#kangmin ;; solo

[alexxv]

HABILIDAD: MANEJO DE ARMAS (1/3)

ÁRBOL FAMILIAR : 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐒 𝐓𝐀𝐘𝐋𝐎𝐑 !

tyrell taylor, 51 años. contador en richmond y de forma privada para la familia.

jeff anurak taylor, 50 años. bombero en richmond.

alexa taylor, 29 años. hermana mayor, solo por edad. miembro de fuerzas especiales militares estadounidenses.

danielle taylor, 27 años. hermana del medio y la primera en llegar a la familia. detective privada.

charlie taylor, 18 años. el bebé de la familia. estudiante de último año en la escuela secundaria.

ÁRBOL FAMILIAR : 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐂𝐄 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐒 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈 !

evelyn kang choi, fallecida.

kangmin choi, fallecido.

[plasticflwrs]

anything junyeong and everything junyeong related PLEASE!! i’m that man’s biggest fan🙏🏾

★⠀⠀ ⁄ ⠀⠀ kasey says ⠀ — ⠀ ... ⠀fun fact about junyeong: he's gone through the least amount of plot changes and face claim changes! originally, he was a kino fc named kangmin but the whole "dancer turned drummer" plot has always been his along with his backstory! i actually adore this guy and it doesn't really show but we've been to hell and back.

i need to talk about his relationships with the other members so... here we go

JUNYEONG would consider SALEM his best friend and the only bitch that he trusts. they're also friends with benefits. they share so many of the same morals and views about their career that it just makes sense for them to be this close. them teaming up to try to expose oliver was actually so iconic lmao i just love when they put their brains together for evil. the band often tries to do thing democratically but the decision always come down to deurim because salem and junyeong will ride or die their ideas and argue until everyone is giving into their ideas.

JUNYEONG sees JIYEON as a little sister. he's always been an only child, but there's something so pitiful about jiyeon that makes him feel bad for her. shitty parents, in love with a weirdo, whatever she had with minghui, jealously... how could you not feel bad for her??? he's the person that jiyeon goes to when she needs advice bc she knows junyeong would give it to her straight and not sugar coat it. i can fully see jiyeon, misty eyed, knocking on junyeong's door and he takes one look, closes it before texting her something like "get over yourself and then knock again". he's such a menace for no reason REJHFGJER

JUNYEONG doesn't hate DEURIM like the other members, but he thinks there's something weird about her. he's always been suspicious of her because the whole "biggest fan joins band" thing just felt too perfect. don't get him started on his theories though, you'll be there for hours. now, he just kind of ignores her in the dorm and goes about his business. there's no need for him to be close with deurim and he doesn't enjoy her company, so why force himself to have a friendship??

JUNYEONG and OLIVER are over their great civil war of 2023 and are actually pretty close for a junyeong friendship. now they're the only boys and junyeong's realized that the whole solo debacle wasn't oliver's fault, so they often look out for each other. that doesn't mean junyeong likes oliver, however, because he still finds oliver pretty annoying and doesn't like to be around him for very long EJRHGJER i get him tho! junyeong's very much in his "protecting my peace" era and being around oliver makes that literally impossible.

★⠀⠀ ⁄ ⠀⠀send me random questions that prompt me to talk about my character(s) !!

[kpopmultifan]

VERIVERY has released a set of “Photo Plan Version” solo photos of Kangmin, Yongseung, Yeonho for their upcoming 7th mini-album “Liminality EP.DREAM” which features the title track “Crazy Like That” & is scheduled to be released on May 16th.

[pir4teking]

Bias List <3

Ultimate Bias': ❤✨  [1. SongMingi - Ateez]  ✨❤ ✨ [ 2. KimHan-bin ~ Solo] ✨ 🌹  [ 3.MoonBin - Astro] 🌹 4. Kang Yeosang - Ateez 5.  Xu Minghao - Seventeen

My Ult Groups:   ~ Wenee  ~ Atiny ~ Shawol  ~ Engene  ~ Aroha ~

Ships (FIGHT ME ON THIS): ~ Woosan  ~ Yungi  ~

~~~~~

Bands I  LOVE: ASTRO: Moonbin (RIP), Jin Jin* MJ, All ~We love you Rocky~ Ateez: Mingi* Yeosang, Wooyoung, All  ~ Junyoung, Maddox, Eden, KQ Fellaz Enhypen: Jungwon* Sunghoon, Heesung, All SHINee: Jonghyun (RIP) Minho* All  Seventeen: Woozi* Mingyu* The8* Boo, Scoups,  Hoshi, All TXT: Beomgyu, Taehyun, All

Bands I Like: BoyNextDoor: Taesan* Jaehyun, Sungho The Boyz:  New* Changmin* Sunwoo, Younghoon, Sangyeon,, All  KARD: Jiwoo* J.Seph, All OnlyOneOf: Junji* Yoojung, Rie, All ~ We love you LOVE ~ Xikers: Minjae* Seeun, Sumin, Yujun, Junmin, All

Bands I know of: 2PM:  Taecyeon* Junho, Jun.K, All - Jay Park- 2z: Junghyun* Bumjun, All All (H)Ours: Youmin* Kunho, Hyunbin, Minje Ciipher:  Hyunbin* Tan, Tag, All CIX: Yonghee* Jinyoung, All Cravity: Wonjin*Seongmin,  Woobin, Minhee, All Drippin': Minseo* Alex, Junho, All E'last: Wonjun* Baekgyeul, Choi-In, Sangyeop, All  Ghost9: Jun-Hyung* Prince, Woojin, All * JustB: Geonu* Jimin, Bain, All MCND: Minjae* Win, Castle J, All Omega X: Hyuk* Sebin*  Xen, Yechan, Jaehan, All ONF: Wyatt* Yuto, Hyojin, All Oneus: Leedo* Seoho, Keonhee, All ~We love you Ravn!~ The Rose: Woosung* Hajoon, All Verivery: Kangmin* Hoyoung, Yongseung, Yeonho, All * ZB1: Ricky* Zhang Hao, Matthew, Hanbin

Disbanded/Not Debuted: Blank2y:  U* Siwoo, Louis,  All GOT7: Yugyeom*  All HISTORY: Kyungil, Yijeong, All MBLAQ: Joon , Thunder Mustb: Taegeon* Sihoo, Wooyeon, All Nu'est: Ren* Baekho, All UNIQ: Woodz* Wenhan,  All Woorizari: Lee Mingi/Zari Victon: Hanse* Seungwoo, Byungchan, All  ZE:A: Dongjun* Hyungsik* All

[chichincol]

# @sscorpixn​  —  sorpresa.     *     sus compras navideñas no tienden a ser regalos ostentosos, muy porque no ha tenido gente antes a quien regalarle. solo a kangmin, pero kangmin hace muchos años que no está. no hace más fáciles estas fiestas. pero hacer la compras para un banquete, piensa, sí lo hace por él. por ello se encuentra en este supermercado, escogiendo todos los ingredientes necesarios para la cena de navidad que tendrán en su casa al próximo día. por ello, también, cuando se topa al ex-jugador, su sorpresa se refleja en su rostro y la risa aplaca cualquier cosa que pueda decir. “¿es común que vengas por estos lados?” dice, a modo de saludo. evita el usar su nombre de usuario, porque ya no es alew este entorno. “creo que chicago realmente se empeña en mostrar que es más pequeño de lo que creímos alguna vez” porque no hay otra razón para encontrárselo aquí. “¿cómo estás? ¿en qué andas? ¿cómo... va todo?” porque ya es una vida normal. 

[polvr1s]

☟ a ver a jungsu

SEND ☟ TO TURN MY MUSE INTO A CHILD.

[ cuando era solo jungsu, con nueve años ]

es pequeño. un poco menudito si se tiene que comparar con los otros niños del orfanato, pero eso nunca le ha impedido quedarse callado. no cuando estos niño se burlan de su llegada, de sus palabras correctas o el conocimiento extenso por las aves de la zona.

con las tías del orfanato no es contestador, pero la molestia se nota en su rostro cuando le dicen "debes sonreír más" como si tuviera razones para eso, como si le quedaran ganas cuando si no está enojado con el mundo, siente que se va a romper en llanto.

no espera que los adultos entiendan, ni siquiera este hombre que trae las verduras a la casona y se queda conversando con él, no cuando al final del día se va; como todos, se va. como las señoras que lo ven y dicen lo triste que es su historia y se van. dejan una caricia en su cabello y se van.

y lo odia, porque siente que se quedará en esta casona para siempre.

la odia, por cierto. come solo en el comedor, hay camas vacías que le separan de los otros niños y estos le esconden sus cosas todo el tiempo (o se las rompen. y no llora, pero los empuja y les tira la pelota de juego en la cara y los ignora y nunca, nunca les comparte las manzanas que el hombre le deja de regalo cada vez que visita).

su ceño pasa fruncido y si bien nunca lo llamaron por su antiguo nombre, tampoco lo hacen por el actual, no cuando tienen pegado el apodo "gruñón" para cuando deciden llamarlo o hacerlo partícipe de algo.

(él sabe, porque ha escuchado, que la falta de invitación es porque siempre se niega, porque nunca parece contento y no quieren interrumpir su sentir. pero... le gustaría que lo intentaran, que alguien le dijera que está bien estar enojado, que está bien estar triste... que está bien que llore.)

así que se escapa. se va a las montañas cercanas, a la orilla del mar. reconoce las aves y las anota en su única libreta ilesa. las dibuja. muy mal aún, pero las dibuja porque no las puede recortar y pegar.

en un taller del orfanato, aprende a coser la ropa, así que arregla sus agujeros y utiliza aquellas prendas que donan en mal estado. hace un pantalón de dos de ellos y remenda camisas. solo pide hilo y tijeras.

piensa en estudiar, en leer los libros de la casona, pero desde que los otros niños rompieron sus gafas, no es una opción presionar su vista (más de lo que ya lo hace. por ello, lee de todas formas, cuando nadie lo está viendo y no puede ser molestado por ello).

está enojado. está triste. extraña a sus padres, a pesar de lo que hicieron. y extraña a su hermano que si bien no recuerda su rostro, recuerda la calidez y el cariño. extraña su vieja vida y jugar.

(porque ya no juega. ha escuchado a señoras decir que creció muy rápido. que tuvo que ser a la fuerza, que no se merecía algo así. pero ya está, piensa, no se puede cambiar lo que ya sucedió.) (pero extraña.)

(y este señor de las verduras cada día se queda más tiempo. lo invita a su casa, le invita un té de hiervas; escucha lo que tiene que decir de las aves vistas y de los animales que ha visto en los bosques y montañas; ve sus dibujos y pregunta: siempre pregunta. y de a poco, de a poco, comienza a sonreír a su alrededor)

(de a poco, de a poco, comienza a sentir que tiene un lugar al que pertenecer.)

[ no el mismo jungsu, pero el mismo jungsu, a los 13 años ]

la casa de kangmin --- su casa junto a kangmin se siente extraña. no de una mala forma, sino de una buena. han pasado casi dos años y aun lo piensa.

es extraña porque pasó mucho tiempo compartiendo una habitación con otros niños que es raro tener todo un lugar para sí mismo (con libros y algunas historietas que descubrió le gustaban). es extraña porque kangmin le espera con desayuno, le tiene deberes en casa y se encarga de cubrir los estudios que nunca se cubrieron en el hogar (hay profesores, tías que le explican y --- y un cariño por parte de kangmin que se siente bien.)

(tan, tan bien que ya no es solo kangmin en su mente.

y sale de allí, se manifiesta en el mundo, una tarde de verano).

kangmin siempre ha impulsado su espíritu aventurero: le insta a observar las aves (que lleve una mochila con bocadillos y un teléfono para que le diga dónde está y cómo está), recorrer el parque cercano y las montañas que están cerca de casa. nunca le ha negado, nunca le ha reprendido; en cambio, le da ropa y zapatos que le ayuden a pasar los días más fríos.

entonces, se encuentra explorando.

los árboles son grandes y frondosos frente a él. ha observado tantas aves distintas y pequeñas que las ha anotado en su cuaderno y grabado en su mente para dibujarlas más tarde al llegar a casa. está pensando en la golondrina común parada en la rama más delgada del árbol a tres metros de él cuando la ve: es una comadreja siberiana caminando en un tronco caído hace tanto tiempo que le cubre pasto y musgo. es preciosa. es más grande de lo que ha visto en fotos y jungsu... jungsu solo se agacha para observarla. saca una mala fotografía con su teléfono (y una que no revelará hasta pasados unos días con la vieja cámara de kangmin) y decide dejarla atrás: no quiere asustarla, espantarla de su hogar (de su familia, de todo lo que conoce). así que se va.

llega más temprano ese día a casa, kangmin aún no llega. pero cuando lo hace es que suelta su entusiasmo.

grita un "¡papá, vi una comadreja siberiana tomando el sol!" que no nota sus palabras hasta que la expresión de kangmin se registra frente a sí: su boca está abierta en una pequeña o y sus ojos reflejan la sorpresa y la impresión.

sin embargo, jungsu no se arrepiente. se muestra firme, con el mentón alzado, dispuesto a aceptar esto de la forma que sea. pero kangmin sonríe (por supuesto que sonríe): se acerca hasta dejar una caricia en su frente y desordenar su cabello; un "¿ah sí? ¿y cómo era? ¿me la puedes describir?" al mismo tiempo que calienta el agua para prepararse su típico té junto a la estufa.

y jungsu respira. se ríe y habla sin parar de todo lo que vio (y lo que no, lo que imagina y lo que quiere seguir recorriendo).

(y papá nunca más se escondió. nunca más fue una cosa solo de su mente.)

[vladilife]

verivery as loona solos 6/7

kangmin x one and only (gowon)

[lgckangmin]

‘roh kangmin, why can’t you dance?’

it had been a year already since he was signed with legacy, and yet, those were the words he was met with all the time lately. during the lessons coaches would ask him to his face. behind his back he would hear concerns based on much the same issue: ‘his voice is so good but he can’t follow the beat at all’. ‘such a shame’. ‘a waste of talent’.

he tried not to let it bother him; not to show it let him bother him; but it always left a bitter taste in his mouth. he didn’t think he was that bad considered he had never taken a lesson in dancing other than the one time he accidentally tripped over his tutor’s feet and ended up breaking his ankle which had immediately made his mother deem the sport too dangerous for him. and even if he was to count that, ballroom dancing was a whole different genre than what accompanied idol music. 

but even if kangmin told himself that it was okay and that he should be satisfied with what he had achieved so far, he just couldn’t really be. not when those around him who joined the same time as he were moving paces ahead. even so, the doubts were always filling him. maybe he really wasn’t cut out for this. maybe his silly little rebellion would prove fruitless and selfish. maybe he was just supposed to move by the strings his mother pulled until she was no longer here.

but then what? if he had no one left to move him, who would be there in the end? a stringless puppet incapable of doing anything? he didn’t want to end up like that either.

a moment of peace followed the wake of a training session where kangmin had failed even more spectacularly than he usually did and was ordered gone from the room until he pulled himself together more. dark eyes that reflected little light or life looked back at him from the wall mirror as he sat in silence for a good moment. contemplating. staring.

“roh kangmin,” he voiced, imitating his coach. “why can’t you dance?”

from behind him a voice answered unexpectedly making kangmin jump in his seated position, arms wrapped around his legs. in the mirror he could see the dance coach who had just lectured him the class before. ‘have you tried looking at it another way?’ she asked, arms crossed as she stared down at kangmin who seemed to do his best to avoid her glance. ‘rather than why you can’t why not think of why you won’t?’ 

kangmin blinked a few times. “i...m not sure i understand--” but before he could finish speaking his words were cut off. ‘oh, i think you do understand, i think you just don’t want to admit it.’ not daring to answer her words, kangmin fell into a crushing silence that she seemed to forcibly uphold to possibly make the weight of her words truly dawn upon him. ‘i can’t hand it to you on a silver platter. these kinds of things is something you have to figure out on your own or you’ll never make it. i just want to ask you this: roh kangmin. do you really want to be an idol?’

mouth gaping open as if to reply, he was immediately silenced with a hush and the order to think about it.

for the rest of the day the encounter replayed itself within his mind, word for word, sometimes twisted in his mind trying to make himself a victim and the coach an enemy. after all whether or not he liked to admit it he had never truly tried to work hard for something he wanted to attain. the closest situation he could think of was trying to uphold his perfect math scores despite the subject never coming easy to him. everything else had been removed from his life if it proved to cause him distress. but that was exactly what he wanted to change. he wanted to work hard for his dreams even if for the time being that was solely his independence and not exactly entertainment as a career. wanted to look back at what he had done and achieved and be proud of himself.

the next day, he was half an hour early to the first lesson to seek out the coach from the day before. having run up and down hallways to locate her, he was out of breath when finally spotting her. “teacher!” he yelled through the area to catch her attention, not seemingly caring whose else he might catch in the process. “i thought about what you said and while i don’t know if you’ll be satisfied with the answer, it’s the most honest one i can give right now: i don’t know!” he was met with an expression that didn’t change or bend and thus he let his eyes remain locked upon hers without letting his gaze falter. “i don’t know if i want to be an idol, but i want to prove that i can do something. to do that i need to be able to dance, so please...” getting down on his knees to bow down to the point where his forehead was resting upon the hallway floor he spouted his heart. “don’t give up on me! teach me how to dance!”

[bapwoo]

TRCNG members being cute af

[f3verdr3eam]

🗝 *  ― 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐄𝐄 𝐌𝐄?

𝙁3𝙑𝙀𝙍'𝙨 𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩

OT5

『 INTRODUCTION 』 『 GROUP SNS UPDATES 』 『 DEVELOPMENT 』 『 GROUP MENTIONS 』 『 DISCOGRAPHY 』 『 OTHER 』

JOON

『 PROFILE 』 『 SNS UPDATES 』 『 CONNECTIONS 』 『 OTHERS 』 『 MENTIONS 』 『 SOLO PROMOTIONS 』

NICOLAS

『 PROFILE 』 『 SNS UPDATES 』 『 CONNECTIONS 』 『 OTHERS 』 『 MENTIONS 』 『 SOLO PROMOTIONS 』

MOON

『 PROFILE 』 『 SNS UPDATES 』 『 CONNECTIONS 』 『 OTHERS 』 『 MENTIONS 』 『 SOLO PROMOTIONS 』

SOMIN

『 PROFILE 』 『 SNS UPDATES 』 『 CONNECTIONS 』 『 OTHERS 』 『 MENTIONS 』 『 SOLO PROMOTIONS 』

KANGMIN

『 PROFILE 』 『 SNS UPDATES 』 『 CONNECTIONS 』 『 OTHERS 』 『 MENTIONS 』 『 SOLO PROMOTIONS 』

[exocean]

solo mc kangmin's message to moonbin & sanha ♡

[svtyeongwonhi]

Yandere!Seventeen Reaction - S/O has a male bff

BGM - Seventeen - Crazy In Love

❝It’s okay because it’s the two of us, Crazy in love crazy in love You and I are untainted Crazy in love crazy in love I believe you, I don’t doubt you Past, present and future, Crazy in love crazy in love❞

Anon -  Hiiii can I ask yandere!Seventeen's reaction to s/o having a male bff?

Hello~ Thank you for the request!! Just to bring a twist, I’ll make the male bff as different idols!! Enjoy~

S.Coups

When Seungcheol first met your bestie Kevin, he was open-minded which you didn’t expect at all. He was kind and sweet to Kevin that even he was surprised by your significant other’s personality. However, that wasn’t the case with Coups, he was only portraying a nice image, so if Kevin were to cross any boundaries, Coups would pounce on him when he least expects.

Jeonghan

Jeonghan would simp for Kangmin. Your bestie legit was the cutest little brother to you, and his charms got to Jeonghan too! Like Jeonghan literally could not stop smiling since he first saw Kangmin and was gushing over him so much, that you almost felt like you were third-wheeling!

“What a baby, your hair is so soft!” *Pats Kangmin’s hair*

“Yaa!! I’m your s/o!!” You burst out “Sorry honey, but Kangmin’s cuter”

I’m not crying you are ㅠㅠ

Joshua

Gentleman Joshua, as his friends call him, will live up to his nickname and treat your best friend Felix with lots of affection. After all, he was there for you even before Joshua. But that doesn’t mean that he won’t do a background check on Lixxie. After he makes sure that Felix is trustable, will he let his guard down, to some extent at least

Jun

Jun would be somewhat reserved whenever you were hanging out with your BFF San. He didn’t mind but he would gently advise you to be wary of others, indirectly pointing towards San. He was concerned about you and only says stuff like that so that you would be protected. But if you still didn’t abide, Jun would try to make San distance himself away from you.

“I understand, y/n, but he is still a man you know? You have an innocent image of him but some people are not like that”

Hoshi

Hoshi on the other hand would be glaring at you two always. Each and every time you felt the sensation of someone watching you, it will be Hoshi without a doubt. Sometime you knew, other times you didn’t but he would be completely silent about your best friend, even if you were to ask him anything about Sunoo, he’ll end the conversation then and there. He wouldn’t want to accidentally spill his ideas about Sunoo anyways, about how he was meticulously planning to destroy him.

Wonwoo

Wonwoo would ponder about Xion a lot, your best friend Xion was interesting according to Wonwoo and would always say that he can’t get into his head, whatever that meant, you would just let it slide because he was spewing nonsense. But Wonwoo was confused, Xion doesn’t seem like he is a danger or anything but something always rubs him the wrong way, he does plan to find it out soon though.

“Did you have a good lunch with Xion?” “Ahh, that’s good to hear- Oh by any chance was he wearing any accessories today?” “No? Okay, just asking”

Woozi

Woozi would be jealous of all the attention you would give to Baekhyun, like how could you be spending so much time with him when Jihoon was right here? Woozi would give you a solid 5 minutes after his patience ran out, after which he will come straight to you both and smoothly slide his hands into yours and make some sort of excuse and leave right away.

“Oh Baekhyun! Good to see you” *Intertwines his fingers into yours* 

“Unfortunately, Y/n and I have an event to attend. We’ll catch you later”

The8

Myungho and Yeonjun are pretty chill, like almost bro level chill, Myungho knew well that Yeonjun was genuinely just a best friend and nothing more, and he made sure it stayed that way. But Myungho will stalk you guys if you two head out.

“Hey Yeonjun, how’s it going?” “Where are you guys heading out?” “Okay, come back soon you two” *follows you two secretively after a while*

Mingyu

Mingyu and Seungwoo would be bickering any time, like take any mundane subject there is, and I bet you these two will be fighting over it. The biggest fights they have will be because of you. When you once suggested all three of you going to the amusement park, they fought like actual children to sit beside you in Every. Single. Ride. Honestly, you almost dropped everything and left before they two grabbed you and fought while making sure you didn’t escape.

“That doesn’t make sense!! I’m y/n’s boyfriend that’s why I should sit beside y/n!” “Nope, nope, nope, nope, not listening to another thing!” “Hey! Where are you going?!” *grabs you and holds you in place* “No, you listen to me now-”

DK

Dokyeom would have a low tolerance rate with Bomin. He would give it a few days before he kidnapped Bomin and kept him under in his basement. He would obtain all information about y/n from Bomin and let him go after brainwashing him so that he would not say a single thing.

“Tell me about y/n’s childhood with all of the details. I’ll cross-check with y/n so if you miss out on even one detail, I’ll break a finger. Sounds fair?

Seungkwan

Oh boy, Seungkwan could have scared Jackson away, but your best friend was no less. These two could diss each other for hours with the amount of sass they had, but it was all in a friendly manner and never escalated. Most of the time you guys hung out together in your home, watching movies, having sleepovers, going out for long drives or picnics and it was the best thing ever because both Seungkwan and Jackson were entertaining in whatever they did.

Vernon

Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. Vernon could only count down the seconds each time you were either talking about Johnny or planning to go out with him. It didn’t make any sense. You only need Vernon in your life, not Johnny. Only 2 days later, Johnny went missing or so you were told because Vernon had kept you locked up in your home ever since. He was still calm as ever which made it, even more, scarier for you, to think that the once gentle Vernon had turned into such a monster that could be so calm regardless of his horrendous deeds.

“You want to go out? I can get you everything you want?” “Fresh air? Here, I’ll open up a window for you”

Dino

Dino had no issues with you having Wonho as your BFF. He trusted you enough to believe that at the end of the day, Dino is going to be the one who you are going to come back. And even Wonho thought of you as a little sister so he would not be too bothered by you guys interacting at all.

A/N - Wow! I really let my multi stan shine in this one XD, this took me longer than expected but it was really fun to do, also I absolutely adore all the idols that I have stated here and I’ll provide their names with their groups down below, please stan <3 they are all amazing in their own ways.

1. Kevin from The Boyz 

2. Kangmin from Verivery

3. Felix from Stray Kids

4. San from ATEEZ

5. Sunoo from ENHYPEN

6. Xion from ONEUS

7. Baekhyun from EXO

8. Yeonjun from TXT

9. Han Seungwoo from VICTON/ Former X1

10. Bomin from Golden Child

11. Jackson from GOT7

12. Johnny from NCT

13. Wonho - Solo [Former Monsta X]

[9h4mn]

when i was in love | verivery

➞ verivery x ex! reader

➞ angst, post break-up

➞ love, it was a fleeting moment where they could feel a sense of belongingness. how does verivery cope up with the fact you are gone?

dongheon: he is tired and perhaps that is an understatement. taking up law school when it isn't even your dream can easily tire out a person after all. he was a filial son, never the one to disobey his parents.

all those expectations makes it understandable that there are days he'd be very burnt out. he supposes coming home to you can make him remember that by the end of the day there was something that makes him know that it was worth it

"i'm home!" he calls but silence is all he receives. ah, thats right you're not there. for someone who knows he should never be wrong how is it that he can't remember you're already gone?

hoyoung: holding on to the memories wasn't a rational thing when he isn't exactly over you but hoyoung didn't want to be rational. he's heart broken, the poor boy didn't need to be rational.

if he had done things differently, would you still be in his arms? he keeps on thinking of the what ifs and everything that might have made you stay.

for a teacher he was being foolish and it didn't help that the children couldn't read the room. they keep on asking about you and he couldn't bring himself to tell his students that he can no longer marry you.

minchan: the day of your break up should have been the day he realized that everything was over but it took him so the long that when you gave him your wedding invitation, it was there the truth finally sunk in.

you could say that he's a masochist when he decided to go to your wedding. you were dazzling in your wedding dress and he could clearly see the love between you and your soon-to-be husband. had you give him that smile on the last days of your relationship?

minchan is truly happy for you, however, he can't help but think that he should have been the man in front of you in that altar.

gyeheon: before his career took off, gyeheon used to sing in cafes. that was how he met you. when everyone was telling him that he's stupid to pursue such dreams, you were there to support him.

messages left on read, missed calls, and an empty apartment. it was as if you never existed but that wasn't the case. you had became the unreachable which was what you feared gyeheon would become once he debuts.

now that he's a popular solo artist who is praised for his vocals and has his face plastered everywhere perhaps by dedicating all his songs to you, he could reach you one last time.

yeonho: some could say that he is a fool for buying flowers, that he is a fool for having a schedule just to visit you but he isn't having any of that. all their words just falls on deaf ears.

he knows that by now he should have moved on already. this was unhealthy for the both you. he should let you go now so that the both of you could continue on without any guilt or regrets. but knowing is different from doing.

yeonho can't bring himself to forget you, he loved you — no, he still loves you and thinks of you — which is why without fail, he always makes sure there are fresh flowers on your grave.

yongseung: he's a brilliant researcher recognized by the academy and it was an achievement by itself, after all the academy has standards hard to reach. he has his future ready and steady and yet he feels as if its all too underwhelming.

he tries to remind himself that this was what he wanted. you were a temporary distraction, a momentary muse. its his research that needs all of his attention. being a genius recognized by the academy and then the world is what he wanted. but he knows that this isn't the case.

yongseung thinks he's selfish for wanting you back in his life and so he buries himself in his research in hopes of forgetting you.

kangmin: everyone gets their heart broken — kangmin knows that and yet he went around with the belief that maybe he's lucky and things won't change. it was there that made everything even more painful.

when you told him that you love him, did you mean it? or was it a deliberate plan made to break his heart? why? why? WHY? he doesn't understand why you can end your relationship that easily.

seeing you with your new boyfriend makes kangmin think that maybe your love for him wasn't even there in the first place.

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[kpopmultifan]

VERIVERY has released a set of “Photo Play Version” solo photos of Kangmin, Yongseung, & Yeonho for their upcoming 7th mini-album “Liminality EP.DREAM” which features the title track “Crazy Like That” & is scheduled to be released on May 16th.

[ggukkiedae]

i feel like a lot of other female and male idols would have crushes on yoonmi ☺️ could you write something about that? ty 😆

hmmm i could write something like that hun of course! 🥰 hope you enjoy!

we’re gonna talk more on like admiration though rather than actual crushes so i hope that’s okay 🥺

Idols “Crushing” on Yoonmi

(otherwise known as idols who talk about yoonmi a lot... there are so much more, but here are the ones more known by ARMYs)

NCT’s Haechan

haechan is known to be best friends with yoonmi. they met back in 2014, then they went on micckey mouse club together, became classmates in hugh school, and spent most of their time in school together. he had a crush on her back from like 2015-2017 but it disappeared (the public doesn’t know that though). they talk about each other a lot, mostly compliments, stories of their friendship, and reacting to each other’s stages or video clips.

Stray Kid’s Leeknow

he has talked about how it was an honor for him to see her behind the scenes and how he looks up to her artistry and professionalism when it comes to performing. they’re not that close, but he mentions that she always greets him warmly when she has the chance, and he finds that very admirable of her

Iz*one’s Wonyoung

yoonmi is wonyoung’s number one role model for sure. she talked about it on produce 48 and even kinda freaked out when they found out she was producing their debut evaluation songs. she always says she wants to hold herself the way yoonmi does both on and off stage

Romeo’s Kangmin

he’s a huge yoonmi fan, and it shows. she featured on romeo’s mv back in 2017 mostly because she was a fan of their music and jumped at the chance, and he was fanboying about it so much. his members teased him a lot about it, and he got a photo with her which he talked about for such a long time

Park Jihoon

after working with yoonmi as wanna one’s producer, he saw up close how much she loved her music and took it seriously. he talks about how she somewhat inspired him to work harder and to remember why he loves music. he mentions that even as a solo artist, he still messages her for advice sometimes

Itzy’s Yuna

yuna gets heart eyes every time she talks about yoonmi. whenever someone asks if she wants to collaborate with anyone, it’s “BTS Miya sunbanim!” she finds the older girl adorable and is such a huge fan of her, especially her solo music. yuna sometimes randomly sings it, and she tries to get ryujin and charyeong to introduce her

Ateez’s Wooyoung

wooyoung has this one story as a trainee that he always tells when someone asks why he didn’t give up. it’s yoonmi coming across him in the practice room at like three in the morning and giving him the snacks she had in hand while saying “fighting! let’s meet on stage as idols, okay?” and since then he says yoonmi is one of his role models not just as a performer but as a person

TXT’s Beomgyu

beomgyu is a huge army, and he’s yoonmi biased (which he denies now that they’re close). but he always talks about how as a trainee he saw videos of her or even caught glimpses of her practicing, and he looked up to the hard work she puts into what she does. he also now talks about how she helps him with producing and writing a lot of the time

Loona’s Yeojin

yeojin says “i want to be the type of maknae Miya sunbaenim is” a lot. she makes a huge point of how yoonmi has an amazing vocal tone despite being a main rapper, and she aspires to be that way. she sings a lot of yoonmi’s solo songs randomly and gets excited when someone brings her up

Cravity’s Hyeongjun

hyeongjun used to get really starstruck by yoonmi back when she was a coach on produce x 101. then they became friends and he just never shut up about how she helped him not only improve but also be more confident in his dance, voice, and even his satoori. up until now he talks about her a lot and how she’s both a role model and a great friend

[chichincol]

03. 

                                                                01 de agosto, 17:42 hrs.

Chicago, Illinois. West Englewood.

De camino a ALDI, con la música en sus audífonos, piensa en que el mes pasado su ruta para llenar la alacena de su hogar era muy distinta. En su antiguo departamento, el que tuvo desde el principio de su llegada a Chicago, tenía un 7-eleven en la esquina, un McDonalds a solo cinco minutos y un gimnasio a diez. Y las estaciones del metro definitivamente no se encontraban a veintisiete minutos como ahora, pero lo prefiere. Porque, piensa, no hay punto de comparación en mirar por su ventana y encontrarse con el Parque Ogden (William), escuchar algunas aves cantando por las mañanas y las tardes y que las luces por las noches sean tan tenues que no es difícil visualizar una que otra estrella en el oscuro cielo. Tampoco hay punto de comparación en lo callado que es el bullicio, en lo fácil que es andar por las calles y en lo tranquilo que es escuchar risas de niños jugando. 

(Tampoco hay punto de comparación en lo fácil que parece encontrar inspiración; en lo sencillo que es dejar volar su imaginación en nuevos diseños.) 

(Piensa en cómo Bong puede llegar a disfrutar de todo este entorno, también. En cómo puede jugar con Ardea y ellos observado a lo lejos. Es posible que Eunho no se quede tan tranquilo, pero sabe que junto a Mekhala pueden distraerlo lo suficiente… Piensa en que aún no les invita, que aún no le muestra los rincones; que apenas y ha mostrado parte de su trabajo en su nuevo taller. Pero, también piensa, en que se verán pronto, en que han seguido en contacto. Y que puede que no se mantenga por mucho tiempo debido a la vida misma, pero lo va a disfrutar tanto como le sea posible.) 

Se da cuenta, como casi siempre, que su mente jamás se detiene, que desde hace unos meses no hace ni el más mínimo esfuerzo por detener el torrente de sus pensamientos. Pero no se culpa. Se ha sentido tan cansado, tanto física como anímicamente, que este rasgo suyo no es más que una manifestación de todo ello de lo que no se hace cargo --- de los malos entendidos, de sus actitudes, de sus sentimientos... de cómo ha hecho malabares mentales para mantenerse estable. 

(Lo detesta, sin embargo. Que no se culpe no quiere decir que esté haciendo las paces.)

De ahí también que apenas note que ha llegado a ALDI.

El supermercado no es familiar a sus ojos; aún se pierde en los pasillos, aún le cuesta encontrar los víveres. Las luces se le hacen extrañas y la gente que compra no es la misma que vivía en su edificio en las cuadras siguientes. Por ello, pone en pausa la música para prestar mayor atención a los detalles, para que la tercera y cuarta vez sea mucho más rápido; para reconocer los rostros y aquello que es posible no pueda llevar consigo esta vez.  

Camina por los pasillos tarareando, aún así. Toma latas de frutas en conserva, verduras frescas. Algunos paquetes de fideos, salsa de tomate, arroz, sal y azúcar. Piensa en llevar carne, pero se arrepiente porque recuerda que no trae tantas bolsas consigo. Pero necesita cereal para el desayuno, así que se detiene en el pasillo frente a la variedad. Está a punto de tomar una caja de Chocapic cuando una figura que no reconoce carraspea a su lado; demasiado cerca, demasiado dirigido. Sin embargo, es una acción que pasa por alto. Pero... 

“Haz crecido mucho, Dongyul”. 

Es una frase simple, sin sentido para cualquier persona que pueda escucharla, porque no dice mucho. La gente crece todo el tiempo... pero él sabe qué significa. Tanto que su cuerpo se tensiona. 

Dongyul. 

No ha escuchado ese nombre desde el día que su padre lo dejó en el orfanato y le dijo que ese ya no era su nombre; que ese era su pasado y que tenía que olvidarlo. Que ellos ya no eran su familia, que su vida era otra. 

(Lo hizo. Kangmin se encargó de que esa tarea fuese fácil.) 

“No te veas tan sorprendido, por favor, ¿en serio creíste que te íbamos a sacar los ojos de encima? Eres igual de estúpido que tu padre, al parecer” 

Y es todo lo que necesita para que su rostro se cierre, para que la seriedad tiña sus facciones y se voltee lo suficiente para que su mirada se pose en las facciones contrarias. 

No lo reconoce. Pero no le extraña. No ha sabido de esta gente desde que era pequeño, desde que huía de ellos y esperaba encontrar sus mensajes en los lugares más estúpidos. 

(Hubiese deseado que eso se mantuviera así por siempre. Pero, como Alew, la vida no deja de darle sorpresas. ¿Gratas? No siempre.) 

“¿Qué quieren?” 

Su pregunta es recibida con una risa burlona, sarcástica y tan molesta que la siente hasta en los huesos. 

“Responde la maldita pregunta, qué quieren” masculla de una forma que, hace unos meses atrás, solo hubiese estado en su cabeza. 

“Dinero, ¿qué más? Verás… hemos notado que te ha ido muy bien. ¿Comprarte una casa? ¿En Chicago? Increíble, jamás esperamos que ibas a lograr salir adelante de esa manera- Pensamos que ibas a pasar tu vida huyendo, como tu padre. Ese es una rata escurridiza, ¿lo sabías? Nos da mucho trabajo. Y si no fuera porque nos sirve, ya lo hubiésemos dejado en paz, pero eso no importa ahora, detalles que no te incumben”. El hombre hace una pausa, su mirada hacia arriba antes de continuar. Son apenas segundos. “También supimos que tienes un buen trabajo, con una de tus tutoras del instituto. Haces bonita ropa, ni siquiera vamos a intentar decir lo contrario”. El sujeto hace otra pausa, pasando su mano derecha por su cabello. Pero… queremos lo que tu padre aún no nos devuelve. ¿Has sabido de él? Tsk— qué pregunta estúpida la mía, no lo has vuelto a ver desde que te dejó botado en esa pocilga” 

Hay tanta burla en su voz, tanta condescendencia en sus palabras que lo odia. Es una emoción que llega desde su estómago y se aloja en sus pulmones, en la forma en que respira pesadamente y en cómo frunce su ceño sin quitarle la mirada de encima. 

“Oh, mira eso, tienes una expresión importante allí” 

Y como si las palabras no fuesen suficientes, el sujeto extiende su diestra para dejar un toque con su índice en su mejilla. Y no sabe. No sabe qué nueva mirada hace que el sujeto se aleja con ambas manos alzadas, las palmas visibles. 

“Tranquilo, todo esto es en son de paz” recalca, la misma sonrisa petulante que puede recordar de los sujetos que le perseguían desde niño grabada en su rostro. “Toma esto como una advertencia, a las que ya debes estar muy acostumbrado, ¿no te trae recuerdos?” y de nuevo, no sabe qué mirada le da que hace esta vez que sujeto se ría, su cabeza hacia atrás en un gesto exagerado antes de incorporarse y negar con su cabeza. “Lo siento, mala broma, no me sigas dando esa mirada, ¿de acuerdo?” 

“¿Advertencia?” 

“Así es, advertencia. Esta vez no te pediré nada, porque me caíste bien. Me mostraron una fotografía tuya cuando eras pequeño y tenías cara de ser un bebé llorón, ¿qué te ha cambiado? No, espera, eso no me importa. Pero sí, ese es el punto. Esto es una advertencia. Y te daré una segunda: no cierres los ojos. Sabemos qué haces y con quién te reúnes. Te has hecho unos buenos amigos, ¿no es así? Sería una lástima involucrarlos. Son todos muy guapos para hacerles algo en sus lindas caritas. ¿Sabes que tienen carreras importantes también?” 

Y es recién allí que su estómago se encoge, porque piensa en Eunho, Mekhala, ____ y todas aquellas personas con las que se ha topado fuera de las misiones. Y eso debe verse en su rostro, si la nueva risa que este sujeto suelta es algo que debe considerar. 

“Bueno, creo que te he pegado en una herida. Tienes que ocultar mejor tus emociones, Dongyul, aunque, bueno, ese ya no es tu nombre. Tampoco es que me importe cómo te haces llamar ahora. Cuídate, ¿de acuerdo? Eres divertido” 

Y es antes, mucho antes de poder salir de su transe al sus amigues ser nombrades, que este hombre deja un apretón en su hombro derecho y se va. No lo sigue porque puede sentir sus piernas temblar de rabia, de coraje. No lo sigue porque no tiene las herramientas para detener esto — y es quizá lo que más le frustra, que no sabe si alguna vez las tendrá. 

Piensa, de camino a su casa, que toda la tranquilidad que había sentido en estos años fue prestada. Fue solitaria y dolorosa, sí, pero tranquilidad al fin y al cabo. Y si hubiesen venido hace un par de meses esta situación no le hubiese preocupado. Posiblemente hubiese ofrecido su cabeza con tal de saldar la deuda, pero… hoy no es el caso. Y, la verdad sea dicha, duda que sea pronto. 

Así que se preocupa, mientras guarda sus compras y ordena un poco su desorden cuando ya está en casa. 

Sigue preocupado cuando no encuentra calor en Ardea ni en la forma en que se acurrucan en la cama. 

Y es posible que esta sensación no lo deje de ahora en adelante, que es lo que más le molesta. 

Odia tanto a su padre.