#kazzy's diary

[kazoosandfannypacks]

platonic love is so amazing like? you mean i DON'T need a romatic partner to send people sweet messages and tell them I love them and plan little ways to show them they matter to me??? REALLY?

[gongedtornado]

my sona when i was 12 vs my current sona as a 20 year old

[taintedholiness]

・˚₊‧꒰ა 𝓐𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

🪷 VANA / CELTY / ANGEL / SACCHARINE / ADORA / ADORABELLE / ADORABELLA

🪷 PANGENDER ; HE/HIM, SHE/HER, FAE/FAER, SWEETSELF, YANSELF, DOLLSELF

🪷 ADULT (21+)

🪷 SIDEBLOG - [ main @dollpartcollective ]

🪷 MIXED FICTIVE OF CELTY AND BISHAMON

🪷 KINS I POST HERE : (others are elsewhere)

Misa Amane ; Death Note

Grell Sutcliff ; Black Butler

Yuno Gasai ; Future Diary

Hannah Annafellows ; Black Butler

🪷 WAIFUS YOU'LL FIND HERE :

Light Yagami ; Death Note

William T Spears ; Black Butler

Othello ; Black Butler

Sebastian Michaelis ; Black Butler

Yukio Okumura ; Blue Exorcist

Yukiteru Amano ; Future Diary

Azul Ashengrotto ; Twisted Wonderland

Jade Leech ; Twisted Wonderland

Floyd Leech ; Twisted Wonderland

🪷 ETC CONTENT YOU'LL FIND HERE :

G♡RE (IRL and otherwise)

P♡RN (mostly drawn)

Y♡NDEREC♡RE

L♡VEC♡RE

C♡NNIB♡LC♡RE

DEFILED H♡LINESS

C♡QUETTE

DR♡G USE

⚠ I DO NOT TAG ! ⚠

Please follow with caution!

All of my posts are fantasy and I would not and do not enact them in real life.

💗 DARLING LIST! 💗

@chikaimasu ; Kazuma / Kazzi

@azulsgrotto ; Azul / Azzi / Ally / Alastor

[gencyy]

21/365 Bubble bath-books-music-grocery shopping- Barnes and Noble-journals-writing-kind of day. What a blessed Sunday. God is good all the time. I'm grateful for days that I can do so much and the night still feels young. Thank God for Kazzie. I can always count on her for good books and helping me look for old books that I read back in high school. #blessed #books #coffee #diaries #sunday #sundayfunday

[kazoosandfannypacks]

I don't normally make these posts, but if this post gets 75K notes before New Year's, I will spontaneously combust, because that is a lot of notes over a short period of time.

[kazoosandfannypacks]

"There's no platonic explanation for this." Actually, there is! There are several platonic explanations for this, actually, if you're not a coward! I, however, am choosing the romantic explanation in this case.

[kazoosandfannypacks]

Today I got started thinking about raspberries.

Guys, I love raspberries. Raspberry iced tea, raspberry yogurt, raspberry smoothies, raspberries on their own. I adore them. They're a pretty color and when they're blended they're another pretty color and they taste amazing and they've got a super fun texture.

Tonight I was treating myself to one of my favorite foods: yogurt with honey and frozen raspberries mixed in. I can't get enough of that stuff (and being on an antibiotic gives me an excuse to eat as much yogurt as I want ;))

As I was stirring up my treat, I couldn't help but wonder: Did God know? Did God think about this moment? When God made bees, did He think about how their honey would sweeten my snack this evening? When God made cows, did He consider which cow's milk would make my yogurt? When God made raspberries, did He know we'd freeze them so we can eat them year round? Did He know how much I'd love the flavor and the color and the texture? Do you think I was on God's mind when he made raspberries?

Because I think I was, and it's incredible. God made raspberries and knew I'd love them. What else did He make with us on his mind? As He forms each daisy, does he think "I can't wait until Kazzy sees this one?" As He sends the sun and rain on the crops of wheat that'll become the flour that'll become the cakes I bake, does He think about the joy that I get from doing that? He created the sand that became the glass became the lenses of my glasses— when He did that, did he realize He was granting me greater sight?

I think He did know, and it's honestly blowing my mind how many blessings I have that remind me how often I am on God's mind.

God, thank you for raspberries, and yogurt and honey and sunshine, and all the little blessings I take for granted every moment 🙏

[kazoosandfannypacks]

I have decided I am going to be more cringe on this website. ronically. feel free to join me.

[kazoosandfannypacks]

Online friends are so great because you can say stuff like "my brain is piloted by nine otps that run around like feral raccoons and none of them know how to drive" and they'll be like "i am with you in this trying time"

[kazoosandfannypacks]

urgent prayers for my pastor! he fell over tonight during our church's tae kwon do club. they've done cpr on him twice and are taking him to the hospital

[kazoosandfannypacks]

why did i have the audacity to make friends with someone who lives in another state? you mean to tell me I have a best friend who I love more than anything in the world and I've never seen her face to face and I can't give her a hug and I can't just go over to her dorm room and study with her and she can't come over here for a movie night? the audacity of me to do this to myself. wow.

[kazoosandfannypacks]

How To Get Good At Art:

Figure out what you're scared to draw.

Draw it.

I'm 100% serious. Are you scared to draw hands? Fill pages of sketchbooks with hands. Scared to draw faces? Draw so, so many faces. Scared to draw animals? Draw animals. Scared to use colors. Use colors. Scared to shade? Start shading.

A lot of people think you need innate talent to be good at drawing, but the only talent it takes is the ability to draw what you're scared of. Art is a learned skill, and the more you practice at it, the more capable you'll become. If something is scary to draw, it's because you haven't practiced at it. You've never done it before, (or you've barely done it, or you've done it once and saw how your first steps faltered and were terrified to take the next one,) so of course it's scary. Draw it anyways. Keep drawing it. Don't stop until you're not scared, until you're so familiar with it you don't want to stop anymore anyways.

Figure out what you're scared to draw, and draw it until it doesn't scare you anymore.

[kazoosandfannypacks]

This is my single most favorite picture of Ezra in Disney Infinity ever. WHY is he so angry. angry boi gets TOWED.

[kazoosandfannypacks]

My favorite genre of musical theatre songs is "Girl Has A Hobby." They never had a bad run! "Watch What Happens?" BANGER! "I Know It's Today?" BANGER! "I Love Play Reharsal?" BANGER! "Hiding In Your Hands?" WE WERE ROBBED!

[kazoosandfannypacks]

my problem in star wars is i am not a car guy and i also not a spaceship guy. so they'll be like "woah this spaceship is so different from every spaceship we have ever seen" and i'll just squint at it and go "ok."

[kazoosandfannypacks]

It's never a bad time to quote the Spiderverse movies. For example, this morning my dad was playing the piano and singing some song about love and relationships and commitment. And my sister walked up to me and went "Did you know seahorses mate for life? Can you imagine a seahorse meeting another seahorse and then making it work?"