#just when i thought i’d gotten some motivation 😔

[merrrrrrrrry]

Hellloooooo. It’s your holiday pal back at it. this week has been hectic. i’m sorry for just now getting around to really reading your reply and responding!! but anyways how was your week? ❄️❤️

winter months DO feel like the rusting of the body and mind tbh. i feel more burnt out and just mentally and physically exhausted than i have all year. it’s been a pain to motivate myself to do anything. hate you know that struggle too rip maybe it’ll get warmer so you can go on more walks x i used to love morning walks but i haven’t gotten up early enough to take them as much as i’d like 😔

plastic trees are fun!! they’re a lot less hassle too as you know exactly what to decorate them with and you don’t have to worry about them toppling over or having an allergy to them. my family used to do plastic trees and my mom would actually just take it and shove it in the guest bedroom no one stays in all decorated after the holidays so she could just simply place it back in the living room when december rolled back around lmao

the live tree my family has this year is different than the usual tree and i’ve been allergic to it unfortunately. very itchy all over anytime i’m in the same room with it for very long. it’s pretty!! but at what cost haha

shdjdkdk that’s so funny about listing louis off with the birthdays this month. i do that too! my birthday is this one actually and i always lump louis in there with those i know who have december birthdays like i’m an actual friend of his in real life lmao i wish *daydreams softly*

ooo all those desserts sound delicious. i’ve never tried most of them and when looking them up they looked incredible. i would love to try some jaggery rosogolla :) i wish i had a bigger sweet tooth! i tend to like more bitter sweet things like dark chocolate, but there is definitely something about buffet desserts that just look and taste better so i agree with having a plate full of nothing but desserts at a buffet!

ooo christmas movies. i think home alone 2 is a good one. the grinch is a classic. and i love rudolph. i’m also a big fan of the christmas chronicles surprisingly (the only modern christmas movie i’ve ever really enjoyed tbh). Elf is also one i enjoy. and then i watch christmas vacation with my parents every year! have you seen any of those? ❄️

i think my best gift was probably a big frame of old vintage vinyl sleeves my mom put together for me from record labels that existed from the 60s-70s-80s. i still have it in my bedroom. it was one of the coolest and most thoughtful gifts given. how about you? ❤️

music recs! hmm! i absolutely love japanese breakfast and beabadoobee. check them out if you haven’t x any music recs for me? 👀

also the pun “utter majesty” about the lovely fella in the middle of the road. EXCELLENT CONTENT.

hope you’re well!!! ❄️

My week's been okay. I've finally been able to start walking again. I started again on the 4th or 5th day of my periods. But the lethargy still abounds akdbkks

Rusting is such an apt word what with all the skin peeling off akdjk. I thankfully don't have any allergies that I know of but who knows what i discover in the future. Maybe I'll turn out to be allergic to pine after all, I've neve been exposed to it I think.

I don't want Louis to be friend really. I won't deny that it'd be probably cool but I don't really want rhat. But it's still ridiculous that I think of him and H enough that I mention their names like it's just another person I know and not someone I get some peripheral knowledge about akdbakak. What must it feel like to them, to be a part of so many lives and minds, feels unbelievable just to us sitting in the sidelines

I don't like very sweet stuff. I always prefer dark chocolate but I'm open to having sweeter indian desserts simply because we have so little amounts at a time. We all have a tendency of taking maybe 2 bites of one rosogolla a day and then keeping it for later madbk. And yeah, for cakes and mousse and other western desserts, i usually don't like it when they're too sweet.

I don't think I've watched any of those except home alone but that's just due to Me seeing very few movies in general. But Grinch has been recommended to me as well as nightmare before christmas so I'll try to get to those

I haven't received gifts in a long time actually. It's usually just items of convenience and use. Family giving newer clothes that are required. My brother did contribute to giving me my first phone along with my parents last year so that counts i guess

I don't know either of those artists so I'll check them out and let you know how it goes. But I've just been listening back to Troye Sivan in the last 2 days

Thank you, i aim to please😘, here's another

Hope you've been having a wonderful day 💕💕💕

[kryzes]

dude someone make me write 🤬🤬