#kimdevl

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name: boyfriendeulcontact image: ( x )ringtone: just - zion t. ft. crush ( x )last text message: (sms) i hope you had a good day today!!(sms) let’s watch a movie later on?(sms) i’m feeling.. thriller.(sms) are you down?!

[bangyeong]

* insert nice text here for @kimdevl *

She oddly found it hard to focus on certain things these days; one of them being watching shows she would usually enjoy with one of her closest friends. Once in a while, instead of focusing on the show, her gaze dropped down towards her hands to look at her her fingers which were twiddling; a thing she would always do whenever she was stressed or had too many thoughts in her head. Usually, if she was accompanied by someone, Chaeyeong would play with their fingers, talk what was bothering her but after glancing at her friend's direction, seeing how he was focusing on the show, she didn't want to distract him. Besides, she didn't even know where to start. She already felt bad about not giving proper answers when he showed great interest to the show. She only hummed in response, nodded twice and forced a smile on her lips to show she was trying to focus on the show as well. And she was afraid the constant position change was going to start to annoy him at any second. 

        ❛Mmhm.❜ Another hummed respond slipped out of her mouth. The brunette could already feel a small lump appear in her throat, causing her to swallow harder than expected. Why did she need to feel like that? Everything was going well; she was smiling earlier, she looked genuinely happy but as soon as they sat down on the couch and the show started to play, she felt horrible. And she tried to hide it as best as she could.

[myouiari]

@prkjn & @kimdevl ! ( x )

—-  ❝ you two are teaming up agasint me and this isn’t fair game! ❞

[aekure]

사람: @kimdevl 추리: Starter call!

June had always been someone who opened up rather easily, her trusting nature leading her to believe there was some good in every single person she met. So much she would naturally feel like she could trust them with her more intimate and suppressed thoughts, this however often led to disappointments and sadness, but she was used to it. Yet even after so many unfortunate and negative experiences, she couldn’t stop herself from making the same mistakes over and over. However with the said male, she felt there was a difference. The two got along quite easily, sharing the same kind of humor and throughout their few emotional talks, she had been able to open her heart without the suffocating feeling of having to keep things to herself or having to censor herself from the world. This leading to a natural friendship which she hoped would be a long lasting one.

Though she’d grown a lot, her negative memories turning into experiences that helped her grow into a more positive and strong-minded female. But even she occasionally reached her limits, after so many painful experiences and so many broken hearts over broken friendships, she had reached the tip of the mountain and could no longer build it up. It had been when her foot slipped, that she fell from the said metaphorical mountain and needed someone to catch her at the very bottom. Joowon was one of the very few she trusted enough for that, and this was the reason he found herself banging on his door at 3 am in the morning, tears streaming down her face nearly as much as the rain was pouring from the sky. 

[gvssamer]

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[ ➤ ] my muse accidentally punches your muse in the face. @kimdevl

To start off, it’s too damn dark. 

   Scattered lightening storms no doubt being the cause of the sudden power outage and Jaxon having been one to get caught in said storm while on his way home from work. It’s safe to say he’s drenched, dripping from head to toe as he made his way through lobby doors of his rather expensive loft’s residential building. He’d received a few sympathetic stares from those that had been smart enough to wait out storm in lobby’s accommodating surroundings that remained light by cell phone and candles alike; others just sticking downstairs because they were fearful of the dark. He probably would have stayed downstairs too had he not two things on his mind. One, being the fact he needed to change clothing from his drenched clothing, and the second being he had TWO kids to check upon upstairs.  

     Ah, upstairs. It became a painful reminder that he needed to climb ten flights of stairs with duffle bag in tow; slung over his shoulder in sloppy manner. Had it not been from the AC being knocked out too, he may have been shivering from the automated breeze, alas, its damn near boiling, as he enters stairwell and he sets off (partially grateful) in a soggy mess upstairs. It doesn’t take long, however, not as long as he originally thought after he got a pacing of taking two steps at time(something he’s going to regret with soreness come morning time).  Now, Jaxon isn’t one to grow fearful, at least not when he knew the difference between reality and the more ‘supernatural‘ aspect of things – yet, when he hears a noise coming from other side of door of loft door he’s feeling a bit reluctant to twist key into lock and proceed inside. He’d  seen a video like this once, had he not? A part of him understands it’s better to face one’s fears rather run from them, while the other part was more or less debating leaving aegi and deul to fend for themselves. Alas, he’s won over by reason, an that burning desire to get out of wet clothing, and finds himself opening door with a subtle click of lock. 

   He nearly jumps out of his skin when calico kitten, barely past his ankles, slips by him with a soft meow. It doesn’t take long for him to come to conclusion it’d been aegi scratching at doorway; no doubt alerted to his arrival home and not some strange being he’d probably have to sell his first born to in order to survive. “…shit.. aegi…. what the fuck..”  she doesn’t seem to mind the fact she’d almost killed her second owner upon his arrival home,because the kitten seems satisfied with his (near-death)entry and scampers off once more to do ‘kitten’ things. “…I swear, she does it on purpose –” he mumbles, more or less grumbling at the fact he almost had a heart attack and coming to realization that he needed to lay off the horror related themes for a while if he was going to live a peaceful life. “ one down… one more to go..” uncharacteristic softness in his tone granted as dark orb scan into nearly pitch black loft searching for familiarity with a forming hum in his throat. nearly kicking off his shoes at entry point and shutting door behind him, nimble digit reach for mobile in order to illuminate a little more light in front of his now weary steps. 

   Nearly shuffling down hallway after making a brief check to kitchen and living room, Jaxon has come to the conclusion that his other ‘kid’ and otherwise most important person, was hiding out somewhere else. Something that somewhat bothered him because it seemed he never went this long without having latter in his reach, then again, maybe he was just being a baby because he was seemingly ‘alone’ in his loft and couldn’t find male anywhere; it was safe to say the dancer who otherwise remained nonchalant was pouting. Either way he cou— his thoughts come to halt when a brief sensation of digit touch his shoulder and his fist is flying out rather his words making full contact with undoubtedly a visage; his knuckles already stinging and curses flying out of his mouth quicker than his hand came back to retreat. He manages to stumble backwards, tripping over his now dropped bag and landing ass first onto wooden tiled flooring; another sting to worry about tomorrow. “ shit.. fuck… fucking shit… shitfuck – DEUL. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL..” hiss passes through clenched teeth as if HE were the real victim here, mobile momentarily dropped in his scramble barely illuminating opposite figure but he knew older male’s frame enough he could probably identify him from a mile away.

   It doesn’t dawn on him till he hears groan coming from opposite frame does he realize he’s managed to punch males visage rather harshly in his bout of fear. Not wasting a single beat, he scrambles to move over to where his lover has tipped over as well, and goes to grasp for opposite wrists, tugging away extremity that hide subtle swelling of flesh around older’s nose. He nearly whines out loud, a sweetness his actions that was never misplaced anywhere else, coming with a gentle touch of forefinger along bridge of nose; he bites his bottom lip, attempting not to laugh. “babe…. baby…. deul…. I think… “ he wants to joke around and say he broke elder’s nose but the temptation falls away when a strike of lightening hits too close to the building and he’s nearly jumping out of his skin for second time that night. “ .. I think we should go downstairs…. there is light, and… uh…. I think one of the residents is a doctor –” excuses, excuses.

[woominjunarchived]

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☀  Singing them to sleep.

Minjun had gotten quite used to watching horror movies by this point as several of his friends preferred the darker kinds of movies which would normally make Minjun’s skin crawl. But this time, the movie had been on a whole other level and the amount of blood in the first scened had nearly been enough to make him ask the younger to turn it off, but not wanting to sound like a coward he had quietly sat through it all with a look of disgust written all over his face. When the movie had ended and it was time for sleep, the former idol struggled to get the images out of his head. He could imagine how the flesh of the body was cut open and how the blood came flowing out, nearly black, and he moved once more, trying out to sleep on his side instead. Deul must’ve noticed him because soon he could swear that he heard him sing, very quietly but still audible for his ears. He had never heard the boy sing before, and it wouldn’t be an exaggeration if he were to compare his voice to what he imagined an angel’s voice would sound like. He tried to stay awake now, just to hear him sing more, but something about his voice made him incredibly tired, exhausted, and he soon drifted away.

[xpurinarchive]

kimdevl:

❝ I’m sure you will, you’re so close to getting it perfect already. ❞ The two young adults were playing a game together, and trying to beat the high score and getting the level perfect. Deul’s attempts kept failing, and so, seeing as the girl was much better than him in this game, he had given her the controller and let her get the high score instead. Luckily for him, she was totally into it, and seemingly refused to give up before getting a perfect score. How lucky was he? Cheating his way to the top in order to gain points for his game.

❝ If you don’t get it perfect and you die, you owe me a piece of chocolate. ❞

Though she enjoyed playing them, video games were a luxury Chanmi could rarely make time for. She was always busy at schedules, doing performances, preparing for comebacks, thus the life of an idol. The game the male was playing though was one Chanmi had played for a good few years and had gotten pretty damn good at it, after all puzzles were her area of expertise and so she had confidence in her skills of helping the male reach his goal of new high score, though the noise of the arcade was very distracting. 

“Wait... Why do I owe you chocolate? When did this become a part of the deal?!”

[fymellow]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELLOW’S DANCER JUNIPER 🍇

The month July does not only stand for Mellow’s comeback but also a very important day which is Juniper’s birthday. Celebrating that she is one year older, we have gathered a few messages and birthday wishes from her friends and labelmates to congratulate her on a special day and to wish her the best. We wish Lee Juhee also known as Juniper the best possible birthday and hope she will continue to be our happy and talented grape! ♡

@aekure​ said: Can you believe time flew by so fast, I still remember just meeting you. We hit it off quite easily right away, though we were supposed to debut just a few months after, I never really had a time where didn’t get along with you. You’ve always been someone who talks to me so easily and understands how I feel, and you’ve always been someone who cheers me up so quickly and lets me rant ‘til your ears fall off. I’m really incredibly happy to have met you and to be able to be part of Mellow with you. We’re heading towards a full year together and that’s totally crazy. I wouldn’t want anyone else by my side! I love you so so so much! I hope you have an amazing birthday and I hope you’ll forever know that Mellow won’t be the same without you. Let’s stay together for a very long time! Thank you for everything, you oldie!!  

@hwangsia said: My dear Juniper, Today is a very special day ! Can you guess which one~? I'm pretty sure it's not hard for you to guess since you most likely received notes and wishes by loved ones, but I'll say it anyways: it's your birthday ! Another year passed and you're turning a year older, yet you still didn't age when it comes to your physique. You're still a beautiful and fresh flower with a bright personality, and I hope you will be able to keep your youth for even longer. I know this is supposed to be a birthday message but I also want to use this chance and thank you for being my friend. It's been around a year since we met, thanks to Mellow, and I am so grateful because it's like I gained another sister through this group. Thank you for being my friend, my group member and a person I can always rely on. I hope you will have another amazing year filled with lots of love, happiness and health. Let's keep on being close friends and care for each other, alrighty? I love you and happy birthday, my angel!

@cluelezz said:  MY BABY JUNI!! YOU'RE AN OLD LADY NOW! But you're a beautiful old lady~! I just wanted to take time to think the heavens for birthing you. You're a beautiful young lady with many many talents. Please continue to be your beautiful and amazing self. Happy Birthday, love!! 

@95theokim said: Junibear! Happy birthday to the most important girl in my life. I've never been good at these kinds of messages, but I have to let you know how glad I am that you were brought into this world on this day 22 years ago, and further that our paths happened to line up. I'm the luckiest guy in the world. I love you.

@kimdevl said:  Happy birthday to Juni! I hope your day will be as amazing as you are, and make sure to spoil yourself lots! If there are still pieces of cakes left, please make sure to hold onto some for me. We do not interact as much as before, but assuming it’s because we are both busy, something will probably happen soon that allows us to interact more again. Hope that you smile lots, as it’s your birthday—and that it’s a genuine smile, if not, I’m going to bust down your door and throw you a little show along with June, and we are going to make you laugh. Stay grapey ( see what I did there hehehe ) and keep staying strong! I am proud of you—and again, happy birthday!

@rinikyuu said:  Juni Eonnie! It's your Birthday and that means today is all about you! So make sure you eat cake and ignore your diet because if you're heavier then that means you're harder to kidnap-- I'm kidding ㅋㅋㅋ but seriously- I Love you and wish you the best of wishes that it's magical and all you ever wanted!

@kimoriz said: MY WONDERFUL LIL WONDERWOMAN. You truly are an inspiration to not only me but many others , no matter what the situation is you are always a bright and happy soul and i truly admire that in you, we arent that close but even the small conversations we have make me smile, i hope these little letters make you smile as well HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNI !

@minny222 said: Hey Juni, it's Minny from Lucid~ I know we don't yet know each other well, but that's okay! Hopefully we will meet properly someday soon. Have a great birthday~

@yuggxm said: Happy birthday to you, dear! You've had one more eventful year of new achievements and memories, more moments to be cherished forever. Today is your special day, and I hope as the day goes on you continue to make many wonderful memories with the people important to you ! We all love you dearly ♡

[joenjnvg]

#if_I_were…

if i were a month, i’d be september. if i were a planet, i’d be neptune. if i were a mythological figure, i’d be poseidon. if i were a sea animal, i’d be an otter. if i were a piece of furniture, i’d be a gaming laptop. if i were a gemstone, i’d be a aquamarin. if i were a flower, i’d be a hydrangea. if i were a kind of weather, i’d be a thunder / lightening evening. if i were a color, i’d be black. if i were an emotion, i’d be stubborness. if i were a fruit, i’d be a mango. if i were a sound, i’d be the sound of the waves coming over shore. if i were an element, i’d be water. if i were a place, i’d be a study room with a gaming setup. if i were a taste, i’d be the sweetest of cherries. ( got shinya’s help ). if i were a scent, i’d be the fragrance of the wet ground after rain. if i were an object, i’d be a comfortable bed. if i were a body part, i’d be the nose. if i were a pair of shoes, i’d be worn out sneakers. if i were a song, i’d be one there’s making you relax at the fullest.

tagged by: @prkjn . ( thank you bby ! ) tagging: @bangyeong, @amvoure, @xdavntless, @gvssamer, @gumihc, @kimdevl, @kimeris, @onibuugi, @95somin, @tzuchu, @mxnsxga-93,  

* and whoever else would be interested in doing this.

[themidnightsiren]

A  VERY  DESCRIPTIVE  &  DETAILED  PROFILE  OF  YOUR  MUSE. repost with  the  information  of  your  muse,  including  headcanons,  etc. when  you’re  done,  tag 15 other  people  to  do  the  same!

tagged by: none. did this before for Lorraine - doing this now for Kim Jungah. tagging: new people on my list! thank you for following! @stcgnant (any of your muses) , @kimdevl , @kyura92 , @oculvus , @ijjong , @aprt7012 (Cheon Seongim) , @trulykihyun​ , @amvxns​ , @hyeonxu​ , @avitusartem​ , @jong-ki​ or anyone who wants to do it. consider yourselves tagged. You are not obliged to repost if you don’t feel like it. But I would love to know more about your muses.

Note: This is for the secondary verse :: Kim Jungah at present time. 

NAME: Kim Jungah AGE: 28 SPECIES: Human GENDER: Female ORIENTATION: Heterosexual PROFESSION: Full-time employee at a local coffee shop

[    PHYSICAL    ASPECTS    ]

BODY TYPE: Slim HAIR: Dark brown, midlength EYES: Brown SKIN: Fair. HEIGHT:  167cm

[    FAMILY    ]

SIBLINGS: She has two siblings introduced to her the moment she was discharged from the hospital after the accident. There was Kim Jumin, a brother 6 years younger than her and Kim Jangmi, who was 10 years younger than her. Kim Jumin seemed mature at his age, he’d always take care of the whole family including her but she surely did notice the awkwardness that stretched on the first year since the accident. Kim Jangmi was a sweet sister who liked to cling onto her. But she is a strong-willed girl and has a spunk like that of Jungah’s - one of the few little things they share similar with each other.  PARENTS: Kim Jeonghwan, her father, is a miner who worked really hard for his children. He is very kind and caring - one who would check up on Jungah most of the time. Due to his line of work, he always came home late, but he made sure he’d bring something home for his children. Im Yeonhwa, her mother, is a plain housewife, so she is around their small house most of the time. Jungah would always help her in the household chores whenever she doesn’t have any tutor sessions. The parents have always lived simply and frugally.  CHILDREN: None. but the idea of it excited her always. She was hoping she could find someone who is responsible enough to be a father to her child.  ANY PETS?:  They had a dog which they named Momo. Unfortunately he died with the rest of her family.

[    LIKES    ]

COLORS: She likes simple colors. Neutral ones. Not the bold, vibrant colors. Those that are close to nature like brown, beige, green and sea blue. SMELLS:  Kim Jungah enjoys the sea breeze as well as the scent it gave. Certain floral and herbal scents relaxes her too. FOOD / DRINKS: She isn’t much picky with food. But she likes fish and greens and tea as she likes to keep her body fit and healthy. Even when she moved to Seoul, she still kept the same preferences although she started to  enjoy other things, like meat, ramyeon, coffee and liquors. FAVORITES:  Action films, tea blends, music, mysteries, fashion, butterflies

[    OTHER    DETAILS    ]

SMOKES?: yes  [   ]   ||   no  [ x ]   ||   occasionally  [  ] DRUGS?: yes  [ ]   ||   no  [ x  ]   ||   occasionally  [  ] ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES?: yes  [ x ]  || rarely [  ] || no [  ]    DRIVER LICENSE?: yes  [ x ]   ||   no  [  ] EVER BEEN ARRESTED?: yes  [   ]   ||   no  [ x ]   ||   almost/detained  [  ]

[gvssamer]

YOUR MUSE AESTHETIC

Bold any which apply to your muse & feel free to add to the list! ** remember to REPOST, DON’T REBLOG.

//bcc @haestro //fwd @kngyz ; @joenjnvg ; @hwamira ; @oculvus ; @aekure ; @kimdevl ( unless you’ve done it, then you don’t have to/if you don’t want to )

COLORS // brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal. burnt orange. silver. gold. grey. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. strawberry red. charcoal grey.forest green. apple red. navy blue. crimson. cream. blood red. mint green. ivory. seafoam beige. emerald green.

ELEMENTS // fire. ice. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. storm.

BODY // claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. freckles. bruises. canine. scars. scratches. wounds. burns. spikes. feathers. webs. eyes. hands. sweat. tears. feline. chubby. curvy. thin. lean. short. tall. normal height. muscular. piercing. tattoos. antlers.

WEAPONS // fists. feet. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. legs. scythe.

MATERIALS // gold. silver. platinum. titanium. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron. rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics.

NATURE // grass. leaves. trees. bark. roses. daisies. tulips. lavender. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. sand. rocks. roots. flowers. ocean. river. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rainforest. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds.mountains. cliffs.

ANIMALS // lions. wolves. eagles. owls. falcons. hawks. foxes. swans. snakes. turtles.ducks. bugs. spiders. birds. leopards. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. horses. cats. dogs.bunnies. praying mantises. crows. ravens. bears. mice. lizards. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dragons. rats. bats. deer. panthers.

FOOD // sugar. salt. candy. bubblegum. wine. champagne. hard liquor. beer. coffee.tea. spices. herbs. apple. orange. lemon. cherry. strawberry. watermelon. vegetables.fruits. meat. fish. pies. desserts. chocolate. cream. caramel. berries. nuts. cinnamon. burgers. burritos. pizza. ambrosia. bread. cotton candy.

HOBBIES // music. art. watercolors. gardening. reading. smithing. sculpting. painting.sketching. fighting. writing. composing. cooking. sewing. training. dancing. acting. singing.martial arts. self-defense. electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. video games. computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. magazines. CDs. records. vinyls.cassettes. piano. violin. guitar. electronic guitar. bass guitar. harmonica. harp. woodwinds. brass. bells. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. motorcycle riding. eating. climbing. running. teaching. calligraphy. yoga. photography.

STYLE // flannel. lingerie. armor. cape. dress. tunic. vest. shirt. boots. heels. leggings. trousers. jeans. skirt. jewelry. earrings. shoulder holsters. necklace. bracelet. ring. pendant. hat. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. brocade. cloaks. corsets. doublet. chest plate. leather jacket. gorget. bracers. belt. sash. coat. jacket. hood. gloves. socks. masks. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sunglasses. visor. eye contacts. makeup. tactical gear.sweats.

MISC // balloons. bubbles. cityscape. light. dark. candles. war. peace. money. power. powerless. percussion. hate. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. kisses. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. anger. happiness. surrealism. optimism. pessimism. bipolar. realism. loneliness. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. hugs. sex.

[woominjunarchived]

(starter for @kimdevl)

–– ☯ It wouldn’t be the first time the boys would meet, not the second or third, but Minjun could still not let go of the overwhelmingly nervous feeling he had as he drove to his house. With music blasting loudly in the car speakers, his current favorite song, he tried to sing along, to calm his nerves and to quiet down his thoughts, to make them near inaudible so that he wouldn’t be a complete wreck when he arrived, he knew that wouldn’t be very appreciated. After all, he wasn’t going there to get comfort, he knew better than to seek comfort with Deul, and he had several other friends he could visit for that mere purpose, but not today, he would manage today. 

During their short friendship, if he could even call it that, Chris had already learnt that it was best not to think so deeply of every event, to take things lightheartedly and to never expect anything and most importantly, to be patient. There would be days, weeks where he would hear nothing from the man and at first he had been frustrated at his behavior, but eventually he had grown accustomed to it and now, he was satisfied with only enjoying the moments when he would actually hear from him, and more so, the times when they would be able to hang out. 

It was outside a club that Chris had first seen Deul, he was trying to get people to go inside, especially pretty and single girls, however, it seemed like he did not have to put any effort at all into making them flood around him and with his guidance, go inside the club. He had understood immediately why he was so good at what he was doing, Deul had been breathtakingly handsome, but besides that, there was something else that drew him to the man, and he wasn’t exactly sure what it was then, and he still hasn’t figured it out. 

As he arrived outside the apartment, he moved one of the plastic bags containing bottles of tequila to his other hand that was already holding a bag with one of Deul’s sweaters, hesitating only momentarily before pressing his finger against the doorbell, his bottom lip sucked in as he bit down on it in an act to numb the slight nervousness. 

[delyscious]

[LYS.] Process.

( Character Development. @kimdevl mentioned. )

“HOLD STILL, will you?” Her tone was playful, and the laughter in her voice was unmistakable, but so was the determined gleam behind the amusement in her eyes.

The change was drastic. From his muted level four brown to the warm, golden level six (seven in some areas near the face and at the nape), he lifted like a dream. Slow and steady, they had started early and had the entire day cleared for this project.

Perhaps it was to save the integrity of his hair that she used the least concentrated volume developer–the less ammonia, the slower the lift–or, perhaps it was the thrill of the process she wanted to elongate.

Sometimes life moved just too fast. Growing up, that was something everyone had to do eventually, wasn’t it? Falling in love, too? Finding oneself? Satisfaction. Completion. That’s what people searched for, some sort of conclusion.

No wonder people were always so unsatisfied.

Through the day, she’d picked up some of her favorite ale, prepped and cooked her mom’s favorite pasta dish, and queued up a bunch of movies to occupy themselves with. A day with Deul was rarely dull regardless of what they did, his company was always enough to entertain her. Their interaction was rare, but the clumsy way they moved together was something Alyss could only remember from being in grade school and being able to just have fun with anyone because life was easy and you were young. But, she needed the practice and since he was so willing to let her do so, she put the extra effort in.

She had warned him before hand the risks and the quality he would sacrifice going to her. Only in pursuit of being liscenced, she lacked the fancy yet standard necessities a stylist would need: a salon chair, a vanity, a shampoo bowl to be particular… she recommended he arrive in a shirt he cared little about and possibly swim trunks he was less than fond of, with the possibility of having him jump into the shower for the shampoo if her kitchen sink was lacking.

The finished product rolled around at 8pm, almost a full eight hours after they had began with the lightener, and she couldn’t have been happier. The deep red they had settled for suited him well, made his tan skin look bronzed, and his lips pink. With the slowest developer and the olaplex solution combined, damage was minimal to none, and reversed. There was a renewed shine to his look, almost grazing a candied red look, but the brown brought it to the perfect tone and level. It was just as intense as Deul, a perfect aesthetic to fit his vivid, striking personality, in her opinion.

And yet, after all was said and done, she didn’t want him to leave. One could attest to just how much she enjoyed his company, but that would just be a false association. Alyss expected some sort of satisfaction, one past the ultimate approval of the client. She had done it. Her work was successful and it was over.

The day replayed in her head: the laughter, the productivity, the changes, the leisure, and the satisfaction. She replayed it over and over again and only when she realized that she would rather bask in the process than come to the end. Wasn’t it supposed to be satisfying, and then leave her?

Of course it wasn’t. She always wanted more.

She itched with it, squirmed, unsure whether or not she missed the moments passed where she wasn’t wanting, or if she just belonged in this vicious cycle. It didn’t matter. She’d lost to it. The pull, the hold it had on her soul, it was too strong. Happiness? It made her question if that’s what she pursued. Contentment, or the thrill? God knows she was always an adrenaline junkie anyway.

The change. The thrill. The warmth. The ultimate state of spoiled rotten, and always wanting more. This was Alyss. This was the way her soul had always moved.

Lost in the limbo, she would lose herself in his company, even just for a little while longer. It had been the process she was in love with. The final product made her swell with pride, but the bittersweet feeling knowing she was finished was more bitter than anything sweet.

It was like climbing Mt. Everest, and enjoying the trek more than the view.

It was like waiting in line for a ride at Disneyland, and having more fun in the line than on the ride.

It was like finishing that one amazing series, and coming to its inevitable end.

It was like making love, and leaving your lover shortly after.

Satisfying, but in a very different way. It made her crave for life to slow down. As summer passed and night grew colder and longer, she felt the rush of the holidays creeping up on her. She couldn’t miss the summer anymore, but looking into the fall, as the leaves matched the tone of deul’s hair, she felt change stirring within her. Suddenly, she was excited to watch the leaves change and fall.

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The chance of a relationship working out between Hyelim and Deul is not very big, but a relationship is very well possible, if the two of you really want it to, and are prepared to make some sacrifices for it. You’ll have to spend a lot of quality time together. You must be aware of the fact that this relationship might not work out at all, no matter how much time you invest in it.

“In my opinion, these things are stupid and you never know the actual outcome of things. If we sit here a believe this to be true, then you could miss out on a really great person.”

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Rules. take this TEST for your muse and post the results REPOST. DON’T REBLOG. tagged by: @kimdevl tagging: anyone who is willing to do it. 

Warmth : 38% [  cold, selfish ]  Intellect : 82% [ cerebral, analytical  ]  Emotional Stability : 38% [ irritable, moody ]  Aggressiveness : 86% [ controlling, tough  ]  Liveliness : 90% [ wild, fun loving  ]  Dutifulness : 26% [ untraditional, rebellious  ]  Social Assertiveness : 74% [ uninhibited, bold  ]  Sensitivity : 34% [ coarse, tough  ]  Paranoia : 74% [ wary, suspicious  ]  Abstractness : 50% [ practical, regular  ]  Introversion : 90% [ private, quiet  ]  Anxiety : 50% [ confident, self assured ]  Openmindedness : 70% [ curious, exploratory  ]  Independence : 62% [ outgoing, social  ]  Perfectionism : 86% [ orderly, thorough  ]  Tension : 38% [ relaxed, cool ] 

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Starter ––>> @kimdevl

It was a mystery, even for Minjun himself as to what drew him to Deul so much, someone who had not long ago hurt him, not only emotionally, but also physically. Yet he was sitting on the floor, hunched over his phone and waiting for a reply, from the very same person who had punched him and then told him to fuck off. Pathetic, he thought as he stared at the several unanswered messages he had sent, and as a little bit of alcohol was in his system from the earlier dinner outing with his members, it was as if all piece of dignity in his body had evaporated into thin air and his fingers were already typing away another message, praying to some form of god that this one would be answered.

{ 카카오톡: 들 }

>> I miss you.. I wish you could answer. I wish this wasn’t the end.

He pressed send before he could process what he had typed, and as he reread the message he cringed at his own words. But in a sense, it was, Minjun in a nutshell, pathetic, and desperate for attention.