blue dress laying on the floor. 
She didn’t need to turn back to check if Shawn was staring at her, because she knew that his eyes were fixed on her from the moment he smelled her perfume and saw her put the dress back on until she closed the door, leaving him on the cold hotel room, with more memories flooding his mind.
She had his full attention, even when she wasn’t there.
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