#keri is born keri isnt given anything and then keri is shoved into a company for 60 years
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today was awful and idk if things will ever get better. but spending 30 minutes listening to voice clips of starscream being very awful and evil and murderous put a little bit of life back into me. he’s rly just out here yelling abt how he’s going to destroy autobots and im like “yesss that’s my powerful lord and ruler!! that’s my starlight!!” and every time he snarls or snaps it always makes me feel... idk the proper word for it... but i feel rly loved bc it makes all of his whispered sweetness to me feel so much more wholesome? because it’s so rare? he’s so unlikely to be so loving but he is loving with me and,, i dunno, that’s special. that’s something i’d rather think abt right now instead of everything stressing me out anyways
#vent#but whatever. one day at a time#i think id feel better if i got a fixit cameo but i'd need money first#i havent gotten a cameo in almost a year. except that one from silco's VA#i had to recently pay over $1200 in car repairs and they still dont know how to fix it#and i have a rly expensive dr appt this monday thats supposed to be like. 500-700#i need to open emergency commissions but im so burnt out#i dont have a choice tho what else am i supposed to do#my new department isnt gonna give me a pay raise like i was told#and im just gonna be stuck there my entire life apparently thats everyone's plan :)))#keri is born keri isnt given anything and then keri is shoved into a company for 60 years#i will just work until i die <3 and never have enough money to survive <3 thats fine <3#maybe the universe will throw some sort of opportunity in my face
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