#johnny suh x ftm reader

[gaystayzennie]

NSFW Johnny A-Z

(gender neutral reader) Remember that this is purely fictional, and not necessarily an accurate description of the members

Aftercare (How/ How much)

Johnny would absolutely worship you. God tier after care from this man for sure. Cleans you up with the softest touch, and speaks softly to you the whole time. Complimenting you and making sure he soothes you if you’re extra worked up after. Offers to run you a bath and do all the work for you if you need it. Will cuddle you to sleep and place soft kisses all over your face while you fall asleep in his arms.

Body parts (fav on self and partner)

Let’s face it you’re probably shorter than him because he’s just so tall. Since you’re so tiny your head is the easiest for him to reach and he loves placing kisses on the top of your head, playing with your hair, cupping your face in his hands, etc.

He also definitely likes smacking your ass every chance he gets. Even in public, if no one is looking, you better believe he’s gonna quickly smack it. He just can’t resist it.

On himself, he’s proud of his whole physique honestly because we all know that Johnny works out a lot. He’s toned af and he knows it only makes him even hotter.

Cum (where/how etc)

He seems like the type to want to come inside you. Whether that be down there or in you mouth, he loves the feeling of filling you up and sharing the intimate/lewd moment.

Dirty Secret (wants to try, or embarrassing incident)

Wants to try cockwarming but won’t ask you about it because he knows you love his usual aftercare. Doesn’t wanna take that away from you by staying inside of you instead of cleaning you up after.

Experience 

You canNOT convince me this guy hasn’t had sex. No way on planet earth Johnathon hasn’t slept with at LEAST one person. I wouldn’t be surprised if he lost his virginity in high school. Sorry not sorry 🙄✋

He definitely knows his way around. Could def eat someone out with ease because he’s totally done it before.

Favorite Position

Y/N while watching a game on tv with Johnny: Babe what’s your favorite position? J: Any position where I can see you squirming under me

y/n smacking his chest: shut up Johnny! I was asking about soccer you whore. 🙄

fr though I can definitely see this man choking you and just generally liking any position where you look particularly submissive. LOVES when you ride him too though.

Goofy (how serious/goofy during sex)

Not afraid to make fun of you a little during sex, but he takes things pretty seriously for the most part. Might laugh or smirk at you if you’re acting super needy for him. But he means business when he’s fucking you.

Hair (how groomed + preferences)

Might shave on occasion if he feels like it, but usually can’t be bothered. Couldn’t care less whether you’re shaved. Will absolutely go down on you either way.

Intimacy (romantic/rough etc.)

Ugh sex with Johnny would just be so freaking good 😩😩

You will be on your knees for this man. He has such a way with words and has your ears turning red instantly once he starts sweet talking you. Flirts with you and teases you constantly throughout out the night until your begging. Fucks you good and hard once you’re both too horny to hold back. So good to you and makes things amazing and exciting for you both every single time.

Jack off (how often)

Doesn’t really need to Jack off anymore once you guys start dating because he can just ask you for sex whenever he needs it. Will 100% invite you to watch him though if he ever does feel the urge to jerk off.

You once asked him for phone sex which made him laugh at you. He made fun of you until he realized you were being serious. He immediately obliged once he figured out you weren’t joking at all. Enjoyed it even more than you.

Kinks 

Nothing too wild. He loves to dominate you in any way you ask him to though. Whether it be choking, bondage, or orgasm control, he loves to make you squirm under his control. You guys have a safe word though because he wants to be absolutely sure that it’s never too much for you even if you’re the one who usually requests things.

Location (fav place)

Anywhere that will let you both be loud. He makes a lot of noise, and more importantly makes you make a lot of noise.

Usually takes you to his room when the other members are all gone or at least far enough away they won’t hear anything. Sometimes leads you to the shower for a little extra noise to cover up your moans.

Motivation (turn ons)

Absolutely melts when you initiate things. If you start kissing his neck he will scoop you up and carry you off to the bedroom so fast.

If you’re a little too bold though he’ll tease you and put you in your place. He secretly likes seeing you try to flirt with him though and thinks it’s hot how horny you are for him.

No (turn-offs or wouldn’t be into)

Like I said, he’s a true dom. He definitely prefers to be the one in control and wouldn’t be a fan of you trying to take the lead. He might let you try for a second, but very quickly puts you back in your place.

Oral (preferences)

Taught you everything you know about sucking dick. He knows what he likes and being sucked off is definitely something he likes. So he makes sure you know how to do it properly. Giving him a bj is often the beginning of a long night for the two of you.

Call him the pussy/dick king cuz he knows what he’s doing. Tongue game is so strong. He will have you cumming in seconds.

Pace (how fast/rough)

Knows how to take his time fore sure. Good luck lasting the whole night cuz he’s gonna fuck you good and slow all night long.

Quickie (thoughts on quickies)

He would 100% be down for a quicky. He’ll slip away to the bathroom with you anytime and rock your world as quickly as possible. Would come back so causally too. No one would know what you guys had been doing just seconds ago when you return to the rest of the group until they saw your dazed face.

Risk (how risky)

Johnny figures the members all already know what you guys have been up to, so he’s not afraid to slip away with you even when the boys are just a room over. If someone walks in he won’t be ashamed at all. Will yell at them to get out of course, but he’s not that embarrassed.

Stamina (how long + how many rounds)

Lasts too long for your own good. He’ll keep asking you to go another round until you have to beg him to stop because you just can’t take it anymore. Would fuck you all day long if he could.

Toys (own or use any)

I can see him using vibrators on you for sure. He loves to pleasure you and he loves to control your orgasms, and a toy would just make it that much easier. He knows he’s good in bed too, so he doesn’t feel undignified using toys at all.

Unfair (how much teasing)

Makes fun of you all the time for being in heat. If you start dry humping him or even straight up tell him you’re horny, he would definitely tease you for it before giving in. The type to make you beg for things and tell you to “use your words”.

Volume (volume during sex)

Grunts a lot if he’s fucking you and sighs in pleasure when you’re jerking/sucking him off. Usually lets you do all the moaning though and tends to talk to you a lot during sex.

Wild card

If you have a dick:

Once requested you let him ride you instead for a change. He was still topping you and taking the lead of course, but he rode the shit out of you. Had both of your eyes rolling back in your heads. You clawed at his back the whole time as he rode you at an animalistic pace. Wore the scratches on his back proudly the next day as you and the neos went swimming at the beach.

If you get periods:

He read up on periods just for you because he knew you get awful cramps every month. He found an article that said orgasms can help relieve the pain, and he convinced you to try. You were a little shy at first because you knew you’d be getting blood all over his torso and his member, but he assured you he didn’t mind at all. You guys found out that day that the article was definitely correct. Whether it be the pain relief or just the distraction, you definitely felt better than usual that day.

X-ray (length, girth, curve)

Big. dick. energy. Do I even need to say more? He’s definitely above average in both girth and length. From his height to his energy, all signs point to B I G D I C K.

Yearning (sex drive/ hornieness)

If he wasn’t so busy you guys could honestly have sex everyday. He has self control of course and doesn’t spend all his time being horny. But if you ever want him to fuck you…he’s there.

Zzz (how fast to fall asleep after)

He doesn’t get that tired even after a long night. If you want him to stay up with you and talk or watch something he’ll be so down. But if you want to sleep, he’ll sing you to sleep, stroke your hair, tell a story, or do whatever you might need to lull yourself to sleep. Probably won’t fall asleep for a while after you, but he doesn’t mind at all.

[vergilthelibrarian]

JohnnyxFTM!Reader

Have some domestic boyfriend Johnny ^^

Your eyes were glued on to Johnny’s bare back as he poured water into the coffee maker.

You bit your bottom lip, watching his back muscles flex as he moved about in his own world, putting the cup he used to filled the coffee machine onto the kitchen rack.

He went to the cabinet, opened it and reached up, grabbing the glass of fine coffee, your eyes going to his muscular arm.

He closed the cabinet and walked back to the coffee machine, putting some coffee into the opening and closed it. He pressed the button and the machine came to life.

Turning around, Johnny finally met your eyes and he squinted his eyes suspiciously at you.

“Were you watching me the whole time?” he asked and you nodded.

“Yes I was.” you smirked.

He shook his head as he walked to the kitchen island, his forearms laying on the cool surface as he said, “You know I’m not a piece of meat right?” he smirked right back leaning close to your face.

You put your hand on your chest, your eyes widening.

“So it’s okay for you to always look at me like I’m some type of prey but yet I can’t do the same to you?” you asked playfully.

Johnny put his head in one of his hands and smiled.

“Yes actually.”

You shook your head as you took a sip of your orange juice.

“You are truly a selfish man John.” you rolled your eyes, quickly laughing.

You knew Johnny was just playing around with you.

In fact he even told you that the reason why he never wore shirts much whenever he was at your apartment was just so you could gawk at his body because he liked the attention.

He liked your attention.

Johnny wished though that you felt confident in your body though but he definitely understood why is a bit hard for you.

You have gotten top surgery in the beginning of the year and though he saw how comfortable you now where with having a flat chest, he now saw yourself grimacing about your scars.

Your scars weren’t minimal.

They were big and obvious and you admitted to Johnny one time how it made you uncomfortable and even a bit scared because now you might definitely get clocked if you walked around shirtless outside.

Johnny understood your concerns and he never pushed you to be shirtless but ever since you got top surgery, you two haven’t made love since and Johnny couldn’t lie to himself. He was becoming frustrated.

He wanted you so badly. He wanted to praise your body and reinsure you that you were still beautiful. That you were indeed still a man.

The man that he fell in love with.

Johnny slowly moved his free hand across the island and grabbed your hand, his thumb rubbing the top of it, causing you to look up at him.

You gulped.

He was giving you that look he always gave you when he wanted to have sex.

You wanted to give yourself to Johnny again, you really did.

But you were afraid.

As much as getting your chest flatten gave you relief and comfortability in your body, when it comes to other people seeing it, you were afraid of being outed and when it came to Johnny seeing it, you were afraid that he wouldn’t see you.

You sighed.

“Johnny I-”

“I know. I’m just waiting for whenever you’re ready.” he smiled and you glanced away for a bit before looking back at him.

“Johnny I’m ready. I’m so ready but it’s just that I’m scared.” you told him.

“Scared of what?”

You bit you lip.

“I’m scared that when you’ll see my chest, my body, you won’t see me.” you told him, your eyes getting a bit misty.

Johnny looked at you with a serious gaze, removing his hand from his hand and soon cupping your cheek.

“I’ve always seen you for you. Just because you got top surgery doesn’t mean I don’t see you as any less of man even if you decided to actually keep your breast.” he told, his other hand soon cupping your other cheek.

You felt silly as you felt a tear roll down your cheek.

“I’m acting so stupid-”

Johnny shook his head.

“No you’re not. Your fears are valid. I may not fully understands what it means to be trans but I know that the concerns you have aren’t stupid. I don’t feel upset over you questioning whether or not I will still see you as a man all because of you getting surgery.” he leaned in close, his lips brushing against yours. “If anything, I’m more upset that we haven’t had sex in 4 months.” he said causing you to laugh.

He smiled as he pressed his lips against yours, pulling away to look at you.

“It’s your say whenever you’re ready and in the mean time I’ll continue waiting for you.” he said before letting of his gentle hold of your face and walking to a coffee maker.

You watched Johnny as he made his cup of coffee.

You were truly thankful to have a boyfriend as understanding and patient as him.

[kittensyoonie]

𝒩𝐸𝒪 𝒵𝒪𝒩𝐸

poly!nct x ftm reader

taeyong!yuta!johnny!ten!mark!ftm!reader

make sure to read warnings down below before engaging in this story! this is a darker story, reader falls in love with a gang (which is not okay let’s be honest), there’s violence and murder, and overall very mature theme. for everyone’s safety please be careful!

•——————> 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 <——————•

The country of sm originally was apart of South Korea, and eventually broke off and became its out country.

In the country of sm, there are three cities. Neocity, Redzone, and Exoplanet, all run by their respective gangs. Neocity run by nct, Redzone run by red velvet, and Exoplanet run by exo. There are four zones in Neocity, 127, U, Dream, and WayV.

Y/n just so happens to live in Neocity, 127 specifically. He had been working at a club as a bartender, working shift to shift to be able to pay for medical school. It was barely enough, but it was something.

On his way home, he got caught up in a gun fight, between nct and another small gang in the area. One of their men got shot, and after seeing y/ns medical ID, they decided to make him help. After that, there was no turning back.

Read to figure out their journey, and whether or not y/n will survive his new life.

•——————> 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 <——————•

[chapter 1] [chapter 2] [chapter 3] [chapter 4] [chapter 5] [chapter 6] [chapter 7] [chapter 8]

•——————> 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 <——————•

Warnings include:

violence; gore; murder; attempted sexual assault; transgender character; sexual content; gang activity; drugs; alcohol; weapons; gun violence; transgender things such as hormone therapy and stuff; polyamory; gay content; misgendering; pregnancy; miscarriage; mentions of prostitution; past sexual assault; more tags may be added

•——————> 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐬 <——————•

This story is a poly relationship between the members and an ftm reader, if you are uncomfortable please skip.

The relationship will mostly be between: Taeyong, Johnny, Yuta, Ten, Mark. It will also contain the other members, but as I am more familiar with them I will focus on them more. As I learn more about each member, I'll write more romantic stuff with them.

Please note that I myself are transgender ftm (and non binary). For those who are wondering I am he/they! The times of misgendering are not used lightly, and never EVER misgender someone, especially on purpose. If you're unsure of someone's pronouns please ask, and if you don't know their pronouns just use they/them. Never use misgendering as a way to attack someone, cause harm, or hurt. All the trans themes are written by a transgender, and it all may not apply to you. Please be respectful of this.

If you have any questions feel free to ask! Also please please please comment if you like, it really helps me stay motivated!! Here’s my ask box!

•——————> 𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 <——————•

@alexsinsulin

[vergilthelibrarian]

Kitten.

Johnny x Male!Reader

Johnny titled his head in curiosity.

What is he doing? He thought to himself as he heard sounds coming from somewhere in the apartment.

Taking off his shoes at the door, he rubbed the back of his neck, his body aching from practicing all day.

Poking your head out from the corner, your eyes lit up as you saw your boyfriend.

“Johnny!” you said excitedly.

Johnny eyed you suspiciously.

“Y/n… What’s going on?”

You bit your lip trying to hide a smile.

“Nothing.” you said cutely.

“Y/n wha-” he was interrupted by a meow and Johnny knew exactly why his boyfriend was acting funny.

A little kitten came wobbling from the corner you were hiding behind.

“Nooooo! I told you to stay on the couch!” “It’s a cat, not a dog Y/n.” Johnny chuckled and you rushed over to the black kitten, picking her up.

“She’s actually a kitten smarty pants.” you stuck your tongue out at the tall man before turning around and walking to the living room.

You took a seat on the couch, petting the kitten who rubbed her head against your palm.

Johnny sat next to you, looked at you and the kitten and asked “So, what’s her name?” You smiled brightly at him.

“I was waiting for you to come home so we can name her. I was thinking Luna, ya know? From Sailor Moon.” you said, your attention going back to the kitten.

“If we name her that then we have to get a white male cat named Artemis.” Johnny suggested.

You looked up at him with hopeful eyes.

Johnny sighed in defeat.

“Fine. We’ll name her Luna and get another cat.” “Yay!” You pecked his cheek before setting the kitten on the couch and getting up, going to the kitchen to order dinner.

“What do you want for dinner?” You called over your shoulder before looking back at all of the restaurant menus sticking to your refrigerator.

“Chinese would be cool.” “Chinese it is!” you said, taking your phone out of your shorts pocket and dialing the number to the Chinese place. You ordered what you 2 usually ordered. As you were ordering you jumped as you felt strong arms wrap around your waist.

“You know I like it when you were short shorts and thigh highs.” Johnny whispered into your ear causing you to blush.

You didn’t purposefully dress this way to arouse him. You simply wanted to look how you felt today which was cute.

Once you were done on the phone, you hung up. With his arms never leaving your waist, you turned around, placing your free hand on Johnny’s chest, pushing him slightly.

“I wore this outfit cause I wanted to look cute today Johnny.” “Well, mission accomplished.” he smirked.

“Aren’t you, like, tired or something?” “I was...” “Is that so?” “Mhm.” he hummed, his big hands sliding up and down your sides.

“Can we at least eat first?”

[vergilthelibrarian]

"I... I love you... That's all I wanted to tell you. That's all I've wanted you to know. I wanted you to feel my love, my passion, my everything... but I guess it was too much." Johnny blinked his eyes as tears began to fall.

He held the lifeless body of the boy he loved, squeezing his body tightly.

"I didn't mean it." He said. "I didn't mean to hurt you... I only wanted to love you. I only wanted to love you. I only wanted to love you." Johnny repeated, rocking side to side, cradling the body, putting his head on his chest.

Johnny stilled and closed his eyes, his head leaning back, hitting the wall. He wished he wasn't so harsh towards him. Knowing that you were actually gone, well, it made him want to end his life. So, that's what he planned to do.

"I can't live without. I can't... God can be so cruel can he?" He laughed bitterly.

[vergilthelibrarian]

hello! can you write a johnny x short!chubby!ftm trans reader? (sorry if it’s too specific-) thank you in advance!

Love, you literally just described me lol. Since I have gotten top surgery yesterday and it’s Johnny’s birthday, I tried to implement the 2. Enjoy!

Johnny x FTM Reader

“Darling don’t reach up. You know the doctor said to not put any strain on your body.” Johnny scolded you, causing you to pout slightly.

You had gotten top surgery yesterday and coincidentally enough, it was Johnny’s birthday today and Johnny saw your top surgery as the greatest birthday present he ever gotten. Seeing your smile when you woke up. How euphoric you looked. It brightened up his entire month to see you finally feel comfortable in your skin… well, you still had your moments though.

You had height dysphoria and you were on the chubby side and Johnny knew how you felt about being short and chubby so he didn’t tease you about it.

Sighing as you saw the man takes a knife out of the kitchen drawer, you said “Johnny, you don’t need to cut the banana.”He shook his head.

“No no no. You’ve been complaining about how much your throat hurts so I’m gonna cut the banana into pieces so it can be easier for you to eat.” he told you while peeling the banana. “Now go sit back down love. You shouldn’t be moving around that much.”Not wanting to fight him (because he was right), you walked away and sat back on the recliner chair, waiting for your snack.

You poked at your bloated stomach. You didn’t expect your stomach to get that big after surgery but it did and surprisingly enough, it didn’t affect you as badly as you thought it would’ve. Maybe it was because you felt euphoric about finally having a flat chest? You smiled, thinking about the days to come where you can finally swim again and even walk around shirtless. You couldn’t wait.

“And why is my baby boy smiling?” Johnny asked with a slight smile on his face, coming into the living room with a bowl of cut up fruit. Handing you the bowl, he sat down next to you, grabbing the remote and going to Netflix.

“I’m just… so excited you know? Johnny, I waited for this moment for years and it finally happened. I finally got top surgery and I couldn’t be any happier.

Johnny turned over to look at you. Leaning forward, gently placing his hands on the sides of your face, he kissed your forehead.

“I love seeing that sparkle in your eyes. It never left since you got the surgery.” he whispered, soon kissing your lips.

“Well, you’ve had a sparkle in your eyes since I got the surgery birthday boy.” you grinned.

“It’s because I’m happy for you love.”The grin that was once on your face quickly vanished as you said, “I just wish I was skinny.”“Baby boy, don’t say that.” Johnny started. “You are fine the way you are. Your height and weight makes you who you are and in my eyes, you’re perfect and beautiful.”“I know that Johnny. But the thing is, I know I can’t change my height, no matter how much I wish I can but I can change my weight. Once I’m healed enough, I’m gonna work out.”Johnny’s hands still cradle your face and he said, “Okay. Fine. But I’m gonna help you. I don’t like the idea of my baby being helped by some other man.” he dropped his hands, one of them going back to the remote.

“Johnny Suh gets jealous? THE Johnny Suh?” you said in mocked surprise.

“Yes I do. No lie, I was jealous of Mark before we even started dating. You two were so close to each other and I always wanted to be in his place.” he bashfully admitted, rubbing the back of his head.

“Are you serious?” you asked, genuinely surprised.

“Yeah haha...”You giggled.

“Oh, I am definitely telling Mark this.”

Johnny’s eyes grew wide.

“You wouldn’t.”“Oh, but I would Johnny boy. 

But. 

I. 

Would.”

Johnny shook his head. He couldn’t help but smile.

“You know that I love you, right?”“Yes. Do you know that I love you?”“Yes.” Johnny's smile became bigger.

He leaned forward once more and gave you another sweet kiss on the lips.

[kittensyoonie]

𝐍𝐄𝐎 𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐄 - 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝟑

poly!nct x ftm reader

taeyong!yuta!johnny!ten!mark!ftm!reader

•——————> info <——————•

you can find the main hub here! please make sure to read warnings on hub before interacting with this story since there will be triggering content. full warning, this story is dark. heres my ask box if you’d like to leave feedback or ask questions! it can be anonymous!

Kun coded twice and lost a lot of blood. Yet somehow, they were able to get the bullet and bullet fragments out and stabilize him.

Y/n felt like he could pass out from how hard his adrenaline dropped. He was genuinely afraid he was going to die, that they were going to lose him. He washed himself the best he could to get rid of any blood covering him afterwards.

However, once he was done drying his hands, he felt someone grab his wrists and tie them together.

“Wh-“ “I’m sorry, but until we can be sure you truly had nothing to do with this, you have to stay here.”

The voice sounded oddly sympathetic. And as angry as he was at the situation, he couldn’t express it. Because he understood how dangerous it was for them. Still, it didn't mean he trusted them either.

He sighed, letting him blindfold him. “Does saving his life not get me at least anywhere close to being able to leave? Or any trust?”

“I don’t know, I don’t know how long Taeyong will keep you here. But saving Kun Hyungs life means you get better treatment than usual, which yes does count for something.”

The kid wasn’t wrong, it did count as something. Especially when he thought about it, and thought about how the kid who shot Kun was currently being treated. He felt himself being moved, and moved along, trying not to trip.

After walking down a flight of stairs and then some, he was stopped in a cold room. His cuffs and blindfold get taken off, before hearing a gate being closed.

When his eyes adjusted, he turned around, seeing two people standing by the bars. The kid who brought him there, who left almost immediately, and another man, who was eyeing him suspiciously.

“Jaehyun come on, Taeyong wants your help interrogating the kid.”

The guy, who he now knew to be Jaehyun, stared at him for a couple of seconds before walking off.

Y/n sighed, rubbing his wrists before making his way to the mattress laying on the floor. He sat down, laying his head back against the wall. He was in a cell, it was pretty crappy too. But, it had a toilet, a desk, a bolted down chair, and a mattress with a blanket. He was sure it was one of the better cells to be in.

When he was sure no one was there, he took his binder off, taking a deep breath. He crawled under the blanket, absolutely exhausted. And even with the situation he was in, he fell asleep fast.

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Y/n was startled awake by the awful sound of the door opening. Especially with him just waking up, the sound was loud.

Y/n sat up and rubbed his eyes, looking over to who it was that was at the door. As he leaned against the wall, he realized it was Johnny, with a tray of food in his hands.

Johnny closed the door behind them and walked over, sitting in front of him, placing the tray between them. Y/n eyes the tray before looking back up at the taller.

“Sorry for being such an asshole to you yesterday. You caught me on a bad day, and with Kun having been shot… Thank you by the way, for saving him.” Johnny trailed off, looking y/n in the eyes before continuing.

“I get it,” y/n responded, wrapping the blanket around him. Seriously it was freezing and his shirt was way too thin.

“Well, thought I’d bring you food so you don’t starve. Don’t worry, we didn’t poison it.” Johnny said, watching how y/n stared at the tray.

Y/b doubted they did, seriously poisoning the food would be the dumbest and most childish way to kill him.

“It was made here by the way.” Johnny said, catching y/ns attention. “The other probably won’t ever admit it, but they’re thankful for you saving Kun.”

Y/n lightly smiled, he didn’t expect them to say thank you or show it. But knowing they were suspicious of him and still made him homemade food hit a soft spot. So he grabbed the tray and began eating.

“When can I leave?” He questioned.

“I really don’t know y/n, that’s the truth. Kun is our only medic, we have a couple of others in training but neither were ready to handle it. I genuinely don’t think they could’ve.” Johnny answered, watching him. “We need someone to keep him alive. And, our boss is still suspicious of you. He just wants to make sure you’re not a threat, though I don’t think you are.”

“You don’t?” Y/n asked curiously.

“No I don’t, I know you work for Yuta, and I’m fully aware of the fact you yourself is a medical student, and a nurse not a surgeon. And you still did everything in your power to save him. I watched you.” Johnny chuckled and cocked his head a bit. “Also the fact you’re too adorable to be with them.”

Y/n nearly choked when he heard Johnny say that. It came out of nowhere. He expected an explanation but not for him to flirt and call him adorable. Wait, was it flirting? Or was he just calling him adorable?

Johnny seemed pleased with y/ns reaction, and when the smaller rolled his eyes in response he couldn’t help but laugh. But it was all harmless, and somehow eased y/ns nerves.

Johnny checked his phone before getting up, making his way to the door. “I’ll see you later, I’ve got some stuff to do. Goodbye y/n.” And with that, he was gone.

“Bye.” Y/n mumbled in response, now eating in silence. He hated silence.

Y/n had to take his time eating, his nerves and anxiety fucking with his stomach too much. Thankfully the food made for him was simple and easy on his stomach.

Once he was done though, he placed the tray by the door neatly, before going to the desk. He took one of the books on it, opening it up and reading. It was the only thing he could think of doing.

It wasn’t a good book, but it was literally the only thing he could think of to do. There was nothing else in the room. Sure he could nap, but he didn’t want to sleep too much and make his anxiety worse.

Y/n naturally blocked out the approaching footsteps, used to having to block out his surroundings. He didn’t mean to.

"Hey there buttercup! You're free from your cell. You still have to stay here, but you've been upgraded. Say thank you to the boss."

Y/n didn't have to look to know who it was. Yuta.

"I talked to the boss and explained to him you weren't with that gang and you were indeed just trying to go home, you're welcome."

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𝐍𝐄𝐎 𝐙𝐎𝐍𝐄 - 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝟐

poly!nct x ftm reader

taeyong!yuta!johnny!ten!mark!ftm!reader

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It was nearly six in the morning by the time y/n got off of work. It got so busy that night, and the fact that they were short handed that day did not help. The buses weren’t running, so he had to walk home.

Despite his better judgment, he decided to take a shortcut home, one that would save him thirty minutes, and one that was through nothing but back alleys. He just wanted to get home in time to get some sleep.

He rubbed his eyes, hearing voices in the distance. Which was not uncommon, especially around that time in the night, or in this case, day. What was uncommon was the gunshot followed by yelling.

Y/n froze, his eyes widening. A few people with guns came running into view, firing them. The only place he could hide was behind a garbage bin, and so he did.

“Kun! Dammit!” Even with y/n covering his ears to block out the loud noise, he could still hear one of the men shout. He could only assume the man was shot.

The gunfire stopped, and just as he moved his hands away from his ears, he felt something cold press against his temple. He knew exactly what he was.

“Don’t even think about it, what are you doing here?”

It was clear the person asking the question was not playing around, he was pissed.

“I’m just on my way home from work, this is one of my shortcuts, it’s just the wrong place at the wrong time.” Y/n answered, staring straight ahead.

“You expect me to believe that? You coincidentally happened to be here?” The man countered, the scowl in his voice evident.

Y/n turned a little and looked at him. “No I don’t, but it’s the truth. And I don’t gain anything from lying with a gun pointed point blank to my head—“

It was the man from the bus. Y/n shivered, his calm composure fracturing. Looking at the man was two mistakes, one for putting a face to the fear, and another to realize who had a gun to his head.

“Johnny! Kuns bleeding out! We need to go now!” A voice called out.

“I know you… you work for Yuta…” Johnny muttered, his eyes tracing y/n. When it landed on his medical ID, he grabbed y/n's upper arm, making him get up. “Come on, you’re coming with us.”

“Wh-wh-“ y/n silenced himself as he saw two frantic boys putting pressure on another man’s wound, and he was indeed bleeding out.

“You’re helping him, we aren’t giving you a choice.” Y/n could’ve sworn he heard Johnnys voice waver.

Y/n stumbled over, checking his pulse and examining his wound. “I can’t- I can’t really do much about this without a hospital.”

“We have our own operating room at our place. You can help him there. Do you not have anyone who can help him? Your own doctor?” Y/n questioned, his eyebrows furrowed in worry with how bad the wound was.

“He is our medic, he is the one who's doing this work. And we do have a medical room at our place for you to help him.” The smaller who called Johnny said, his eyes narrow.

“Okay well take me there, we don’t have much time.” Y/n responded, looking at the half dead man with worry.

Johnny picked Kun up, two of the others holding onto each of y/ns arms, guiding him to their van. Once everyone was inside and they started the van, y/n was able to properly check on him.

He flipped Kun over to see it the gunshot wound went through. Kun groaned loudly in pain, squeezing his eyes shut and gripping onto y/n. Everyone else in turn glared at him.

Y/n noticed and sighed, carefully laying Kun back down. “Though I trust you guys to have good quality bullets I can’t say the same for whoever shot him. I have to see if it went through or not.”

And it didn’t, there was no exit wound. Y/n could’ve sworn he saw Kun, barely conscious, nod reassuringly to the others. If that was true, he was grateful.

The only thing y/n could actively do was keep pressure on his wound. All he could think while he did was please don’t die on me. He was a new medical student after all, he never had a patient die on him. And worse, if he dies, they’ll kill him.

He felt the van stop before the engine died down. Not long after the doors were opened, and a hood placed over y/ns head. Y/n was guided inside, and he made no effort to fight back. Kun was being carried behind him.

“What the hell happened?!” A new voice shouted, which startled him a bit.

“We were fucking attacked, the deal went wrong.”

“Please tell me you didn’t leave any of them alive.” A cold voice jumped in, and y/n felt a shiver go down his spine.

“We brought back the kid that shot Kun for us to talk to.”

Y/n did his best to stay calm. The hood over his head was overwhelming, along with the new voices and environment. But he knew he had to stay calm. Until he heard a familiar voice that shattered more of his composure.

“Goodie, this should be fun.” He wondered if Yuta realized he was under one of the goods or if he was too upset about his teammate and possibly friend.

Y/n was forced to move again, as their voices grew quiet. He figured he was being brought to whatever medical facility they had. He was forced to stop as he heard a door close, then the hood removed.

It was indeed a medical room, and it looked nice. An operating table, proper equipment, tools, it looked like a nice hospital OR. He was startled out of his thoughts as Kun was laid on the table, passed out.

Right. He needed to save him.

He rushed to the sink, anxious. He decided to keep the fact he was only a nurse in training since they were freaking out enough. And being a nurse was better than nothing.

After he washed his hands and arms the best he could in his situation, he put gloves on and went to Kun. He connected him to everything he needed, taking a bag of blood one of the others brought over.

“Alright, I need two of you to stay here and help me.” Y/n said, his voice a bit stern. When he heard no one say anything, he looked up, an eyebrow raised.

Johnny chuckled and crossed his arms amused, looking at the others in the room. “You heard the man.”

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Y/n was a medical student at his local college. He was studying specifically to become a nurse in the surgical field. He had yet to choose which part of surgery he felt more comfortable with, or if he would stick to general surgery.

To cover the bills for going to school along with his rent, he worked at a nightclub as a bartender at night. It left him beyond exhausted. But hey, he got the money. Working as a bartender at a nightclub owned by one of the members of the infamous gang in 127 helped pay a lot.

Y/n lived in Neocity, specifically in the section run by Ncts unit 127. Everyone knew who they were. Nct ran Neocity, it was their city. You did not want to piss them off, or you’ll never be seen again. And nothing can be done about it. Though to be honest, y/n wasn’t really scared of them.

The most he had to wear for a bartender was to wear black. So he put on vinyl skinny pants, a sheer black shirt tucked in, and a black binder. The binder honestly looked part of the shirt itself, which made him feel comfortable with it. After he got dressed he made sure his packer was properly in.

Grabbing his bag, he made his way to the train station. He had his headphones in while he listened to whatever band was stuck in his head at the time. He liked his bus station. It was covered in graffiti, but it was honestly beautiful. Some gang tags here and there, but the entire piece was done by someone wanting to make art, not hate. Not like other places.

There were some good and nice places in Neocity, but like every city, there was a highly run down area. That’s where y/n lived. It was all he could afford.

He couldn’t help but smile to himself when he saw his usual bus driver. He greeted the old man as he swiped his card, before finding a cozy spot on the bus, looking out the window. He got this gnawing feeling that someone was staring at him, and when he looked, there was.

A tall man with blonde hair was looking over at him. He couldn’t quite read him, so he couldn’t figure out why. Just that he knew it wasn’t your average bus creep. When his eyes scanned down the man’s arm, he saw a very familiar tattoo on his wrist.

The tattoo for nct.

Y/n looked away, opting to stare out the window for the rest of the trip. He was confused as to why he was looking at him in the first place, but after realizing he was from the gang who owned the city itself, he was even more confused.

When y/n got off the bus right in front of the club, he noticed the man had followed him inside. He brushed it off, especially when he walked to the owner of the club's office. He spared the man a look before getting to work to open the bar.

The owner of the club was named Yuta, and he was one of the more popular members of the gang. Especially since he did seem to spend a lot of time in his clubs interacting with people. His good looks didn’t help either.

Y/n prepped the bar, stocking up on everything he’d need. Drinks, drink mixes, glasses, peanuts, and drug tests, courtesy of Yuta himself. It’s probably why he wasn’t afraid of nct. Yuta gave y/n tests for date rape drugs, along with telling him what to do if something happens. One of the country's biggest gangs making sure to keep women safe.

When y/n turned around to go to the register, he saw Yuta standing there, leaning against it with a smirk. Y/n furrowed his eyebrows, looking at the Japanese man.

“What do you want, Yuta?” He asked, squinting his eyes a bit.

“To cover your binder rings.” Yuta said, holding up a black cloth tape that y/n just then realized he had been holding. “Saw you setting up, the silver of the rings are pretty easily seen as a contrast to all the black. Here.”

Yuta tossed the tape to y/n who caught it. He looked at Yuta in disbelief, he was so chill about it. Y/n turned around, placing the tape over his rings. When he was done he fixed his shirt up before looking over to Yuta, who he realized was looking away respectfully. Huh.

“Thank you.” Y/n said, walking over and physically handing him back the roll.

“Keep it under the register just in case. And oh, don’t worry about me saying anything to anyone, not my secret to tell.” Yuta responded.

“How did you find out? I doubt the rings were a dead giveaway.” Y/n questioned, doing what he was told, squatting down and placing the tape in a basket with other supplies.

“Your file, it’s pretty clear since you told me you’re a boy but everything else says otherwise.” Yuta answered, watching him.

Y/n looked up at him, staring for a couple of seconds before getting up. “You read my file?”

“Of course, for my sake and the sake of my employees, and for our safety, I personally choose who works here. I’ve read every single person's file here.”

Y/n had a feeling when he said “file” he didn’t just mean for work. But considering the circumstances and what Yuta meant, it wasn’t all that surprising.

“I’ll see you later y/n.” Yuta hummed, walking off before taking a pause. “Oh, if anyone gives you trouble for your identity sweetheart, let me know.” He smiled before walking off again.

Y/n knew damn well he wouldn’t tell Yuta if someone was being transphobic with him. He knew damn well that person would probably end up dead or missing.

Not long after their interaction the club was properly opened for the night, and people came pouring in. It was an extra busy day, double his usual tips, but also double the cleaning and work.

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Questions.

In Due Time | Curiosity 

Serial Killer/Yandere!Jeno x FTM!Reader

Don’t know if I should turn this into a series or not

Edit: I was so tired when writing this that I literally forgot to add the beginning of the story that I had already written but I added it so yay!

You cradled Mark’s head in your hands, crying hard.

Mark was still alive somehow but he his life was hanging on by a thread.

As punishment, Jeno forced you to stay in the basement as he mentally and physically tortured your friend.

“I’m so sorry.” you sniffled. “This is all my fault.”

“This isn’t your fault.” Mark said, his voice hoarse from screaming. “I found you… and that’s all that matters. Dying in your arms… that won’t be so bad.” and you cried harder.

Jeno had left for the day and honestly, you wanted to put Mark out of his misery yourself but you didn’t have it in you to hurt him.

Your “husband” as he liked to call himself was gonna come back soon and you couldn’t take it seeing Mark suffer like this anymore.

You couldn’t handle hearing his screams and cries, but you noticed he didn’t plead with Jeno to stopped. It sadden you that Mark had more likely accepted his fate of dying.

You pressed your lips against Mark’s forehead, kissing the bloody skin gently.

Mark breathed a shaky sigh.

He was going to miss you.

Your smile, your laugh, everything about you.

He loved you and if he was going to go, he needed to tell you.

“Y/n, before I die, I have to tell you something.”

You lifted his head up to look into his eyes.

“I’m in love with you… I’ve always been in love with you and no matter what I’ll always be watching over you.”

You bit your lip but soon gave the man a kiss on the lips.

“I love you too Mark.” and he smiled.

“Thank you… for everything.”

You closed your eyes as you heard the door to the basement open.

~~

Taeil grimaced as he dropped his coffee onto the floor.

He was so busy as of late, the Hatchet Murders taking up most of his time but that what happens when you’re a top detective.

As he bent down to pick up the cup his ears perked up as he heard a conversation his coworkers were having.

“Yeah, my son moved into a house in the country side with his fiance. Said it was a way to get away from the bustling city life.” he laughed. “His fiance is a sweet kid. Don’t know what he even sees in my son...”

Taeil frowned slightly as he stood up.

Detective Lee always seemed to talk bad about son Jeno but from the times Taeil had met the guy, he seemed like a pretty good kid.

He was intelligent, thoughtful, kind, and pretty good looking so he never understood why Mr. Lee would talk down his son but things were never as it seemed so Taeil just shrugged it off.

“Detective, did you hear? There’s was another body found at Sunset Park. It seems to be the workings of the Hatchet Killer.”

Taeil sighed, walking to the garbage can as Doyoung followed behind him.

“But get this. This time, it was a male victim.” Taeil threw the cup away.

This made him curious.

Very curious.

“A male? His victims are usually women though. What would make him want to kill a male?” he wondered out loud and Doyoung shrugged.

“I have no clue, but the boss wants you to go to the victims family to ask some questions.”

“What’s the victim's name?”

“Mark Lee. Was going to an ivy league university for music. One of his friends Johnny said he was looking for a close friend who had disappeared under mysterious circumstances. Maybe you could talk to him too.”

~~

Taeil knocked on the door and smiled when it opened.

“Johnny Suh? Hi, I’m Detective Moon Taeil. May I come in and ask you some questions?”

“Sure.” Johnny nodded, moving out of the way for the man to enter.

“Want something to drink? Coffee? Tea?”

“Some Tea would be great, thank you.”

Johnny went into his kitchen and started making the drink.

He came back out and saw that Taeil was still standing.

“Please, take a seat.” he offered, motioning towards the couch and Taeil sat down.

“So. I’m here to asked about your friend Mark.”

“Yeah.” Johnny nodded. “He uh, he disappeared about a week ago. He sent me a message saying that he loved me and that he’ll always watch over me.” Johnny ran a hand through his hair. “I didn’t think much about that text since he would always text me things like that when he was drunk ya know? So I just chalked it up to him being drunk. I should’ve called him...”

Taeil shook his head.

“Don’t beat yourself up. You didn’t know.”

“Yeah but if I called him, he’d still be here!” raising his voice, tears pricked at the corners of Johnny’s eyes.

“I’m sorry… I just… I lost one friend and now another...”

“This other friend… Who are they exactly?”

Johnny sighed.

“Y/n. One of the sweetest guys you’d ever meet. One day he told us that he was cutting contact off with us and just disappeared, saying he was tired of the transphobia he faced from his family and that he wanted to start over. I don’t know what happened to him but I know Mark was searching for him. He texted me that the day of his disappearance. Y/n… he started dating this guy, Jeno. Good kid but very strange. Before he left, Y/n had said they were fighting more, him and Jeno. He said that Jeno was being manipulative lately and even broke a plate while they were arguing once. Jeno’s a good kid but boy does he have some anger issues...”

Jeno… It can’t be… Taeil thought.

“By any chance, is this Jeno, Lee Jeno?” he asked Johnny who in turned nodded.

“Yeah, that’s the guy. The boxer.”

That had to be a coincidence that Jeno, Mr. Lee’s son, was dating the friend of one of their murder victims who just so happened to disappear.

Though it seemed suspicious, Taeil knew he couldn’t investigate any future, seeing as how it appeared that your reason for leaving seemed to be that you were tired of being hurt and wanted to move on with your life.

After talking some more and drinking the tea he had made, Taeil left Johnny’s house with more questions than answers.

He was curious about Jeno though and decided he would ask Mr. Lee if he could ask his son some questions.

~~

Taeil looked around his surroundings, the smell of incense filling the air.

Mr. Lee had said it was okay for Taeil to interrogate Jeno, so as long Jeno agreed to it, which surprisingly he did.

So here Taeil was in Mr. Lee’s apartment, Jeno sitting at the chair opposite of him in the dinning room. You had just given Taeil a cup of coffee you had made for him and went to sit down on the couch to watch some TV.

“Jeno… I’m here because I heard some interesting information from Mark Lee’s friend. I wanted to know about your relationship with Y/n?” and Jeno smiled.

“Oh, me and Y/n… We’re deeply in love. He wanted to move with me to the country side because he was paranoid about the Hatchet Killings, he suffers from schizophrenia.”

“Mhm.”

“We’ve been together for about 9 months now. We’re not actually engaged since it’s still pretty early in our relationship but I plan on proposing to him in about 2 years.” he smiled dreamily.

Taeil nodded as he took notes.

Jeno seemed to be in love with you but he wanted to hear how you felt.

“I know I said I was only going to ask you some questions but I was wondering if Y/n would be fine with answering some questions?” he asked and Jeno nodded.

“Not at all. Yo babe!” he turned around to look at you, your attention now on Jeno. “Mr. Moon wants to ask you some questions.”

You got up and walked to the table. Jeno got up and you took his seat, he went to the couch but made sure to keep an ear out on you 2s conversation.

“Y/n, I wanted ask about your relationship with Jeno.” you smiled shyly.

“Well… Me and Jeno had been dating for 9 months now and despite the downs we have, we do have a lot of ups. I really love him.”

“That’s lovely.” he smiled. “I also wanted to ask about your relationship with Mark Lee.”

Your smile faltered.

“Oh.”

“I’m sure you heard the news.”

“Yes. I have. I can’t get over it… He’s really gone.” your voice cracked. “He was so sweet and nice. I use to joke around about how much of a good catholic boy he was but honestly, that’s the best way I could describe him. He was a soft hearted man who went after his passions. I just can’t believe he’s not here anymore.”

You jump slightly as you felt hands on your shoulders. You look up to see Jeno massaging your shoulders, comforting you. You smiled up weakly at him before turning your attention back to Taeil.

“This is the last question I’m gonna ask you. I wanted to know why you left?”

You shook your head.

“Oh well, it’s mostly because my family is a piece of shit and I wanted to get away from them and start over. I love my friends but I needed to get away from them too ya know? I just had to start over.”

Taeil nodded, finishing up the notes he took.

“That’s all the questions for today.”

~~

You rubbed your arm as Jeno closed the door to the house.

“Honestly, I’m surprise you didn’t tell him what I did.” he said which stopped your motion. You turned around looking back at him.

“What? Why is that?”

Jeno chuckled.

“I saw the way you use to look at Mark… You loved him, didn’t you?”

You didn’t answer.

“Hmph. It’s a good thing I got rid of him then. You only need me… Do you understand that?” and you nodded your head.

“Yes.”

“Good.” he said, walking ahead of you only to stop and turn around, his brown eyes softening when it made contact with your own. “Now come on. I know you’re hungry.”