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scarletiswailing347 · 8 months

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so the unfortunate thing about me is that, when it comes to the media i consume, i tend to have one 'anchor' (very rarely two) to keep me interested

this is necesary cause i have an incredibly hard time being interested in things in general so i have to purposefully spend my focus on one thing so that i can keep being interested in it cause otherwise i just kinda feel meh about the thing, i mean ill still watch and enjoy it but i wont be as interested as id like to be and may even drop it eventually after struggling to keep interacting with it (this is unfortunately what happened with empires, x-life, yogscast, and the lsmp seasons without mumbo in it)

if i ever drop that anchor whether purposefully or not then i lose interest in everything that ive ever connected to its rope -- i could still enjoy them sure but then at that point theyll just be like every other filler content in my life, like music when im washing the dishes

for hc its mumbo, for dsmp and smplive it was schlatt, for the scrunkly squad its boosfer and baablu

for lifesteal its zam

idk what happened behind the scenes but ill be honest its not looking good and theres a possibility i might have to drop him :/

#mine.txt #not sure yet tho cause without enough context it just feels like im doing something unnecessary that the affected party (lila)#may not necessarily want #i mean intuitively it seems like something that someone would want #guy who hurt you loses support? sounds great right?#but thats not really something everyone wants and i am Very Sensitive to feelings of intrusion whether by me or other ppl #either way im def gonna loosen the hold at the very least #i mean i Could look for another anchor but its a lot harder for me to attach to an anchor if they were attached to another anchor before #so for me to stay interested in something even after the anchor dropped there has to have been another anchor at the same time #like boosfer and baablu with the scrunkly squad #even if one of them drops i can still stay interested in ss (although i may become more focused on one inner circle more than the other)#also ill be honest i just dont really care enough about lifesteal in general to do that #what a shame i really liked zams character too #both drawing and making stories of him #just gonna go hard on baablu and mumbo if it ever happens ig #oh man just realized im gonna drop gen too if and when it happens #nooooo not my saturday morning cartoon T-T #it is what it is ig its not the first time this has hapenned and it wont be the last #honestly the best option for me to stay interested in something is for the plot/lore to be my anchor #unfortunately that very rarely happens cause of how character-driven a lot of stories are #and esp with cc-content its even moreso considering its nature #...just now realizing this May be part of the reason why i love mystery stuff so much #yeah the characters are important but they mean practically nothing without the plot like they wouldnt act the way they do without it

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