#just that. doesn't elaborate on it. im currently Not Okay and crying about baby kae

[ccaptain]

do you think that baby kae, while recovering from abandonment trauma and growing with the ragnvindr family who became his own, felt horribly fucking guilty about spying for khaenri’ah each time he had to report to them or received instructions on what to do because deep down he really loved his new family and felt like this was betrayal, or are you okay? because i am not okay :)