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softavasilva · 2 years

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your tags on that fatin confession post where shelby & fatin are the internalized homophobia duo are so right bestie like especially when her parents threatened to send her to a traditional & strict muslim boarding school

babes the internalized homophobia is so there and they tried so hard to bury it but the island and toni/leah respectively made it rise jjkfkf. i need them to have a scene where they talk about it bc the parallels of having strict conservative parents is a connection that can run so deep and i just know theyre gonna understand each other so well. and the fact that shelby was super religious while fatin not so much is a contrast between how homophobia so close around you can make you either fully immerse and involved yourself into that toxic state of mind where it become totally normal or get away from it as far as possible where you dont even know what the rooted beliefs are. those two bring out so much trauma within each other and they dont even know it!!!

#shelby getting involved in the church more and putting that homophobic mindset to becca #even though she knows deep down it was wrong of her to manipulate her best friend like that but #shes just so lost in it and her support system just keeps burring her deeper into that hole where she cant climb out of #and when fatin she said she only knew the one prayer in arabic and she started reciting it #like she easily recited it but we know she doesnt normally do that and it was the-#first in the island we see her even praying or thinking of a higher god #and just the way it was betweeen these twoo!!!#jfjrjjrjr sorry for the essay #also this is kind of my personal take to it and the religion vs homophobia i take w me blah blah blah so i ranted #ask

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