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I love that empty feeling when you haven’t eaten all day. Its comforting to see your and work and dedication pay off

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so fucking angry at myself for eating when i didn't need to

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"Not eating enough is gonna cause health problems in the fut-"

Ask me if I care.

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i used to look so cute in oversized clothes and now i just look like a fat person trying to hide that theyre fat.

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I literally just want to starve myself to death

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when my collarbones stick out like this i will feel devine.

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I hate when random ppl comment stuff like “damn that Ana brainrot got you deep” on my posts like uhhh yeah it’s almost like it’s a mental illness that affects the way I think. and it’s not like I direct those thoughts at others just at myself so I don’t see how it’s funny to mock me for it

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putting my clothes away and it's triggering me so bad, like i'm too fat to wear basically all of it, I'm so uncomfortable all the time, i'm like violently suicidal over it

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i just have to keep trying, i can't give up on myself, i need to see change this month

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The problem is if I don’t drop in weight everyday I literally feel like I look humongous lmao

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every morning all i can think of is how much weight i could have lost by now

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what I really want…

is a smaller waist

tighter thighs

a thigh gap

boney wrists

thin arms

long slender fingers

noticeable collarbones

a sharp jawline

a thinner face

to see my ribs easily

to see my hip bones

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I only feel pretty when I can see my bones. I want to see them all.