#jasondreams

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I dreamed of my own version of Life is Strange. It was the gold rush of 1849 and my color was limited to sepia. In the first loop, I waited until Stalin caught up with my family who told us only I could have a ticket to catch a boat to America. So I took it, went on but I accidentally rewound time since I found it unfair and didn't want to alter my future-me in to anyone different. This time, with Stalin's ticket in hand, I told my family to run for the boats. This time I didn't have enough tickets so I restarted ___ number of times then my extended family pops up and I have to do it all over againnnnn. By this time, I threw a baby in the water out of frustration before rewinding. Anyway, it's all settled now, we have all the stupid tickets, and we're waiting in line.

As we get closer, there was this guard-dog bear-shark animal sniffing at me. An adult sized bear with dog legs, fuzzy shark fins and dorsal fin. Oh god does it know I can rewind time? Animals can sense the super natural and a bear-shark has more senses than a bear or a shark. Is it going to jump me? Is it going to maul my family after it kills me?

Luckily, he didn't attack and we got away from that thing scott-free and the future me hasn't changed

[imlosing]

tl;dr Dream

tl;dr dream

I was playing hide-and-seek with my coworkers found a decent spot to hide under fell asleep at that time. Yes in my dream, I sleep in my dream's dream, something about metal disks in my spine and two people climbing up a well wake up from said dream to find they've found me though I was not the last to be found. Dang. something about an office party Cake.

The end.

[imlosing]

My dreams are getting more and more complex, strange, and overall difficult to explain. wtf

[imlosing]

Dream July 25

I'm riding my raggity bike down an alley way. The smell of garbage stings my nostrils and I wonder to why in the world I have garbage in the front bin of my bike. I approach the main street and stop at an intersection. The  silhouette of a tall slender man catches my eye. It's the middle of the summer so why is he in a heavy black trench-coat? To my surprise he was formerly my closest friend. We were never really that close but being young, that was all I had. I guess the lack of communication was what ultimately drove us apart.

Greeting the man with a surprised hello, he turns around, his face paler than ever and his eyes concealed by dark glasses. If you didn't know him you would have thought it was a sheet of paper with MIB shades. Anyway, his face filled with shock as he greeted me with a dog leash in hand. Attached to that leash is a two-headed dog because two-headed dogs are cool and totally common.

Something felt off though. His foot would tap whenever he was bored or in a hurry so it wasn't that. Wait. The glasses, the inability to face me during the conversation, the dog...

I ask him why won't he face me during our conversation and he simply replied with "Oh sorry, I'm blind." I already knew the answer but to hear him say it really hit me. Blind, huh? Oh how much can change in a few years.

So we catch up on each others lives and turns out, he's also a really good League player despite his handicap. Ironically, he DOESN'T MAIN LEE SIN. He mains Quinn. Whom blinds others. Hah...

[imlosing]

It begins

I recently got in to a VN called Grisiaia whatdewat and from that I began reading out narratives and voice acting it out because that's what you're supposed to do, right? Right?Now because of all this exercising of my voice, I get extremely tired so now I actually go to bed at a normal time. Imagine that!

The ultimate point to this is that I've started remembering my dreams again and may or may not disclose what those dreams are about later.