#jamie cambell bower

[mikqls0n]

Please|| Jace Herondale x reader

Summary: you’ve been teasing jace all day until he can’t take it anymore

Warnings: smut

“Love, please!” You we’re teasing jace the whole day, starting this morning when you both woke up and gave jace head but then pulled away right when he was about to cum and just continued with the day.

Then at lunch when you ran your hand over jace's visible bulge and pushed your hand into his pants teasing the tip of his cock with your tumb- as you again pulled away when you felt that he was close.

Now, late afternoon jace has been following you through the whole institute, begging for you touch as you would just ignore him and he slowly gave up the hope that he would get to cum today as you just laughed to yourself- knowing the power you had over this desperate man.

———

When jace stopped following you around, you decided to go shower before you went to bed.

You took of your clothes before you stepped into the shower and turned on the water, waiting for it to become warm.

You closed your eyes as you felt the warm water running down your body.

When you were wet enough you turned around to grab the shampoo bottle as you felt a pair of arms wrapping around your waist, pulling your back against a chest.

“Jace…” you tried not to let out a moan as you felt his hard cock pressed against your ass.

“Why are you doing this to me y/n” you turned to face him as you pressed your lips against his and put one hand up to his neck,pulling him closer, as the other one slowly slides down his chest to his hard length, wrapping your hands around it as you slowly pump his cock, as jace moans into the kiss when you felt him thrusting into your hand.

“That’s right, fuck my hand baby. C’mon tell me what you want, you’ll get it”his head felt down onto your shoulder as he uncontrollably moans into your ear- struggling to speak.

“I wanna feel you… please..” he whispers as the pleasure became a little too much when he felt your tumb on the tip- just like you did at lunch

“You are feeling me”you said as your pace quickens and you felt him getting closer again.

“Wann-wanna feel your mouth around me, please angel…”you heard him whine as he bucks his hips into your hand again when he felt you pulling away from him as he signed before his head was thrown back.

It wasn’t long until you pushed jace on the wall, bringing his attention back to you as you dropped on your knees, becoming on eye level with his cock as your hands wrapped around him again when you took the tip into your mouth, running your tongue over it as jace’s head was thrown back and he had a strong grip on your hair.

You slowly took all of him into your mouth- licking up his length,until you felt him on the back of your throat.

“Fuck, just like that..” you began to suck on his cock as you thrust him in and out of your throat-pumping the rest that didn’t fit in your mouth with your hand.

You hear jace letting out moans which are followed with your name- telling you how good you’re taking him.

“Don’t stop angel, please”you feel him twitch inside you as you feel his cum spilling out of him, down your throat as you swallowed it all.

After jace stopped filling your mouth you get up on your feet as you pulled him into a kiss- giving him a taste of himself.

“Thank you”he mumbled against your lips.

“We should get out of the shower” you said as jace grabbed towels for you both before walking back to you room.

[usersirius]

Grace Van Dien | My experience on Stranger Things - 1/2 [x]

[pedgito]

joe whispering something to jamie and him reacting like this?? i need the panel uploaded immediately

[angelst4re]

the idea for this fic came from the lovely @mikqls0n!! i'm sorry it took so long to write but i hope you like it <33

Happy Birthday- Jamie Campbell Bower x Reader

summary: basically just birthday sex with some plot :) (and the best friend's brother trope...) (and i unintentionally wrote for counterfeit!jamie!)

warnings: NSFW!! contains smut!! don't read if this makes you uncomfortable my loves <3

notes: look who's back... again!! i really need to make a posting schedule or something... but that's not the point because the other day i hit 800 followers?!?!?!?!!! that's crazy i can't believe it!! i love you all so much!!! <33

You had been spending the week with some of your friends for Jamie’s birthday. Sam had decided to surprise him with a trip to one of his favourite places for his birthday, and as you and Sam had been best friends for years, he let you get involved with the planning too. Tristan, Jimmy and Roland were coming along too, two of them bringing their girlfriends as well. You were very happy about the whole situation, especially as you were in control of booking hotel rooms. 

“So there’s going to be 8 of us and I can only get five rooms?” You frown, spinning your laptop so that Sam could see. “Should I look for another place, or-”

“No, the five rooms should be okay!” Sam explained, “Jamie, you and I can have our own rooms, then Tristan and Jimmy can share with their girlfriends- fuck then what about Roland?”

“It’s okay, I’ll look for another hotel. I’m sure they’ll be one.” You chuckle, searching on google for more hotels in that area. 

“But this is the one we’ve always stayed at, I’m sure we’ll work something out. What are the beds like?”

“They’re all double beds. And I can’t imagine you and Roland sharing a bed!” You laugh, leaving Sam shaking his head beside you. 

“You’d be surprised, y’know. What happens on tour stays on tour.” 

“So should I book the five rooms?” You ask, desperately trying to get the image of whatever Sam was referring to out of your head. 

“Yeah, go ahead. I’ll give you my card to pay-”

“No, it’s okay, I’ve got it. I haven’t managed to get Jamie a birthday present yet so he can think of this as my gift.” You smirk, thinking about what you’re actually giving him for his birthday. 

You have known Sam and Jamie for around 6 years now, and in that time you had witnessed Jamie go in and out of different relationships, he barely ever stayed single for long (but no man who looks that good would, right?). You’ve tried and tried to repress your feelings for him over the years, but what was once a small crush on your best friend’s brother had led to a 6 year long friendzone. 

However, in the last few months you have realised Jamie had been acting a little different around you. He had broken up with his ex last year, and has remained single ever since. Yet he would give you mixed signals, or so you thought. He had begun teasing you a lot more, you would catch him looking at you from across the room, and you were pretty certain he had flirted with you a few times this week. 

Naturally, you decided to go with what your heart was telling you, that he liked you too. Even just a little, and so you had planned out his birthday present weeks ahead of the 22nd of November. You visited various lingerie stores, both online and in store, you had also picked up various supplies from a few sex toy stores, wanting to give this man the best birthday present he could ever think of. 

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It was the final night of the trip, which also happened to be Jamie’s birthday, and you were out at a restaurant for dinner. Everyone was finishing their drinks, and the bill had just been handed to Jimmy who had offered to pay for the night’s meal. You were glad to have sat next to Sam at the table, opposite Jamie, as you moved your foot slightly, meeting Jamie’s as the others were having a conversation about something that wasn’t of interest to the two of you. 

“I haven’t forgotten about your birthday gift, just so you.” You say, quietly enough so the others wouldn’t divert their attention to you. 

“I didn’t think you would.” Jamie smiled, a smug look on his face as his eyes met yours. 

Before you could say anymore, Tristan yawned, announcing that he would be heading back to the hotel soon as it was already quite late, and everyone else agreed. 

You all went back to your rooms, Jimmy and his girlfriend, Tristan and his girlfriend, Sam and Roland all shared rooms with each other, leaving you and Jamie to have your own rooms, which you were so grateful for, otherwise tonight's plans would’ve been almost impossible. 

As soon as you got back to your room, you had a shower, changed into the lingerie set you had chosen specifically for tonight (mostly consisting of black lace), and covered it up with the matching black silk robe, topping it all off with your favourite perfume. 

When you were ready, you picked up your phone, feeling your heart pounding in your chest as you were filled with a sudden anxiety. What if he doesn't like you the way you like him? What if he’s already met someone else? What if-

All your doubts washed away as your phone lit up with a notification from him. 

Still waiting on that birthday gift, sweetheart x

Suddenly, instead of fear, you felt excitement flowing through your veins. You were truly going to find out the truth tonight, about the way he felt and how he thought of you. 

You quickly typed out your reply, which read:

I’ll be there in a minute x

And with that, you left your room, and made your way to his. 

*knock, knock, knock*

You patiently waited for Jamie to open the door, and when he did you were overcome with a sudden confidence. 

“Happy birthday, love.” You smiled, looking up at him through your lashes, “can I come in?”

Jamie stepped to the side to let you in. He was wearing nothing but a pair of black joggers, revealing his bare chest, decorated with various tattoos, which made your tummy flood with butterflies. God, you had never felt so turned on. 

“Do I get to open my gift?” He asked, sitting on the edge of his bed, his arms placed behind him for support, which only made his muscles more prominent. 

“If you would like to…” You teased, stepping closer to him. 

He leaned forwards, pulling at the tie of your robe before you shrugged it off your body. 

You wasted no time, straddling him so your knees were either side of his hips. You leaned down and he caught your lips with his, in a gentle yet needy kiss. You adjusted yourself on his lap, grinding your core down against his growing bulge, you could immediately tell he wasn’t wearing any boxers beneath his joggers. 

“You filthy little thing,” he whispered against your lips as you pulled back for air, his hand on your waist moved closer and closer to your clothed cunt, “all I’ve done is kiss you and you’re already so wet.” 

“Jamie…” 

“Shh, I know.” His hands were placed back on your hips as he helped you up, “show me, sweetheart. Show me what that pretty mouth can do.” 

You pretty much fell to your knees as he stood up, allowing you to slide what was left of his clothes down his body, revealing the v-line you had drooled over for years. Finally, you were doing what you should have done years ago. 

His cock was much bigger than anything you had taken before, your mouth was almost watering at the size as you wrapped your hand around him, smearing the bead of precum across his tip before you began pumping the length of his cock. 

“Mmm, that’s it, good girl.” His voice dropped several octaves due to the lust that had taken over his body. His hand stroked through your hair, praising you as you placed gentle kisses on the tip of his dick, causing him to let out a groan and throw his head back. 

Happy with his reaction, you wanted to give him more, you wanted him to feel better than ever before. You began with just taking the tip into your mouth, swirling your tongue around it as you made eye contact with him. You then tried taking more of him, however you found this quite difficult and your jaw began to ache. But he stroked your cheek, telling you how well you were doing, how pretty you look with his cock in his mouth, and you decided to try again. You managed to take more and more of him down your throat with each attempt, and his hand, now tangled in your hair, held your face in place as he gently moved his hips in time with the bobbing of your head. 

“Darling,” Jamie gasped, breathless as his mind was clouded by the pleasure, “touch yourself… between your thighs, I want you to feel good too.” He ordered, and you obeyed, one hand coming down to give your aching cunt the attention it was begging for, whilst the other remained on Jamie’s thigh. 

You traced your fingers over your clit as your mouth continued to take Jamie’s cock. Your eyes flickered up to look at him and the sight alone could’ve made you cum. His eyes were shut, his head thrown back, his hand running through his hair. 

“Sweetheart, I don’t want to… finish too quickly…” He said, “get on the bed.” 

You push yourself away, his cock slipping from your mouth with a ‘pop’, the corners of your mouth covered in your own drool. You quickly wiped your mouth as you stood up, and he took you by the waist, his lips crashing into yours as he spun you around, pushing you down onto the bed. 

‘Shit’, you thought, you’d forgotten to bring the bag of toys you had bought for this moment.

However, as Jamie takes your wrists and pins them above your head, you realise there was really no need for the handcuffs you bought. 

“Keep them there for me, sweetheart. Can you do that?” He asks as he removes his hand, and they begin to roam your body. “I asked you a question, love.” 

“Yes…” You gasped, his fingers teasing your nipples through the lace bra you wore. 

Jamie smiled, his lips coming back to yours, wanting to feel as close to you as possible and his hands moved once more, this time they had gone lower… and lower… until he had taken off your panties, throwing them to the side before his fingers grazed your clit. 

“You’ve always been so needy for me, haven’t you, love?” He broke the kiss to whisper as his finger pressed into you, and your breathing became a lot heavier, “I’ve watched you try to hide it over the years, it was quite cute that you thought I wouldn’t have noticed.” 

You tried to focus on his words, but they were only adding to the pleasure he gave you from his fingers as a second joined the first. You quickly moved your left arm, your hand grasping on to his shoulder, needing to ground yourself. 

“Didn’t I tell you to keep your arms there, darling?” He questioned, stopping his movements, his fingers drilled inside you. “I would punish you for that, but we don’t have all night, sweetheart.” 

He moved, readjusting his position above you so he was kneeling between your thighs. He took you by your hips, lifting your lower body up so your cunt was at the same level as his cock. 

You couldn’t help but let out a moan as you felt his cock rub against your folds, you tried to move your hips in hopes that he’d slip inside, but he held you in place once more. 

“Oh, sweetheart…” he cooed, “be patient, I know your needy cunt is aching for me, but you’ll have to wait, darling.” 

Your eyes fell shut as you nodded your head, your hands still above your head as his hands had a hold of your hips. 

When his cock finally split you apart, burying deep inside of you, a loud, pornographic moan slipped from your lips, as your walls tightened around him. 

As he began to fuck you, his hips moving at a pace that made your head begin to spin, your mind clouded with pleasure as his fingers found your clit, playing lazily with the sensitive nub, there was a knock at his door. 

You panicked, your eyes shooting open and looking at Jamie with an expression that read ‘what do we do?!’ However, Jamie seemed to have an idea. He gave you a teasing look before placing a finger over his lips, motioning for you to be quiet, all whilst he kept the same pace of his thrusts. 

“Jamie? Are you still awake?” It was Roland? 

“Yeah,” Jamie answered, continuing to pound into you, his fingers still on your clit, “what’s up?” 

You screwed your eyes shut once again, you felt the pleasure begin to build up as a knot formed in your belly. You were getting close, so so close. Jamie seemed to notice this as he pressed his big hand over your mouth, he looked down at you and whispered ‘don’t. make. a. sound.’ 

You nodded your head, tears beginning to form in your eyes from all the pleasure. It was almost too much. 

“My chargers broke, I went to ask y/n if I could borrow one but I didn't get an answer. And I think everyone else is asleep.”

“Ah, sorry mate, I'm using mine at the moment.” He said, as if this situation was the most normal thing in the world.

Your cunt began to pulse as you were getting closer to edge, ready to let go at any moment, but Jamie whispered once more, ‘hold it.’

“Shit, okay.” Roland replied, “I guess I’ll have to go out and buy a new one… do you need anything from the shop?” 

“Maybe some cigarettes, if they have them…” Jamie's pace began to slow down, he was clearly getting close too. 

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The next morning…

Everyone was already having breakfast when you and Jamie finally woke up. You had fallen asleep in his room after another two rounds, the second was interrupted by Roland again, bringing Jamie the cigarettes he had requested. 

You left the room first, not wanting it to seem like you had both spent the night together, but it was obvious enough, as Jimmy’s girlfriend giggled, asking you why you were wearing Jamie’s t-shirt. 

“There he is!” Sam exclaimed when Jamie finally arrived, “how does it feel to be another year older?”

“Feels great,” Jamie smiled, sitting down opposite you again, “definitely a birthday to remember.”

“Oh it sounded like it,” Jimmy chuckled, “we all heard you, mate… who was the lucky girl?”

You suddenly froze, feeling your heart almost stop as your cheeks reddened. 

“What?” Jamie scoffed, trying to play it off. 

“Come on, man, we all heard it. ‘Oh, Jamie! Don’t stop! I love your cock!’” 

Jamie didn’t know what to say, he just laughed it off, telling them how he had met someone when he went out for a smoke, but his friends all knew that was a lie. They knew exactly who was in his room last night.

[team--edward]

It’s been a good weekend, thank you @quirly

[thisisnotawendys]

Jamie Campbell Bower as Vegeta. If it's wrong, I don't want to be right.

[pend4ri]

that friendship is free therapy

[sweet-villain]

Screaming

[jaimejamieb]

umm guys??

I think Jamie cut his hair

[mikqls0n]

He’s mine||jace wayland x fem!reader

Masterlist

Warnings: jace being the perfect boyfriend, swearing, jealousy, use of y/n, slight smut

Summary: you and jace are inseparable but now clary comes to the institute and gets interests in jace

Extra: this is placed in 2009 instead of 2007 so jace’s 18 and reader too

“It’s a demon bite!”

After jace had brought this girl into the institute cause he thinks she isn’t a mundane because she saw him killing a demon with Alec and Isabelle made you quit angry.

If you could you would just throw her out of the institute, by just the way she looks at jace. Your boyfriend.

“Look she’s awake” the glass boy said while this girl slowly wakes up.

Jace arms was wrapped around your waist from behind and his chin resting on your head.

“Ah, shit what is that?” Red-head said as she touched the protection rune which cause her pain.

Jace wanted to say something as he got interrupted by glass-boy.

“That’s a rune, you can use them for anything, healing, protection, can yourself visible and invisible which Is so cool! And when you’re hung-“who was not getting cut off by jace.

“No! We weren’t sure but when I draw the rune on you and you didn’t die, we definitely knew you had shadowhunter blood in you” jace explained.

“Ok so here are clothes you Could wear. It’s not everyday we get girls here” Isabelle came in and put the clothes on the table next to red-head.

Jace knew you didn’t liked when other girls would come here so he said.“Alec, could you take clary to hodge? Me and y/n are going to our room”

“Yeah I guess”

———

“You don’t have to be jealous of here love,you know I love you” jace said as he could literally feel your death stares towards clary.

“I’m not, jealous” you tried to hide the fact that, if looks could kill clary would be dead the second you saw her with jace.

“Hmm, my love’s jealous over some girl I don’t know” he teased you with a smirked you absolutely adored.

“Fine. I was. So what I’m not the one giving you the look as she wants to marry you right now”

“But you do”he whispered in you ear.

“Some day”you closed the space between you, as you lips met where he immediately kissed you back.

His hands found you waist as he pushed you against the wall as you make out.

———

“So, this y/n and jace. They seem close” clary said as hodge told her about her mother being in the clave.

“Y/n and jace? Yeah, couple of 6 years, never thought they would truly love each other” clary’s body was filled with jealousy as she listen to hodge.

“And do they fight often?”

“No, at least I never knew or saw a fight between them, they’re always together. Inseparable”

“Hmm, okay..”

———

“Did you lock the door?” You moaned between the sentence as jace’s hands went to unbuckle your belt.

“No, but who cares?”His lips on your neck again, and as Jace was about to pull your pants down you hear a knock from your door.

“NOT NOW” jace yelled as the door opened anyway which revealed clary.

You rolled your eyes as you pulled up your pants.” Hodge said that these silent brothers are ready”

“Yeah uhm, wait downstairs ok?” Jace said as he put on his shirt again.

Clary whispered a “ok” as she closed the door.

“One person gets here and now we don’t even have privacy anymore?”

“I know love but I’ll be back as soon as I am ok? I love you” he quickly kissed you ok the lips before going downstairs.

———

“I can’t believe we’re going to Magnus just because of that stupid girl” You said annoyed as Isabelle did your hair.

“What did we say about being nicer to people?”you rolled your eyes as you and Isabelle went out the door downstairs to the Main door where alec, jace and clary were already standing.

“You look beautiful as always” jace said as kissed you head.

“Thank You” You smiled even wider when you could see clary staring at you two, eyes filled with jealousy.

———

“Well. I haven’t seen you in years shadowhunters” mag is appeared from behind.

“Though,I do kinda need to talk with clary”

“Wait how do you know her?-“simon- the glass boy was cut off by Magnus.

“Come with me”

“I still don’t get why we’re here”You mumbled.

———

You were even more pissed when Simon was kidnapped and you had to safe him because of clary.

That’s why You’re always told “don’t do anything with mundanes” .

But now you’re back and You’re in the library since jace is in the shower anyway.

“What is your problem with me?” You heard a voice behind you.

You turned around and saw clary.

“What do you mean?”You said innocently.

“You always give me these looks”

“Well, then stop staring at my boyfriend”now clary’s face got darker as she stepped infront of you.

“We both know this relationship won’t last forever. People come and go you know tha-“ you cut off clary by pushing her against the wall coming closer to her face.

“If you, ever say that again I will kill you clary fray. And you know why? Because he’s mine” you whispered the last sentence.

@angelst4re @acecampbellbower

[jcbbby]

just posting this on it's own. a short drabble about Jamie being ready to knock a guy on his ass for harassing you. (lol I actually hate how this came out but idk I have no inspiration today, my uterus is leeching my entire brain activity today.)

Warnings: Just a lot of swears and violence suggested.

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Counterfeit had just finished their last show of the tour, and the band decided to go out to celebrate. You had been with them throughout the tour, watching Jamie be a rock star from the side of the stage every night. The guys had heard of a cool bar downtown from some of the locals, so you all piled into the van and headed to the bustling city center.

“You guys can go on, I’m just going to have a smoke out here first.” Jamie nodded to the band as he leaned against the wall outside, reaching into his pocket for his pack of cigarettes.

The guys went on in, while you stood next to Jamie. “I’ll wait out here with you.” You smiled, as you nuzzled up to him.

The sidewalk was scattered with a few other people smoking or on phone calls. The streets were busy, being a Saturday night. A rowdy group of young men were stumbling up down the sidewalk toward you, seeming to be deep into their night already. As they clamored past you, one of the men looked you up and down with a devilish smirk.

“Oooh, look at those legs! Hey, baby.” He winked as his friends pulled him along inside the door.

Rolling your eyes, you let a little snort of air through your nose. Turning to Jamie, you both chuckle to yourselves as he takes a drag from his cigarette.

“Seems like they’re having a good night.” He raised his eyebrows and scoffed.

“Lads lads lads lads.” You chant.

With a slight breeze through the nighttime air, you feel yourself shiver slightly. You were wearing a dark green minidress, fitted tightly to your frame, with a cropped leather jacket. Not really enough for the early autumn night, but sometimes you have to sacrifice comfort for the sake of the outfit.

“Ooh, it’s kind of chilly.” You shivered, turning to Jamie. “I’m gonna head inside and get a drink. Meet you at the bar?”

“Of course, darling, I’ll be along in a sec.” He smiled.

You nodded and turned to enter the building. Weaving through people as you make your way to the bar, you catch a glimpse of Tristan and Sam at a table against the wall. You leaned against the bar top as you reach it, and order yourself a cocktail and a non-alcoholic beer for Jamie. Sipping your drink, sort of spacing out as you waited for Jamie to join you, you were suddenly shocked to consciousness by a hand placing a firm grip on to your ass. Whipping around, half expecting to see Jamie smirking, instead you were met with the same drunken man who had catcalled you outside. Without a second thought, you quickly shove him backward.\

“Who the fuck do you think you are?!” You yell.

He chuckled. “Oh come on, baby, let me get you a drink.”

“Go fuck yourself.” You turned yourself back to the bar, rolling your eyes.

“I was hoping you’d do the honors.” He slinked his arm around your waist, pulling you into him.

“Get off of me!” You squirm, trying to push him away.

“Hey, asshole! The fuck do you think you’re doing?!” You heard Jamie’s voice boom behind you.

He quickly through his hands down on the guy’s shoulders, ripping him away from you, and putting himself between you and the drunken man.

The man held his hand up. “Hey buddy, we were just talking.”

“Yeah, I don’t think so. Why don’t you get lost, buddy.” Jamie glared, turning his back to the man. You could see the anger tensing the muscles in his face.

“Pfft, whatever man. You know what, fuck you and your cunt girlfriend. Dressed like a whore, I bet she’s been passed around town. You enjoy that.” He looked at you as he spoke.

Jamie whipped around, slamming his hand on the bar top, the veins in his arm bulging. “What the fuck did you just say about her?” He stepped up to the man and delivered a short but firm shove to his chest.

“Jamie…” You cautioned, reaching out your arm to grab the sleeve of his jacket.

“Yeah, listen to your whore, Jamie.” The man smirked.

You shot daggers at the man. In a swift move, Jamie gripped your drink in his hand, chucking plastic cup full of liquid and ice at the man. Ice cubes ricocheted off his face, before he reached up to wipe the beverage from his eyes. You stood behind Jamie still, not knowing what to do.

“You better walk the fuck away right now.” Jamie spat.

“Hey man, what the fuck?” The man yelled and shoved Jamie forcefully.

Jamie shoved him back. “Come on, you wanna hit me? You really wanna do this here?” He held him by the shirt collar, threatening a fist.

The guy looked at his clenched fist, hesitating to respond. He pried Jamie’s hand off his collar, stumbling backward with another shove as he distanced himself.

“Man, she isn’t even worth it, fuck you both.” He knocked over the bottle of Jamie’s non-alcoholic beer on to the floor, flipping his middle finger as he walked away shaking of your drink from his arms.

“Fucking dick…” Jamie seethed as he turned back to you, running a hand through his hair. “You okay, love?” He asked.

You nodded. “Yeah, I’m good…I can’t believe you were about to fight a guy for me.” You giggled.

He chuckled and leaned against the bar. “I guess I just can’t handle the sight of another guy with his hands on my girl.” He pulled you in closer to him, meeting you at your lips.

“Your hands are the only ones I want on me.” You smirked, leaning up to his ear. “And you can put your hands anywhere you want to tonight.” You kissed his neck before pulling back.

"Oh, I will baby. I will." He grinned, looking at you with desire.

[pedgito]

@carabuono: Hawkins in Paris!

[juliettesgotagun]

[babybluebex]

ok so. the taylor costume is. Not Working. so i decided to do a 001/henry costume bc i had the pieces i needed. so yeah. <3 deep in my jamie feels rn

[ala2ilas-s]

Jamie Campbell bower

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TW-migraines, throwing up

I pressed play, settling on the coach and bringing my knees to my chest. The movie started playing but I couldn’t focus on it. My mind wondering back to last night, desperately trying to figure out what went wrong and started the fight and how it escalated so quick.

The all too familiar bullet like pain in my head caused me to hiss and snapped back to reality. I dropped my legs down, groaning as I leaned my head back against the couch, messaging my temples trying to sooth the pain.

The light were making my upcoming headache worse so I got up to turn them off, jogging back to the coach where I left the remote to turn off the forgotten movie I’d put on.

Just when I was about to walk up the stairs to get some medicine for my headache, I saw Jamie on top of the stairs looking like he was just about to come down but stopped once he saw me.

I was confused for a second when I saw him looking at me concerned, scanning my body like he was looking for an injury then I remembered thatI was probably looking as pale and my eyes were red not to mention my hands were shaking now and he could very much see them as I was trying to block out the little light I’d left on with my hand.

The moment he opened his mouth I felt a wave of nausea, my eyes widening as I turned on my heels trying to act like I’m not about to empty my stomach and walked to the bathroom, quickly shutting the door behind me.

My breathing was uneven and the bright white light of the bathroom wasn’t helping. My head kept spinning causing me to shut my eyes while I blindly held my arms open and when I felt the toilet, I dropped to the floor.

My nose burned as I could feel the hot tears running down my cheeks. This was the first attack I’ve ever experienced in a long time and it wasn’t an light one.

I acted quick as my bottom half churned, leaning over the toilet and emptying my stomach.

My prays for Jamie not hearing me was cut short when I heard a knocked on the door followed by him calling out my name causing me to look up at the door automatically which was a bad idea because the white bright light made my head spin so bad that I felt like I’m falling even though I was already seating down. Another wave of nausea washed over me, my chest tightened as I was forced to empty every last bit inside of me.

“I’m coming in y/n” I heard Jamie’s voice and I was kind of relieved. I whimpered his name, gathering my last bit of energy to turn my head to the side. My head leaned on my arm which was supporting me against the toilet seat.

He froze up for a second when he first saw me before quickly sliding down next to me holding my checks between his hands “what’s happening baby?” he asked pushing my hair out of my face, making a pony tail using my tie that was always around his wrist.

I opened my mouth to answer him but couldn’t quite get the words out and he shushed me. One hand running up and down my arm and the other holding my head “it’s okay. breath with me love” he said softly.

After a few minutes, I was back to breathing normally and rested my eyes for a second before they were snapped open as I felt him moving away.

I was probably looking more scared than I wanted to because he quickly crouched back down next to me talking in the softest tune “I’m just getting you a glass of water”

I shook my head clutching on his biceps as I felt like if I let go I’ll slip again. My breathing started to speed up again.

“Don’t leave” I choked out, looking up at him with glossy eyes and his eyes softened even more.

“Do you think you’re gonna feel sick again love?” He asked wiping the tear that had escaped my eye and I shook my head.

He nodded his head “can I carry you to the bedroom then? The floor’s cold and you’re shaking. We’ll get you some water on our way sweetheart” I nodded “lights” I mumbled pushing my head in his chest in order to escape the harsh lighting.

“Okay baby. No lights and I’ll get you your pills too” he said, scooping me up in his arms as I kept my head buried in his neck.

I was feeling too sensitive and cried out when I felt like my brain was loosely moving around in my skull with each step that he took, even though I could tell that he tried to move very slowIy.

“I’ve got you baby I’ve got you” he said leaning his head on mine stopping for a minute, seeming to realise that I needed a break “I’m sorry love I’m so sorry” he slowly kissed my head “it’s okay I’ve got you y/n” his hold on me tightened and I nodded my head to signal him that it was okay to start moving again.

We moved up to the bedroom in a much slower pace and he slowly lowered me on the bed, keeping one hand at the back of my head then lowering it on the pillow as well. His fingers messaging my temple.

I opened my eyes again when I felt the pain dying down a bit and looked over at him. His eyes were filled with worry, looking scared and I could tell he was trying his best to stop them from glossing over “I’m okay” I said while I tried to give him my most convincing smile.

A beautiful smile broke on his face and he shook his head “you will be and I’ll be right here. I’m gonna get you pills and water okay love?” He stroked my hair gently and I mumbled an okay. Not even a minute later, he was back with a glass of water and two pills in his palms.

“Thanks” I said as I took the pills chucked down half of the glass.

“I’m sorry” he blurted out and I furrowed looking at him. A single tear rolled down his cheek “wha—why?” I questioned. Genuinely confused as what he’s sorry for.

He inhaled sharply before replying “I— you were doing so good you didn’t have any headaches in a long time and— and because of the stupid—- because of last night…” he sniffled pinching his nose, frustrated “you have migraine now… fuck—- I’m so sorry love I— I don’t even kno—— nothing and I mean it nothing in this damn world should be able to make you feel like this” he was full on crying by the time he finished and I felt my throat closing up seeing him like this.

“It’s not just the fight Jamie… many thing can trigger it love— it’s not your fault” I said wiping his tears and stroking his cheek but he shook his head “but I was a part of why it happened and I can’t forgive mysel— shit even now I’m only making you feel worse I’m sorry” he sighed looking down.

“Hey…” I said, putting a finger under his chin to make him look up at me again.

“You helped me J” I smiled softly “I’ve had migraines for long before you came into my life and before you they were longer and much, much more painful. Look I’m already feeling better.. if you weren’t here I’d still be on the toilet, probably passed out by now” he closed his eyes like it physically pained him to hear that. He leaned into my hand, bringing my palm to his lips to press a kiss before looking at my lips, silently asking for permission.

The moment his lips touched mine, my whole body relaxed and my hand slipped through his hair scratching his scalps helping him lose some tension as well.

“Hold me?” I asked, lips still brushing against each other and he nodded, moving to lie down next to me.

“I’m here love” he said in my hair, one arm slipping under my neck while the other rubbed my stomach softly and I fell sleep to the feeling of small pecks to my temple knowing when I wake up the headache will be long gone and we’ll be okay.

[sweet-villain]

I found this on Twitter and I love everything about this.

Credit to @lovemileytender on Twitter