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O’saa and his weird dog

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EYNOS FANCLUB 😁👍 I love him so much he is in my brain like a bug 🪳

this is Kaban btw hello ⤵️

Alexander "Eynos" Schäfer

english isn't my first language so i'm really sorry for any errors and such :{

tw for paranoid episodes, suicidal ideation, cult imagery, self-harm, addiction and such, i'm really bad at trigger warnings, sorry

his playlist!

Alexander was born in Leipzig, Germany to a single mother. He was born with several health complications, which included being born with one arm, leaving his struggling mom with a lot of medical bills and spending most of his childhood in a hospital, alienated from other kids. The only friend he had was his younger cousin, with him Alex started discovering his interest in music, though he couldn't play any instruments at the time, lacking the equipment and knowledge to do so. This left him with studying music theory and leaving the playing to his cousin, who he taught how to play guitar.

When Alexander turned 13, things started to take a turn for the worse, as his mom started to struggle keeping up with bills, as well as holding a job. As she was always a very religious person, as a way to cope she started spending most of her free time attending church and various religious organizations, which left adolescent Alexander even more alone.

Soon enough, Alex's mom meets a representative of an organization that promises her help with her son's medical bills, as well as stable housing and community in Canada. Alex had very little to say in the move – his mother already decided, he had to leave all he knows behind, including his only friend.

They joined an enclosed religious community in Canada, where Alex got forced into catholic practices. This is where his mental health started declining further, as he started struggling with undiagnosed schizophrenia, unbeknownst to him. The cult, as well as his mother, made him believe his hallucinations are actually dead souls, or even God, trying to communicate with him. With that, Alex got treated – or used – as a "medium" of sort.

Alexander's "visions" often turned violent, which left him more paranoid over time. He started to question if God was a vicious deity, who he soon started to despise. Alexander felt disgusted with having to worship something so hateful, which led him to various failed escape attempts. When he was 17 however, he carefully crafted a plan, which led him to a succesful escape, that he soon started to regret.

Alex soon realized he had nothing. No education and near to no knowledge of the outside world, on top of that all of his personal documents got taken by the organization. This very quickly led to Alex struggling on the streets, then a chain of drug addictions and difficulties keeping jobs, as his paranoid episodes often led to complete isolation and deep fear of the outside world.

Throught all this, Alexander tries to find peace in music and art, trying his best at painting, taking inspiration from his favourite artists such as Beksiński or H.R Giger. Alexander's biggest dream was to make music, though with his money situation that dream seems to prove difficult.

By the time Alexander's 30, he gets evicted from his apartement due to not paying rent, as he's too terrified to leave his house. Through an accident or luck, he meets a man — soon turned out to be a hitman of sorts called Kaban. The man offers help, he takes Alexander in to live in his basement and helps him find a night job in a warehouse. It is unclear to Alex why, but they soon form a close friendship and he finally manages to save up for proper music equipment. Alexander forms a one man dsbm project called Leere under an alias, Eynos.

Despite everything, Alexander is a gentle, quiet man. He rarely leaves his "room" (basement) and tries his best as existing as little as possible. He loves bugs, especially Death's-head Hawkmoths that he keeps and takes care of in his basement :}

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🌾 Rest in peace Enki, you would’ve hated everything in the world ⚰️

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I can’t believe you can put a crop top and a little skirt on this guy

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Blessed be the children, each and every one come to know their god through some senseless act of violence.

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I may obey you, but I do not yield to you.

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I promise you that quote is used as an innuendo here, because it better represents Marras’ silent disdain towards Queen Yrzaveta more than anything else 🙏 (but also yeah, it’s here as an innuendo yup)

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EMOSHY!!!

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The culvert brings me comfort until it washes me out

Elias, about 13 here, runs away from home alot when things get heated. He hides in culverts and the woods, not that anyone comes looking for him.

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cough cough… COF!!! Simon I drew for my s/o<<33

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bleed your knees to show your dedication to me

Artair and Marras doodle drawing yea 👍 something came over me and I had to get this out of the system

Artair (on left) belongs to @scumdrug ! but Marras is mine.

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something strange is happening here

hiii, been a long time since I drew a scene like this, so this absolutely looks like ass a bit, but I had to get it out of my system

OC: Riley, Jenn on the poster

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Whoa Tien you got a Kuchipatchi :00 !!!

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I'm so bored with the U.S.A.

I'm so bored with the U.S.A.

But what can I do?

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a little Whelan drawing for a slasher AU thingy 🥸

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more Marras and Eynos content!!1!

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Eynos is @scumdrug ’s oc 🥸👍

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little doodlies of some of my characters + @scumdrug ’s oc Eynos!!

dark haired ocs are mine, Marras and Kaban 💪

They’re all part of a same world and story, but I’m here to just post some doodles rn 🙏

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Loser Elias drawings from my sketchbook 👍 great news, he does indeed eventually go to prison!