#ixey speaks

[ixeliema]

Going into therapy appointments when you own a cat is having to say "it's not what it looks like" before "hello"

[ixeliema]

y'all, this bitch has been doing calculations to see how much gas it costs to get to my college campus and back home. this dyscalculia, math disability having bitch is trying to do math. for fun. if my math teachers could see me doing this shit purely out of curiosity I think they'd cry?

(If you were wondering (idk why you would be but go off ig) I have a Civic Hybrid with about 35-40 miles per gallon and so far my numbers are telling me that it takes exactly 35 miles for a round trip from my parking spot to my college and back. As someone with financial issues and mental illness I think I may have just found a legit-ish excuse to skip school for a mental health day when I need it, since most of my panic attacks are caused by financial worries.)

So yay? Conflicted.

[ixeliema]

Hey mutuals

Ily

Thanks for putting up with my fandom vomit.

[ixeliema]

The hardest thing about being so deeply into the Pokemon fandom (aside from being accosted by Nat Dexers bc I like SwSh) is feeling starved for new content after a new game bc the older games have so much content (art, fics, hcs, imagines, etc.) that I forget people can't write completed multi-chapter fully developed fics in under two months. As a fellow fic writer I know this. And yet I die when I find the end of the Ao3 list or run out of new art.